我死后，成了前夫的猫上杉绘蝶衣-著

小说简介

jiangchuanliweisuqingshiyiweixinhuaizhengyidenianqingzhentan，zaishangshanhuidieyichuangzuodexiaoshuo《wosihou，chengleqianfudemao》zhong，tajiangmianduiyixiliepushuomilidemoushaanjian。fuyouzhihuihedongchalidejiangchuanliweisuqingbuduanpojiexiansuo，jieshizhenxiangbeihouyinzangdeyinmou。zheibuduanpianyanqingxiaoshuojinzhangciji，chongmantuilihexuanyiyuansu，tadezhijianjijiangchupengdaowopimaodeshunjian，woquanshendemaodouzhaleqilai！yiguyuanyubennengdekongjuhejizhidezengerangwofachuyishengqilidejianjiao，buzaishirenleide……bijiangdaijiduzheyixiangbudaodejingxihezhenhan。

精彩章节

wojiaolinxiang，shiyimingdiaoxiangshi。tamenshuo，woshinisizaizijidexiangshuiyuganglide。kewozhidao，

shiwodezhangfujiangchuanhewodeguimisuqing，lianshoujiangwoanjinleneipianxiangchundeyetidiyu。woyiweisiwangshizhongjie，

quebuxiang，dangwozaicizhengyan，wochengleyizhiheimao，zhengbeijiangchuanjinjinbaozaihuaili。wodebizi，

nengwendaotalinghunshenchu，neiguhunzazhebeipan、tanlanyukongjude，fulanqixi。【1】yishihuilongdeshunjian，

shijizhideganguanshengyan。chengqianshangwanzhongqiweifenzizhengxiankonghoudiyongruwodebiqiang，xiangyichangxinxihongliu，

shunjianchongkualewocuiruodeshenjing。xiaodushuideqingleng、maoliangdeguwuxiang、pigeshafadechenmen，

haiyou……nanrenshenshangneigushuxide，woqinshouweitadiaozhidexuesongyubaichadetixiang。danzheigutixiangzhishang，

haifugaizhelingyicengweidao。shi「fuguang」，wosongjiguimisuqingdeershisuishengriliwu，

yichenghuahewanxiangyuweizhudiao，xiangzhengzhechunjieyurelie。kexianzai，zheiweidaobianle。chunjiezhonghunzazhedenianni，

relielichanrulesiwangdeyinleng。womengdizhengkaiyan。yingruyanliande，shijiangchuanneizhangjunlangquelvedaipibeidelian。

tazhengditou，yonglianjiaqingqingcengzhewodeetou，dongzuowenroudenengnisiren。「xiaoguai，

yihouzheilijiushinidejiale。」tadeshengyindichenyueer，cengshiwozuimiliandecuimianqu。kexianzai，

wozhigandaoyizhencigudehanyi。yinweiwojiqilaile。wojiaolinxiang，sanxiaoshiqian，wosile。

sizaizijiabieshudeyugangli，beiwoshenaileshiniandezhangfujiangchuan，hewoshiruoqinmeideguimisuqing，

lianshouanjinlemanshidiaoxiangjiyedeyugangli。neiwusewuweideyeti，cengshiwochuangzaoqijideyuanquan，

zuizhongquechenglewodefenmu。tamenfengkuangdiyongruwodekoubi，boduowodehuxi，rongjiewodeyishi。

wozuihoukandaode，shijiangchuanyanzhongyishanerguodezhengzha，hesuqingzuijiaoneimodeyide、canrendeweixiao。erxianzai，

wochengleyizhitongtiqiheideyoumao，beiwodexiongshouzhiyi，jiangchuan，baozaihuaili。「achuan，nizhendeyaoyangtama？

heimao……bujili。」suqingdeshengyincongpangbianchuanlai，daizheyisikeyidejiaodia。wojiangyingdizhuandongbozi，

kandaoleta。tachuanzhewozuixihuandeyijianzhensishuipao，lingkoukaidejidi，

luchudapianxuebaidejifuheyimoaimeidehonghen。tazhenggerendouyiweizaijiangchuanshenbian，

zhanyouyushizudiwanzhetadeshoubei。tashenshangde「fuguang」xiangshuiwei，cikenongyudelingrenzuoou。

wonengqingxidifenbianchu，neixiangqili，chulechenghuayuwanxiangyu，haizhanranlejiangchuandexuesongbaicha，

yiji……yuganglineibinglengde、wujizhidejiyeweidao。neishisiwangxianchangdeweidao。jiangchuanfumozhewodebei，

shengyinlidaizheyisiburongzhihuidejianjue：「jiuyangta。linxiangshengqianzuixihuanmao，kexitaduimaomaoguomin，

yizhimeinengyang。xianzaitazoule，jiudang……liugenianxiangba。」tashuozheihuashi，

wonengwendaotashenshangshunjianshengtengqiyigufuzadeqiwei。youhuangyandesuanfu，youxinxudexingtian，

haiyouyisiweiruodaojihuwufachajuede，mingwei「kuijiu」dekuse。suqingdeliansebailebai，suijiyouxiaoqilai，

shenshouxianglaimowo：「yehao，jiujiaota『xiangxiang』zenmeyang？yonglaijinianlinxiangjiejie。」

tadezhijianjijiangchupengdaowopimaodeshunjian，woquanshendemaodouzhaleqilai！

yiguyuanyubennengdekongjuhejizhidezengerangwofachuyishengqilidejianjiao，buzaishirenleidebeiming，

ershishuyumaode，jianruide「miaowu——！」wozhangzui，yongjinquanshenliqi，henhenyaozailesuqingdeshouzhishang。

wenredexuexingweizaikouqianglimimankailai，hunhezhetaneixuweidexiangshuiwei，rangwojiyuzuoou。「a！」

suqingcanjiaozhesuohuishou，zhijianshangshenchuyinhongdexuezhu。「gaisidechusheng！」tamianmuzhengning，

zaiyebujiangangcaidewenroukeren，yangshoujiuyaochaowodalai。jiangchuanyanjishoukuaidizhuazhuletadeshouwan，

jiangwohuzaihuaili，meitoujinsuo：「nigenyizhimaojijiaoshenme！tagangdaoxinhuanjing，haipaeryi。」

「achuannihuzheta？tayaowo！」suqingmanliandebukezhixin。「haole，」jiangchuandeshengyinlenglexialai，

「linxiangdetouqihaimeiguo，bienaole。」「linxianglinxiang！youshilinxiang！tadousile，niweishenmehainianzheta！」

suqingdeqingxushunjianshikong，tashenshangdexiangshuiweiyinweitiwenshenggaoerjuliezhengfa，

neiguhunzazhexinxuhejidudeweidaojihuyaojiangwoyanmei。woduozaijiangchuanhuaili，

binglengdejin**tongsisididingzhetamen。yuanlai，wobushizhongshengle。woshibeiqiujinle。yonglingyizhongxingtai，

qiujinzailewodexiongshoushenbian，beipokanzhetamenruhexinanlidedizhanjuwodeyiqie。wodezhangfu，wodejia，

wodecaichan……bu，bujinjinshizheixie。jiangchuankanzhehuailisesefadoudewo，yanshenfuza。taanfuzhesuqing，

jiangtalanjinhuaili，dishengshuozheshenme。wowendaole。zaitamenjiaojingdeshunjian，wocongjiangchuandeshenshang，

wendaoleyigugengshen、gengyinmideqiwei。neishiyiguyexinbobode，daizhejinshubanbinglengzhigandeweidao。

taxiangyaode，yuanbiwoxiangxiangdeyaoduo。erwo，linxiang，yigecengjingzhanzaidiaoxiangjiedingduandenvren，

rujinbianchengleyizhikoubunengyandemao。danzheibuzhongyao。zhongyaodeshi，wozheishuangbizi，

wozheicengjingnengfenbiansanqianduozhongxiangliao，chuangzaochuwushuqijidebizi，zaibianchengmaozhihou，sihujinhuale。

wonengwendaoqingxu，wendaohuangyan，wendaotamenlinghunshenchudemimi。jiangchuan，suqing。zheichangyouxi，caiganggangkaishi。

zheiyici，wohuiyongnimenzuiyixiangbudaodefangshi，jiangnimenyitongtuorudiyu。【2】wobeimingmingwei「meiqiu」，

yigesuiyiyoudaizhedianqingjiandemingzi。suqingsihuxiangyongzheizhongfangshi，moqujiangchuantiqiwoshi，

neiju「linxiangshengqianzuixihuanmao」suodailaideyinying。jiangchuanmeiyoufandui。tabawoanzhizaileketingdemaopajiashang，

neilicengshifangzhewohetajiehunzhaodedifang。zhaopianyijingbeishouzou，zhiliuxiaqiangshangyigeqianqiandeyinzi，

xiangyidaowufayuhedeba。wokaishilezuoweiyizhimaodeshenghuo。baitian，jiangchuanqugongsi。

tajieguanlewodexiangshuigongsi「wenxiang」，mingzhengyanshun。suqingzexianggenvzhurenyiyang，zaizheigejialixunshi，

shichuanwodeyifu，yongwodehuazhuangpin，shenzhi，tahuizoujinwodediaoxiangshi。neijianbeijingfangtielefengtiaodediaoxiangshi。

suqingjinbuqu，zhinenggezhemen，tanlandiwangzhelimianchengqianshangwandezhenguixiangliao。woquansuozaishafashang，

lengyanpangguan。wonengwendaotashenshangsanfachude，neizhongmingwei「jidu」desuanseqiwei，

jihuyaojiangzhenggewuzidoufushidiao。tajiduwodecaihua，jiduwosuoyongyoudeyiqie。zheizhongjidu，

shitashawodedongjizhiyi。danwozhidao，bushiquanbu。jiangchuandedongji，gengjiafuza。wanshang，tahuihuilai。

tashenshangzongshidaizhegongsiligezhongxiangshuidehunheqiwei，dandiceng，yongyuanshineiguxuesongbaichadeqingleng。

taduiwohenhao，shenzhikeyishuoshiniai。tahuiqinzijiwoweishidingjidemaoguantou，yongrouruandemaojinjiwocalian。

wanshang，tahuibaozhewozuozaishafashang，kancaijingxinwen。suqingduicijiweibuman。「achuan，niduizheizhimao，

biduiwohaihao。」tabuzhiyicidibaoyuan，shengyinlichongmanleweiqu。jiangchuanzhishidandandishuo：「tahenxiangta。」

meidangzheishi，suqingdeshenshangjiuhuibaofachunongliedehenyi，neiweidao，xiangfulandemeigui，tianniyouexin。

erjiangchuanshenshang，kuijiudekuseweihuijiazhongyifen。tamenyiweiwozhishiyizhiputongdemao，tingbudong，kanbudong。

tamencuole。wobujinnengtingdong，wohaineng「wen」dong。wodexinbizi，shiwozuiqiangdadewuqi，

yeshiwozuitongkudexingju。wobeipowenzhetamendeqinghua，

wenzhetamenzaiwocengjingdechuangshangfanyunfuyushisanfachudeheermengqixi，wenzhetamenmeiyicitiqiwomingzishi，

neihunhezhexinxu、tanlanheweizhuangdefuzaqiwei。fennuhechouhenxiangyecaoyiyangzaiwoxinlifengzhang，

jihuyaochengpozheifuxiaoxiaodequqiao。wobixuzuodianshenme。wokaishishitan。wohuizaisuqingyongwodekouhongshi，

「buxiaoxin」tiaoshangshuzhuangtai，jiangneizhikouhongdafanzaidi，shuaichengliangduan。

wohuizaitachuanshangwozuiguideneijiangaodinglifushi，yongzhuazi「wuyi」gouchuyidaozhangzhangdesi。suqingqidefafeng，

haojiciyaojiangworengchuqu，doubeijiangchuanlanlexialai。「tazhishiyizhimao！」tazongshizheiyangshuo，

yuqilidaizheyisibunaifan。wozhidao，tazaifanshenme。tafandebushiwozheizhi「budongshi」demao，

ershisuqingyuelaiyuewufayanshide，dui「linxiang」zheigefuhaodexiesidili。erwo，jiushizheigefuhaodeshiti。

zhenzhengdezhuanzhedian，fashengzaiwo「daojia」yizhouhou。neitianwanshang，jiangchuanzaishufangdailehenjiu。

woqiaowushengxidigenleguoqu，congmenfengli，wokandaotazhengzaikanyifenwenjian。neishiwoliuzaidiaoxiangshili，

yifenweiwanchengdexiangshuipeifang。tademingzi，jiao《jiyijin》。zheibushiyikuanputongdexiangshui。

zheishiwobishengsuoxuededianfengzhizuo，woshituyongqiwei，quhaiyuanyigerenzuishenkedejiyi，

shenzhishilinghundepianduan。zheishiyigefengkuangerdadandegouxiang，zhichazuihouyibujiunengwancheng。jiangchuandebiaoqing，

shiqiansuoweiyoudeningzhong。wonengwendaotashenshangneiguyexindejinshuwei，cikezhengfengkuangdipengzhang。

suqingduanzhekafeizoujinqu，shengyinjiaomei：「achuan，haizaimang？linxiangjiejieliuxiadedongxi，jiuneimezhongyaoma？」

「nibudong。」jiangchuantouyebutai，shengyinshaya，「zheibushixiangshui，zheishi……yaochi。」yaochi？wodexinzang，

bu，shiwozheijumaoshentidexinzang，mengdiyisuo。suqingxianranyemeitingdong，tabakafeifangxia，

congbeihoubaozhujiangchuan：「shenmeyaochia？achuan，xianzaizhenggegongsidoushinidele，nixiangyaoshenmemeiyou？

weishenmefeiyaozhizheyutaliuxiadeyidiandongxi？」jiangchuanchenmolepianke，ranhou，wowendaoleyigunongzhongde，

mingwei「bunai」deqiwei。「woshuole，nibudong。」tatuikaisuqing，「zheigepeifang，bixuwancheng。

chenxianshengneibian，cuidehenjin。」chenxiansheng？yigemoshengdemingzi。danzheigemingzichuxiandeshunjian，

jiangchuanshenshangneiguyexindeweidao，jiuchanzaleyisi……kongju。shide，shikongju。xiangbinglengdetiexiu，

zuanjinwodebiqiang。suqinghaixiangshuoshenme，jiangchuanquemengdiheshanglewenjian，yanshenbinglengdikanzheta：「wojinggaoni，

suqing，buyaopengzheigepeifang，gengbuyaoqudatingchenxianshengdeshi。fouze，bieguaiwobukeqi。」

suqingbeitayanzhongdehenlihedaole，shentiyijiang，zaiyebuganshuohua。woduozaimenwai，

quanshendexueyedoukuaiyaoninggule。yuanlai，zaijiangchuanhesuqingzhishang，haiyouyige「chenxiansheng」。wodesi，

bingbujinjinshizhangfuchugui、guimibeipandegouxuejuma。zheibeihou，zangzheyigegengdade，

guanyu《jiyijin》peifangdemimi。tamenxiangyaode，bushiwodeqian，bushiwodegongsi。tamenxiangyaode，

shiwodecaihua，wodexinxue，wode……linghun。woyayizhehoulonglidedihou，zhijiashenshendiqianruditan。

wujindeheianhehanyijiangwobaowei。woganjuezijixiangyigenishuizhe，zaicichenruleneibinglengdeyugang。

danwozhidao，wobunengchenxiaqu。woyaobazheige「chenxiansheng」jiuchulai。woyaozhidao，

tamendaodixiangyongwode《jiyijin》，qudakaiyishantongwanghechude……diyuzhimen。【3】「chenxiansheng」

zheigemingzi，xiangyigenduci，zhajinlewodenaohai。wokaishigengjialiuyijiangchuanhesuqingdeduihua，

shitucongzhongbuzhuodaorenhezhusimaji。dantamenbiandefeichangjingti。zicongshufangneicizhengchaohou，

tamenzaiyemeiyouzaiwomianqiantiqiguozheigemingzi。jiangchuanba《jiyijin》depeifangshougaosuojinleshufangdebaoxianju，

meitiandouhuihuadaliangshijianbazijiguanzailimian，sihuzaichangshipojiewoliuxiadezuihouyidaomima。neidaomima，

bushiwenzi，bushishuzi，ershiyizhong「qiweisuo」。

zhiyouyongsanzhongjiweihanyoude、jingguotedingshoufachulidexiangliao，anzhaojingquedebilironghe，

cainengxianxianchuzuihoudehexinpeifang。neishiwodezuigaojimi，zheigeshijieshang，zhiyouwoyigerenzhidao。jiangchuan，

tazhudingyaoshibai。ertadeshibai，rangwokandaolejihui。woxuyaoyigebangshou，yigenengtiwoxingdongde，

laiziwaibushijiederen。wodenaohaili，fuxianchuyigerendeshenying——liwei。shijuxingzhenduidefuduizhang，

yeshiwoweishubuduode，keyichengzhiweipengyouderen。womenxiangshiyuyichangcishanwanyan。tabuxiangbiedenanrenneiyang，

gongweiwodemeimaohecaifu，fanerduiwodediaoxiangjishuhenganxingqu。tashuo，qiweishijiyidejiejing，

yeshifanzuixianchangzuirongyibeihulvedexiansuo。womenliaodehentouji。wocengbankaiwanxiaodishuo，

ruguoyouyitianwochuleyiwai，diyigeyaohuaiyide，jiushiwoshenbianderen，yinweinengshasidiaoxiangshide，

zhiyoutazuishuxideqiwei。meixiangdao，yiyuchengchen。jingfangduiwosiwangdedinglunshi「yiwai」，

liyoushiwoyouzaixiangshuiyuzhongxunzhaolinggandexiguan，zuizhongyinlaoleiguodu，bushenhuadaoniwang。duomekexiaodeliyou。

wozhidaoliweikendinghuihuaiyi。tashiyigeduixijieyouzheliequanbanxiujuedejingcha。woxuyaojitayigexinhao，

yigezhiyouwomenliangcaidongdexinhao。jihuihenkuaijiulaile。wosihoudedishiwutian，liweidengmenbaifang。

tachuanzheyishenbianfu，biaoqingyansu，shuoshilai「weiwen」jiangchuan。jiangchuanbiaoxiandedishuibulou，beishang、qiaocui，

yigetongshiaiqidewanmeizhangfu。tashenzhijichulejidiyanlei，shenshangde「xuwei」

qiweinongdexianghuabukaidenongwu。suqingzexiangyizhishoujingdetuzi，duozaijiangchuanshenhou，dizhetou，

bugankanliweideyanjing。tashenshangde「kongju」wei，jihuyaoningchengshizhi。liweidemuguang，

xiangxguangyiyangsaoguotamen，yesaoguozheigejialidemeiyigejiaoluo。zuihou，tadeshixianluozailewoshenshang。

「zheishi……？」tayouxieyiwai。「e，jiaomeiqiu。linxiangyizhixiangyangmao，wo……」

jiangchuanyoukaishiletaneitaozhuoliedebiaoyan。liweizhishidianlediantou，yanshenquezaiwoshenshangduotingliulejimiao。

wonengwendaotashenshang，youzhengyide、ganjingdezaojiaowei，youdandandeyancaowei，

haiyou……yigubeishangde、chenyudesongmuxiang。neishizhenqiede，weiwodesiwangergandaodebeishang。jiushixianzai！

wocongshafashangyiyueerxia，maizheyouyademaobu，zoudaoliweidejiaobian，yongwodeshenti，

qingqingdicenglecengtadekujiao。liweilengleyixia，xiayishidiwanyao，xiangyaomowo。

jiangchuanhesuqingdelianseshunjianbiandejinzhangqilai。「zheimaopasheng，lidui，nibie……」jiangchuandehuahaimeishuowan。

wojiuzaitadezhushixia，taiqitou，yongwojinsedemaotong，shenshendiwangjinleliweideyanjing。ranhou，wozhangkaizui，

fachuleyishengjiqiqingweide，mofangzhemouzhongniaojiaode「gu」sheng。neishiwoheliweizhijiandeanhao。youyici，

taxiangwoqingjiaoyizhonghanjiandezhiwu「yougulan」，tadexiangqihentebie，nengxiyinyizhongbinlinmiejuedemingqin。

weilebangtajizhuneizhongniaodejiaosheng，woxuelehenjiu。liweideshentimengdiyijiang。takanzhewo，

yanshenlichongmanlezhenjinghebukesiyi。wokandaotahoujiegundongleyixia，sihuxiangshuoshenme，

danzuizhonghaishirenzhule。wodemudeyijingdadaoleyiban。jiexialai，shidierbu。wozhuanshen，

paoxiangweishengjiandefangxiang。neishiwodesiwangxianchang。paodaomenkou，wotingxialai，huitouyoukanleliweiyiyan。ranhou，

wotaiqizhuazi，yonglidinaolenaoyushidemenban，fachulecierde「gazhi」sheng。「zheichusheng！」

suqingjianjiaoqilai，tashenshangdekongjuweidaoshunjianbaozha，xiangdafanledehuaxueshiji，cibiyouhunluan。

jiangchuandelianseyebiandewubinankan，takuaibuzouguolai，xiangyaozhuazhuwo。danwobitagengkuai。

woxiangyidaoheisedeshandian，congtajiaobianliuzou，zhongxincuanhuileketingdejiaoluo，bazijisuochengyituan，

fangfogangcaideyiqiedouzhishimaomideyichangwanpi。liweizhanleqilai。

tashenshendikanleyiyanbeiwonaochujidaozhuahendeyushimen，youkanleyiyanlianseshabaidejiangchuanhesuqing。zuihou，

tademuguangluozaiwoshenshang，fuzaershensui。「jiangxiansheng，jieai。wohaiyoushi，xianzoule。」

tameiyouzaiduoshuoyigezi，zhuanshenlikaile。jiangchuanhesuqingdousongleyikouqi。tamenyiwei，

liweizhishilailixinggongshi。danwozhidao，buyiyangle。wowendaole。zailiweizhuanshendeshunjian，

tashenshangneiguchenyudesongmuxiangli，duoleyisiruilide，xiangdaofengyiyangdeweidao。neishi「huaiyi」deweidao。

zhongzi，yijingzhongxia。jiexialai，wozhixuyaoanjingdidengdai，dengdaitashenggen、faya，

zhangchengyikenengweiwofuchoudecantiandashu。【4】liweidedaofang，xiangyikeshizitourulesishui。biaomianshang，

jiangchuanhesuqingdeshenghuohuifulepingjing，danshuimianxiadeanliuquekaishibiandexiongyong。suqingdeshenjingyuelaiyuejinbeng。

takanwodeyanshen，buzaishidanchundeyane，ershiduoleyisi……kongju。tasihuyinyinchajuedao，wozheizhimao，

youxiebuduijing。takaishibianzhefadizhemowo。tahuizaiwodemaolianglichanshanglajiaofen，

huizaiwodeshuiwanlidishangningmengzhi。maodexiujueheweijueshirenleideshushibei，

neizhong**duiwolaishuobuyayukuxing。wozhinengrenzhe，zhuangzuoshenmedoubuzhidao，baneixiebeiwurandeshiwudafan，

ranhouezheduzi，dengdaijiangchuanhuilai。jiangchuanfaxianzhihou，hesuqingdachaoleyijia。「nidaodixiangganshenme！

tazhishiyizhimao！」jiangchuannuhoudao，tashenshangde「fanzao」qiweixiangmenredeleiyutian，

yayiderangrenchuanbuguoqi。「tabushi！tajiushilinxiang！shitahuilaibaofuwomenle！」

suqingxiesidilidijianjiao，tashenshangdexiangshuiweihunhezhehanweihekongju，sanfachuyizhongfubaidetianni。

neishiwodiyici，congtakouzhong，tingdaorucizhibaidekongju。jiangchuanlengzhule，

suijilianshangluchuyizhonghuangmiuyoujingjudebiaoqing。takanleyiyansuozaijiaoluolidewo，yanshenfuzadaolejidian。

neiwanzhihou，tamenzhijiandeliehenyuelaiyueda。erwozezaidengdailiweidexiayibuxingdong。wodenglesantian。

disantianwanshang，jihuilaile。jiangchuanjieleyigedianhua，shensecongcongdichulemen。

wonengwendaodianhuaneitouchuanlaideweiruoqiweili，you「chenxiansheng」

neigudutede、xiangchennianxiumuhefenxianghunhedeweidao。tayidingshiqujianchenxianshengle。

bieshulizhishengxiawohesuqing。zheishiyigejuejiadejihui。woxuyaojiliweisongquyigejuedingxingdewuzheng。

wodemubiao，shisuqingdiuzaizangyilanlideyitiaolianyiqun。neishiliweilaifangneitian，tachuanguodeneitiao。

shangmianbujincanliuzhetadeqiwei，gengzhongyaode，shicanliuzheneitiantayinweikongjuerfenmide，

daiyouteshuxinxisudehanye。duiyuyigedingjidediaoxiangshi，bu，duiyuyigedingjide「xiutanzhe」laishuo，

zheizhongxinxisujiushizuizhijiedekougong。woxiangxinliweiqingjiaoguodezhuanjianengfenxichuqizhongdeyichang。

dansuqingjinwandezhuangtaihenbudui。jiangchuanzouhou，tameiyouxiangwangchangyiyangkandianshihuozhewanshouji，

ershiyigerenzuozaiketinglihezhemenjiu。takanzhewodeyanshenchongmanleyuanduhefengkuang。

「doushini……doushinizheigeguaiwu……」tanannanziyu，xinghongdejiuyezhanranletadezuichun，

rangtakanqilaixiangyigexixuedenvgui。wogandaoleyisiweixian。

wobixuzaitachedishikongzhiqiannadaowoxiangyaodedongxi。woqiaoqiaodiliujinxiyifang，

yongyachidiaozhuneitiaolianyiqundeyijiao，xiangbatatuochulai。kejiuzaizheishi，suqingyaoyaohuanghuangdizoulejinlai。

takandaolewo，kandaolewozuilidelianyiqun。tadetongkongmengdishousuo，

lianshangfuxianchuyizhonghunzazhekongjuhezhengningdexiaorong。「wozhuadaonile……linxiang……」

tafengleyiyangdichaowopuguolai，「niguoranshihuilaibaochoude！wojintianjiurangnizaisiyici！」

wohedelikesongkaizui，zhuanshenjiupao。suqingzaihoumianjinzhuibushe。jiujingrangtadongzuochihuan，

danyerangtabiandegengjiafengkuanghebujihouguo。wochongxiangketing，xiangyaocongbankaidechuanghutaochuqu。

kejiuzaiwoyueshangchuangtaideshunjian，suqingzhuazhulewodeweiba！jutongchuanlai，wocanjiaoyisheng，

beitahenhendizhuailexialai，shuaizaidibanshang，wuzangliufudouxiangshiyilewei。「zhuazhunile……」suqingningxiaozhe，

yibubuxiangwobijin。tashouli，duoleyibashuiguodao，daofengzaidengguangxiashanzhehanguang。

「shaleni……zhiyaoshaleni，yiqiejiudoujieshule……」tashenshangdeshayinongliederutongshizhi，

xiangyizhangdawang，jiangwosisizhaozhu。wojuewangle。nandaowofeijinxinji，haoburongyizhongsheng，

jiuyaozheiyangbumingbubaidizaicisizaizheigenvrendeshoulima？bu！wobuganxin！jiuzaisuqingjuqidao，

jijiangcixiangwodeshunjian——「peng！」bieshudedamenbeirenyijiaochuaikai！jigeshenyingxunsudichonglejinlai，

weishoudezhengshiliwei！tashenshangdaizheyigulinliedehanqi，yanshenxiangyingyiyangruili。「jingcha！buxudong！」

suqingdedongzuojiangzailebankongzhong，talianshangdefengkuangshunjianninggu，zhuanweiyipiansihui。liweidemuguangyueguota，

luozailewoshenshang，luozaileneibashanzhehanguangdedaoshang。wokandaotadetongkong，zaineiyishunjian，

juliedishousuoleyixia。ranhou，tayigejianbushangqian，ganjingliluodijiangsuqingzhifuzaidi。binglengdeshoukao，

kaozhuletacengjingyonglaidangangqin，yecengjingyonglaijiangwoanrushuizhongdeshou。wopazaidishang，dakoudichuanzheqi。

jiehouyushengdeqingxinghefuchoude**jiaozhizaiyiqi，rangwodeshentibuzhudizhandou。liweizoudaowomianqian，

dunxiashen。tameiyoushuohua，zhishishenchushou，qingqingdi，qingqingdi，fuguowobeishanglingluandemaofa。

zaitadezhijianchupengdaowodeshunjian，wowendaoleyigujiqifuzadeqiwei。youpoanhoudelengjing，

youkandaowoxianxieyuhaidehoupa，haiyouyisi……chaoyueleputongpengyoujiexiande，shenzangdetongxi。ranhou，

wowendaole。wowendaotacongwoshenshang，xiudaoleneigushuyusuqingde，hunzazhejiujing、kongjuheshayide，

zuiedeqiwei。wozhidao，wosongchude「wuzheng」，tayijingshoudaole。yiyizhongzuijingxindongpo，

yezuizhijiedefangshi。【5】suqingbeidaizoule。zuimingshi「shexianguyishanghai」，duixiangshiyizhimao。

zheitingqilaihenhuangmiu，danzailiweidejianchixia，chengxuhaishizoulexiaqu。wozhidao，zheizhishiyigekaishi，

yigeqiaokaizhenxiangdetupokou。jiangchuanhenkuaijiuganlehuilai。

dangtakandaojialideyipianlangjieheshouzaimenkoudejingchashi，zhenggerendoumengle。「lidui，zheishizenmehuishi？」

tachongdaoliweimianqian，yuqilimanshizhenjinghebuan。liweizhishilenglengdikanzheta，

bayigezhengwudaijudaotamianqian。limianshineibashuiguodao。「jiangxiansheng，nidetongjunvyou，gangcaixiangyongzheige，

shadiaonidemao。」jiangchuandelianseshunjianbiandecanbai。wonengqingxidiwendao，tashenshangneigumingwei「konghuang」

deqiwei，xiangchaoshuiyiyangxiongyongerchu。takonghuangde，bushisuqingdeanwei，ershishiqingdebailu。「wuhui，

zheiyidingshiwuhui！suqingta……tazhishiheduole！」jiangchuanyuwuluncidijieshizhe。「shibushiwuhui，

womenhuidiaochaqingchu。」liweideyuqibudaiyisiganqing，「lingwai，guanyuniqizilinxiangdeyiwaisiwangan，

womenfaxianleyixiexindeyidian，juedingzhongxinliandiaocha。congxianzaikaishi，qingnisuishipeihewomendegongzuo。」

「zhongxinlian？」jiangchuanruzaoleiji，shentihuangleyixia，jihuzhanlibuwen。tasisididingzhewo，

yanshenlichongmanlejingyihekongju。tasihuzhongyuyishidao，wozheizhimaodecunzaibenshenjiushizuidadeyidian。

liweidetuanduizaibieshulijinxinglexizhidekancha，daizoulehenduodongxi，

baokuoneitiaowomeilaidejisongchudeshuyusuqingdelianyiqun。yiqiedouzaianzhaowoyuxiangdeguidaofazhan。raner，

yiwaizongshizaizuiyixiangbudaodeshihoujianglin。jingchazouhou，bieshulizhishengxiawohejiangchuan。

tameiyouxiangwoxiangxiangzhongneiyangduiwofanu，huozhebawochulidiao。tazhishizuozaishafashang，yigenjieyigendichouyan。

nongliedeyancaoweihunhezhetashenshangyuelaiyuezhongdekongjuhejiaolv，xingchengleyizhonglingrenzhixideqichang。

wojiupazaibuyuanchudeditanshang，jingtidiguanchazheta。turan，taqiamieleyan，zhanqishen，chaowozoulai。

woquanshendejiroudoubengjinle，zuohaolesuishifanjihuotaopaodezhunbei。dantazhishiwanxiayao，

jiangwoqingqingdibaoleqilai。tadedongzuohenqing，shenzhidaizheyisi……zhandou。「zhendeshinima，linxiang？」

taduizhewo，yongzhiyouwomenlianggerennengtingdaodeshengyin，shayadiwendao。wodexinzangloutiaoleyipai。tashenshang，

neigudaibiao「huangyan」desuanfuwei，xiaoshile。querdaizhide，shiyizhongnongchoudehuabukaide，mingwei「huihen」

dekuse。zheibukeneng！tazenmehui……「wozhidaoshinihuilaile。」tabaozhewo，shuangbeibuduanshoujin，

xiangshiyaojiangworoujintadeguxueli，「duibuqi，linxiang……duibuqi……」wojiangzaitadehuaili，

danaoyipiankongbai。zheishishenmexindebaxima？yanxijiwokan？yanjisheikan？zheilimeiyoubierenle！

kewoneijinhualeqianbaibeidebizi，qingqingchuchudigaosuwo，tacikedeqingxushizhenshide。

neihuihennongliedaojihuyaojiangtazhenggerendouranshaochenghuijin。「wobuxiangshanide……wozhendebuxiang……」

tayuwulunci，shengyinlidaizhekuqiang，「shitamenbiwode！shichenxiansheng！womeiyoubanfa……」chenxiansheng！

zheigemingzi，xiangyidaoshandian，pikailewohunluandesixu。「tanazoulepeifang，

dantajiebukai……taxuyaonide『linggan』，nide『tianfu』……tashuo，

zhiyourangnizaizuijiejinsiwangdezhuangtaixia，nidelinghuncainenghexiangqirongweiyiti，

cainengzhichengzhenzhengde《jiyijin》……」jiangchuandehua，xiangyimeimeizhadan，zaiwodenaohailizhakai。