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jiehunwunian，woqinshoujiangwodeairensongshangjuelu，rangtashenbaiminglie，jingshenchuhu。suoyourendoumawoshexiedufu，

buzhihaodai。kedangneigenimingbaoguohetaderiji，jiangtayongshengmingjingxin“weizao”decanrenzhenxiangjiekaishi，

suoyourendoukule。wocaimingbai，tabushibuaiwo。tashiyongzuijuewangdefangshi，zaiaiwo。

diyizhanglongjiyanzehuilaile。daizheyishenhanqi。qiangshangdezhong，zhixiangwuyeshierdian。woduanzhewenhaodetang，

congchufangzouchu。“huilaile？”shengyin，shiqizigaiyoudewenrou。tameikanwo。jingzhizouxiangerloudeshufang。

xiuzhangtingbadebeiying，xiangyibingchuqiaodelijian，lengdemeiyouyisiwendu。woduanzhetang，jiangzaiyuandi。tang，

manmanbianliang。xin，yegenzheyidiandianchenxiaqu。zheijiushiwomendehunyin。wunian。yiqianbabaiduogeriye。zaiwai，

tashijiyanze，shishangjiexingui，shirenrenyanxiandemofanzhangfu。wenrou，titie，yingjun，duojin。

shisuoyounvrenmengmeiyiqiudewanmeibanlv。zaijia，tazhishiyigedaihao。yigebinglengde，huihuxidedaihao。

taduiwo，zhiyouliangzhongzhuangtai。wushi。huozhe，yongyanyuhuazuozuifenglidedao，jiangwodezizun，yipianpianlingchi。

wocengwenta：“jiyanze，niweishenmequwo？”tadangshizhengcashizheyizhiangguidegangbi，wenyan，taimou，

xiaole。neixiaoyi，weidayandi。tashuo：“suwan，yigehegedeqizi，bugaiwenzheimeduoweishenme。

”yijuhua。jiangwosuoyoudehua，dusizaihoulongli。woshenxiyikouqi，jiangyijingliangtoudetangdaodiao，xihaowan。

ranhou，qingshouqingjiaodituikainvernianniandefangmen。yueguangxia，tashuidexiangtian。xiaoxiaodeliandan，xiangshutoudemitao。

wofuxiashen，qinleqintadeetou。tashiwodeguang。shizheipianwubianheianli，weiyideguang。zhiyaokanzheta，

wojiujuede，wohainengzaichengyitian。huidaozhuwo，fangjianlikongwuyiren。wozhidao，jinwan，

jiyanzeyouhuishuizaishufang。zheishitadechengfa。yinweiwojinwanwenleneiju“huilaile？”。zaitadeguizeli，

wobugaizaitajinmendediyishijianshuohua，huidaraotaconggongzuodezhuangtailichouli。duomekexiaodeliyou。wunianle，

woyijingxiguanle。xiguanlezheiwuxiuzhidelengbaoli，xiguanlezheilingrenzhixidechenmo。wotangzaikongkuangdedachuangshang，

zhengzheyan，kanzhetianhuaban。yiyewumian。diertian，wodingzheheiyanquanxialou。jiyanzeyijingchuandaizhengqi，

zuozaicanzhuopangkancaijingxinwen。tamianqiandekafei，maozhereqi。wodeweizhishang，kongkongruye。zhangmakandaowo，

yanshenlishanguoyisitongqing，xiangshuoxieshenme。woyaoleyaotou。wobuxuyaotongqing。wozoudaokafeijiqian，

jizijidaoleyibei。“mama！”loutikouchuanlainverqingcuideshengyin。wohuitou，lianshangshunjianyangkaixiaoyi。

“niannian，xingle？”niannianxiangzhixiaohudie，pujinwodehuaili。“mama，bao。”wobaozhetawenruandexiaoshenti，

wenzhetashenshangtiantiandenaixiang，ganjuezuoyedepibeiyisaoerkong。jiyanzefangxiabaozhi，kanxiangwomen。

tademuguangluozainiannianshenshangshi，youleyisiwokanbudongderouruan。danzhishiyishun。dangtakanxiangwoshi，

youhuifuleguanchangdebingleng。“suwan。”takaikou，shengyinpingdanwubo。“jintianxiawu，

peiwoqucanjiayigecishanwanyan。”zheishimingling。bushishangliang。wobaozheniannian，dianlediantou：“hao。

”“biejiwodiuren。”taqishen，koushangxizhuangdezuihouyikeniukou，kandoumeizaikanwomenmunvyiyan，

zhuanshenliqu。menguanshangdeneiyike。niannianzaiwohuaili，yongxiaoshoufupingwojincudemeitou。

tanaishengnaiqidishuo：“mamabuku，niannianaimama。”wodeyanlei，zhongyuhaishibuzhengqididiaolexialai。

wosisibaozhunver。weileta，wobixutaoli。bixu。dierzhangdaocishanwanyan。mingliuyunji，gongchoujiaocuo。

wochuanzhejiyanzeweiwotiaoxuandexiangbinselifu，wanzhetadeshoubei，lianshangshidetideweixiao。zaibierenyanzhong，

womenshitianzaodishedeyidui。langcainvmao，qinseheming。zhiyouwozijizhidao，wanzhetadeshoubei，

xiangshiwanzheyikuaiwannianbuhuadehanbing。tadetiwen，doutouzheshuli。“jizong，jitaitai，

zhenshiyuelaiyueenaile。”yiweihezuofanglaobanxiaozheshangqianjingjiu。jiyanzecongrongdiyutapengbei，

zuijiaoqinzhewanmeidexiaoyi。“zhangzongguojiangle，wotaitaita，xingzineixiang，butaihuishuohua。

”taqingmiaodanxiedeyijuhua。quexiangyigenzhen，jingzhundiciruwodexinzang。tabushizaiweiwojiewei。

tashizaijinggaowo，bizui，weixiao，dangyigemeilidehuapingjiugoule。wolianshangdexiaorongjiangyingleyishun，

suijihuifuruchang。zheiyangdechanghe，woyijingliletaiduoci。yanhuijinxingdaoyiban，woquleyitangxishoujian。

buzhuangdeshihou，tingjiangejianlichuanlaiqieqiesiyu。“neijiushijiyanzedetaitai？kanqilai……haoputonga。

”“shia，tingshuojiushigeputongjiatingchushende，yebuzhidaojiyanzekanshangtashenmele。”“nimenbuzhidaoba，

wotingshuoa，jiyanzexinliyougebaiyueguang，shihafobiyedegaocaisheng，zhenzhengdemingyuan，

yaobushidangnianchuleyiwai，nalundedaotaa。”“zhendejiade？guaibudejizongkantadeyanshen，

zongjuedemeishenmeganqing。”tamendeshengyinbuda。quezizijuju，xiangyibacuiledudedao，tongjinwodeerduoli。

baiyueguang。zheigeci，wobushidiyicitingshuo。jiehundiyinian，wocengzaitadejiushuli，

faxianyizhangnvrendezhaopian。xiaoyeruhua，yanmoumingliang。neishiwocongweizaijiyanzelianshangjianguode，

fazineixindewenrou。wodangshishashadinazhezhaopianquwenta。huanlaide，shitadiyiciduiwofahuo。

taduoguozhaopian，sidefensui。yanshenyinzhidexiangshiyaojiangwotunshi。“suwan，sheirangnidongwodongxide？

”congneitianqi，takaishishuishufang。zhengzhengyigeyue。zhidaowoditourencuo，baozhengzaiyebupengtaderenhedongxi。

yuanlai，neibushiwodecuojue。yuanlai，taxinlizhendezangzhelingyigeren。erwo，suwan，

buguoshiyigeqiahaochuxianzaizhengqueshijiande，tidaipin。yigexiaohua。wokanzhejingzilideziji。zhuangrongjingzhi，

lifuhuamei。keneishuangyanjingli，quekongdongdemeiyouyisiguangliang。

wohuodexiangyizhibeikunzaihualilaolonglidejinsique。bu。lianjinsiquedouburu。

jinsiquehainengdedaozhurendexiai。erwo，zhiyouwujindelengmohejingshendaya。wozouchuxishoujian，

yingmianzhuangshangjiyanze。tayinggaishilaizhaowode。kandaowofanhongdeyankuang，tameitouweizhou。“youzenmele？

”yuqili，shihaobuyanshidebunaifan。“meishenme。”wodixiatou。tadingzhewokanlejimiao，lengxiaoyisheng。

“suwan，shouqinineifukelianxixideyangzi，hendaoweikou。”“wojintianxiangtandehezuohenzhongyao，

biejiwochushenmechazi。”shuowan，tazhuanshenjiuzou。wogenzaitashenhou，xiangyigemeiyoulinghundemuou。

wanyanjieshu。huijiadelushang，cheneiyipiansiji。wokanzhechuangwaifeisudaotuidenihong，

ganjuezijizhengzaizhuiruyigewudideshenyuan。huidaojia。tayiranmeiyouhuizhuwo。woyigerentangzaibinglengdechuangshang，

neixieliuyanfeiyu，tabinglengdeyanyu，xiangmozhouyiyangzaiwonaozhongpanxuan。weishenme？jiyanze，nijiranbuaiwo，

shenzhiyanewo，weishenmebukenfangguowo？weishenmeyaobawokunzaizheizuohualidefenmuli，rifuyiridizhemowo？

neiyike，yigefengkuangdeniantou，zaiwoxinzhongpotuerchu。tao。bugou。jinjinshitaozou，yuanyuanbugou。

zheiwuniandetongku，zheiwuniandelingchi。woyaotajiabeifenghai。woyaota，shenbaiminglie。disanzhangmoudiertian，

womeiyouxiangwangchangyiyang，zaiyayizhongdengdaitianming。tianyiliang，wojiuqilechuang。wozhaodaolewozuihaodepengyou，

linman。linmanshiyijiadingjilvshishiwusuodehehuoren，jingming，ganlian，shiwoweiyikeyixinrenderen。

kafeiguanli。linmantingwanwodexushu，qidebashaozipaizaizhuoshang。“zheigejiyan-ze！jianzhishige**！

wanwan，nizheiwunianshizenmeguolaide？”tawozhewodeshou，yanquandouhongle。woyaoleyaotou，

pingjingdishuo：“manman，xianzaishuozheixiemeiyongle。”“woxianglihun。”“buzhilihun。”wokanzheta，

yiziyiju，qingxiwubi。“woyaota，jingshenchuhu。”linmanlengzhule。tazhidaowodexingzi，

yixiangyushiwuzheng，nilaishunshou。tacongmeijianguowozheigeyangzi。yanshenli，shicuilehuodehenyi。“wanwan，

ni……xianghaole？”“xianghaole。”wodiantou，“zheiwunian，woshougoule。weileniannian，

wobunengzaizheiyangxiaqu。”linmanshenxiyikouqi，huifuletajinpailvshidelengjing。“hao。jirannijuedingle，

wobangni。”“danshi，wanwan，niyaozhidao，jiyanzebushiputongren。xiangrangtajingshenchuhu，tainanle。

”“genjuhunyinfa，chufeininengzhengmingtayouzhongdaguocuo，

birujiabao、chugui、huozheeyizhuanyihunneigongtongcaichan。”jiabao？tacongbudongshou。lengbaoli，

shiwufabeilianghuadeshang。neime，zhishengxiachuguihezhuanyicaichan。“manman，nibangwocha。”wodeshengyinhenleng，

“chata，chaneige‘baiyueguang’，chatagongsidezhang，chatasuoyoudezijinwanglai。”“wobuxin，

tanengzuodaotianyiwufeng。”linmankanzhewojuejuedeyanshen，zhongzhongdidianlediantou。“hao。

wojinizhaoquanchengzuihaode**。”“danshiwanwan，niyaoyouxinlizhunbei。zheigeguocheng，kenenghuihentongku，

nihuikandaohenduo……buxiangkandaodedongxi。”woxiaole。xiaodebikuhainankan。“woyijingzaidiyulile，

haiyoushenme，shigengtongkude？”congneitianqi。woderensheng，youlexindemubiao。baitian，

woyiranshineigewenshun、chenmodejitaitai。huiweitazhunbeihaozaocan，huizaitahuijiashidishangtuoxie。

huiduizhetabinglengdelian，jichuweixiao。taouerhuiyongshenshidemuguangkanwo。sihushichajuedaolewodexiexubutong。

danwoyanshidehenhao。wuniandeyayi，rangwozaoyixuehuileruhedaizhemianjushenghuo。wanshang。dengtashuizaishufang，

dengniannianjinrumengxiang。wobianliujinzijidexiaoshufang，dakaijiamidediannao。neili，

youlinmanhezhentanmeitianchuanlaideziliao。yizhangzhangzhaopian。yifenfenyinxingliushui。jiyanzedelingyizhangmiankong，

zaiwomianqian，beiyidiandiansikai。wokandaoletaheyigenvren。zaiyijiagaojicanting，gongjinwancan。neigenvren，

zhixing，youya，meiyanjiandaizheyigushujuanqi。henmei。worenchuleta。

jiushiwodangnianzaitashuzhongkandaodeneizhangzhaopian。tade“baiyueguang”。tajiaolinshuya。shiyimingxinliyisheng。

zhentandeziliaolixiezhe，tagangcongguowaihuilaibujiu。jiyanze，zaitahuiguohou，yutajianguosancimian。meiyici，

douxiaoxinyiyi，birenermu。wokanzhezhaopianli，jiyanzekanzhelinshuyadeyanshen。neishiwocongweiyongyouguode，

zhuanzhuyuwenrou。xinzang，xiangshibeiyizhiwuxingdeshou，henhenzuanzhu。tongdewowufahuxi。

woyiweiwoyijingmamule。kekandaozheixie，haishihuitong。danwomeiyouku。wozhishijiangneixiezhaopian，

yizhangzhangbaocunxialai。mingmingwei，“zhengju”。chulelinshuya，zhentanhaichadaoleyixiegengzhongyaodedongxi。

jiyanze，zaibeizhewo，zhuanyicaichan。tatongguofuzadehaiwaixintuohekongqiaogongsi，

jiangwomenhunhoudedabufenzichan，douzhuanyilechuqu。mudedi，shiyigewocongweitingguodezhanghu。

kandaoneixietianwenshuzishi，wohunshenfaleng。haoyigejiyanze。haoyigeshenmouyuanlvdejiyanze。

tazaojiuxianghaole。dengtadebaiyueguanghuilai，jiuyijiaobawochuaikai。bingqie，rangwofenbudaoyifenqian。

tabujinyaozhuwodexin。haiyaoduanwodelu。heqihendu。wojiangsuoyoudezhengju，fenmenbielei，zhenglihao。jiami，

beifen。wokanzhediannaopingmushang，neixiemimimamadewenziheshuzi。wozhidao，wodedao，yijingmohaole。

xianzai，zhichayige，jiangdaotongchuqudeshiji。disizhangershiji，henkuaijiulaile。

womendejiehunwuzhounianjinianri。wangnian，zheigerizi，jiyanzecongbucengjide。jinnian，taqueyifanchangtai。

tiqianyizhou，jiurangzhulidinghaolechengzhongzuidingjidesirenhuisuo。bingqie，guangfaqingjian。

yaoqinglewomenshuangfangsuoyoudeqinpenghaoyou，yijitashengyichangshangzuizhongyaodehezuohuoban。

tagaosuwozheijianshideshihou，yuqipingdan。“neitianchuandepiaoliangdian。”wodizhetou，yingleyisheng“hao”。

xinli，quezailengxiao。jiyanze，nishizaiweisheipulu？shixiangzaisuoyourenmianqian，jixubanyannideshenqingzhangfu？

haishixiangzaichuaidiaowozhiqian，zuihouliyongwoyici，wenguni“aijiahaonanren”derenshe？zhenshi，wujinqiyong。

wojiangzheigexiaoxigaosulelinman。linmanzaidianhuaneitou，minruidichajuedaoleshenme。“wanwan，zheishigejihui。

”“yigeqianzainanfengdejihui。”“dangzhesuoyourendemian，rangtashenbaiminglie。”wodexiangfa，

hetabumouerhe。“wozhidao。”“manman，bangwozhunbeihaolihunxieyi。”“caichanfengeneikuai，

jiuanzhaonichadaodeneixie，yifenyihao，doubunengshao。”“haiyounianniandefuyangquan，bixuguiwo。

”“woyaota，jingshenchuhu。”“mingbai。”linmandeshengyin，lengjingeryouli，“xieyiwolaini，zhengju，

niyidingyaobaoguanhao。”gualedianhua。wokanzhechuangwai。baofengyu，jiuyaolaile。jinianrideqianjitian。

jiyanzehuijiadecishu，duoleqilai。shenzhi，youliangwan，tahuidaolezhuwo。tatangzaiwoshenbian，

shenshangyiranshineigushuxide，qinglengdezaojiaoxiang。querangwojuede，wubiexin。tameiyoupengwo。

zhishianjingditangzhe。heianzhong，wonengganjuedaotadeshixian，luozaiwodeshenshang。neimuguang，

fuzaderangwokanbudong。shizaishenshi？haishizai……gaobie？wobuganshenxiang。wopazijichoumouyijiudeyiqie，

huiyinweiyisibugaiyoudexinruan，ergongkuiyikui。jinianridangtian。woqidehenzao。weizijihualeyige，

wunianlaizuijingzhidezhuang。hongchun，zhangqun。jingzilidenvren，mingyan，youdaizheyisijuejuedelengyi。

nianniankandaowo，yanjingdouliangle。“mama，nihaopiaoliang。”wobaoqita，qinleyouqin。“niannian，jizhu，

wulunfashengshenme，mamadouaini。”“mamayehuiyongyuanpeizheni。”nianniansidongfeidongdidianlediantou。wanshang。

sirenhuisuo。jiyanzeyishengaodingxizhuang，yingjunderangrenyibukaiyan。takandaowodeshihou，

yanzhongshanguoyimojingyan。suiji，youbeitahenhaodiyanshileguoqu。tachaowoshenchushou。wojiangshou，

qingqingdazaitadezhangxin。tadeshou，hennuan。quenuanbujinwodexinli。womenyiqizoujinyanhuiting。

jieshouzhesuoyourendezhufuheyanxian。“jizongjitai，wuzhouniankuaile！”“zhenshishenxianjuanlva！

”jiyanzeweixiaozhe，yiyihuiying。tajuqijiubei，zhandaotaishang。dengguang，jujiaozaitashenshang。takanzhewo，

yanshen，shiwocongweijianguodewenrou。“geweilaibin，geweipengyou。”“jintian，shiwohewodeqizi，suwan，

jiehunwuzhouniandejinianri。”“zheiwunian，wohenganxieta，peiwoyiluzoulai。”tadeshengyin，touguomaikefeng，

chuanbianzhenggedating。shenqingkuankuan。ruguobushizhidaotadezhenmianmu，wojihudouyaobeitapianguoqule。taixia，

zhangshengleidong。suoyourendoukanzhewo，yanshenlishizhufu，shixianmu。jiyanzezouxiatai，laidaowomianqian。

tacongkoudaili，nachuyigesironghezi。dakai。limianshiyitiaocuicanduomudezuanshixianglian。“wanwan，

wuzhouniankuaile。”tayaoqinziweiwodaishang。wokanzheta。kanzhetajinzaizhichidelian。kanzhetayanzhongdaoyingchude，

xiaoxiaodewo。jiushixianzaile。suwan。jiushixianzai。zaitaweiwodaishangxiangliandeneiyike。zaitayiwei，

zheichangwanmeidebiaoyan，jijiangluoxiaweimudeshihou。wotaishou，tuikaileta。ranhou，congwodeshoubaoli，

nachuleyidiewenjian。heyifen，zaoyiqianhaozidelihunxieyi。wojiangtamen，henhenshuaizailejiyanzedelianshang。

zhizhang，xiangxuehuayiyang，sanluoyidi。diwuzhanglieshijian，fangfozaizheiyikejingzhi。zhenggeyanhuiting，

yaquewusheng。suoyoudemuguang，doujujiaozaiwomenshenshang。zhenjing，cuoe，bukesiyi。

jiyanzelianshangdewanmeixiaorong，shunjianbengta。takanzhesanluozaijiaobiandewenjian，yanshenli，diyicichuxianlehuangluan。

neishiwocongweijianguode，shuyujiyanzede，shitai。“suwan，nifengle？”tadeshengyin，

yayizhetaotiandenuhuo。woxiaole。xiaodechangkuailinli。“wofengle？”“jiyanze，daodishisheifengle？

”wowanyao，jianqiyizhangzhaopian。shitazaicanting，helinshuyagongjinwancandeneizhang。wojiangzhaopian，gaogaojuqi，

zhanshijisuoyourenkan。“gewei，xiangbihenhaoqi，woweishenmeyaozaijintian，zuozheiyangdeshi。”“yinwei，

wodehaozhangfu，jiyanzexiansheng，zaiwomendehunyincunxuqijian，yizhihetade‘baiyueguang’，ouduansilian！

”renqunzhong，fachuyizhendaoxiliangqideshengyin。jiyanzedelianse，shunjianbiandecanbai。“suwan，nihushuoshenme！

”“wohushuo？”wolengxiaoyisheng，youjianqiyifenyinxingliushuidan。“neinigaosuwo，

zheibigaodabaweishudehaiwaihuikuan，shizenmehuishi？”“nibeizhewo，toutouzhuanyihunneigongtongcaichan，

youshiweileshenme？”“shiweilehenide‘baiyueguang’shuangsushuangfei，ranhoubawozheigeaishideyuanpei，

yijiaochuaikai，hairangwojingshenchuhu，duima？”wodeshengyin，buda。quezizizhuxin。meiyigezi，

douxiangyikezidan，jingzhundishexiangjiyanze。binkemenzhakaileguo。qieqiesiyu，bianchengleyilunfenfen。

neixiegangganghaizhufuwomen“shenxianjuanlv”deren，cikekanxiangjiyanzedeyanshen，chongmanlebiyihebuxie。

shangjiexingui，mofanzhangfu。yuanlai，zhishiyigehunneichugui，zhuanyicaichandeweijunzi。wokanzheta。

kanzhetayixiangcongrongdebiaoqing，yidiandiansuilie。kanzhetayanzhongdejinghuang，wucuo，