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“bu……”woshishengninan。zheibushiwodejiyi。jueduibushi。wohezhanqinghe，caiganggangrenshisangeyue。

womenshizaichengdongneijiamingjiao“shunjian”dehualangrenshide。neitianyangguanghenhao，tachuanzheyijianbaichenshan，

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zheisangeyue，shiworenshengzhongzuikuailedeshiguang。womenyiqikanrichu，yiqizaishenyedejietousanbu，

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fangfotayijingkanguowozheifushihunluopodeyangzi，henduohenduocile。“zhishidixuetang，”taqingshengshuo，

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tazhidaowonaozilineikuaijianguidexinpian。tazhidaowozai……“chileta。”zhanqinghedaduanlewosuoyoudesixu。

tadeyuqiyiranwenrou，quedaizheyisiburongjujuedemingling。neiketang，jiutingzaiwodechunbian。

daizheningmengdeqingxiang，yedaizhe……huangyandeweidao。wozhangkaizui，hanzhuleta。suantiandezhiyezaishejianzhakai。

neiguyaojiangwosiliedejutong，kaishihuanhuantuichao。niuqudeshijie，zhengzaiyidiandianhuifuyuanzhuang。

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jindaowonengkanqingtaxianzhangdejiemao，nengwendaotashenshangneiguganjingde、xiangxuesongyiyangdeqixi。tazaiwoerbian，

yongzhiyouwomenlianggerennengtingjiandeshengyin，shuoleyijurangworuzhuibingkudehua。tashuo：“xixi，biepa。

”“xiayici……wohuirangnigengwanyidianxiangqilai。”dierjiewodeshijie，chedibengtale。

zaitaneijuhualuoxiadeshunjian。danaolidexinpian，fangfobeizheijuqingroude“zhouyu”jihuo。

zuihoucancundelizhigaosuwo，zheishi“zhongzhi”chengxuqidongdexinhao。wowanle。wokanzhezhanqinghe。

tadelianzaiwodeshiyeli，zaicibiandemohu。zheiyici，bushiyinweitengtong。shiyinwei……yanlei。

woshenzhibuzhidaozijizaiku。zhishijuedeyoushenmewenredeyeti，bushoukongzhidicongyankuangliyongchulai，

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wohuanhuanzhengkaiyan。yingruyanliande，shiyipianjudade、beiyangguangqiegechengwushuguangbandeluodichuang。chuangwai，

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dagaishizuijinweileganxiangmu，aoletaiduoyeba。wochengzheshenzizuoqilai，

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waitaoshang，youyigudandandexuesongxiang。henhaowen。wozhengyihuozhe，yigewenhedenanshengcongbuyuanchuchuanlai。

“nixingle？”woxunshengwangqu。zhiyiyan，wodehuxijiutingzhile。neigenanren，

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dong。dong。dong。xiangleigu。takanzhewo，weiweilengleyixia，suiji，zuijiaogouqiyimolimaoerwenhedexiao。

“baoqian，gangcaikandaonihaoxiangshuizhele，panizheliang，jiushanzi……”tazhilezhiwoshenshangdexizhuangwaitao。

“a……mei、meiguanxi。”wodeshengyinyouxiejieba，lianjiabushoukongzhidikaishifatang。“xiexieni。

”taxiaolexiao，maikaizhangtui，chaowozouguolai。meiyibu，douxiangshicaizaiwodexinjianshang。“wojiaozhanqinghe。

”tazaiwomianqianzhanding，chaowoshenchushou，“gangcaikannishuidehenchen，yizhimeirenxindarao。”“ruanxi。

”wojihushilikejiuwozhuletadeshou。tadeshouzhang，kuandaerwennuan。chupengdaodeshunjian，

yiguqiyide、wufayanyudeshuxigan，xiangdianliuyiyangcuanbianwodequanshen。wo……renshitama？bukeneng。

zheiyangderen，woruguojianguo，juebukenengwangji。“ruanxi……”tadishengnianzhewodemingzi，

yandidexiaoyigengshenle，“henhaotingdemingzi。”wodeliangengtangle。“nidemingzi……yehenhaoting。

”zheiduihua，zhenshigaisidemeiyingyang。kewojiushikongzhibuzhuziji。woganjuezijixianggeqingdouchu-kaideshazi。

“nihenxihuanzheifuhuama？”weiledapoganga，wozhilezhitagangcaizhanzhedeneifuhua，

shituzhaohuiwozuoweiyiminglikeboshidelengjingheluoji。neifuhua，mingjiao《chaoxi》。

zhanqingheshunzhewodeshouzhikanguoqu，yanshenliliuluchuyisizanshang。“ng，henxihuan。”tashuo，

“youqishihuajiaduihaishuicengcigandechuli，feichangtebie。”wodexin，youloutiaoleyipai。“niyekanchulaile？

”woyouxiejingxidiwen。“ng？”“zheifuhuadezuozhe，yongleyizhongfeichanghanjiandekuangwuyanliao，

”wojihushituokouerchu，daizheyizhongjiyufenxiangdexingfen，“zheizhongyanliaodefenzijiegouhenteshu，

nengzaibutongguangxianxiazheshechuwanquanbutongdelanseguangze，suoyicai……”woshuodaoyiban，turantingzhule。

yinweiwokandao，zhanqinghedeyanshen，bianle。takanzhewo，neishuangshensuideyanjingli，

buzaishidanchundexinshanghewenhe。ershi……yizhonghunzazhexinteng、xiyue、hewujinbeishangde，

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disanjiezheigeniantourangwoxinligedengyixia。woyidingshifengle。womencaigangrenshi。“baoqian，

”zhanqinghesihuyechajuedaolezijideshitai，taxunsushoulianleneizhongguoyunongliedeqingxu，

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youhezijizhiquxiangtoudenanrenduoliaojijuni？jiexialaideyigexiaoshi，womenzhendeliaolehenduo。

congyishuliaodaoyuzhou，congyanliaodehuaxuegouchengliaodaozhongzixingdemidu。wojingyadifaxian，

womenzhijianyouzhejingrendemoqi。wopaochudemeiyigegeng，tadounengjiezhu。wotidaodemeiyigelengpidezhishidian，

tadounenghewoshenrutantao。tajiuxiang……shijieshangdelingyigewo。bu，bineigengqihe。

taxiangshiwoyishidelingyibanpintu。zheizhongganjue，taiqimiaole。yetai……weixianle。“kanlai，

womenyouhenduogongtonghuati。”hualangkuaiyaobiguandeshihou，zhanqinghekanzhewo，

yanlidexiaoyixiangshirousuiledexingguang。wodexintiao，zaicishikong。“shia。”wodizhetou，

bugankantadeyanjing，zhinengdingzhezijineibuzhengqide、weiweifahongdezhijian。

“nei……weileqingzhuwomenjintian‘ouyu’chenggong，”tadunledun，shengyinlidaizheyisibuyichachadexiaoyi，

“buzhidaowoyoumeiyourongxing，qingruan**gongjinwancan？”laile。gaiside，zhongyulaile。

woganjuezijidexinzangdoukuaiyaoconghoulonglitiaochulaile。woyinggaijinchiyidian。zhishao，jiazhuangsikaosanmiaozhong。

keshi，wodezui，wanquanbushouwodedanaokongzhi。“haoa。

”yigeqingcuide、daizhewozijidounengtingchulaidequeyuedeshengyin，congwozuilimaolechulai。shuowanwojiuhouhuile。

taibujinchile。woaonaoditaiqitou，zhunbeizhaobujiju。quezhenghaoduishangzhanqingheneishuanghanxiaodeyanjing。

tadeyanshenli，meiyousihaodeyiwai。zhiyou……manmande，jihuyaoyichulaidechongni。jiuhaoxiang，

tazaojiuzhidaowohuidayingyiyang。……neiwandewancan，womenchidehenyukuai。

zhanqinghexuanleyijiafeichangyazhidefacanting。tadiandemeiyidaocai，doujingzhundicaizailewodeweileishang。

shenzhilianneipingzuocandebaiputaojiu，doushiwozuixihuandechanquhenianfen。ruguoshuo，

xiawuzaihualangdexiangyushiqiaohe。neixianzai，zheiyiqie，jiuqiaohedeyouxieguofenle。

“nizenmezhidao……woxihuanzheixie？”wozhongyuhaishimeirenzhu，huanglehuangshoulidejiubei，

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“wocaide。”tahuidadeyundanfengqing。“caide？”wobuxin。“ng，”tadiantou，mantiaosilidijieshi，

“yigehuicongfenzijiegoujieduyishudelikeboshi，kouweitongchanghuibijiao……yanjin。”“yanjin？”“dui，

”tachaqiyixiaokuainiupai，didaowozuibian，dongzuozirandefangfowomenyijingzuoguoqianbaici，“jiuxiangzheikuaifeili，

wufenshu，duoyifenzelao，shaoyifenzesheng。heniyiyang，jingzhun，qieqiadaohaochu。

”wobeitazheitaowailixieshuonongdeyileng。xiayishidizhangzui，chidiaoleneikuainiupai。rouzhixiannen，zhishuifengying。

queshi，qiadaohaochu。wodelian，youkaishibuzhengqidifatang。zheigenanren，taihuile。tadeyiyanyixing，

yijuyidong，douxiangjingguojingmijisuanyiyang，wanmeidigongjizhewodemeiyigefangxian。woganjuezijizaitamianqian，

jiuxiangyigewanquanbushefangdeshazi。bu。budui。shi……liewu。yigexinganqingyuan，

yibubuzoujintajingxinbuzhidexianjinglideliewu。disijiewohezhanqinghedeguanxi，jinzhandekuaidaobukesiyi。

wancanhoudediertian，tayuewoqukanleyichangyinlehui。disantian，womenyiqiqupashan，

zaishandingkanlejuemeiderichu。disitian，tadaiwoquletadegongzuoshi。tadegongzuoshi，

zaiyigehenanjingdedingcenggongyuli。limianbaimanlegezhonggeyangdehuazuoheshejigao。fenggeduobian，caihuahengyi。

wozhanzaiyiduibanchengpindediaosuzhongjian，ganjuezijixiangshichuangruleyigetiancaidemimihuayuan。“suibiankan。

”zhanqinghedijiwoyibeiwenshui，shengyinlidaizhexiaoyi。wodiandiantou，muguangquebeiqiangjiaodeyifuhuaxiyinle。

neishiyifuweiwanchengdeyouhua。huashang，shiyigenvrendebeiying。

tazhanzaiyipianshenlansede、xiangshixingkongyouxiangshishenhaidebeijingqian，shenxingxianxi，zitaiguao。buzhidaoweishenme，

wokanzheneigebeiying，juede……henshuxi。“zheishi……”worenbuzhukaikou。“yigemeng。

”zhanqinghezoudaowoshenbian，hewoyiqikanzheneifuhua。“meng？”“ng，”taqingshengshuo，

“wozongshihuifanfumengdaozheigechangjing。yigenvren，zhanzaiyipianxuwuli。wokanbuqingtadelian，yezhuabuzhuta。

meiciwoyikaojin，tajiuhuixiaoshi。”tadeshengyinhenqing，quexiangyigenyumao，qingqingsaoguazhewodexinzang。

youdianyang。youyoudian……teng。“suoyi，nixiangbatahuaxialai？”wowen。“woxiangliuzhuta。”tajiuzhengdao，

ceguotou，shenshendikanzhewo，“dan，wohaoxiang……huabuchulai。”“weishenme？

”“yinweiwobuzhidao……tazhuanguoshen，huishishenmeyangzi。”tademuguang，zhuanzhuerguntang。

woganjuezijidehuxi，youkaishibiandebuwen。woyouyizhongqiangliedeyugan。tajiexialaiyaoshuodehua，

huichedigaibianwomenzhijiandeguanxi。guoran。tahuanhuantaiqishou，yongzhifuqingqingpenglepengwodelianjia。tadezhijian，

daizheyisiliangyi，quexiangluotieyiyang，zaiwopifushangliuxiazhuoredechugan。“zhidao……”tadunledun，

shengyinbiandeyouxieshaya，“woyujianleni。”“ruanxi。”“wohaoxiang……zhidaotayinggaishishenmeyangzile。

”wodedanao，yipiankongbai。suoyoudelengjing，suoyoudelizhi，douzaitazheijuhuali，tubengwajie。

wozhinengyanzhengzhengdikanzheta，yidiandian，yidiandiandixiang**jin。tadeqixi，hunhezhesongmuheyanliaodeweidao，

jiangwozhenggerenbaoguo。ranhou，yigeqingroude、daizheshitanyiweidewen，luozailewodechunshang。neiyishunjian。

woyouwendaole。neigu，zhizaihualangchuxianguoyicide，nongyudexuesongxiang。yiji……yigujiqiweiruode，

jihubeiwanquanyangaide……xiaodushuideweidao。wodeshenti，mengdiyijiang。neigebaisede、lingrenzhixidehuanjue，

zaicihaowuyuzhaodi，chongjinwodenaohai。zhanqinghetangzaibingchuangshang，cangbaidelian。binglengdeyiliaoqixie，

fachudandiaodedidisheng。“a——！”wojianjiaoyisheng，mengdituikaileta。judadekonghuang，

xiangchaoshuiyiyangjiangwoyanmei。woliangqiangzhehoutui，zhuangdaolepangbiandehuajia。yanliaohehuabi，sanluoyidi。

langbeibukan。“nizenmele？”zhanqinghebeiwotuidehoutuileyibu，lianshangmanshicuoehedanyou。

taxiangshangqianfuwo，quebeiwojingkongdeyanshenzhizhile。“bieguolai！”woshengyinzhandou，zhizheta，

“ni……nidaodishishei？”“ruanxi，nilengjingdian。”“wolengjingbule！”woxiesidilidihandao，

“neixiehuamian……daodishishenme？yiyuan！bingchuang！ni……nishibushishengbingle？

nishibushiyoushenmeshimanzhewo？”zhanqinghekanzhewo，yanshenlishanguoyisiwokanbudongdetongchu。

tachenmolehenjiu。jiudaowoyiweitabuhuihuida。ranhou，tahuanhuandi，dianlediantou。“shi。”tashuo。

“woshengbingle。”diwujiewodexin，mengdichenlexiaqu。xiangbeiyikuaijushi，henhendizajinleshenyuan。

“shenme……bing？”wodeshengyin，doudebuchengyangzi。zhanqinghemeiyoulikehuida。tazhishijingjingdikanzhewo，

neishuangshensuideyanjing，xiangyikougujing，limianzangzhetaiduowokanbudongdeqingxu。ranhou，tazichaodixiaoleyixia。

neixiaorong，bikuhainankan。“yizhong……huirangrenmanmanwangjiyiqiedebing。”tashuodeyundanfengqi，

woquetingdehunshenfaleng。“yichuanxingdeshenjingtuixingxingjibing。muqian，wuyaokeyi。

”“suoyi……”wojiannanditunyanleyixiakoushui，ganjuehoulongliyouganyouse，

“nihenkuai……jiuhuibawowangle？”“bu。”zhanqingheyaotou，foudingdehenkuai。tayibubuchaowozouguolai，

wushiwoyanzhongdejingkonghekangju，jiangwojinjindi、jinjindiyongruhuaizhong。tadehuaibao，henwennuan。

daizheneiguhaowendexuesongxiang。quezaiyewufarangwogandaoanxin。“wobuhuiwangjini。

”tabatoumaizaiwodejingwoli，shengyinmenmende，daizheyisibuyichajuedegengyan。“yongyuanbuhui。

”“wozhishi……paniwanglewo。”wodeshenti，chedijiangzhule。tazheijuhua，shishenmeyisi？

woweishenmehui……wangleta？“nikandaodeneixiehuamian，”tajixushuo，shengyinzaiwoerbian，

xiangmozhouyiyanghuixiang，“bushihuanjue。”“neishi……wodejiyi。”“shenme？

”wonanyizhixindidengdaleyanjing。“wobuzhidaoweishenme，nihaoxiang……nengkandaotamen。

”zhanqingheshoujinlebaozhewodeshoubei，fangfopawoxiayimiaojiuhuixiaoshi，

“yexushiyinwei……womenzhijiandelianxi，taishenle。”tadejieshi，huangmiu，liqi。

wanquanbufuhewosuojieshouderenhekexuelilun。keshi……wokanzhesanluoyididehuagao，

kanzheqiangshangneifuweiwanchengdebeiying。kanzhetayanzhongneihuabukaidebeishang。wojingran……kaishidongyaole。nandao，

zhendeyouzheizhongchaoyuekexuedelianxicunzaima？nandao，woduitaneifenbukesiyide、sumingbandexiyinli，

douyuanyuci？“suoyi，nijiejinwo，shiyinwei……”woshitucongzheituanluanmazhong，lichuyitiaoluojixian。

“yinwei，congwojiandaonidediyiyanqi，”zhanqinghedaduanlewo，taiqitou，yongneishuangguntangdeyanjing，

sisidisuozhuwo，“wojiuzhidao，nishibuyiyangde。”“ruanxi，wokuaimeiyoushijianle。

”“zaiwowangjizheigeshijiezhiqian，woxiang……zisiyici。”“woxianghenizaiyiqi。”“napazhiyouyitian，

yigexiaoshi，yifenzhong。”tadegaobai，chire，erjuewang。xiangfeiepuhuo，mingzhihuifenshensuigu，

queyiwufangu。wosuoyoudeyiwen，suoyoudefangbei，douzaitazheifanhuali，beishaodeyiganerjing。

wohainengshuoshenmeni？wohaineng……jujuema？wokanzheta，

kanzhezheigefangfoyongjinlesuoyoushengminglizaiaiwodenanren。zuizhong，huanhuandi，taiqishou，huibaozhuleta。“hao。

”woshuo。yanlei，zaicixiongyongerchu。zheiyici，bushiyinweikonghuang。shiyinwei……xinteng。putiangaididexinteng。

……neitianzhihou，womenzhendexiangputongqinglvyiyang，kaishirelian。zhanqinghezaiyemeiyoutiguotadebing。

woyemoqidi，buzaiquxiangneixieqiguaidehuanjue。womenxiangshiliangzhibatoumaijinshazilidetuoniao，

yongyizhongjinhuziqiqirendefangshi，tanlandixiangshouzhemeiyifenmeiyimiaodetianmi。womenyiqiqulehenduodifang。

xueshan，haibian，shamo，gucheng。womenpailehenduozhaopian。zhaopianshangdewomen，xiaodeneimekaixin。

fangfosiwangheyiwang，douzhishiyigeyaoyuandechuanshuo。woshenzhikaishijuede，yexu，tadebing，huichuxianqiji。

yexu，womenkeyiyizhizheiyangxiaqu。zhidao……neitian，womencongyijiacantingchulai，yijingshishenye。

zhanqinghequkaiche，wozhanzailubiandengta。yigechuanzhezhiyetaozhuangdenvren，turanchuxianzaiwomianqian。tahengao，

henshou，zhuangrongjingzhi，yanshenquexiangcuilebingdedaozi。“ruanxi？”takaikou，yuqilimanshihaobuyanshidediyi。

wozhoulezhoumei：“nishi？”“woshimengyan。”tashuo，“zhanqinghede……zhuzhiyisheng。”diliujiewodexin，

gedengyixia。“tabushishuo……zheibingmeidezhima？”“shimeidezhi。”mengyanlengxiaoyisheng，

neixiaoronglichongmanleduiwodebiyi，“danzhishao，keyiyanhuan。ruguotanenghaohaopeihezhiliaodehua。

”“nishenmeyisi？”wogandaoleqiangliedebuan。“woshenmeyisi？

”mengyanxiangshitingdaoleshenmetiandadexiaohua，tashangqianyibu，bijinwo，shengyinyadejidi，quezizizhuxin。

“wodeyisishi，zicongsangeyueqian，taweileni，zhongduanlesuoyoudelinchuangyaowushiyan，tadebingqing，

jiuzaiyisanbeidesuduehua！”“nizhidaoma？taxianzaimeitian，douyaokaodajiliangdezhitongji，

cainengxianggezhengchangrenyiyang，peiniyanzheichangshenqingdexima！”“ruanxi，nizheigezisidenvren！

”“nidaodihaiyaozhemotadaoshenmeshihou？！”mengyandemeiyigezi，douxiangyibacuiledudebishou，

henhendizhajinwodexinzang。wodedanao，wengdeyisheng，yipiankongbai。shenme……linchuangyaowushiyan？

shenme……sanbeisuehua？shenme……zhitongji？bu。bukeneng。zhanqingheconglaimeigaosuguowozheixie。

tamingming……kanqilaineimezhengchang。tahuidaiwoqukanzhan，huijiwozuofan，huibaozhewokanyizhengyededianying。

tahuixiao，huinao，hui……“buxin？”mengyankanzhewoshihunluopodeyangzi，zuijiaodelengxiaoyufacanren。

tacongbaolinachuyitazhoubabadehuayandan，henhendishuaizaiwolianshang。zhizhangdebianyuanhuaguowodelianjia，

liuxiayidao**ladeteng。wojiangyingdidixiatou，jianqineixiesanluozaidishangdezhi。shangmian，

quanshizhanqinghedemingzi。yijiyiduiwokanbudong，quenengcaidaoqiyanzhongxingdeyixueshuyuheyichangshuju。riqi，

congsangeyueqian，yizhiyanxudao……zuotian。“taweilepeini，fangqilezuihouyigekenengyanhuanbingqingdejihui。

”mengyandeshengyin，xianglaizidiyudexuanpan。“tameitiandouzaitouzhizijideshengming，

zhishiweilerangninengduokaixinyitian。”“ernini？nixinanlidedixiangshouzhezheiyiqie，

nishenzhi……doubuzhidaotameiwantengdeshuibuzhejue！”“ruanxi，nigaosuwo，nipingshenme？”“nipingshenme，

zheiyangxinanlidedi，haosita？！”woniezheneixiehuayandan，zhijianbingleng，buzhudizhandou。

woyijuhuayeshuobuchulai。shia。wopingshenme？woyizhiyiwei，shiwozaipeitazouwanzuihouyicheng。

woshenzhiweizijide“shenqing”he“yonggan”ergandong。kedaotoulai……wocaishineigezuicanren，

zuizisideguizishou。wocaishineige，batatuixiangshenyuandezuikuihuoshou。“wo……”wozhanglezhangzui，xiangbianjie，

quefaxianhoulongligandefabuchuyigeyinjie。jiuzaizheishi，yishuxueliangdechedengdaleguolai。

zhanqinghebachekaileguolai。tajiangxiachechuang，kandaowohemengyanzhanzaiyiqi，lianshangdebiaoqing，shunjianbianle。

“mengyan！”tadeshengyinli，diyicidaishangleyanlide、jinggaodeyiwei，“wogennishuoguo，buxulaizhaota！

”“wobuzhaota，nandaojiuyanzhengzhengdikanzhenisima？！”mengyandeqingxuyejidongqilai，yankuangfanhong。

“zheishiwodeshi。”zhanqinghedeshengyinlenglexialai。tatuikaichemen，kuaibuzoudaowoshenbian，

yibajiangwoladaotashenhou，yongzijideshenti，jiangwoyumengyandeshixiangejue。

neigeshuxide、daizhexuesongxiangdehuaibao，cike，quexiangyigejudadefengci。“shangche。”taduiwoshuo，

yuqiburongzhiyi。woxianggemuouyiyang，beitasaijinlefujiashi。taguanshangchemen，raohuijiashizuo，yijiaoyoumen，

chezibianrulixianzhijianbanchonglechuqu。houshijingli，mengyandeshenying，yuelaiyuexiao，zuizhongxiaoshizaiyeseli。

chexiangli，yipiansiji。zhiyouwomenlianggerendehuxisheng，yishenyiqian，jiaozhizaiyiqi。woceguotou，

kanzhezhanqinghedecelian。ludengdeguang，huminghuandidazaitalianshang，jiangtadelunkuogouledeyufafenming。

yerangwo，diyiciqingxidikandaoletayandi，neimolaibujiyanshidepibeihetongchu。yuanlai……tayehuiteng。

yuanlai，tayehuilei。yuanlai，tasuoyoudeyundanfengqing，suoyoudewenroutitie，douzhishi……yanjiwokande。

wodexin，xiangshibeiyizhishou，henhendirousuile。tengdewokuaiyaowufahuxi。“weishenme？

”wozhongyuzhaohuilezijideshengyin，shayadebuxianghua。“weishenmeyaomanzhewo？”zhanqinghewozhefangxiangpandeshou，

jinlejin，gujiefanbai。tameiyoukanwo，zhishidingzheqianfangdelu。“meiyouweishenme。”tadeshengyin，henping，

hendan。xiangshizaichenshuyijian，yuzijiwuguandeshi。“wobuxiangrangni……youfudan。”“fudan？

”wozichaodixiaoleyisheng，yanleiquebuzhengqididiaolexialai，“zhanqinghe，nizhibuzhidao，nizheiyang，

bizhijiegaosuwozhenxiang，gengcanrenyibaibei！”“womeitianxianggeshaziyiyang，huozainijiwobianzhidetonghuali！

”“woyiweiwomenzaixiangai，woyiweiwomenzaibingjianduikangsiwang！”“keshijishangni？shijishang，

wozhishiyige……kanzhenimanmansiqude，lengxuedeguanzhong！”wodeqingxu，chedishikongle。

woxiesidilidichaotahan，basuoyoudeweiqu、fennu、xinteng，douhuazuozuishangrendehua，henhendizaxiangta。

zhanqingheshizhongmeiyoushuohua。tazhishimomodikaizheche，renyouwodehua，xiangdaoziyiyang，jiangwomenzhijiandekongqi，

gedezhiliposui。zhidaochezi，zaiyigelukou，yinweihongdengertingxia。tacaizhongyu，huanhuandi，zhuanguotoulai。

kanzhewo。neishuangshenbujiandideyanjingli，zaiyemeiyoulepingridewenrouhechongni。zhishengxia，yipianhuangwude，

sijidebeiai。“neinixiangzenmeyangni？”takaikou，shengyinpingjingdekepa。“shixiangkanwotangzaibingchuangshang，

hunshenchamanguanzi，daxiaobianshijindeyangzima？”“haishixiangmeitianlaiyiyuan，wenzhexiaodushuiwei，

kanzhewoyidiandianwangjini，wangjiwomendeyiqie，zuizhongbianchengyige……lianzijishisheidoubuzhidaodefeiwu？

”“ruanxi。”“ruguozheijiushinixiangyaode‘zhenxiang’。”“neihao。”“wochengquanni。

”diqijiewobeitazuihouneijuhua，dingzaileyuandi。hunshenbingleng，dongdanbude。wokanzheta，

kanzhetaneishuangsijideyanjing，turanyishidao——wocuole。wocuodelipu。woyiweiwozaizhuiqiuzhenxiang，

zaifendantadetongku。kewosuoweide“fendan”，duitaeryan，

huoxuzhishiyizhonggengcanrende、jiangtasuoyoubukanhelangbeidoubaoluzaiyangguangxiadelingchi。wobatabidaolejuejing。

yongwode“ai”，yongwode“kuijiu”，yongwoziyiweishide“gantongshenshou”。lvdengliangle。

zhanqinghezhongxinfadongchezi，meizaikanwoyiyan。cheziyilujichi，zuizhong，tingzailetadegongzuoshilouxia。

taxilehuo，jiekaianquandai，quemeiyouxiache。chexiangli，zaicixianrulelingrenzhixidechenmo。guolehenjiu，

tacaizhongxinkaikou，shengyinlidaizheyisiwufayanshidepibei。“duibuqi。”tashuo。“jintian，shiwoshikongle。

”woyaoleyaotou，yanleiwushengdihualuo。gaishuoduibuqideren，shiwo。“nishangquba，”taqingshengshuo，

“woxiangyigeren……jingyijing。”womeiyoudong。wozhishikanzheta。woxianggaosuta，wobushineigeyisi。

woxianggaosuta，wozhishi……taixintengle。kesuoyoudehua，douduzaihoulongli。zuizhong，wozhishidianlediantou，

yazhesangzishuoleyiju：“hao。”wotuikaichemen，xialeche。chuqiudeyefeng，henliang。chuizaiwoshenshang，

lengdecigu。wozhanzaiyuandi，kanzhezhanqinghedeche，meiyousihaotingliu，xunsudidiaotou，huirucheliu，

xiaoshizaiwodeshixianli。neiyike，woturanyouleyizhongjiqiqiangliedeyugan。tabuhuizaihuilaile。womenwanle。

zheigeniantou，xiangyipenbingshui，congtoudaojiao，jiangwojiaolegetouxinliang。bu。wobunengrangtajiuzheimezoule。

wobuneng……jiuzheiyangjieshu。wofengleyiyang，chongdaolubian，xiangdachequzhui。keshenyedejietou，kongkongdang-dang。

wotaochushouji，xiangjitadadianhua。shouzhiquedoude，lianjiesuojiandouanbukai。wogaizenmeban？

wodaodigaizenmeban？judadekonghuanghejuewang，xiangyizhangmibutoufengdewang，jiangwosisidizhaozhu。jiuzaizheishi，

wodenaohaili，turanshanguoyigefengkuangdeniantou。xinpian。wohaiyouneikuaixinpian。neigebeiwoshiweijinji，

beiwoyonglaiqipianziji，yeqipianletadexinpian。zhiyao……zhiyaowoanxiazhongzhi。yiqie，

jiudoukeyihuidaoyuandian。meiyouzhengchao。meiyouzhenxiang。meiyoumengyan。meiyouneixiegaisidehuayandan。

zhiyou……yigewanmeide，yichenburandechuyu。zheigeniantou，xiangdusheyiyang，fengkuangdikenshizhewodelizhi。

wozhidaozheishicuode。wozhidaozheishizaitaobi。wozhidaozheiduita，bugongping。keshi……wozhende，

meiyoubiedebanfale。wobuxiangshiquta。wochengshoubuqi，heta“qingxing”digaobie。

woningyuan……woningyuanwomenyongyuan，douzhitingliuzaichujian。wozhandouzhe，taiqishou，moxiangwoshouwanneice，

neikuaizhirupifuxiade，weixiaodexinpian。zhiyaowoyonglianxiaqu……“biedong。”yigebinglengdeshengyin，

turancongwoshenhouxiangqi。wohunshenyijiang，mengdihuiguotou。shimengyan。tabuzhidaoshenmeshihou，jingrangenleguolai。

tazhanzailiwojibuyuandedifang，yanshenfuzadikanzhewo。youbiyi，youfennu，dangengduode，

shiyizhong……wokanbudongdelianmin。“niyiwei，zhongzhile，jiuzhendenengdangzuoshenmedoumeifashengguoma？

”tayibubuxiangwozoulai，shengyinlidaizheyisitanxi。“ruanxi，nitaitianzhenle。”“nigenbenbuzhidao，

ninaozilineikuaixinpian，daodishishenme。”“tabushiyiwangdekaiguan。”“tashi……shijiandeduyao。

”dibajie“nishenmeyisi？”wojingtidikanzheta，shouyijiufangzaishouwanshang，meiyouyikai。“yisijiushi，

”mengyanzaiwomianqianzhanding，muguangluozaiwoshouwandepifushang，neiyanshen，xiangshizaikanyigeguaiwu，

“nimeizhongzhiyici，nidedanao，jiuhuishoudaoyicibukenidesunshang。”“niyiweinizhishizaiyasuojiyi？

bu，nishizaisilienizijideshenjingyuan。”“nizhidaoma？zhanqinghediyicifaxianbuduijing，

bushiyinweinidexingwei，ershiyinweinidenaobusaomiaobaogao。”wodetongkong，mengdiyisuo。“womenshitongxing，

ruanxi。suiranwozhugonglinchuang，nizhugongyanfa，danjibendeyuanli，womendoudong。”mengyandeshengyin，

lengjingercanren。“nideqianeyepiceng，yijingchuxianlezaoqiweisuodejixiang。zaizheiyangxiaqu，buchuliangnian，

nijiuhuibita……gengzaodiwangjiyiqie。”“daoshihou，zhanqinghebujinyaomianduizijidesiwang，

haiyaozhaoguyige……xinzhituihuachengyingerdeni。”“nijuede，zheiduitalaishuo，gongpingma？

”wodaidaidizhanzaiyuandi，ruzaoleiji。danao……weisuo？xinzhi……tuihua？bu。zheibukeneng。

meno-foldxinpianshiwozuiwanmeidezuopin。wozuoguoshangqiancidongwushiyan，

congweichuxianguozheizhongfuzuoyong。“buxin？”mengyansihukanchuanlewodexiangfa，tanachushouji，diaochuyizhangtupian，

didaowomianqian。neishiyizhangnaobuctdeduibitu。zuobian，shiyigejiankangbaomandedanao。youbian，

shiyige……gouhuimingxianbiankuan，naoshiqingweikuodadedanao。youbianneizhangtuxiamian，biaozhuzhewodemingzi。yiji，

zuotianderiqi。“nishigetiancai，ruanxi，wochengren。”mengyanshouhuishouji，kanzhewocanbaidelian，

yuqilizhongyudaishangleyisiburen。“dannibushishen。”“niwangtuyongkejiduikangshijian，duikangsiwang，

keniyoumeiyouxiangguo，shijian，caishizuigongpingde。”“tahuichengfameiyige，shitujianyuetaguizederen。

”“shoushouba，ruanxi。”“chenxianzai，hailaideji。”“biezaizhemotale。

”“yebiezai……huileniziji。”mengyanshuowan，shenshendikanlewoyiyan，zhuanshenlikaile。zheiyici，

womeiyouzaikantadebeiying。wozhishizhanzaiyuandi，renyouneizhangnaobucttu，zaiwonaohaili，fanfudi，

qingxidifuxian。yuanlai……shizheiyang。yuanlai，woziyiweishidezhengjiu，congyikaishi，jiushiyichangshuangxiangdehuimie。

wobujinzaihaojintadeshengming。wohaizai……ranshaowozijide。heqikexiao。heqi……beiai。wohuanhuandi，

fangxialefangzaishouwanshangdeshou。neikuaibinglengdexinpian，cike，xiangyikuailuotie，zhuoshaozhewodepifu，

yezhuoshaozhewodelinghun。wogaizenmeban？qianjin，shiyanzhengzhengdikanzhetazouxiangsiwang，

ranhouzijiyemanmanzouxiangyiwangdeshenyuan。houtui，shizaiyicijiangtalaruxujiadexunhuan，

yongwomenlianggerendeshengming，quduyige……genbenbucunzaide“yongyuan”。woderensheng，haoxiang，

conglaimeiyouzheimejuewangguo。woyanzhekongwuyirendejiedao，manwumudedizouzhe。buzhidaozouleduojiu，

yebuzhidaozoudaolenali。zhidao，wodeshouji，turanxiangle。shiyigemoshengdehaoma。woyouyuleyixia，

haishijiele。“wei？”dianhuaneitou，yipianchenmo。zhinengtingdao，yizhenzhenyayide、tongkudekesousheng。

wodexin，mengdijiujinle。“……zhanqinghe？”woshitanzhe，jiaochuletademingzi。kesousheng，tingle。

querdaizhide，shitaneishuxiderangwoxintongdeshengyin。shaya，erxuruo。“……wozaizhongxinyiyuan。

”“nineng……laiyixiama？”dijiujiezhongxinyiyuan。zheisigezi，xiangyibashengxiudeyaochi，

mengditongkailewojiyilineishanchenfengde、pamanzhuwangdemen。baise。xiaodushui。binglengdeqixie。

haiyoutacangbaidelian。neixiebeiwoqiangxingyayide、beixinpianpandingwei“yichangshuju”dehuamian，cike，

bansuizhetadianhualineizhentongkudekesousheng，zaicixijuanerlai。woguaduandianhua，chongxianglubian，

lanxialeyiliangchuzuche。“zhongxinyiyuan，”wodeshengyinzaidou，“yongzuikuaidesudu！

”sijiconghoushijinglikanlewoyiyan，dagaishibeiwoshabaidelianseheshihunluopodeyangzihedaole，

yijuhuameishuo，yijiaoyoumencaidaodi。chechuangwaidejiejing，feisudixianghoulvequ，huazuoyituantuanmohudeguangying。

wodexin，tiaodebichesuhaikuai。wobuzhidaozhanqingheweishenmehuituranquyiyuan。shiyinweitadebing，

turanehualema？haishiyinwei……wojinwanshuodeneixiehua？yixiangdaotazuihoukanwodeneigeyanshen，

neipiansijide、huangwudebeiai，wodexinzangjiutengdexiangshiyaoliekai。wobatabidaolejuelu。xianzai，

tashibushiyeyaoyongtongyangdefangshi，laibiwo？biwo，qinyankanyikan，woyizhitaobideneige“zhenxiang”？

chezizaiyiyuanmenkoutingxia。wojihushigunxiachede，lianchefeidouwanglefu，fengleyiyangchongjinjizhendalou。

nongliedexiaodushuiweipumianerlai，shunjianjiangwobaoguo。zheigeweidao，hewohuanjuelideyimoyiyang。

wogandaoyizhenfanwei。wofuzheqiang，qiangpozijilengjingxialai，nachushouji，zhunbeizaijizhanqinghedadianhua，