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shuming《wosihou，qiziyeyeqiaowofangmen》，xianrujinzhengzailianzaizhong，zhuyaorenwuyoujiangliyanlingji，shiwangluozuozhelinluerdujiasuoxiede，wenzhangwuguanggaobanbenhenxijing，jianjieruxia：“juranzheimekuaijiuzhaodaoleqiaomen。nijiaoshenmemingzi？”“fanxian。”“fanxian……shouxishujujiagoushi，tianqiongxitongdechuangzaozhe。zeze，guchanggehaizhenshedebata……

精彩章节

wosihou，qiziyeyeqiaowofangmen。wojiaofanxian。dui，jiushinixiangdaodeneigefanxian。buzhiweihe，

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1“laogong，hewanzheibeiniunaizaishuiba。”jianglibayibeiwenredeniunaididaowozuibian，

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jianglimeiyoulikaishufang，tajiuzhanzaiwoshenhou，ananjingjingdikanzhewo。wonengganjuedaotademuguang，

luozaiwodehoujingshang，youdiantang。“axian，”tahurankaikou，shengyinhenqing，“niaiwoma？

”woqiaojianpandeshoutingleyixia，niutoukanta，juedeyoudianhaoxiao，“zheidoulaofulaoqile，wenzheigeganshenme？

”“nijiushuo，niaibuaiwo。”tajianchizhe，yanshenliyouyizhongwokanbudongdedongxi，xiangshijinzhang，

youxiangshibeishang。“ai，dangranai。”wohuidadehaobuyouyu。taxiaole，xiaodehenhaokan，

yanjiaoquehaoxiangyoudianshirun。“woyeaini。”tacouguolai，congbeihoubaozhuwo，lianjiatiezaiwodebeishang，

“suoyi，duibuqile。”wohaimeifanyingguolaitazheijuhuashishenmeyisi，

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woruanruandidaolexiaqu，daozaitahuaili。wonengganjuedaotabaozhewo，shentizaifadou。erbianchuanlaikaimendeshengyin，

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”jianglideshengyindaizhekuqiang，doudelihai。“kushenme？zheishitazuihaodeguisu。”nanrenshuo，

“batadaidao‘shenyuan’rukouqu。”wodeshentibeijialeqilai，yishiduanduanxuxude。wopinmingxiangzhengkaiyan，

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woganjuedaoyishuangrouruandeshou，fangzailewodexiongkou。shijianglideshou。napagezheyifu，woyenengrenchulai。

“axian，duibuqi……duibuqi……”tazaiwoerbianyibianyouyibiandizhongfuzhe，shengyinsuidebuchengyangzi。

yidiwenredeyeti，dizailewodelianshang。shitadeyanlei。tabawotuijindiyudeshihou，kule。weishenme？

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anxialewoshenxiapingtaideyigehongseanniu。pingtaijuliezhendongqilai，jiaoxiadejinshubanshunjiandakai，

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zhanzheyigechuanzheheisexizhuangdenanren，zhengjugaolinxiadikanzheta，lianshangdaizheyisiruoyouruowudexiaoyi。

neigenanren，shiwodedingtoushangsi，gongsidefuzongcai，guchangge。2wobuzhidaozijizhuiluoleduojiu。

zheilimeiyoushijian，meiyoukongjian，zhiyouyipianchuncuide、lingrenfafengdeheianhejijing。

zheijiushi“shujushenyuan”ma？gongsizuigaojibiedeyishijianyu，yonglaiqiujinneixieqiequhexinshujudepantu。

chuanwenjinruzheilideren，yishihuibeishujuliubuduanchongshua、silie、zhongzu，

zhidaochedibianchengyigemeiyousixiangde**，huozhezaiwujindetongkuzhongziwoxiaosan。womeiqiequshuju。

woshibeiyuanwangde。shibeiwodeqizi，hewodeshangsi，lianshouxianhaide。

fennuhebuganxiangshihuoyanyiyangzhuoshaozhewodeyishi，kewoshenmedouzuobule。womeiyoushenti，

zhishiyituanpiaofudeyishiti。turan，zhouweideheiankaishibianhua。

wushufaguangdeshujuliuxiangpubuyiyangcongsimianbafangyonglai，chuantouwodeyishi。

neishiyizhongwufayongyuyanxingrongdetongku。wodejiyi，wodeqinggan，wodeyiqie，

douxiangshibeiwushubadaoziqiegezhe。

wohejianglidiyicijianmiandechangjing、womenzaiyuzhongjiewendechangjing、womenhunlishangxuanshidechangjing……yimuyimu，

beiqiangxingcongwonaozilibolichulai，ranhousichengsuipian。jiezhe，shigengkepadehuanjue。

wokandaowodefumuyinweiwode“pantao”beigongsikongzhi，shoujinzhemo。

wokandaowodepengyoumendouduiwotuoqibuyi，mawoshige**depantu。wokandaojiangliheguchanggezhanzaiyiqi，

xiaodehenkaixin，tayiweizaitahuaili，shuozhewocengjingshiduomedeaishi。“bu！zheibushizhende！

”wofengkuangdipaoxiaozhe，kefabuchurenheshengyin。zheixiehuamian，zheixieshengyin，yibianyouyibiandixunhuanbofang，

meiyicidoubishangyicigengzhenshi，gengtongku。tamenzaicuihuiwodeyizhi，xiangrangwoxiangxinzheiyiqie。

buzhidaoguoleduojiu，kenengshiyitian，yekenengshiyinian。wokaishimamule。tongkuhaizaijixu，

danwodeyishiyijingkaishihuansan。yexu，jiuzheiyangxiaosandiao，yeshiyizhongjietuo。jiuzaiwokuaiyaofangqideshihou，

yigeqingcuidenvsheng，turanzaiwoyishishenchuxiangqi。“wei，xinlaide，haihuozhema？”zheigeshengyin，

xiangshiyidaoshandian，pikailezheipiansijideheian。womengdiyizhen，huansandeyishizhongxinningjuqilai。“shei？

nishishei？”woyongyinianhuiying。“yigeheniyiyang，beikunzaizheilidekelianchong。

”neigenvshengdaizheyisiwanweiheyonglan，“kannikuaibuxingle，jinitigexing。zheixieshujuliushiyouguilvde，

tamenzaigongjinidejiyimaodian。shouzhunizuizhongyaodeneiduanjiyi，bierangtabeichongkua，burannijiuzhenwandanle。

”zuizhongyaodejiyi？wodenaozilishunjianshanguowushuhuamian。zuihou，dinggezailejianglituiwoxialaideneiyike。

taliuzheleidelian。neidiguntangdeyanlei。taweishenmeyaoku？zheigewenti，xiangyigendingzi，

sisididingzailewodeyishihexin。wobunengjiuzheimexiaoshi。woyaochuqu，woyaozhaodaota，woyaoqinkouwenta！

zheigeniantouyiqi，yiguqiangdadeqiushengyucongwoyishishenchubaofachulai。wokaishichangshiduikangneixieshujuliu。

tamenchongguolai，sichewodejiyi，wojiusisidishouzhejiangliliuleideneigehuamian。hentongku，meiyiciduikang，

douxiangshilinghunbeisilie。danwokangzhule。wofaxian，dangwojizhongquanbuyinianqushouhuyigejiyidiandeshihou，

neixieshujuliudechongjili，sihubianruoleyixie。“youdianyisi。”neigenvshengzaicixiangqi，

“juranzheimekuaijiuzhaodaoleqiaomen。nijiaoshenmemingzi？”“fanxian。”“fanxian……shouxishujujiagoushi，

tianqiongxitongdechuangzaozhe。zeze，guchanggehaizhenshedebatadewangpaijirengxialai。”“nirenshiwo？

yerenshiguchangge？”wojiqiediwen。“dangran。wohaizhidao，nilaopoqinshoubanisongxialaide。

”nvrendeshengyinlichongmanlexixue，“ganjuezenmeyang？beizuiaiderenbeipandeziwei？”“nidaodishishei？

”“wojiaoyanlingji。zhiyuwoshishei……nikeyibawodangchengzheilide‘laozhuhu’。huozhe，

ruguoninengjiwodianhaochu，woyekeyidangnide‘yinluren’。”“haochu？woxianzaizhishiyituanyishi，

nengjinishenmehaochu？”“nidezhuanyezhishi。”yanlingjishuo，“nishishujujiagoushi，erzheili，

jiushiyigepangdadaowubianwujideshuju**ti。tadehexindaima，fuzayoumiren。erwo，

zhenghaoduitayoudianxingqu。bangwojiexita，wojiubangnichuqu。”congshujushenyuanchuqu？zheigenbenshibukenengde。

gongsideziliaolixiedehenqingchu，shujushenyuanshidanxiangtongdao，youjinwuchu。“biebuxin。

”yanlingjisihucaidaolewodexiangfa，“guidingshiside，renshihuode。zhiyaoshidaima，jiuyidingyouloudong。

zhishizheilidedaimataigaoji，woyigerengaobuding。”“wopingshenmexiangxinni？”“nimeidexuan。

”yanlingjideshengyinlenglexialai，“yaomegenwohezuo，zhaoyixianshengji。yaome，

nijiuzaizheilibeishujuliumanmanzhemochengyige**。nizijixuan。”wochenmole。tashuodedui，

woxianzaiyijingmeishenmekeyishiqudele。“hao，wodayingni。”woshuo，“danwohaiyouyigetiaojian。”“shuo。

”“woyaokandaowaimiandeqingkuang，tebieshi……jianglide。”yanlingjiqingxiaoleyisheng，“meiwenti。zheihenjiandan，

zheilideyishichang，ouerhuihewaijiedezhongduanchanshengweiruodegongming。zhiyaobuzhuodaoxinhao，

wojiunengjini‘zhibo’。buguo，woquannizuihaobiekan，huiyingxiangnixinqingde。”“woyaokan。”wojianchidao。

“xingba，suini。”shuowan，yanlingjideshengyinxiaoshile。zhouweiyouhuifulejijing，danzheici，

womeiyouzaigandaojuewang。wodexinli，ranqileyituanhuo。jiangli，guchangge。dengzhewo。woyidinghuichuqude。

3zaiyanlingjidezhidaoxia，wokaishixuexiruhezaizheipianshujuhaiyangzhong“shengcun”。

wobuzaibeidongdichengshoushujuliudechongji，ershixuezhequfenxitamen，lijietamen。jiuxiangyanlingjishuode，

zheixieshujuliubingfeizaluanwuzhang，tamenzunxunzhemouzhongdicengluojizaiyunxing，xiangshiyitaojingmidekuxingchengxu。

wodezhuanyezhishizaizheilipaishangleyongchang。wokaishichangshijiexizheixiedaima，guochengfeichangtongku，meiyicijiexi，

douxiangshibazijideyishirousuilezaihedaimaronghezaiyiqi。danmeiyicichenggong，

wodounengganjuedaozijideyishitibiandegengningshiyifen。woduizheigeshujushenyuandezhangkongli，

yezaiyidiandiandizengqiang。“gandebucuoma，fanxian。”yanlingjideshengyinouerhuixiangqi，duiwojinxingyixiezhidian，

“zhaozheigesudu，buchusangeyue，nijiunengzaizheilimianziyou‘xingzou’le。”“nishuode‘zhibo’ni？

”wowen。zheishiwojianchixiaqudezuidadongli。“jishenme。”yanlingjilanyangyangdishuo，

“xinhaobuzhuoxuyaoshiji，erqiehenhaofeiwodenengliang。re，jihuilaile，shengzhediankan。”tahuayingangluo，

woyanqiandeheianturanbodongqilai，xiangshuimianyiyang。jinjiezhe，yifuhuamianchuxianzaiwomianqian。

neishiyigezhuangxiushuxideketing。shiwodejia。ketinglimeiyoukaideng，guangxianhenan，zhiyoudianshipingmuzaishanshuozhe。

pingmushangfangzhewuliaodewuyeguanggao，danmeirenkan。jianglijiuzuozaishafashang，quansuozheshenti，

huailibaozheyigekongjiuping。chajishang，dongdaoxiwaidifangzhehaojigekongpingzi。tashoulehenduo，liansecangbai，

toufaluanzaozaode，yanjingkongdongdikanzhedianshidefangxiang，meiyoujiaoju。zheicaiguoquduojiu？

tazenmebianchenglezheigeyangzi？tabushiyinggaiheguchanggezaiyiqi，qingzhutamendeshenglima？

huamianlidejianglidongle。tahuanghuangyouyoudizhanqilai，naqichajishangyigehaimeikaidejiuping，ningkaigaizi，

zhijieduizhepingkouheleqilai。xinladejiuyeqiangdetajuliedikesouqilai，yanleidoukechulaile。tayibianke，

yibianxiao，xiaoshengzaizheijijingdeyeli，xiandegewaiqili。“fanxian……nizheige**……”tanannanziyu，

“niweishenmebuduokai……niweishenmebumawo……”taliangliangqiangqiangdizouxiangwoshidefangxiang，

neishiwomendewoshi。zoudaomenkou，tatinglexialai。shenchushou，sihuxiangqutuimen，danshoutaidaoyiban，

youtingzhule，xuanzaikongzhong，weiweifadou。tajiuneimezhanzhe，yidongbudong，xiangyizundiaoxiang。guolehenjiu，

taxiangshizhongyuguqileyongqi，yongzhijie，qingqingdiqiaoleqiaomen。“dong。”yisheng。henqing。“axian，

wocuole……nikaikaimen，haobuhao？”tadeshengyindaizhenongzhongdebiyin，chongmanleaiqiu，

“wozhidaonizailimian……nibiebuliwo……”fangjianlidangranmeiyourenhuiying。“dong，dong，dong。

”tayouqiaolesanxia，bigangcaizhongleyixie。“nichulaia……nidawo，

nimawo……qiuqiunile……biebuliwo……”takaishiyonglidichuimen，yibianchuiyibianku。“fanyixian！

nijiwochulai！nizheigenuofu！niyiweiniduoqilaijiumeishilema？nichulaia！”takuhanzhe，chuidazhe，

zuihou，xiangshiyongjinlequanshendeliqi，shunzhemenbanhuazuozaidishang，baozhexigai，batoumaijinqu，

fachuyayiyoujuewangdewuyan。huamiandaozheili，jiaranerzhi。wodeyishitijuliedizhandouzhe，

yizhongbishujuliusiliehaiyaotongkubaibeideqingxu，shunjianyanmeilewo。fennu，yuanhen，bujie，haiyou……xinteng。

fuzadeqingxujiaozhizaiyiqi，jihuyaobawodeyishisisui。“kandaoleba？”yanlingjideshengyinyouyouxiangqi，

“zheijiushinixinxinnianniandenvren。banituixiadiyu，ranhouzijiyouhouhuile。nishuo，tashibushihenkexiao？

”womeiyouhuida。wozhishisisididingzhehuamianxiaoshidedifang。jiangli，nidaodizaigaoshenmegui？

nishizaiyanxijisheikan？yanjiwokanma？haishishuo，zheibeihou，zhendeyoushenmewobuzhidaodeyinqing？“biexiangle。

”yanling...jishuo，“xiangdeyueduo，nideyishijiuyuebuwending，henrongyibeishujuliuchenxuerru。

jizhongjingshen，jixujiexidaima。nizhiyoubiandegengqiang，cainengzhaodaodaan。”tashuodedui。

woqiangpozijilengjingxialai，basuoyoudeqingxudouyaxiaqu，zhongxintourudaoduidaimadejiexizhong。

danjianglineizhangleiliumanmiandelian，hetajuewangdekusheng，quexiangluoyinyiyang，shenshendikezailewodeyishili，

huizhibuqu。4shijianyitiantianguoqu。woduishujushenyuandejiexiyuelaiyueshenru。

woyijingbuzaishineigezhinengbeidongaidadeyishitile。woxianzaikeyizhudongyindaoyixiaobufenshujuliu，

rangtamenweiwosuoyong。biru，wokeyigoujianyigedulideyishikongjian，laidiyuwaijiedechongji，

rangzijidedaopiankedechuanxi。zheigexiaokongjianli，wokeyimonichurenhewoxiangyaodedongxi。yizhangchuang，

yibayizi，shenzhi……yigemohuderenying。wojingchanghuimonichujianglideyangzi。tajiuzuozaiwoduimian，

ananjingjingdikanzhewo，bushuohua。wozhidaozheishijiade，danzheinengrangwodexinpingjingxialai。

woheyanlingjidejiaoliuyeduoleqilai。taxiangyigejinzhidelaoshi，zaiwoyudaopingjingdeshihou，

zongnengjiwoyixieguanjiandetishi。danwoduitadelejie，yiranjinxianyuyigemingzi。“nidaodishishenmeren？

”youyici，worenbuzhuwenta，“nihaoxiangduigongsihenlejie，duiguchanggeyehenlejie。”“wo？

”yanlingjideshengyindunledun，sihuzaihuiyi，“wozhishiyige……beitapaoqideshibaipineryi。

”“shibaipin？”“guchanggezheigeren，yexinhenda。taxiangyaode，bujinjinshigongsidefuzongcai，

taxiangchengweishen，yigekeyizhangkongsuoyourenyishideshen。”yanlingjideyuqilitouzheyigulengyi，

“erzheigeshujushenyuan，jiushitadeshiyanshi。zaibanirengjinlaizhiqian，tayijingyonghenduorenzuoguoshiyanle，

wojiushiqizhongzhiyi。”wodexinlixianqilejingtaohailang。“taxiangganshenme？”“taxiangzhaodaoyizhongfangfa，

keyiboli、fuzhi、shenzhicuangairenleideyishi。tarenwei，rendeshentishileizhui，zhiyouchuncuideyishi，

cainengdadaoyongsheng。”yanlingjishuo，“tianqiongxitong，jiushitashixianzheigejihuazuiguanjiandeyibu。erni，fanxian，

zuoweitianqiongxitongdechuangzaozhe，nideyishishuju，duitalaishuo，shizheigeshijieshangzuibaoguidecaifu。

”woshunjianmingbaile。“suoyi，tabushixianghuidiaowo，tashixiang……dedaowo？”“meicuo。

tabanirengjinshujushenyuan，jiushixiangyongzheilideshujuliu，

banideyishidamochengzuiyuanshi、zuichuncuideshujuxingtai，ranhou，zaijuweijiyou。jiuxiangdamoyikezuanshiyiyang。

”“neijianglini？taweishenmeyaobangta？”zheishiwozuixiangbutongdedifang。“zheigewojiubuzhidaole。

”yanlingjishuo，“guchanggekongzhirendeshouduanyouhenduozhong。weibi，liyou，huozhe……genggaojideqinggancaokong。

yexunilaopoyoushenmebabingzaitashoushang，yexutabeixinaole。sheizhidaoni。nanrena，

zongshiduizijinvrendezhongcheng，baoyoubuqieshijidehuanxiang。”tadehuaxiangyigenci，zhazaiwoxinshang。

“nihaoxiangduitahenlejie。”“dangran，bijing……wocengjingshitadeshouxizhuli，

yeshitianqiongxitongzuichudegoujiashizhiyi。”wolengzhule。zheigexinxiliangtaidale。“houlai，

wodexiangfahetachanshenglefenqi，tajiubaworengdaolezheili。”yanlingjideyuqihenpingdan，

xiangshizaishuobierendegushi，“wobinizaojinlailiangnian。kexi，wodezhuanyebushishujujiagou，

ershirengongzhinengsuanfa。suoyiwozhinengzaizheiliganhaozhe，zhidaonidechuxian。”“suoyi，womenxianzaidehezuo，

shizaiduikangguchangge？”“keyizheimeshuo。”yanlingjishuo，“bangwo，jiushibangniziji。

zhiyaowomennengjiexichushujushenyuandehexinkongzhidaima，womenjiunengfankeweizhu，bazheilibianchengwomendedipan。

daoshihou，bieshuochuqu，jiusuanbaguchanggeneige**lajinlai，yebushibukeneng。”tadeshengyinli，

chongmanleyouhuoli。hezheiyangyigeshenmiyouqiangdadenvrenhezuo，wuyiyuyuhumoupi。danjiuxiangtadangchushuode，

womeidexuan。“hao。”wodayingle。congneitianqi，womendehezuojinruleyigexindejieduan。

takaishixiangwochuanshouyixieguanyurengongzhinengsuanfadezhishi，erwo，

yebawodeshujujiagoulilunhaowubaoliudijiaojita。womendeyishi，yiqiansuoweiyoudefangshi，

kaishironghe、jiaoliu。wonengganjuedao，yizhangwuxingdedawang，zhengzaiyouwomenliangrenlianshou，

manmandizaizheipianshujushenyuanzhongpukai。erwo，yelizhenxiangyuelaiyuejinle。5youguoleyiduanshijian。

wodenengliyijingjinfeixibi。xianzai，wokeyizaishujushenyuanli，xiangduiziyoudiyidongwodeyishi。

woshenzhikeyizhudongqubuzhuowaijiedexinhao，erbuxuyaozaiyilaiyanlingji。dangran，zheixuyaoxiaohaojudadenengliang，

meici“kuitan”zhihou，wodouhuigandaoyishitiyizhenxuruo。danwohaishirenbuzhu。woxiangkankanjiangli。

woxiangzhidaotaxianzaizenmeyangle。wobayishitoushechuqu，xinhaohenkuaijiulianjieshanglewomenjiadewangluoshexiangtou。

shishenye。woshilikaizheyizhanhunhuangdechuangtoudeng。jianglitangzaichuangshang，sihushishuizhele。tashuidehenbuanwen，

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【di93tian。】【fanxian，woyoumengdaonile。】【mengli，nizhanzaiwoduimian，wenwoweishenmeyaoneimezuo。

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