《wosihou，quanjiakaishiaiwozheibenshuxiedehenshenggong，juqingbusutao。kanlehaixiangkan，gushihenxiyinren，chengluoxiedezhenhao。linyinglinqinglishibenshudezhujiao，jiangshule：toufayilvlvditiezailianshang，dangzhulelianjiashangdebahen，sanfazhecibideweidao。quchongzaishitigechusiyirudong，mimimamadipamanlequanshen，lingrenburenzhishi。……
第一章活活饿死
wosihou，linghunbeikunzaizheijiandixiashili。
yijingyigexingqile，dixiashidemenjinsuozhe，wochubuqu。
臭！
太臭了！
wokanzhezijishougulinxundeshiti，beitieliansuozhedegebogaogaodiaoqi，naodaijiuneiyangdalazhe。
toufayilvlvditiezailianshang，dangzhulelianjiashangdebahen，sanfazhecibideweidao。
quchongzaishitigechusiyirudong，mimimamadipamanlequanshen，lingrenburenzhishi。
鬼也不忍直视。
wogubushanghenneigebawohaichengzheiyangderen，yixinpanzhenengbunengkuaidianyourenfaxianwodeshiti。
“咔嗒——”
mensuochuzhongyufachuleshengxiang。
wojidongdipiaoguoqu，zhidengzhemenbeidakaiyitiaofengjiudiyishijianpiaochuqu。
“zenmezheimechou！shibushidixiashiyoushenmedongxifanghuaidiaole！”
“linyingneigeyatoubuzhidaosidaonaliqule，zheimeduotianbujianrenying，jialideweishengyebuzhidaogaoyixia。”
是爸爸妈妈的声音。
tamenkouzhongdelinying，jiushiwo。
bu，shineijuyijingchouledeshiti！
menbeidakai，woganjinpiaolechuqu，henhendixileyikouxinxiankongqi。
mamadeyishengjianjiaochadianhedewohunfeiposan。
是真的魂飞魄散。
“linying！neishilinying！”
mamahedepujinbabahuaili，yiyandoubuganduokanwodeshiti，haibuwangwuzhebizi。
babawuzhebizizhikanleyiyanjiucongcongbamenguanshang。
“bamensuohao，qugongsibashaoyejiaohuilai。”tadandingdifenfuwanxiaren，jiulouzhemamalikaile。
zhikanlewoyiyan，jiuyoubawosuozaileneijiandixiashi。
woyibiangenzaibabamamashenbianpiaozhe，yibianxiangwoshangcijiandaohuorenshishenmeshihou。
dagaiyoushijitianleba，shilinxingji，wodegege。
“linying，nijiugaiqusi！”
“linying，nipingshenmedaitiqinglixiangshouzhelinjiaqianjindedaiyu！”
linxingjinazheyibabishouhenhendihuazailewodelianjiashang，xianxuejuanjuanliuxia。
“zheilinjiaqianjinshinimenbiwozuode，niweishenmebuquwenwennibamanagenjindacuolefeiyaobawojiehuilai！”
beijiehuilinjiazheishinian，basuidaoshibasui，meiyicilinxingjiduiwofahuoshiwodouhuizheiyangwenta。
bawojiehuilai，youduiwobuwenbuwen，shenzhibaibanzhemo。
dangchuyouweishenmefeiyaobawojiehuilai！
“qinglixianzaizijiyigerenliuluozaiwai，shuobudinglianfandouchibushang，niyoupingshenmeyoufanchi！”
tabadixiashidemenjinjinsuoshang，zineitiankaishi，wozaimeiyouchidaoguoyikoufan，yemeiyouhedaoguoyikoushui。
zuikedeshihouwozhinengyaopozuibahezijidexue。
直到活活饿死。
我是在乡下长大的。
xiangxiaderizihenqiong，danhenkuaile，meitianheyiqunxiaohuobanshangshuzhaiguozi，xiahemoyuxia。
basuineinian，qinshengfumuzhaolelai，shuoyaodaiwohuichengliqu。
xiaohuobanmenxianmujile，cunkoudedaniangshenzimenyedoushuoxiaoyingzheiyatouyaofeishangzhitoubianfenghuangle。
woyeqidaizhexinjiatingxinshenghuo，tingshuochenglidenvhaiermeitiandouyoubuyiyangdegongzhuqunchuan。
tingshuowohaiyougedawusuidegege，xuexihenbang，zhangdeyejun。
zaidaolinjiazhiqian，woyizhishizheiyangchongjingzhede。
kewobasuishengrineitian，yitongbingshuidoutoujiaoxia。
wochuanzhemamamaijiwodedalelianggemadefensegongzhuqun，jujindizhanzailinjiazhuangyuanli。
“baba，mama，gege，zheishiwojinimenzhunbeidejianmianliwu......”
woshouliniezhesanzhangheka，shiyongyikuaiqianyizhangdesumiaozhizuode，cunlimeigexingqizhinengmaidaowuzhangsumiaozhi，duiwoeryanzheishizuihaodezhile。
cunlixiaoxuedemeishulaoshishuowohuadeyijiasikouhenkeai。
woxiang，babamamahaiyougegeyeyidinghuixihuande！
“mama，baba，gege，jiejiejiehuilailemeiyouya？”
yigechuanzhebaisegongzhuqundejingzhiderutongciwawayibandexiaonvhaipaochulai，tadegongzhuqunhenheshen，jiuxiangshibabiwawadegongzhuqunyiyangwanmeiqihetadeshenxing。
babamamameiyougaosuwolinjiahaiyouyigemeimeia。
niezhehekadewojucubuan。
“jiejiehuadehekashangzenmemeiyouwoya？hekayemeiyouwodefen......”xiaogongzhujingzhidexiaobiziyizhou，xiaozhenzhujiupadapadadiwangxiadiao，“babamama，gege，jiejietashibushibuxihuanwoya......”
“linyingjiejiecaishilinjiadeqinshengnver，wobuguoshigeyangnveryi，jiejienibuyongdanxin，wobuhuiqiangnidebabamamade......”
xiaogongzhudaizhekuqiangweiqubabadishuo：“jintianshiwodeshengri，jiejienikeyirangwogenbabamamahaiyougegeyiqiguowanshengrima？guowanshengriwojiuhuilikailinjia，huiwogaihuidedifangqu......”
woyijuhuameishuo，zhishiyaozhezuichundizhetou，xiangshizuocuoleshenmedashi。
“qingli，wozhiyouniyigemeimei。”
wodegegelinxingjilaqilinqinglideshou，wenroudicaqutadeleizhu，jiandingdiduitashuo：“wozhirenniyigemeimei。”
babamamayeweizhelinqinglianwei：“shia，qingliyihoubuyaozaishuoshenmelikaidehua，niyongyuandoushilinjiadenver！”
woniezhesanzhanghekazhanzaiyipangkanzhezheihehemeimeideyijiasikou，sumiaozhishangyijingzhanshanglewoshouxindehanzi。
diyiciyoule“wohenduoyu”dexiangfa。
shuozhetamenjiuyaocuyongzhelinqingliwanghuizou，meiyourenjiqiwo。
除了林清梨。
“suirankapianzuodehenjianlou，keshineibijingshijiejiedeyipianxinyi......”
linxingjicongwoshouzhongbahekaqiangguoqu，limianhaiyouwoxiedejiduanhua，tameiyoudakaikan，jiuzhijiejianghekasisuile。
“zheimehansuandejianmianli，zenmepeideshangwomenlinjiazheiyangdeshenfen。”
tajianghekasuishourengjinlajitong，shengpaduonazaishouliyikehuinongzangtadeshou。
我的头埋得更低了。
mamakanzhewozheifuxiaojiaziqideyangzi，liansehenfuza，zuizhonghaishitanlekouqi：“linying，genshang。”
