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zhengzailianzaizhongdexiandaiyanqingwen《wocengaiguozuihaodeni》，gushizhongdedaibiaorenwuyouxueyun、linruoxue，shiwangluozuozhecenranqinglisuodazaode，wenzhangwushanjianbanbenjianshu：dage，tarujindaohaijidetashitadedage。cenjinnianxinzhongyebuzhizenmedeshengchuleyisidenuqi，mengranjuezhutadeshouwan，bijinta，dididiyiziyidun……

精彩章节

zheiweinianqingdeshaojiangdiyiciduiqiangxiezhiwaidedongxiyoulexingqu。

di16zhangnishiwodexuezhonggu，guzhongrou（shiliu）

songzouxiahou，cenranjinleyushi，xiquyishendepijuan，huanleyijianzhangchenyi，lakaifangjiandechuanglian，kanzhewaimiandeyese。

yuanchunihongdenghuoshanyao，cenjiazheichuzhaiziquechuzaiyizhongnandeningjingzhong，zheichufangchanyoulexieniantou，zhoubianjuzhudejihudoushizhengyaohegaomen，shiyicendongnanhoulaizhuanzaiduodeqian，cenjiadechanyezaiduo，zhuzhaiyizhidouzaizheili。

cenranzaichuangqianzhanlexujiu，ganjueyeshenle，zheicaidongledongyouxiejiangyingdeshenzi，zhunbeixiaquketingzhaoshuihe。tazheijitianyouyouxieshimianle，tazouchufangjian，dunleliangmiaozhongcaiyishidaoyouxiebuduijing，limayouhuizhuan，kanzhechuangshangtuqideyixiaobufen。

tadechuangshangbuzhiheshijinlaileyigexiaobudian，neihaiziquansuozheshenzi，xiaoshoujinjindizuanzhubeizideyijiao，zhangzhexiaozuiba，tiantiandishuizhe。

zheigehaizi，tadelianseweiweiyibian，buzhidaogairuhechuli，zheigehaizishicenjinniande，zhangdekezhenshipiaoliang，tashenshouxiangyaopengchutadexiaolian，mengranjianshouhuishou，dalidichuanxizhe。

ganggang，youneimeyishunjian，tadexinyinanhuise，xiangyaojiangshoushenxiangtadebozi，cenranbeizijineixinheisedeqingxuhedao，liansejubian，buzijuedihoutuileliangbu。

tarujinjingshibianchenglezheiyanghenduniuqudenvrenleme？

yishuangyoulidedazhangshishidifuzhuleta，bingliangdechugan，dandanboheqingshuangdeqixi，cenjinnianconglaibuyongxiangshui，tadeshufangneiyangyoujipenboheye，shiyishenshangzongshizhanzhedandandeqixi。

cenranjihushishunjianrenchulairen，tashuxizheigenanrendeyiqie，tayikaojintabiannengganshoudao，bijingtamencengjingshineiyangdemibukefen。

tazhanwen，zhengtuotadeshou，kanzheta，yuanyiweizijihuijiqiaoshuochurenhedeeduzhihua。kecenranquebeiaidifaxian，zheijiniantajihushisangshiledabufendeyuyanbiaodagongneng，duiyuyanqianzheigenanrenjingshuobuchurenhedehuayu，taxiangqineinian，takaichexiangyaozhuangsitahexinhunqizi，neibandeyongqiheyuchun，rujinjinshugaibianle。

taganggangmuyu，zhichuanleyijianzhangchenyi，luchulexinggandesuoguhaiyou，baixidedatui。cenjinniankanzhetabanganbugandezhangfa，shuangyanweichen，tazongshizheiyangbudongdezhaoguziji，meicixiwantoufadoubujidequchuigan，haiyou，zheijinian，tayetaiqingshoulexie。

cenjinniankanzhetadichuerbinglengdeyanshen，weiweimiqiyan，tadearanzhangdale。

cenjinnianzhuanshenqubaoshuizaichuangshangdexiaobudian，kaikoushuodao：“xiaoyehenxihuanni，caihuipaodaonidechuangshanglaishuijue。”

tahenshizirandibaoqihuailideneigexiaobudian，guzilidelengmosihudouronghuachengchunshui，tashizhendetengaizheigehaiziya。

cenranlengxiao，pianguolian，youxieliqidishuodao：“keshiwobuxihuanta，cenxianshenghaishikanhaozijidehaizi，tangruonatianchuleshi，haiguaizuidaolewodeshenshanglai。”

cenjinnianwenyan，lianseyichen，shengyinanchenlejifen，daizheyisidebingleng，dao：“tabuguoshijisuidehaizi，cenran，zheijinianwoyiweiniduoshaocongminglexie，buneimeyuchunkexiao，rujinkanlai，daoshibaifeilewodexinsi。”

tadexinsi，cenrandenaodaiyimeng，yigunuqihehenyimengranjianjiucongxindicuanshengchulai，qidetahunshenfazhan，tarutongwutoudecangyingyiyangquzhaozijidebeibao，tacongyichulifanchubeibao，hualayishengdakai，ranhoujianglimiandedongxidoudaolechulai，zhaodaoyinxingkahezhangdanyigunaodiquanzaxianglecenjinnian，shuodao：“daizhenideneixiexinsijiwogun。”

tadelidubuda，genbenjiuzabuzhongcenjinnian，cenjinnianliansetieqing，renchuneixiedoushizheisannianlaijicenrandaguoqudehuikuanheyinxingka。

“nishibuxianghaohaoguorizileme，aran——”cenjinnianyiziyidun，shengyinfanleng，daizhejinggao。

“wozaojiubuxiangguole。”cenranzhengfengxiangduidilengxiaozhe。

di17zhangnishiwodexuezhonggu，guzhongrou（shiqi）

cenrangencenjinnianzhengfengxiangdui，liansebushanzhishi，cenjinnianhuailidexiaobudianbeichaoxing，roulerounaodai，kanlekancenjinnian，youkanlekancenran，ranhouchaozhecenranshenchushou，naishengnaiqidishuodao：“jiejie，baobao——”

cenranzhanzaineilimeiyoudong，cenjinnianditouroushengdao：“jiejieleile，womenrangjiejiexiuxi，mingtiangenjiejiewanhaobuhao？”

xiaobudianguaiqiaodidianlediantou，kunyixilai，rouzheyanjingyoushuizhele。

cenjinnianmeiyouzaikancenran，baozhexiaobudianzhuanshenchuqu。

cenrankanzheyididelangjie，xinqingyichangyiyu，yegenzhexialou。zheigedian，cenjiaderendouxiuxile，cendongnanjinribuzaijia。taxialoujinleketing，youxiejiaozaobuandilaihuizoudongzhe。

tashichangshimian，shimiandeshihoujiurutongwutoucangyingyiyangjiaozaobuan，sichuzhaoshiqingzuo。

datingneiliuleyizhanweiandedeng，tazhaobeizidaoleyibeishui，jiezheweiandedengguanghuangusizhou，laoyezishouzangdemingqingqinghuaci、dafurendegangqin、muqinfankandezazhi，sangeyangdefeimao，tawuliaodecaizhedatingneidewujiandoushishuyusheide，kanlaikanqumeiyoukanjiancenjinniandedongxi。

cenjinnianyoujiepi，congbuyongbierenyongguodedongxi，yebuzhunbierenpengchutadedongxi，tadesiyouwuyinggaidoufangzaineijidajianliancenjiayongrendoujinbuqudefangjiannei，chuleliuma。

liumayuanxianshigenzhedafurenguolaide，suanshigujiaderen，dafurenguoshihoubianzhuanxinzhaogucenjinnian。

cenjinnian，cenranyanguangweian，jujiaozhezheijigezi，zhunqueshuolai，tazheiweidagesuanbushangshicenjiaderen，tashigujiahecenjialiangjiaderen，lianlaoyeziduitadouyoujifenguji。

dangniancendongnanhegujiaqianjinguyanjiehunhou，gulanyizhiweicengshengyu，ranergujianeipangdadechanyeyejuewukenengjiuzheiyangbaibaisongjicendongnan，shiyi，dafurenguyancongjiejiejiaguojileyigehaiziguolai，neigehaizijiushicenjinnian。

cenjinnianshigujiaderen，buguoshiguanlecenshizheigexingshi，zuoweijichengrenlaijieshougucenliangjiadezichanbale。

gujiadezichantaiguojingren，shiyizaicenjia，fuyuzidetianchengyouxieshiheng，meiyousheiyuanyidezuicenjinnian。genghekuang，gujiaderenshenglaijiushidanmojuaode，cenjinniangengshigezhongqiaochu。

cenranmeiyoujianguoyigudedafurenguyan，danshicongtadeyiwuheliumadeyixiezhiyanpianyuzhongyeshizhixiaozheiweidafurendayueshenglaijiushineiyileigaoguidenvshi，zhishizheshijiadebuhao，jiajilecendongnanzheiyangderen。

henduoshihounvrendemingyunguozhenshigennanrenqianlianzaiyiqide，gujianeiyangdejiazunenghecenjialianyin，zheshishicendongnanzoulegoushiyun，moguaizheixienianyizhigaosheng。

cenranheleyikoushui，kanzhejiaoxiacaizhededitan，songshoukanzheshouzhongdebeizidiaozaiditanshang，shuizhanshileditan，jiqiaoyixiao，tianranshanyangronghecansizhijiudeshougongditan，tahuerjuedezijipodeyinggaishikafeierbushishui。

tajuedeshentilizhuzhelianggejieranbutongdeziji，yigeshiheianyinchende，xiqulesuoyoufumianqingxudecenran，yigeshizaiwairenmianqianchenmoguayanhaopiqihuiweixiaodecenran。

sannianlaitameitiandouzaipinghengzhezijineixindehuihenheliqi，nulirangzijishenghuodegengjiapingjingyixie，nulidijieshouzhemuqianzheiyangdezhuangtai。tazuodehenhao，dabufenshijiandoushiyinrende，zhiouerhuibaofa，keshiyihuidaocenjiayiqiedoudouranbengtadiao。

di18zhangnishiwodexuezhonggu，guzhongrou（shiba）

taxiangquzhaojiu，kecenjiadejiujiaoshishangsuode，cenranzhaolaizhaoqu，conglaoyezibaifangdemingqingqinghuacidechujulizhaodaohuikedeyixiaohexueqie，kaozaishafashang，youxiejiaozaodidakaixueqiehezi，chouleyigen。

chezixihuodeshengyin，yourendidihengzhexiaodiao，dongdaoxiwaidituikaidatingdemenzoujinlai。

dandandejiuqichongyizaidatingnei，cenranrenchulairen，zhoulezhoumeitou，jiangshouzhongdedahuojidiudaobolizhuozishang。

qingcuideshengyinjingdelairenyijing。

tataitou，xianxiandihanleyisheng：“huilaile？”

cenjianzheicaikanjiankaozaishafashangdecenran，rutongjianguileyiyangkanzheta，dengdaleyan，niangde，tazenmezaicenjia？

zheiniangmenbushigaijixubeisongzoume？

cenjianbeitahedewanquanjiuxing，jiantasanluozhezhangfa，zhengzaizaotazhelaobadexueqie，dunshilianbuchouchuleyixia。neishibazuixihuandexueqie，yibanzhongyaokerenlaishicaihuinachulaichoushangyigen，tajiuzheiyangzaota，jiubupalaobanaershudebianzichouta？budui，tayaoshisibuchengrenmeizhunhaifanyaotayikou，shuoshitachoude。cenjianliansetieqing，kanlekanansedengguangxiadecenran，xiayishidikanlekanlouti。

“wozaitanjiajiandaonishimeiyaoni，yemeichouni，xianzaiziranbuhuidongshou。”cenranlengxiaoleyisheng，jiangshouzhongdexueqiediudaolelajitongli，zhenshinanchou。

taliancenjinniandougandezui，genghekuangyanqianzheihuo，sangeshuochehuodeshiqingmeizhungencenjianyouguan，xinchoujiuhen，cenranzaicenjiazuiyanedebianshizheibuxuewushuzhihuiyouzuihuashedewankuhuo。

cenjiannaoxiuchengnu：“niyadezheixienianhaibuxiangxinshiba，dangniannihuaileniezhongdeshiqingbushiwopaoqugenbagaofade，nipingshenmechouwo？”

cenranmianwubiaoqingnaqizhuozishangdedahuojizaleguoqu，nudao：“bushinishishei，zheibizhangwochizaogennisuan。”

cenjianbeizagezhengzhe，wuzhenaodaidajiaoyisheng，rangdao：“niyadezhaosi——”

“chaoshenme。”yidaokeyiyadidelengheshengcongloutishangxiangqi。cenjinnianzhanzaiguangyingshenchu，duanduanjigezijingdecenjianlikezhulezui，zhenggerensuolesuo。

“da，dage，meichaoshenme——”cenjianrutongbieleqideqiqiu，yingshijichuleyimojiangyingdexiao，cenjinnianqueshiliankandoumeikantayiyan。

“wogentazaixujiu。”cenranmianwubiaoqingdishuoleyiju。cenjinniandeshuimianyixiangqian，dayueshibeilouxiadedongjingchaoxingle，liansemingxianbuyue，shengyindoudaizhenongyudeanya。

cenjinniandemeitoubukechajuediyizhou，youxieyinrendishuodao：“jinisanmiaozhonghuizijidefangjian。”

命令的语气。

“shitaxianzuojianwode。”cenranzhilezhicenjian，lenglengdishuodao，“haishishuo，zaicenjiawulunsheifanleshi，shouxianzaotadebidingshiwo，cenjinnian，**youbushicenjiaderen，niguanzheimeduodeposhizuoshenme？”

tazhanqishenlai，turanzhijianjiunule。taturanzhijianjiubuxiangrenle，zheixienian，tarendehaibugouduo？zaixuexiaoren，zaisusheren，zaicenjiarenlezheixienian，rujinhaiyaorenma？tadaoshixiangkankancenjinniandedixianzainali，tamianduizhezheiyangmianmuquanfeidecenran，hainengzuochunaxiehenxindeshiqinglai？

zheiyangdecenranshitayishouzaojiude。

di19zhangnishiwodexuezhonggu，guzhongrou（shijiu）

cenjianbeicenranzheiyifanwumie，youjingyounu，jingdeshizheiniujinianbujianjurangangencenjinnianzheimeshuohua，nudeshitaxuekoupenren。

cenjiandunleliangmiaozhongcaiqingxing，turanzhijianyouleleqilai，cenranzheigechunhuo，zaijiali，sheiganshuocenjinnianbushicenjiaren，zheibushizhaosidejiezoume。

cenjinnianshenshouanleanetou，zouxialouti，yazhizhuzishendepiqi，huilaidediyitian，tajiuzheiyangpobujidaidiyaonaodejialijiquanbuningma？

haozaijintiancendongnanbuzaijia，fouzezaojiuqunabianzichoutale，zheijinian，tayiweitashixueguaile，quebuxiangshizheibanduoluoyuchun，dangnianneiyangdanchunkeaidearanzhendeshibeihuidiaoleme？

tayibubuzouxiangcenran，zhanzaitamianqian，kanzhetatingzhiyaobangentaduizhi，buzijuedeyigunuqijiucuanleshanglai。

cenjinnianyonglijuezhutadeshou，naizhexingzi，yinrenerbinglengdiyadishengyin，yiziyidundishuodao：“cenran，jiner，nishidiercirewole，shikeerzhi，dongma？”dafengxiaoshuo

cenjinniandeshengyinchendeheren，cenjianjuedezijigaituisanle，fouzerehuoshangshen，liantadouchibuledouzizou。

cenrandegebobeitalaolaodijuezhu，ganjueyouguduntongmanmandizaixinjianmisankailai，taneiyangdeyongli，zhengzhigeboxiangbeihuoshaoyibanteng。

tazaizuoshenme？tajurangangencenjiadashaojiaoban，cenranturanzhijianqingxingguolai，dididixiaochushenglai，taxiaodeshangxin，shuangyancitongqilai。sannianle，tahaishibusixinma，huilaidediyitianjiuxiangyaozhengming，zhengmingzheixienianzheiyiqiebuguoshiwuhui，cenjinnianbuhuizheibanhenxindiduita，buhuijiangtapaodaodayangbiduan，buhuizheixienianlaiduitabuwenbuwen，buhuizheiyangshanghaineigejiaozuocenrandehaoguniang，keshishishini。

“woruguojixunaoxiaqu，nihuibuhuixiangdangnianneiyang，dawoyibazhang？”tahuerbeishangdikaikou，shengyinhenshipingjing，taiqilianlai，rouhededengguangzhaoliangtademianrong，zaiyesezhongyouzhongchumujingxindeaishang。

cenjinniandezhijianyizhan，tamengranshouhuishou，kanzhetageboshangliuxiadeyiquanqingzi，yandiyipiananse，mengranzhuanshen，lianseyinchendeheren。

cenranganjueyouxiehanleng，suoyoudejiaozao、buan、fengdianzaizheiyikedoubeilengdongchengbing。tayizhijiushiyigezhangbudadehaizi，guzhiditingliuzaineiyinian，keshiwanghoubuhuile。taneixinshengxiadeneizuihouyidianwendudoujinshubeicenjinniandongjie。

wulunshicengjingdanchunmeihaodecenranhaishirujinzheiyangjiaozaoyuchundecenranduiyucenjinnianlaishuodoushiyiyangde，tayizhiyilaijiushiyigexiaohua。

jiurutongtaderensheng，henduoshihoutashenzhihuixiang，weishenmeshangtianzheiyangbugongping，jiranbatahecenjianderenshengcuowei，weishenmebuyizhicuoxiaqu，tangruomeiyouhuidaocenjialai，tayexuhaishiyigemengdongdeputongnvhai，huianlianxuezhang，huitanlianai，huijiehunshengzi，guozhewenxinerputongdeshenghuo，buhuizaoyucenjinnian，buhuishiquzijidegurou，buhuifangzongziganduoluo，buhuichengweizhenggejiazudechiru。

“duibuqi，wanghouwobuhuifafengle。”cenrandididikaikou，tadeshengyinyouxieanya，budaiyisideqinggan。

cenjinniandeshenzimengranyizhen，tawufakongzhizijihuitoukanqu，cenranzhanzaishafaqian，litabuguoshisanbuyuan，kesihuyouyuanzhiqianwanzhongshan。tachuixialian，shoulianleshenshangsuoyoudecihelengjiao，anjingderutongbucunzaiyiban，neiyangdearansihusangshilesuoyoudeshengqihehuoli。

cenjinnianganjuetasihushiquleyiyangjiweizhongyaodedongxi，keyeseshennong，talaibujixiang，zhixiangqileneiyinian，chucihuidaocenjiadearan，tatantebuandizhanzaicenjiadezhuzhaimianqian，rutongyizhijinzhangdexiaoshou，shenshouwozhuletadeshou，dididinuonuodishuodao：“dage，wopa——”

di20zhangnishiwodexuezhonggu，guzhongrou（ershi）

cenjinnianxiangqilai，cenranhuidaocenjiadeneiyinian，zhengshishiliusui。

neinian，cenjianbiaochechulechehuo，beichachuxuexingbuhe，cendongnandanu，qudiaochayifancaichachushidangniandeyishengchulecuo，zhenzhengdecenjiahaizilingyouqiren，keneiyishengzaojiulizhi，zheishibiansuanshibulelezhi。

neishicendongnanmangyuzijideshitu，erfurenxuemeiyinhaizibeibaocuoershoudaocendongnandelengluo，shiyicenjiajingshiwurenyuanyiqujiecenran。

cendongnanjiletayidieziliao，limianyoutanjiadesuoyouziliaoyijiqianxiadezhaiwu，rangtaqujiecenranhuilai。

tanjiazaojinianshenghuotiaojianyebuneimeku，tanfuhoulaichulechehuoqushi，qianxialezhaiwu，jialiyiqiongerbai，tanmubiandaizhelianggehaizihuidaolexiangxiadelaojia，shenghuozaixiaozhenshang。

shenmeyishengnongcuo，yincuoyangcha，cenjinnianlengxiao，zheihuazhinengpianpianxiaohaizi，nanhaihenvhaihainengbaocuode？neishiyimuhaimeiqushi，tayemeiyouguojidaocenjialai，xuemeizheishilimaohuantaizi，maitongleyishengxiangzhefazijicenjiashengnantai，haojichengcaichanba。

aran，neigehaizi，congyikaishijiushixuanzebeiyiqide。

taneiduanshijianyezheshishixianzhewuliao，xushitajianguanlecenjiazheiyipaixuweidezuofeng，juedeyouxieyayi，caimengshenglequjiecenranhuilaideniantou。

tayiluzhanzhuanzhaoqu，kanjianlebeizhebubaodecenran。neishijiangnanxiyumianmian，neigehaizijianzheyitouwuheifaliangdeqijianduanfa，chuanzheposudebuyixiaoxindibikaidishangdejishui，tazoujintanjiadeneitiaoxiaoxiangzili，taiqiyanlai，shuangyanjiurutongmanzhangdehushui，shiluludemingyanyande，rangtayoulebanmiaozhongdedunzhu。

tacongweijianguozheiyangganjingchuncuideren，tazhanzaizhangmanlvsetaixiandexiaoxiangzi，dididishuodao：“aran，woshidage，wolaidainihuijia。”

cenjinniankanzhezhanzaiyedenghunandeketingneidecenran，shiguangrenran，yihuang，duonianguoqu，aranyezhangdale。

“aran，jiranhuilaile，neijiuhaohaoguoriziba。guoqudeshiqingdoudangzuoleyichangmeng，wangleba。”

cenranmuguangyidong，tataiyankanzheketinglipingzhuhuxibugandongdecenjianyijishenweigucenliangjiajichengrendecenjinnian，zuichundongledong，xujiudianlediantou，shenseyouxiebinglengdishuodao：“wokeyijixuzuoyiqiandecenran，guozijideshenghuo，buguonimendoubuyaolaizhaorewo。”

tazoushanglou，touyebuhui。

cenjiashiyigelengkumeiyourenqingweidedifang，tabuhuineimeyuchunlaiyizijideshangkoulaibodezheixierendelianmin。jinerwanshangfaleyicifengjiuzugoule。

cenranzoujinzijidefangjian，quyushiyonglengshuiqingxingleyixianaodai，kanzhejingzilidemoshengnvzi，shenshoujiangmeijiandezhezhouyidianyidiandimoping。

zheihaizhishihuidaocenjiadediyitian，wanghouderizihaizhangzheni。

yiyewumian，dierriqingchen，cenranzaozaoqilai，xialou。yongrenmenzaimangzhezuozaocan，cenmuyezaiketing，zuozaicanzhuoshangfankanzhejintiandezazhi，yibiankan，yibiancuicudao：“liuma，niqukankanjinnianhexiaoyeqilemeiyou，rangtamenxialaichizaocan。”

liumayingleyisheng，shanglouqu，kanjianta，weixiaodihandao：“sixiaojie。”

cenranchelechechunjiao，luchuyigenankandexiaorong，sixiaojie，yijingyouhaoxienianmeiyourenzheiyanghantale。

cenmutingdaoshengyin，taiqitoulai，kanzheta，biaoqingyeyoujifenbuziran，shuodao：“xiaoranyexingle，xialaichizaocanba。”

cenrankanzhezijimuqinjingzhidezhuangrong，jiazhibufeidezhezhuang，xuemeibensiderenkanqilaidaoshiyifu**defengzi，buzhidaoderengujihuibatamencuorenweijiemeiba。meiyoujifenziseheshouduan，zenmehuishenmebeijingdoumeiyoujiudiaoshanglecendongnan，chengweilecendongnandeqingren，neishi，cendongnanqulegujiadexiaojie，kandekeshigujiadelianse。

cenranzouxialoulai，zhengquesuanlai，shitadechushenrangcenjiakaishichengrenxuemeideshenfen，rangtajinmenzuoleerfuren。bu，zhunquedeshuoshicenjiandechusheng，neishitayijingbeidiaobaochengletanjiaderen，zheixieshiqinghetameiyoubanmaoqiandeguanxi。

“ninzao。”cenrandazhezhaohu，bingbuhanxuemeiweimuqin，buguoxuemeiyeshibuzaiyide，weiweizhouqilemeitou，dianlediantou。

“xiaoran，nihexiajianeihaizishishenmeguanxi，zaitanlianaima？”xuemeixianglexiang，turanwendao。

xiahou？cenranbingbuzhidaoxiahoudebeijing，cishijianxuemeizheiyangshuolai，dunshimingwu，xiajiazhipalailibuxiao。

“womenzhishiyibanpengyou。”cenrandandandishuodao，tazhidaozheiyangdehuidazuiaimei，cenjiarendingranhuiyiweitaxiangyaoyangaitahexiahoudeguanxi。

xuemeidianlediantou，shenshouquguoyongrensongshanglaideniunai，heleyikou，zhuangsiwuyiditidao：“xiajianeigehaizishichulemingdefengliu，houlaichuleshibeixialaojiangjunsongdaobuduicaixiaotinglejinian，xiaoran，dangnian，neigehaizibuhuishi——”

cenranshouzhongdebeizimengranbeidafan，guntangdeniunaijianletayishou，yongrenmenchijingdipaoguolai，shuodao：“sixiaojie，nideshou。”

cenranmeiyoufanying，kanxiangzijidemuqin，liansebaideheren。

“xueyi——”cenjinniandeshengyinbuxubumandixiangqi，taqianzhexiaoyezouxialou，dandandishuodao，“zuowanwogenbatanguole，dangniandeshiqingmeiyourenhuizaiti，xiaoranzhongjiushicenjiadehaizi，yizhiyangzaiwaimianyebuxianghua，congjintiankaishitashenghuozaicenjia，yiqiandeshiqingdoubuyaozaitile。”

cenjinnianzaicenjiaconglaibuhanxuemeima，hanyishengxueyidoushikeqide。

xuemeilianmangqishen，jichumanliandexiaorong，rangyongrenlaishoushi，shuodao：“jinniana，wogennixiangdaoyichuquleni，xiaoye，lai，daozheibianlai，wodainichifan。”

cenranyiyanbufa，shenshoujieguoyongrendiguolaideshimaojin，fugaizaifahongdeshoushang，zhengyuqishen，yijiaobeirenzhuaizhu。

yigexiaobudianzhuaizhuletadeyifu，yangqixiaolian，shuangyanfaliangdishuodao：“jiejie，baobao——”

tadeshengyinnuonuode，naishengnaiqi，rangrenbuzijuedejiumanxinhuanxi。

cenranpianguolianqu，meiyoudong。shoubeizuanxindeteng，buzhidaoshiweileneiyangdeguowanghaishizijishengmushuodehua，tajuedezijiyouxieqican，yigeshishengtabuyaotademuqin，yigeshicengshuoaitaquepaoqitadenanren，tamendouzheibanlengmo，erweiduzhiyouzheigejisuidadehaizihuiguolai，yiliandixiangyaokaojinta，pengchutasuichengzhadexin。

cenjiahenbunengdangtabucunzai，ertazijiduonianlaiyeyangchenglehouzhongdeqiao，jujuerenherendekaojin，duziyirenanxiangzheiqingjingshenghuo。

xiahouwenyanmuguangyishen，yueguota，kanxiangcenjiazhuzhaihoumian，neiliyourenzhanzaimentingqian，zongrangedeyuanqiaobufenming，kexiahouhaishiganshoudaoleqizhongdehanyi。zheicenjianeilideguanxizheibanfuza，jihushigerenzisaomenqianxue，renrenweilezishendeliyigushouchengmen，weiduyanqianzheiguniangrutongyizhiciweichuangruzheixiongxianzhidi，gushenfenzhanyoubuzhisihuo。

xiahouyaotou，quandangmeiyoutingjian，xiaodao：“wozoule，xiaoran，laoyezizuijinchagangchadelihai，youshiqingdawodesirenhaoma。”

taxiaosadichaozhecenranhuishou，zhuanzhefangxiangpan，kaichelikai。

cenranjianzhuang，zhoulezhoumeijian，meiyoushuohua，zhuanshenjinlezhaizi。tayilushangsisuocenzhenchehuodeshiqing，rujincenjiandexianyizuida，qicibianshixuemei，cendongnanyeshibunengpaichude，zheizhenggecenjiaweidusangeduitahao，tahuiyiyipancha，chachuzheixieniancenjiadeneixiewuhuizhishi。

taditouxiangdezixi，cubujifangzhuangshangmentingqiandeyiren，yigudandandeboheqixiqingxierlai。cenranmengrantingzhujiaobu，shenziyijiang，houtuilejibu。

tadongzuorucizhida，zhanzaimentingqiandecenjinnianjianzhuanglianseyichen，dandanshuodao：“zouludiulehunme。”

cenranyaotou，dandandishuoleyisheng：“sorry.”

tachuiyanjinleketing，xiangyebuxiangdijiuyaowangzijidefangjianzouqu。

ketingneimeiyouren，zhiyouyongrenzai。

“aran——”cenjinnianmengranchushenghandao，“nidengyixia，woyouxieshiqingwenni。”

cenrantingzhujiaobu，shenshoufuzhumuzhifushou，congloutishangzhuanguoshenlai。

cenjinnianzaijialichuandehenshixiuxian，mazhikuzi、qiankasedevlingshan，wushangbiao，henshijunya。cenranxiangqigujiamingxiayousirendingzhifang，gujiazhixidezidichuandedoushijiazuzizhidepinpai，zuogongyouliang、zhidishangchengqiezhiciyijia。

cenjinnianxihuandaiyanjing，jinsibiankuang，tafusebaixi，lilaizuoshishibuxubumande，jirenganjueqizhiruya，ruguohulvezheigenanrenzaishangchangshangdelenglishouduan。cenranyizhirenwei，daizheyanjingdayuegengnengyanshizheigenanrenruhaishendexinsi，cenjinnianbingbujinshi，danshitabuxihuanzhaixiayanjing，renheshihou。

“shenmeshiqing？”cenrandunledun，dididishuodao，“cenxiansheng，wojintianhenlei，xiwangninengzhanghuaduanshuo。”

di25zhangnishiwodexuezhonggu，guzhongrou（ershiwu）

cenjinnianbingmeiyouyintadehuadongnu，zhishishiyicenranxialoulaizuodaocanzhuoqian。tazoudaoliaolitaiqian，dongshouqunakafeidou，zhukafei。

cenjinnianxihuanhekafei，erqiexihuanzijizhu，cenjiaderenxianshaonengzhuchulingtamanyidekafei，tazijihedeneidongxililaidoushikongyunguolaide，congbujiayurenshou。

cenrankanzhetashuliandiyanmokafeidou，anzhaoyizhengtaoyangedechengxulaianya、zhizuo。

“qishiyemeiyoushenmedadeshiqing，wozhishixiangwenxiani，zheijinianzaiaokelankeyoujiaonanpengyou。”cenjinniandanmodishuodao，shengyinbudaiyisideqinggan。

cenrandexinweiweishangti，minzuibushuohua，cenjinnianjixuwendao：“xiajianeigedisun，ruguonizhishiganggangxihuanta，haishichenzaoduanleniantou。”

“weishenme？”tabuhuishadaoyiweicenjinnianzheishizaijidu。