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精彩章节

luyanguizaiwomianqian，xuanneiwannengjiutaerzideyao。yizhicuiledudeyinzan，dizaitawaishidehoujian。

tahaobuyouyudiduanqileyaowan，yanzhongshiwocongweijianguodejuejue。tashuo：「wanwan，fangguoqingyue，

woerzideming，heniwodeqingfen，jinriyibinghaijini。」tabuzhidao，neiwanyao，shiwoqinshoudiaodeduanhunsan。

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bijing，wanxinzhitong，yaoyidaoyidaolai，caigouwei。1meinianchuxueluoxiadeshihou，wodouhuiquchengjiaodejingxinan，

weiwoneiwuyuanjiangshidehaizidianyizhanzhangmingdeng。shirendoudaowozhiniantaishen，yigeweizuyuedetaier，hezhiyuci。

tamenbuzhidao，wunianqian，neihaiziliushideshihou，luyanbaozhehunshenshixuedewo，

zaiwoerbianyibianbiandishuo：「wanwan，biepa，womendehaizizhishiqulegenghaodedifang。xueluowusheng，

shitahaizaiqinwenni。」taqinshouzaianhoudemeilinli，weihaizililezhong。tashuo，zhiyaowomenhaijide，

tajiucongweilikai。congneiyihou，meifengchuxue，woyutabianhuilaicixiaozhu，peipeineigehaizi。jinnian，

luyanshuojiangnandesichoushengyichulepilou，xutaqinziquyitang，bianduliuwoyirenqianlai。

wogangzaierzidemuqianfangxiayizhanqinshouhudetuzideng，shenhoubianchuanlaiyizhenxinao。yigeyuemosiwusuidehaitong，

zhuizheyizhixuebaidetuzi，yijiaocaizailefenzhongshang，jiangneizhantuzidengcaidexibalan。

tashenhougenzhedejiaoruofuren，feidanmeiyoubanfenqianyi，fanerrouroudijianghaizilanruhuaizhong，

qingshengxiyudihongzhe：「aiya，anerbiepa，buguoshigewuzhugufen，cailebiancaile，moyaojinglehun。」

tataiyankanxiangwo，muguangzaiwoshenshangzhuanleyiquan，zuihouluozaiwoweilongdexiaofushang，

zuijiaogouqiyimoruoyousiwudexiaoyi。「zheiweifuren，zheihuangshanyelingde，nintingzhegedaduzi，

haishizaoxiehuiquba。zheidifangyinqizhong，chongzhuanglefuzhongdehaier，kejiubuhaole。」

woshenbiandeshinvqingluanshangqianyibu，lengshengdao：「fangsi！nikezhi……」wotaishoulanzhuleta。

wokanzheneifuren，tachuanzheyishensujingdebaiyi，fengyichui，bianxianderuobujinfeng，chuchukelian。

ketashuochudehua，quexiangcuiledudezhen。「furenzheibanbaobeinindehaizi，xianglaishangyigedingshimeibaozhuba？」

tayanchunqingxiao，yanzhongquemanshisuanji，「wotingwena，nvrendiyitairuoshimeibaozhu，houmiandejiudounanle。

ninkedezixizhe，biexiangyouxiekumingren，yibeizidoushengbuchugeyierbannv，

zuihouluodegebeifujunyanqidexiachang。」wodeshou，buzijuedifushanglexiaofu。zheigehaizi，shiwoqiushenbaifo，

helewushukuyaocaipanlaide。eryanqianzheigenvren，queyongzuiedudeyanyulaizuzhouta。wohuanhuanzhanqishen，

zoudaotamianqian，muguanglengdexiangzheichudongdexue。「nijiaoshenmemingzi？」tasihubeiwodeqishisuoshe，

houtuilebanbu，querengqiangchengzheshuodao：「wo……wojiaolinqingyue。wofujunshi……」

「wobuzaihunifujunshishei。」wodaduantadehua，yiziyijudishuodao，「wozhigaosuniyijianshi。jinri，

nicailewoerdefen，zhoulewoweichushidehaizi。zheifenzhai，wojixiale。lairi，

wohuirangnilianbendailidihaihuilai。」talianseshabai，haixiangshuoshenme，woqueyizhuanshenliqu。

qingluangenzaiwoshenhou，dishengwen：「zhuzi，jiuzheimefangguota？」wofuzhexiaofu，ganshouzhefuzhongqingweidetaidong，

shengyinlimeiyouyisiwendu。「jishenme。maozhuolaoshudeyouxi，yaomanmanwan，caiyouqu。」wozhishimeixiangdao，

zheichangyouxidelingyigezhujiao，huishiwozuixinrendezhenbianren。gengmeixiangdao，zheigenvrendefujun，

jiushiwodefujun，luyan。2huidaofuzhong，wobianjueshentibushi，fuzhongyinyinzuotong。fuyilaikanguo，

shuoshidongletaiqi，xuhaoshengjingyang。tajiwokaileyifuantaiyao，woduanqiyaowan，

quezaiwendaoneishuxideyaoweishi，dongzuoyidun。zheiyaowei，yuwunianqian，woshiqudiyigehaiziqianhedeantaiyao，

yimoyiyang。dangnian，suoyourendoushuoshiwoshenziruo，baobuzhuhaizi。kewozongjuede，shiqingmeiyouneimejiandan。

wojiangyaowanfangxia，duiqingluanshuo：「quchachajintianzaijingxinanyudaodeneigenvren，linqingyue。

woyaozhidaotadeyiqie。」qingluanbanshixianglaililuo，buguoliangri，bianjiangyitahouhoudejuanzongfangzailewodemianqian。

linqingyue，jiangnanrenshi，sannianqianlaidaojingcheng，kailejiaxiaoxiaodeyiguan。ertadeyiguan，

jiuzaiwomenshangxingmingxiadeyichupumianli。zuiguanjiandeshi，juanzonglifuleyizhanghuaxiang。huashangdenanren，

jianmeixingmu，fengshenjunlang。zhengshiwodefujun，luyan。ertahuailibaozhede，zhengshineigejiaoanerdehaitong。

tamenyijiasankou，xiaodeqilerongrong。yuanlai，luyankouzhongjiangnandesichoushengyi，jiushipeizhetadewaishiheerzi，

zaijingjiaoshangxue。yuanlai，woshiruozhenbao、tongchexinfeideguowang，zaitaneili，

buguoshiyichangkeyisuishifuzhidewenqing。wodehaizimeile，ketadehaizi，quezaiwodeyanpizidixia，

jiankangzhangdale。wozhijuedehunshendexueye，yishunjiandoulengle。luyanshiwocongsirenduilibaochulaide。dangnian，

sujiazaofengdanan，manmenbeitu，shiwopinsihuzheta，congxuehailishachuleyitiaoshenglu。

tacengduiwoshuo：「wanwan，wodemingshinijide。congjinwanghou，wobianshinizuifenglidedao，zuizhongchengdeying。

nisuozhizhichu，bianshiwojianfengsuoxiang。」woxinle。wojiangsujiajinshengdejiayejiaojitadali，

jiangwodehoubeihaowubaoliudijiaojita。woyiwei，womenshibiciweiyideyikao，shizheishishangzuiqinmidebanlv。

keyuanlai，shenqingshijia，shouhushijia，liantaweiwodangxiadeneiyidao，

huoxudouzhishiweilegenghaodijiangdaotongjinwodexinli。wofankanzhejuanzong，yiyeye，yixingxing，

xiangshizaikanyigetiandadexiaohua。luyanyanglelinqingyuemuziwunian。wunianqian，woshiquhaizi，tongbuyusheng。

taquezailingyichuzhaiyuanli，baozhetagangchushengdeerzi，xiangshouzhetianlunzhile。woweilediaoyangshenzi，

hexiawushukuyao。taquejiangwomingxiazuizhenguideyaocai，yichechedisongqujitadewaishi，zhiweibotayixiao。

tashuoshengyifanmang，jushaoliduo。yuanlai，tadeshijian，doujilelingyiduimuzi。erwo，

buguoshitayonglaiyanrenermu、juequcaifudegongju。wonaqiyizhangxuanzhi，tibixiexialianggezi：「heli」。

kemojiweigan，wobianjiangneizhangzhirouchengyituan，rengjinlehuopenli。heli？taibianyitale。wosuwandedongxi，

bianshibuyaole，yelunbudaobierenlaiqiang。taqianwode，woyaotanaminglaichang。3.womeiyoushengzhang，

zhidangzuoshenmedoubuzhidao。luyancong「jiangnan」huilaishi，fengchenpupu，meiyujiandaizheyisipibei。

taxiangwangchangyiyang，congbeihouyongzhuwo，jiangxiabagezaiwodejianwo。「wanwan，wohuilaile。youmeiyouxiangwo？」

tadeshenshang，daizhedandandecaoyaoxiang，heyisiruoyousiwude、shuyulingyigenvrendezhifenwei。

woqiangrenzhuexin，zhuanguoshen，titajiexiapifeng。「leileba？worangchufangjinidunletang。」takanzhewo，

yanzhongmanshishenqinghekuijiu。「wanwan，duibuqi，zheiciqulezheimejiu。jiangnandeshengyishizaijishou，wo……」

「meiguanxi，」woxiaozhedaduanta，「wozhidaonixinku。niweizheigejiafuchudeyiqie，wodoukanzaiyanli。」

woyueshiwenroutitie，tayanzhongdekuijiubianyueshen。nikan，nanrenjiushizheiyang。nixiesidili，

tazhijuedeniwuliqunao。nishanjierenyi，tafandaojuedekuiqianleni。wanshanshi，

wozhuangsiwuyiditiqi：「jinrifuyilaiguo，shuowofuzhongdetaieryiqieanhao。tashuo，zhiyaoguoletousangeyue，

bianwenle。」luyanwozhekuaizideshou，weiweiyidun，suijixiaodao：「neibianhao。wanwan，niyidingyaohaohaode，

weiwoshengyigejiankangdehaizi。」wokanzhetaxuweidexiaolian，xinzhongyipianbingleng。「ayan，」woqingshenghuanta，

「nishuo，womendehaizi，huixiangni，haishixiangwo？」talengleyixia，sihumeixiangdaowohuiwenzheigewenti。

「xiangni，」tahaobuyouyudishuodao，「xiangniyiyang，conghui，meili。」「kewodaoxiwang，tanengxiangni。」

wozhishizhetadeyanjing，yiziyijudishuodao，「xiangniyiyang，dongdequanhenglibi，zhidaoshenmegaishe，

shenmegailiu。」tadelianse，zaineiyishunjian，biandeyouxienankan。woquexiangshimeiyouchajue，

jixushuodao：「duile，jinriwoqujingxinan，weiwomenshangyigehaizidianlezhangmingdeng。shuolaiyeqiao，

jingyudaoyiduimuzi，neihaiziyuemosiwusui，zhangde……daoshiyuniyoujifenxiangxiang。」luyandetongkong，

mengdiyisuo。tafangzaizhuoxiadeshou，qiaoranwochenglequan。「shima？jingchengzheimeda，youjigezhangdexiangxiangderen，

yebuzuweiqi。」tadeshengyin，yijiupingjing，quedaileyisijinbeng。「shia，」woxiaolexiao，

「woyezheimejuede。zhishineihaizidemuqin，sihuduiwopoyoudiyi，shuodehuaye……budazhongting。」

wojianglinqingyuezaijingxinanshuodehua，yuanfengbudongdifushuleyibian。meishuoyiju，luyandeliansebiannankanyifen。

woshuowan，tachenmolexujiu，caihuanhuankaikou：「wanwan，nibietingtahushuo。nifuzeshenhou，womendehaizi，

dinghuipinganjiangsheng。」「wozhidao。」wochuixiayanjian，yanqumouzhongdelengyi，「zhishi，wozongjuedexinshenbuning。

ayan，nibangwochachaneiduimuziba。wopatamen，huiduiwomenbuli。」wojianglinqingyuedemingzi，gaosuleta。

takanzhewo，yanzhongshanguoyisifuzadeqingxu，zuizhonghaishidianlediantou。「hao。nifangxin，

wobuhuirangrenherenshanghainihewomendehaizi。」wokanzhetazouchufangmen，zuijiaogouqiyimojifengdexiao。

quchaba。wodaoyaokankan，niyaoruheduiwo「jiaodai」。shijixubianzhihuangyan，haishi……sharenmiekou？

4luyande「diaocha」jieguo，henkuaijiuchulaile。tagaosuwo，linqingyuezhishigeputongdeyinv，

yinweizaoniansangfu，xingzibiandeyouxiepianjiguguai，caihuikouchueyan，rangwobuyaofangzaixinshang。tashuo，

tayijing「jiaoxun」guotale，baozhengtayihouzaiyebuhuichuxianzaiwomianqian。wokanzhetayilianzhenchengdisazhehuang，

zhijuedekexiao。tayiweiwohaishidangnianneige，shishiyilaita、duitashenxinbuyidesuwanma？「jiranruci，

neibiansuanleba。」wodandandishuodao，「zhiyaotabuzailaizhaorewobianhao。」wobiaoxiandeyuedadu，

luyanbianyueshianxin。tayiwei，zheijianshijiuzheimeguoqule。ketabuzhidao，wobuxiadewang，

caiganggangkaishishoujin。wojiekoutaiqibuwen，jiangshangxinglideyiyingshiwu，doujiaojiletachuli。

wogentashuo：「ayan，worujinshenzibubian，zheixieshiqing，zhinengxinkunile。nishiwozuixinrenderen，

zheigejia，lilenibuxing。」luyanshouchongruojing，mankoudaying。tayiwei，zheishiwoduitaxinrendetixian。

quebuzhi，woshizaijitayigetaokongsujiajiadi、zhuanyizichandejihui。yeshizaijitayige，

jiangzijisongshangjueludejihui。qingluanbujie：「zhuzi，ninzheishi……」「yushiqimiewang，bixianshiqifengkuang。」

wofuzheshouzhongdezhangben，lengxiaodao，「tabushixiangyaosujiadejiachanma？wobianjita。wodaoyaokankan，

tayouduodadeweikou，nengtunxiaduoshao。」jiexialaideyigeyue，luyanmangdejiaobuzhandi。

tapinfandichurugedaqianzhuang，jiangshangxingdeliudongzijin，yipipidizhuanruyigemimidezhanghu。

takaishianchazijiderenshou，jiakongleshangxinglidejiweilaoren。tashenzhikaishibianmaisujiadeyixiechanye，

meiqimingyue，shiweilejizhongzijin，zuoyibigengdadeshengyi。suoyourendouyiwei，tayaodazhanquanjiaole。

zhiyouwozhidao，tashizaiweitahetadewaishi，pujiuyitiaotaolijingchengdekangzhuangdadao。erwo，zhishilengyankanzhe，

budongshengse。wozaidengyigeshiji。yigerangtashenbaiminglie，wanjiebufudeshiji。henkuai，zheigeshijijiulaile。

yinianyidudehuangjiayucishanghaopingxuan，jijiangkaishi。zheishijingchengsuoyoushangxing，doumengmeiyiqiuderongyao。

yidanbeipingweiyucishanghao，bianyiweizhe，keyichengjiehuangjiacaiban，shengyijianghuigengshangyicenglou。sujiashangxing，

yijinglianxusannian，chanliancixiangshurong。suoyourendourenwei，jinnianyebuliwai。luyangengshixinxinmanman，

tadongyonglesuoyouderenmaihezijin，shizaibide。pingxuandeqianyiye，taxingfendiduiwoshuo：「wanwan，nidengzhe，

mingriguohou，wodinghuijiniyigetiandadejingxi。」woxiaozhediantou：「hao，wodengzhe。」wodengzhede，

queshishiyige「tianda」dejingxi。zhishi，zheigejingxi，shiweitazhunbeide。5.pingxuandangri，

jingchengzuidadeshanghui「sihailou」nei，rentouzandong。luyanzuoweisujiashangxingdedaibiao，yiqifengfadizuozaishouwei。

takanzhewo，yanzhongmanshizhizaibidedeguangmang。pingshenkaishi，yiqiedoujinxingdehenshunli。

sujiashangxingpingjiexionghoudeshilihelianghaodexinyu，yiluguoguanzhanjiang，yaoyaolingxian。jiuzaisuoyourenyiwei，

yucishanghaodepaibian，yishisujianangzhongzhiwushi。yigeyixiangbudaoderen，chuxianle。linqingyue。

tachuanzheyishenxiaofu，liansecanbai，huailibaozheyigelingwei，yibubudizoushanglegaotai。ta「putong」yisheng，

guizailedishang，duizhepingshenxishangdejiweihuangshanghehubuguanyuan，qibuchengsheng。「geweidaren，

qingweiminnvzuozhua！」manzuohuaran。luyandelianse，「shua」diyixia，baile。taxiangshangqianzuzhi，

quebeiwoyongyanshenzhizhile。wodaoyaokankan，zheiduigounannv，hainengchangchuzenyangyichuhaoxi。linqingyuekusudao，

tabenshiliangjianvzi，quebeiluyanhuayanqiaoyusuopian，shileshenzi，haiweitashengxialeyigeerzi。tashuo，

luyanweilepanfuquangui，qulesujiada**，bianduitamenmuzibuguanbugu。qianjiri，tanianjinwusuideerzi，

yinweimeiqianyizhi，ranshangfenghan，buxingyaozhele。tashuozhe，shengleijuxia，jianghuaizhongdelingweigaogaojuqi。

「luyan！nizheigelangxingoufeidedongxi！nihaiwoerzideminglai！」tadailaide，haiyouyitahouhoude「zhengju」

。youluyanxiejitadeqingshi，youtazengyutadezhubaoshoushidepiaoju，haiyou……tamen「yijiasankou」dehuaxiang。

tiezhengrushan。luyanbaikoumobian。taxiangjieshi，quefaxian，suoyoudeyanyu，zaizheiyike，

douxiandeneimecangbaiwuli。taxiayishidikanxiangwo，yanzhongchongmanleqiqiuhehuangluan。woquezhishijingjingdizuozhe，

lianshangmeiyouyisibiaoqing。xiangshi，zaikanyigeyuwowuguandemoshengren。taixiadebinke，zaoyiyilunfenfen。

「meixiangdao，zheiluzhangjujingshizheiyangderenmianshouxin！」「shia，sujiada**zhenshikelian，

jingjialezheimeyigechenshimei。」「zheizhongdexingyoukuizhiren，zenpeizhizhangyucishanghao！」hubushilangliansetieqing，

yipaijingtangmu：「luyan！nihaiyouhehuakeshuo！」luyanzuichunxidong，queyigezidoushuobuchulai。tazhidao，

tawanle。tajingxincehuadeyiqie，zaizheiyike，douchengleyigexiaohua。erwo，congshizhizhong，

douzhishiyigelengmodekanke。bu，wobushikanke。woshizheichangxide，daoyan。

6.linqingyuezhisuoyihuichuxianzaizheili，shiwoanpaide。tashouzhongdeneixie「zhengju」，yeshiwo「buxiaoxin」，

rangtazhaodaode。baokuo，neigezaoyi「yaozhe」deerzi。qishi，neihaizihuodehaohaode。wozhishi，

yongleyixieshouduan，rangta「bing」leyichang。zaimaitonglejigedafu，yanchuleyichang「buzhishenwang」dexima。

wojiushiyaoranglinqingyueyiwei，luyanweilewo，paoqiletamenmuzi。wojiushiyaorangta，zaizuiguanjiandeshike，

jiluyanzhimingyiji。yigebeijiduhechouhenchonghunletounaodenvren，shizuihaoliyongdeqizi。guoran，

tameiyourangwoshiwang。yucishanghaodepingxuan，ziranshihuangle。sujiashangxing，yinweizhulirenpinxingbuduan，

beiquxiaolezige。luyangengshichengleguojielaoshu，renrenhanda。tahuidaofuzhong，guizailewodemianqian。

talazhewodeshou，tongkuliuti：「wanwan，nixiangxinwo，shiqingbushineiyangde。shineigenvren，shitaxianhaiwo！

」wochouchushou，jugaolinxiadikanzheta。「xianhaini？luyan，nishibawodangshazima？」

wojiangqingluanchadaodeneixiejuanzong，henhendishuaizailetadelianshang。「wunian！niyangletawunian！

nibaozhetadeerzi，xiangshoutianlunzhiledeshihou，youmeiyouxiangguowo？youmeiyouxiangguowomenneige，siqudehaizi！

」wodeshengyin，yijubiyijuleng。「niyongwosujiadeqian，quyangnidewaishi！nibawodangchengshenmele？

yigerenniyuquyuqiudeqiandaizima？」luyanlianseshabai，hunshendoudexiangshaikang。「wanwan，

wo……woshiyishihutu。woaideren，yizhidoushini。wogenta，zhishi……zhishi……」「zhishishenme？」

wolengxiaoyisheng，「zhishifengchangzuoxi？luyan，nizheixi，yandekezhengouzhangde。」wozhanqishen，

zoudaotademianqian，taiqitadexiaba，qiangpotayuwoduishi。「niyiwei，wozhendeshenmedoubuzhidaoma？

nizhuanyideneixiezichan，anchadeneixierenshou，niyiwei，wozhendebeinimengzaigulima？」luyandeyanzhong，

zhongyuluchulekongju。tayishidao，wobushibuzhidao。woshiyizhizaideng。dengtaziji，

tiaojinwoweitawahaodefenmuli。「wanwan……ni……」「woshenme？」wozuijiaodexiaoyi，yuefabingleng，

「luyan，nishiwoqinshoudamochudezuifenglideyibadao。kexi，niyongcuoledifang。nibugai，

badaojianduizhunwo。」wosongkaishou，houtuiyibu，xiangshikanyijianangzangdedongxi。「lairen，

jiangtajiwoguanjindilao。meiyouwodemingling，buxurenherentanshi。」luyanbeituoxiaqudeshihou，

haizaishengsilijiedihanzhewodemingzi。「wanwan！nitingwojieshi！wanwan！」wochongerbuwen。jieshi？

daolediyu，zaigenyanwangyejieshiquba。7.dilaoli，yinanchaoshi。luyanbeitieliansuozhe，pitousanfa，

langbeibukan。wotizheyizhandenglong，huanhuandizoulejinqu。tatingdaojiaobusheng，taiqitou，kandaoshiwo，

yanzhongshunjianranqilexiwang。「wanwan！nilaile！nizhongyukenjianwole！」tazhengzhazhexiangyaokaojinwo，