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《wojiexinhuanzhishen，yumoguigongzhen》shishangshanhuidieyixiedeyibenluojixinghenqiangdeshu，gushizhangjietiaoliqingchu，bijiaowanmei。zhujiaoshiguyanlinwanshenyuanzhuyaojiangshudeshi：jieshoufalvdezhicai，shizaisuoyourendetuomashengzhong，zhuirudiyu。zheitian，guyanyaoqulinshicanjiayigejianzhuluntan，weiqisantian。zheishiwodejihui。taqianjiaogangzou，……

精彩章节

jiridangtian，wocongqingdideshentilixinglai，chuangbianzhanzhewoshenaidezhangfu，tazhengwenroudihuhuanzheqingdidemingzi。

ertabuzhidao，taqinshoumaizangdeqizi，zhengyongyishuangmoshengdeyanjing，ningshizhetazheigesharenxiongshou。

【1】yishihuilongdeshunjian，xiaodushuideweidaobadaodiqinzhanlewodebiqiang。wofeilidizhengkaiyan，

yingruyanliandeshiyipiancimudebai。baisedetianhuaban，baisedeqiangbi，haiyou……yizhangwoshuxidaokegudelian。

shiguyan，wodezhangfu。taqingjuandemeiyanjiancikexiemanletengxiyuguanqie，bochunqingqi，

shengyinshiwocongweitingguodewenrouqianquan：「wanwan，nizhongyuxingle，youmeiyounalibushufu？」wanwan？linwan？

neigechazuwomenhunyin，rangtashenhundiandaodewuzhe？wodedanaoxiangshibeizhongchuihenhenzaleyixia，wengwengzuoxiang。

woxiayishidixiangkaikouhantademingzi，houlongliquezhinengfachugansesiyadeyinjie。

guyanliketitiediweiwodaolaiyibeishui，xiaoxinyiyidifuqiwo，jiangshuibeididaowochunbian。「mandianhe，bieji。

」tadedongzuoqingroudefangfozaiduidaiyijianxishizhenbao。kewoqueruzhuibingku，hunshenfaleng。

yinweiwoqingchudijide，jiuzaibujiuqian，tayeshiyongzheiyangyishuanggujiefenmingdeshou，sisidiezhuwodefangxiangpan，

jiangwodechezhuangxiaxuanya。zhuiluodeshunjian，jinshuniuqudejuxiang，gugesuiliedejutong，

yijitagezheposuidechechuang，touxiangwodeneimobingleng、jietuodexiaoyi，douhaiqingxidiluoyinzaiwodenaohaili。

wosile。woquexinwosile。kexianzai，woweishenmehuizaizheili？weishenmeguyanhuiyongzheizhongyanshenkanzhewo，

jiaowo「wanwan」？wozhandouzheshou，xiangyaofumozijidelian，quezaitaishoudeshunjian，

kandaoleyizhiwanquanmoshengdeshou。zheizhishouxianxi、baixi，zhijiashangtuzhejingzhidedoushasejiayou。

zheibushiwodeshou。woshiyimingfayisumiaoshi，wodeshouyinweichangnianwobihediaopeiyanliao，zhijiechuyoubojian，

zhijiayezongshixiujiandeganganjingjing。judadekonghuangjuezhulewodexinzang。womengdituikaiguyan，

bugushentidexuruo，diediezhuangzhuangdichongxiangxishoujian。jingzili，yingchuyizhangnianqing、piaoliang，quewanquanmoshengdelian。

xingyan，qiongbi，yingtaoxiaokou，meidejijugongjixing，yanjiaoyikexiaoxiaodeleizhigengtianjifenchuchukelian。zheizhanglian，

wocengzaiguyandeshoujipingbaoshangjianguowushuci。shilinwan。wo……bianchenglelinwan？「wanwan，nizenmele？

biehewo！」guyandanyoudeshengyincongshenhouchuanlai，tazoushangqian，shitujiangwoyongruhuaizhong。

woxiangbeixiezizhelebanmengdidankai，jingkongdidengzheta，yedengzhejingzilizheizhangshuyu「disanzhe」delian。

weiliyizhenfanjiangdaohai，wofuzhebinglengdexishoutai，juliediganouqilai。

dianshixinwendeshengyinqiahaozaicikepiaolejinlai。「benshizhumingqingnianjianzhushiguyandeqizi，

fayisumiaoshishenyuannvshi，yusanriqianzaipanshangongluyiwaichehuoshenwang，qizhuidaohuijiangyumingrijuxing……」

shenyuan。neishiwodemingzi。wodezhuidaohui。wosile，yishenyuandeshenfen。ranhou，zaiwodejiridangtian，

yitaxinaidexinhuanlinwandeshenfen，huoleguolai。wohuanhuantaiqitou，touguojingzi，

duishangleguyanneishuangshenbujiandideyanmou。tadeyanzhongyouguanqie，youdanyou，weidumeiyouyisiduiwangqidebeishang。

womingbaile。zheibushiyiwai，zheishiyichangxumouyijiudemousha。erlaotianye，

quegenwokaileyigetiandixiazuicanren、zuihuangdandewanxiao。tarangwozhongshengle，

querangwozhongshengzailewozuihendenvrendeshentili，rangwobudebudingzhezheizhanglian，

jixuyuqinshoushasiwodexiongshoutongchuanggongzhen。binglengdehenyicongjizhuiyilupansheng，jihuyaojiangwodelizhishaohui。

guyan，niyiweiwosile，nijiukeyihenidezhenaishuangsushuangfeilema？nicuole。wohuilaile。zheiyici，

wohuiqinshousixianiweishandemianju，rangniweinisuozuodeyiqie，fuchuxuededaijia。wokanzhejingzhongdeziji，

neizhangshuyulinwandelianshang，huanhuangouqiyimoguiyidexiao。【2】chuyuanneitian，

guyanweiwozhunbeileyichangshengdadehuanyingpaidui。didianjiuzaiwohetacengjingdehunfangli。dangwoyilinwandeshenfen，

taruzheigewoqinshousheji、buzhidejiashi，xinzangxiangshibeiyizhiwuxingdeshoujinjinzuanzhu，

tengdewojihuwufahuxi。ketingliguazhede，buzaishiwohetaxianglianshiniandezhaopian，

ershitayulinwanzaishijiegedideqinmiheying。balidaodeluorixia，balitietadedengguangli，

tamenxiaodeneimetianmi，fangfowozheigeyuanpei，caishineigebugaicunzaidechuangruzhe。

wodehuashibeigaizaochenglelinwandewudaoshi，manqiangdejingziyingchuwocikecangbaidelian。

wozuizhenaideneitaodeguojinkoudezhuanyehuaju，beisuiyididiuqizaijiaoluo，mengshangleyicengbobodehuichen。

erwodeyimaojianli，zaoyibeilinwanneixieyanlidequnziheangguidegaogenxiezhanman。jiuzhanquechao。bu，

bizheigengcanren。wobujinbeiduozouleyiqie，shenzhilianzijideshentidoushiqule，zhinengjijuzai「qinlvezhe」

dequqiaoli，yanzhengzhengkanzhewodezhangfu，hewozuihendenvren，zaiwoqinshoudazaodeaichaoli，

shangyanzhetamende「shenxianaiqing」。「wanwan，xihuanma？zheizhishikaishi，yihou，wohuijinigenghaode。」

guyancongshenhouyongzhuwo，xiabaqinnididizaiwodejingwo，wenredehuxipensazaiwodepifushang，

jiqiyizhenshenglixingdezhanli。woqiangrenzhexiangyaojiangtatuikaidechongdong，conghoulonglijichushuyulinwande，

neizhongyouruanyounuodeshengyin：「guyan……woyoudianlei。」「hao，neiwofunihuifangxiuxi。」tatitieruwei，

yanshenlideaiyijihuyaoyichulai。kewozhijuedechegudehanleng。zheigenanren，jiushiyongzheiyangshenqingdemiankong，

cehualewodesiwang。huidaowoshi，wotangzaiwomencengjingdehunchuangshang，shenxiashixinhuandezhensichuangpin，

kongqizhongmimanzhelinwanguanyongdemeiguixiangshuiwei，yiqiedoumoshengderangwozhixi。guyanzuozaichuangbian，

wenrouditiwoyehaobeijiao，muguangmiaomozhewodewuguan，dishengdao：「wanwan，nizhidaoma？

kandaonitangzaibingchuangshang，woyouduohaipa。wopawoyehuishiquni。」tadunledun，

yuqilidaishangleyisiqiadaohaochudeaishang，「jiuxiangwoshiqushenyuanyiyang。」wodezhijiashenshendiqiajinlezhangxin。

tajingranhaiyouliantiwodemingzi！「shenyuandesi……zhendeshiyiwaima？」wokongzhizheshengxian，

rangtatingqilaizhishidanchundehaoqi。guyandeyanshenshanshuoleyixia，kuaidejihuwufabuzhuo。tafumozhewodelian，

tanlekouqi：「shia，panshangongluwanshangmeiyouludeng，tadagaishitaileile，caihui……ai，butitale，

miandeyingxiangnixinqing。nihaohaoxiuxi，woquchuliyixiagongsideyoujian。」taqishenlikai，

guanshangfangmendeneiyike，woqingchudikandao，talianshangdewenrouheaishangshunjiantunqu，

zhishengxiayizhongrushizhongfudelengmo。wocongchuangshangzuoqi，kaishizaizheigewanquanshuyu「linwan」defangjianli，

xunzhaoshuyutadehenji。woxuyaolejieta，mofangta，cainengbubeiguyanfaxianpozhan。zaichuangtoujudechoutili，

wozhaodaoleyibenriji。rijibenshifensede，daizhemimasuo。woshilelinwandeshengri，guyandeshengri，

doudabukai。wodemuguangluozailerijibendefengmianshang，shangmiantangjindelianggezimu：s.y.。shenyuan。

wodexinmengdiyitiao。weishenmelinwanderijibenshang，huiyinzhewomingzidesuoxie？

yigehuangmiudeniantouzaiwonaohaizhongshanguo。wozhandouzheshurulewodeshengri。「kada」yisheng，suokaile。

wopobujidaidifankairiji，limiandezijijuanxiuerjicu，jiluzheyigenvrendeaiyukongju。

「……woaita，aidaoyuanyiweitazuorenheshi。kewozongjuede，takanwodeyanshen，

xiangshizaitouguowokanlingyigeren……」「……tashuotahuichulihaoyiqie，rangwodengta。tashuoshenyuanshigezhangai，

shitamenwanmeiaiqingdebanjiaoshi。woxinle，kewoweishenmehuiyuelaiyuehaipa？」

「……tasonglewoyimianhenpiaoliangdejingzi，jiao『tongxinjing』。tashuo，zhiyaoyouleta，

womenjiunengyongyuanzaiyiqi。kewomeiwandouhuizuoemeng，mengjianyigenvrenzaijingziliku，

tadelian……heshenyuanyimoyiyang……」tongxinjing？wodenaohaizhongjinglingdazuo。wojide，zaiwochushiqianyizhou，

guyanqueshisongguowoyimiangupodetongjing，shuoshichuchashitaolaidegudong。tashuoneijingziyouanshendezuoyong，

rangwofangzaihuashi。nandao……wofandaorijidezuihouyiye，shangmiandezijiliaocaoerjingkong，

fangfozhurenzaijidudekongjuzhongxiexia。「tayaodongshoule！tayueleshenyuanqupanshangonglu！bu，

tabushiyaochudiaozhangai，tashiyao……shaleta！jingzi，jingzilidenvrengaosuwo，xiayige……jiushiwo！

wobunengzuoyidaibi，woyaoqujiuta，woyaoqujiechuanta！」rijidaozheili，jiaranerzhi。zuihouyiyederiqi，

zhengshiwochuchehuodeneiyitian。yuanlai，chehuofashengshi，linwanyezaichang！tabushilaiyaowuyangweide，

tashilai……jiuwode？erneichangchehuo，bujinshalewo，yeranglinwanzhongshanghunmi，zuizhongrangwojiuzhanquechao，

zhanjuletadeshenti。yigegengkepadezhenxiangfuchushuimian。guyan，taxiangshade，buzhiwoyige。

tayaoshadiaosuoyouzhidaotamimideren。zheigenanren，bushiweishan，ershigechetoucheweidemogui。

【3】wobixuzhaodaoneimian「tongxinjing」。tabujinshijiekaiwozhongshengzhimideguanjian，

gengkenengshizhikongguyansharendezhongyaozhengju。genjulinwanderiji，neimianjingzibeitazangleqilai。

ketahuizangzainali？wozaizheigejudadefangzili，xiangyigeyoulingbanyoudang。

meiyigejiaoluodoucengshiwoshuxidedifang，rujinquebumanlelingyigenvrendeqixi，zheizhongganjuerangwojiyuzuoou。

guyansihuduiwo「shiyi」houdeanjingheshuncongfeichangmanyi。tameitianyijiubanyanzheershisixiaohaonanyoudejiaose，

duiwohehubeizhi。tahuiqinzixiachu，zuolinwanzuiaichidetangcupaigu；huizaiwofadaishi，

congbeihoujiwoyigewenroudeyongbao；huizaishuiqian，jiwojiangtaxinshejidejianzhulinian。tayueshizheiyang，

woxinlidehenyijiuyueshifanteng。wochangchangzaiyelijingxing，kanzheshenbianshushuidenanren，

neizhangyingjundecelianzaiyueguangxiaxianderuciwuhai。kewozhidao，zaizheifupinangzhixia，

zangzheyikezenyangangzang、edudexin。woyouwushucichongdong，xiangnaqizhuoshangdeshuiguodao，

jiuzheimecijintadexinzang，weiwohewugudelinwanbaochou。kewobuneng。womeiyouzhengju。yiwoxianzaideshenfen，

shaleta，wozhihuichengweilingyigesharenfan。woyaode，shirangtashenbaiminglie，shizaiyangguangxia，

jieshoufalvdezhicai，shizaisuoyourendetuomashengzhong，zhuirudiyu。zheitian，

guyanyaoqulinshicanjiayigejianzhuluntan，weiqisantian。zheishiwodejihui。taqianjiaogangzou，

wohoujiaojiukaishileditanshidesousuo。wojihufanbianlezhenggebieshu，congketingdeshafadixia，daoshufangdeange，

shenzhilianhuayuanlidetudoubaoleyibian，quehaishiyiwusuohuo。nandaolinwanbajingzidaichuqule？

jiuzaiwokuaiyaojuewangdeshihou，wodemuguangluozaileneijianbeigaizaochengwudaoshidehuashi。zicong「xinglai」hou，

woyizhikeyihuibizhezheigedifang。neilichengzailewotaiduodexinxuehejiyi，wopazijihuiqingxushikong。

danxianzai，womeiyouxuanzele。woshenxiyikouqi，tuikaileneishanchenzhongdemen。manqiangdejingzi，

yingchuwochuanzhelinwandequnzi，quemanyanbeiliangdemoyang。kongqizhongsihuhaicanliuzhesongjieyouheyanliaodehunheqixi，

neishishuyu「shenyuan」deweidao。wohuangusizhou，wudaoshidegaizaoqishihencangcu，chuleqiangmianhediban，

henduodongxidouhaishiyuanlaideyangzi。wodehuajia，wodeyanliaoxiang，douhaijingjingdidaizaijiaoluo。wodemuguang，

zuizhongsuodingzailefangjianzhengzhongyang，neikuaijudadebosiditanshang。zheikuaiditanshiwoheguyanjiehunyizhounianshi，

tateyicongtuerqikongyunhuilaide，tuanfanfuhuali，shiwozuixihuandewujianzhiyi。

linwandagaiyexihuantadehuamei，suoyimeiyouhuandiao。wozoushangqian，feilidixiankaiditandeyijiao。

ditanxiademudiban，youyikuaideyansesihubizhouweideyaoxinyixie。woxinzhongyidong，

yongzhijiayonglidiqukouneikuaidibandefengxi。guoran，neishiyikuaihuodongdediban！woxiankaimuban，

yigeyongheibubaoguozhede、bazhangdaxiaodewutijingjingditangzaiangeli。wodexintiaoshunjianjiasu。wozhandouzheshou，

jiangtanalechulai，yicengcengdijiekaibaoguodeheibu。yimiangupodebajiaotongjingchuxianzaiwoyanqian。

jingmianbingfeiboli，ershidamodeyichangguanghuadeqingtong，beimiandiaokezhefanfuguiyidetuteng，

zhengzhongyangshilianggejiuchanzaiyiqiderenxing。zheijiushi「tongxinjing」。

wodezhijianganggangchupengdaobinglengdejingmian——shunjian，wushuposuidehuamianrutongchaoshuibanyongruwodenaohai！

shilinwandeshijiao。takaizheche，zaiqiheidepanshangonglushangfengkuangzhuigan。qianfang，

wodehongsepaochezhengbeiguyandeheiseyueyechesisibiezhu。「guyan！nifengle！tingche！」

linwanzaichelishengsilijiedikuhan，ketadeshengyingenbenchuanbudaoqianmianqu。takandaoguyandechemengdijiasu，

henhendizhuangxiangwodechewei。wodecheshikongle，xiangyipianluoyechongchuhulan，zhuiruwanzhangxuanya。huoguangchongtian。

linwanjingkongditingxiache，taxiangbaojing，quefaxianshoujimeiyouxinhao。jiuzaizheishi，

guyandechehuanhuantingzailetadechepang。chechuangjiangxia，luchuguyanneizhanghaowuxuesedelian。「wanwan，

nidoukandaole？」tadeshengyinpingjingdekepa。「ni……nishaleta……」linwanhedehunshenfadou。

「butinghuadenvren，liuzhezongshihuohai。」guyanxialeche，yibubuxiangtazoulai，「benlai，

wohaixiangrangniduohuojitiande。kexi，nitaibuguaile。」tayanzhongbengshechufengkuangdeshayi。linwanzhongyumingbai，

taxiayigeyaoshade，jiushiziji！tamengdiguadang，caixiayoumen，xiangyaotaoli。keyiqiedoutaiwanle。

yiliangshikongdehuoche，buzhiconghechuchonglechulai，yingmianzhuangshangletadexiaojiaoche……「a——！」

wojianjiaozhesongkaishou，tongjing「kuangdang」yishengdiaozaidishang。wotanzuozaidi，dakoudakoudichuanzhecuqi，

hunshendoubeilenghanjintou。yuanlaishizheiyang……yuanlaishizheiyang！guyan，tabujincehualewodesiwang，

shenzhilianlinwande「yiwai」，doushitayishouanpaide！taliyongleneilianghuoche，

zhizaoleyichangwanmeidelianhuanchehuo。tayaowomenliangge，doucongzheigeshijieshangxiaoshi！zheigenanren，tadexin，

daodishiyongshenmezuode？wubiandehenyihekongju，xiangliangzhijushou，sisidiezhulewodeyanhou。

wokanzhedishangdetongjing，yigegengjiadadan，yegengjiafengkuangdefuchoujihua，zaiwoxinzhong，jianjianchengxing。guyan，

nibushiailinwanzheizhanglianma？neiwojiuyongzheizhanglian，rangniyechangchang，zhuirudiyudeziwei。

【4】guyanhuilaideneitian，wohualeyigejingzhidezhuang。yanxianweiweishangtiao，mofangzhelinwanguanyoudewumei，

chunsequexuanlewoshengqianzuiaiyongdeneiyizhifuguzhenghong。

wochuanzheyitiaolinwancongweichuanguode、woyiqianzuixihuandeheisesizhizhangqun，zhanzaixuanguanchu，

duitaluchuyigewanmeideweixiao。「nihuilaila。」woyonglinwandesangyin，shuozhewocengjingzuichangduitashuodehua。

guyanlengzhule。tademuguangzaiwolianshangtingliulezuzushijimiao，yanshenlishanguoyisibuyichajuede……huanghu。

「wanwan，nijintian……henbuyiyang。」tazoushangqian，xiguanxingdixiangyongbaowo，woquebuzhehenjidiceshenbikai，

titajieguoleshouzhongdewaitao。「shima？kenengshizaijiadaijiule，xianghuangefengge。」woxiaodeyundanfengqing，

jiangtadewaitaoguahao，zhuanshenquchufangweitadaoshui。congneitianqi，wokaishileyichangbudongshengsede「jiaosebanyan」。

wobuzaikeyimofanglinwandeyiqie。wokaishizaiwoxianzaideshenghuoli，yidiandiandishenrushuyu「shenyuan」dexiguan。

wohuizaiqingchenweitazhuyibeitazuixihuande、bujiatangbujianaideheikafei，erbushilinwanxihuandekabuqinuo。

wohuizaitagongzuoshi，anjingdizuozaitashenbiankanshu，erbushixianglinwanneiyang，daizheerjilianwu。

woshenzhizhongxinnaqilehuabi。wojiangwudaoshidejingziyongbaibuzhegaiqilai，banhuilewodehuajiaheyanliao。

guyandiyicikandaowozaihuahuashi，lianshangdebiaoqingshizhenjingde。「wanwan，nishenmeshihouhuihuahuale？」

tazhanzaiwoshenhou，kanzhewohuabanshangchujuchuxingdefengjinghua，yuqilidaizheyisitanjiu。wotouyebuhui，

dandandishuo：「chehuohou，wanglehenduoshi，danyehaoxiang……duoleyixiebushuyuwodejiyi。biruhuahua，

biru……yixielingsuidehuamian。」wodebijianzaihuabushangqingqingyidian，dianchuleyimocimudehongse。

「wozongshimengjianyipianxuanya，xuanyaxia，shiranshaodehuoguang。」woceguotou，kanxiangta，

shuyulinwandeneishuangxingyanli，shengmanleqiadaohaochudemimanghekongju，「guyan，nishuo，

woshibushi……kandaoleshenmebugaikandedongxi？」guyandelianse，shunjianbiandeyouxienankan。

tamianqiangjichuyigexiaorong，shenshoufushangwodeshoubei，

yuqiquebuzijuedidaishangleyisijiangying：「biehusiluanxiangle，neizhishiemengeryi。nidabingchuyu，

shentihaimeihuifu，buyaotaileile。」taxiangnazouwoshouzhongdehuabi，woqueqiaomiaodiduokaile。「bulei，」

woduitatiantianyixiao，「wojuedehuahuanengrangwodexinjingxialai。erqie，wozuijinzongyouyigechongdong，

woxiang……huayigeren。」「huashei？」「huani。」wotaiqiyan，muguangzhuozhuodikanzheta，

「woxianghuachuwoyanzhongdeni，zuizhenshideni。」neiyike，woqingchudikandao，tadeyandi，

shanguoleyisizhenzhengdekonghuang。takaishibiandejiaozao。tahuipinfandizaiwohuahuashi，zhaogezhongjiekoudaduanwo。

tahuitoutoudifankanwodehuagao，ranhouzaiwofaxianqian，youzhuangzuoruowuqishidifanghuiqu。wozhidao，

wodejihuazouxiaole。wozaiwenshuizhuqingwa。wozaiyong「shenyuan」delinghun，yidiandiandiqinshi「linwan」dequqiao，

rangzheigetaqinshousuzaode「wanmeiqingren」，bianchengyigerangtariyebuande「wangqiyouling」。takaishishimian，

yanxiachuxianledandandewuqing。tahuizaishenye，mengdicongemengzhongjingxing，ranhousisididingzhewo，

fangfoyaotouguowodepinang，kanqingwodelinghun。wozhishizhuangzuobeitachaoxing，shuiyanxingzhongdiwentazenmele。

tacongbushuo，zhishijiangwogengjindilouzaihuaili，neilidao，buxiangshiyongbao，gengxiangshijingu。wozhidao，

tazaihaipa。tazaihaipaneigebeitaqinshoushasideshenyuan，huiyimouzhongxingshi，zhongxinhuidaotashenbian。erwo，

jiuyaorangtadekongju，bianchengxianshi。jiuzaizheishi，yigeyixiangbudaoderen，zhaodaolewo。shizhangjingguan，

woshengqianzuihaodepengyou，yeshifuzewo「chehuoan」dejingcha。neitianwozhengzaihuashiliwanshanwode「zuopin」

——yifujudade，guyandexiaoxianghua。huazhongdeta，yibanshiyiguanchuchudejingyingmoyang，lingyiban，

queshiyinzangzaiyinyinglide，zhengningdemogui。menlingxiangle。wotongguojiankongkandaomenwaizhanzhedezhangjingguan，

xintouyijin。tazenmehuilaizheili？nandaotafaxianleshenme？woxunsuyongbaibugaizhuhua，zhenglileyixiaqingxu，

caizouqukaimen。「lin**，nihao，woshishijudezhangchi。」zhangjingguanchushiletadezhengjian，

muguangruilididaliangzhewo。「zhangjingguan，nihao，qingwenyoushenmeshima？」woguzuozhending。「womenxiangqingni，

jiushenyuandechehuoan，zaizuoyicibuchongbilu。」tadeyanshenxiangyibashoushudao，fangfoyaojiangwocengcengpoukai，

「yinweiwomenfaxianleyixiexindeyidian。」【5】「xindeyidian？」wowozhemenbadeshoubuzijuedishoujin，

xintiaoruleigu。zhangchidemuguangyueguowo，saoleyiyanketingdechenshe，zuihouluozaiwoshenshang，

yuqipingdanquedaizheburongzhihuideyali：「shide。genjuwomenzuixindediaocha，chehuofashengshi，nideche，

jiuzaishenyuandechehoumian。womenxiangzhidao，nidangshi，doukandaoleshenme？」taguoranshiweicierlai。

woceshenrangtajinlai，jitadaoleyibeishui，naozilifeisudisikaozheduice。wobunengzhijiegaosutazhenxiang。

yigesierfusheng、hunchuanqingdidegushi，zhihuirangtabawodangchengjingshenbing。wobixuyongyizhonggeng「heli」

defangshi，jiangxiansuotoulujita。「zhangjingguan，」wozuozaitaduimiandeshafashang，shuangshoujinzhangdijiaozaiyiqi，

wanmeidiyanyileyigeshoujingguoduderuonvzixingxiang，「neitianwanshangdeshi，wo……wojibuqingle。yishengshuo，

woyinweichehuo，naobushoudaozhuangji，youbufenjiyiqueshi。」「yidiandouxiangbuqilaile？」

zhangchijinjindidingzhewodeyanjing，sihuxiangcongzhongfenbianchuzhenjia。woyaoleyaotou，yankuangshishidihongle，

shengyinlidaishanglekuqiang：「wozhijideyipianhenliangdeguang，ranhoujiushijutong……xinglaijiuzaiyiyuanle。

meiciwonuliquxiang，toujiuhuihentong，haihuizuoemeng……」「emeng？」taminruidizhuazhuleguanjianci。

「shide，」wotaiqishou，fushangzijidetaiyangxue，biaoqingtongku，「wozongshimengjian……mengjianyiliangheisedeche，

zaizhuanglingyilianghongsedeche……wohaimengjian……shen**。」「nimengjianshenyuanle？」zhangchideshentiweiweiqianqing，

xianranduizheigehuatihenganxingqu。「ng，」wodiandiantou，shengyinyadegengdi，daizheyisiguiyideqixi，

「tahunshenshixuedizhanzaiwochuangbian，wenwo……weishenmebujiuta。」ketinglidekongqishunjianninggule。

zhangchichenmolepianke，caizhongxinkaikou，shengyinyouxieganse：「lin**，zheixiezhishinideemeng，

bunengzuoweizhengju。woxuyaodeshishishi。」「wozhidao。」wotaiqitou，leishuiqiahaocongyanjiaohualuo，

huaguoneikeshuyulinwandeleizhi，xiandegewaiqichu，「kewozhendexiangbuqilaile。

yexu……yexudengwoshentizaihaoyixie，jiyihuimanmanhuifu。」woyibianshuozhe，yibianbujingyidi，