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wo……wohaoxiangyouyoudianbushede。wozheishizenmele！wobushiyizhixiangyaoduokaitama！

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c：「wende。」wende？wenshei？sheihuizhidaowodeweixin？wodeweixinhaoyoushaodekelian。

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tayoufalailexiaoxi。c：「xiangzhidao？」wolengzhule。zheisangezi，

zenmekandoudaizheyigu……diaokandeyiwei？shiwodecuojuema？jiangmianmian：「ng。」wolaolaoshishidihuifu。

c：「xialai。」xialai？shenmeyisi？qunali？jiangmianmian：「quna？」c：「nisushelouxia。」honglong！

wodedanaolixiangshiyoujingleizhakai！ta……tazaiwosushelouxia？！xianzai？！womengdicongchuangshangdanqilai！

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tahaoxiangganyingdaolewodemuguang。huanhuanditaiqitou。chaozhewodefangxiangkanleguolai。simuxiangdui。

jishigezhezheimeyuandejuli。woyirannengganjuedaotamuguanglidezhuanzhu。wodexinzangshunjianbeijizhongle！peng！peng！

peng！tiaodebirenheyicidouyaojulie！wodelianjiayirouyankejiandesudubaohong！tazenmehuizaizheili！

tazenmezhidaowozhunagesushe！wode“yuanlichenyuzhou”jihua！wodezhongjijialidunjihua！zaizheiyike！

xuangaochedipochan！shudeyibaitudi！tiwuwanfu！05woyiwozheibeizizuikuaidesudu，huanhaoyifu，

chongxialelou。woshenzhidouwangleshuyixiawoneiluandexiangjiwodetoufa。woqichuanyuyudipaodaotamianqian。

yinweipaodetaiji，lianjiatonghong。tajingjingdikanzhewo，meiyoushuohua。yangguangtouguoshuyedefengxi，

zaitashenshangsaxiabanbodeguangying。takanqilaibipingshirouhelexuduo。「ni……nizenmelaile？」

wonulipingfuzhezijidehuxi，kaikouwendao。shengyinhaiyouxiezhandou。「nizheijitian，zaiduowo？」

tameiyouhuidawodewenti，fanerzhijiepaochuleyigezhongbangzhadan。tadeshengyinhenpingjing。tingbuchushenmeqingxu。

danwodexinquemengdiyichen！tazhidaole！tajingranzhidaowozaiduota！wodelianshunjianzhangdegenghongle！

xiangshibeirendangchangzhuazhulexiaobianzi，gangayouxinxu。「wo……womeiyou！」wojihushixiayishidifouren。

shengyinxiaodexiangwenzijiao。「shima？」taweiweitiaoletiaomei。「neiweishenmewoquna，nijiubuquna？」

「woquyishitang，nijiuchidebisheidoukuai。」「wojianiweixin，nibantianbutongguo。」tayiziyijudishuozhe。

meishuoyiju，wodetoujiudiyifen。daozuihou，wodexiabadoukuaiyaochuodaoxiongkoule。wanle。

shenmedoubeitazhidaole。wozheidianxiaoxinsi，zaitamianqiangenbenwusuodunxing。woxiangyigebeishenpandefanren，

dengdaizhetadezuizhongpanjue。「wo……wo……」wozhizhiwuwulebantian，yeshuobuchuyijuwanzhengdehua。

taidiurenle！zhendetaidiurenle！wohenbudelikezhaogedifengzuanjinqu！takanzhewojiongpodeyangzi，

turanqingqingdixiaoleyisheng。neishengxiaohenqinghenqing。xiangyumaoyiyang，saoguowodexinjian。yangyangde。

womengditaiqitou，buganzhixindikanzheta。taxiaole？chenyuzhoujingranduiwoxiaole？suiranzhishihenduanzandeyixia，

danwokanqingchule！tadezuijiaoweiweishangyang，yanjingliyedaizheyisiqianqiandexiaoyi。xiangdongrilizuiwennuandeyangguang。

shunjianronghualewosuoyoudegangahebuan。wodedanaoyouyiciduanlule。zhihuishashadikanzheta。「zouba。」

takaikoushuo。「quna？」woxiayishidiwen。「bushixiangzhidaowozenmezhidaoniweixindema？」tashuozhe，

jiumaikaibuziwangqianzou。wolengleyixia，ganjingenleshangqu。womenyiqianyihoudizouzaixiaoyuandexiaolushang。

sheiyemeiyoushuohua。qifenquebuxiangwoxiangxiangzhongneimeganga。faneryouyizhong……qimiaodeanning。

wotoutoudikanzhetazouzaiwoqianmiandebeiying。tadejianbanghenkuan，beiyingtingba。jirenyizhonghenanxindeganjue。

wodexintiao，jianjiandipingfulexialai。buzaixiangzhiqianneiyang，yijiandaotajiutianbengdilie。

ershibianchengleyizhongwenhede，chixude，xiaoluluanzhuang。tadaizhewo，chuanguocaochang，raoguojiaoxuelou。zuihou，

tingzailexingzhenglouqian。「daole。」tashuo。woyihuodikanzheta。「laizheiliganshenme？」「jinqujiuzhidaole。

」tameiyouduojieshi，zhijietuimenzoulejinqu。wozhihaoyingzhetoupigenshang。xingzhengloulihenanjing。tadaizhewo，

shumenshuludishangleerlou。tingzaileyijianbangongshimenkou。menshangguazhepaizi：xueshenghuibangongshi。taqiaoleqiaomen。

limianchuanlaiyigeshuanglangdenansheng：「qingjin！」chenyuzhoutuikaimen。wokandaobangongshilizuozheyigenansheng，

zhengzaizhengliwenjian。neigenanshengkandaochenyuzhou，likeluchuleyigedadadexiaorong。「yo，zhouge，

shenmefengbanichuilaile？」ranhou，tademuguangluozailewoshenshang。daizheyisihaoqihetanjiu。「zheiweishi？」

wojinzhangdiniezhuleyijiao。「jiangmianmian。」chenyuzhoudandandijieshaodao。ranhou，taduineigenanshengshuo。「lize，

shangcirangnichadexinshenglianxibiao，zhaodaolema？」neigejiaolizedenanshenghuangrandawu。「eee！

zhaodaolezhaodaole！wofangnizhuoshangle！」tazhilezhijiaoluolideyizhangbangongzhuo。chenyuzhouzouleguoqu。