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《wozhuangtahuailineitian，tadasuantunanmianyao》shiyouzuozhe“boguochunling”chuangzuobianxie，xiaoshuonannvzhurengongshishenyanlinshuyu，qizhongzhuyaoqingjieshi：shixianlixianchuxianyishuangganjingdaohuangyandebaisefanbuxie，ranhoushiqianlanseniuziku，zuihoushibaichenshandeyijiao——beisanyuedefengchuideweiweiguqi，xiangyipianwururenjian……

精彩章节

1zhizihuakaile，wobatazhuangjinlerijili2017nian3yue14ri，baiseqingrenjie，qingzhuanduoyun，

yigaobai，yianlian。wobazheijushouxiezaibianlitieshang，

tiezaitushuguanbquercengzuijiaoluode《xiaowangzi》feiyeli。neibenshuhenjiu，tongbanzhidefengmianqilemaobian，

xiangbeisheitoutoumoguoqianwanbian。wobaozheta，xiangbaozheyigebuweirenzhidemimi，

erjilizhoujielunganghaochangdao“weiniqiaokedeneiyitian，hualuodeneiyitian”。ranhou，wozhuangjinleshenyandeshijie。

queqiedishuo，shiwoxianzhuangfanletashoulideshu。“peng——”deyishengmenxiang，xiangmingyunzaierbiandalegexiangzhi。

yiluo《gutiwuli》《pianweifenfangcheng》《liangzilixuedaolun》hualalasanleyidi，

zuishangmianneibenjingzhuangyingqiaozazaiwojiaobei，tengdewodangchangdunlexiaqu。

shixianlixianchuxianyishuangganjingdaohuangyandebaisefanbuxie，ranhoushiqianlanseniuziku，

zuihoushibaichenshandeyijiao——beisanyuedefengchuideweiweiguqi，xiangyipianwururenjiandeyun。“tongxue，

nimeishiba？”shengyindierdan，daizheyidiandianbiyin，xiangshigangshuixing。woyangqitou，kanjiantadehoujie，

zaiwangshang，shixiantiaoliluodexiahe，heyishuangjiheijijingdeyanjing。neiyike，

tushuguandingdengdeguangluozaitajiemaoshang，wohuanghushengchuyizhongcuojue——quanshijiedoujingyinle，

zhishengxintiaoshengzaierbianfangda，xiangguchuiqiaozaikongtiepiguanzishang，guangdangguangdang，zheneryulong。wolenglezuzusanmiao，

caishoumangjiaoluanqujianshu。shouzhipengdaotadezhijian，liangdexiangganghuakaidexue。“baoqian。”tayoushuoleyibian，

zheicishengyinlidailedianbuyichajuedexiaoyi。woyaoyaotou，ba《gutiwuli》dijitashi，

shujishangdetangjinbiaotifanzheguang，cidewoyanjingfasuan。“wo……woyebaoqian。

”shuowanwojiuhouhuile——duomebenzhuodekaichangbai，xiangxiaoxueshengbeikewen。ketazhishijieguoshu，qingqingdiantou，

ranhouceshencongwopangbianzouguo。cajianneiyishun，wowendaolehendanhendandexiyifenwei，

hunzheyidianyangguangshaiguodemianzhiqixi，xiangxiatiantiqiandida。wobaozhe《xiaowangzi》zhanzaiyuandi，

zhidaotadebeiyingxiaoshizailoutiguaijiao，

caihouzhihoujuedifaxian——shuyelineizhangxiele“yigaobai”debianlitiebujianle。neitianzhihou，

wokaishipinfanyujianshenyan。shitangsanloudefanqiechaodanchuangkou，tapaizaiwoqianmian，shuakashidiyisheng，

yuehaisheng42.00；xuanxiuke《xifangmeishushi》dedaoshudisanpai，tazuozaikaochuangdeweizhi，

yangguangchuanguobolizaitabijibenshangtouxiayixiaopianlingxingdeguangban；bangwandecaochang，

wotoutouweiliulangmaodeguanmuconghou，tadaizheerjipaobu，heiseyundongtxuhoubeiyinchuyipianshensehanji，

xiangyifuchouxianghua。woxiangyitaibeishedinghaochengxudeleida，zongnengzairenqunlidiyishijiansuodingtadezuobiao。

kemeiciduishi，tadouzhishilimaodidiantou，fangfoneitiantushuguandepengzhuang，zhishiwoyigerendehaishishenlou。

wokaishixieriji。bushineizhongshaonvxinshideliushuizhang，

ershijinhupianzhide“guancejilu”——“3yue20ri，yin。

tazaitushuguanaqujiele《feimanwulixuejiangyi》，haishuriqishi4yue18ri。

wotoutouchalexiaotushuguanxitong，yuyueliebiaolimeiyounvshengmingzi。”“3yue27ri，xiaoyu。

tajintianmeidasan，baiseweiyimaozikouzaitoushang，maoshengshile，tiezaisuogudeweizhi。

wozaierlouzoulangkanletashifenzhong，zhidaoshiyoucuiwohuisushe。”“4yue1ri，yurenjie，qing。

tabangyigechuanhongqunzidenvshengbanhuajia，congyishuloudaozhanting，wangfansanci。hongqunzixiaoqilaixianglingdang，

wodexinquexiangbeisaijinyituanjinleshuidemianhua。”shiyoualifanzhewoderijiben，xiaodedadie：“suzhi，

nizheibushianlian，shixingzhen。”wopazaizhuoshang，balianmaijinbeiwan，shengyinmendefaku：“ketabujidewo。

”aliyongqianbiqiaowonaodai：“neijiurangtajide。biru——”tatuozhangyindiao，

yanjingliangdexiangfaxianliewudemao，“xiajiexuanxiuke，nizuotapangbian。”wodangchangjujue。dandiertian，

wohaishitiqianbanxiaoshidaolejiaoshi。shenyandeweizhikongzhe，wobaozheshubaozaiguodaopaihuai，

xiangyikezhaobudaoguidaodeweixing。zhidaoshangkelingxiangqianzuihouyifenzhong，tacaicongcongganlai，

shoulihainazheyibeidoujiang。woshenxiyikouqi，zaitazuoxiashijichuyigeziyiweizirandexiao：“hai，haoqiao。

”talengleyixia，yandishanguoyisichayi，suijiweiweihanshou：“zao。”shengyinhaishidandande，

danweiyinshangyangle0.5du。jiushizhei0.5du，rangwozhengjiekedouyunhuhude，

bijixieleyidui“liangzijiuchan”“bohanshutansuo”，quewanquanbuzhidaojiaoshoujiangleshenme。xiakeshi，

tadijiwoyizhangzhijin：“nierjixianchandaotoufashangle。”woshoumangjiaoluanqujie，yuejieyueluan，

ergenshaodefatang。taturanshenshou，zhijianqingqingbokaiwoerbiandesuifa，dongzuoqingdexiangduidaiyisuipin。“haole。

”tashuo。wotaitou，zhuangjintahanzheyidianxiaoyideyanjingli，xintiaozhouranshikong。neitianzhihou，

womendeguanxisihuwangqiannuolebanbu——xuanxiuketahuibangwozhanzuo，shitangyujianhuidiantoushiyi，

ouerzaitushuguancajian，tahuidishengtixingwo：“《xiaowangzi》zaidii516.88/12jia，zuidiceng。

”wobameiyicihudongdouxiejinriji，xiangsongshudunjixiangguo，zaiwurenzhixiaodedongtianlikaozheixiesuixiequnuan。

zhidaowuyue，zhizihuakaidejijie。

xuexiaoluntanturanbaochuyigetiezi——【wulixidashenshenyanyisianlianmounvshengsinian，qiuba！

】peitushi**：tushuguanjiaoluo，nanshengpazaizhuoshangshuijue，liancexiangjingtou，

jiemaozaiyanxiatouchuxiaopianyinying；nvshengzuozaitaduimian，ditouxieti，fashaozhanleyixiaopianzhizihuaban。

xiangsumohu，kewoyiyanrenchu——neishiwo。daerneinian，weilezhunbeisiji，wotiantianpaotushuguan，

zongzuozaitongyigekaochuangdeweizhi。yuanlaineixiewoyiweidewurenzhixiaodeqingchen，tayizhizaiwoduimian。

tiezihenkuaigailejibailou，yourenrenchunvshengshiwo，

gengduorenkaishibashenyande“baiyueguang”——“tingshuoneinvshenghoulaichuguole？”“haoxiangjiaolinshenme，

yishuxide。”“shenyanmeinian520douqutamuxiao，pengyouquanyizhangtudoumeishan。”wozuozaizixishi，

kanzheneixiecaice，xinzangyidiandianchenxiaqu。yuanlaitayouxihuanderen。yuanlaiwosuoyoudexiaoxinyiyi，

douzhishizizuoduoqing。neitianwomeiqushangke，baozhexigaizaisushechuangshangzuodaotianhei。shoujipingmuliangqi，

shishenyandeweixin——【jintianzenmemeilai？】wodingzheneixingzi，yanleizazaipingmushang，yunkaiyixiaopianshuizi。

zuizhong，wohuilesangezi：【ganmaole。】tazaimeizhuiwen。diertian，

wozairijibenshangxiexiazuihouyixingzi：“5yue14ri，qingzhuanbaoyu。zhizihuakaile，

wojuedingbuxihuanshenyanle。”danwomeixiangdao，gushicaiganggangkaishi。

2yuyetiwenji2017nian5yue20ri，xingqiliu，baoyuchengseyujing。wobaxiaoxinglixianglizaixuanguan，

zuihouyicijiancha——shenfenzheng、xueweizheng、lizhizhengming、neibenhuamanhengxiande《xiaowangzi》。

meiyouyiyangshishenyansongde。jiehunyinian，tasongwodeweiyiliwushiyipenzhizi，rujinyeziquanhuang，

xiangbeichouganlesuoyounaixin。“suzhi，”shenyanzhanzaiketingyuyangtaidejiaojiechu，xiukoubanjuan，

luchuhaokandeshouwangu。yudianzazaibolishang，shengyindadexiangyourenzaichaifangzi。tashengyinbeiyuchongdeqilingbaluo，

“yidingyaojintianzouma？”womeihuida，wanyaoxixiedai。xiedaishixinde，mibaise，

maideshihoudianyuanshuo“peihunshayehaokan”。jieguowochuanzhetaqulihun。shenyanzouguolai，tingzaiwobanbuzhiwai。

wowendaotashenshangdandandemoliwei——congnaerranshangde？zheigeweidaozaijinwanxiangyigendaoci，

goudewoxinzangshengteng。“xieyiwoqianhaole，fangzaicanzhuoshang。”tashuo，“caichanneiyilanwokongzhe，nitian。

”wo“ng”leyisheng，shengyinkazaihoulongli，xiangtunleyikousuibing。ketingmeikaizhudeng，

zhiyouluodidengdeguangcongshafabeihoulouchulai，batadeyingziladelaozhang，yizhituodaowodexinglixianglunzidixia。

yingzizaidou，wocaifaxiantazaiyongyoushouqiazuoshouhukou——zheishitajinzhangshidexiaodongzuo，jiehunyinian，

woguanchadebitianqiyubaohaizhun。“shenyan，”woturankaikou，sangziyadebuxiangziji，

“niyoumeiyoushenmehuaxianggenwoshuo？”yushengtingleyimiao，xianglaotianyezaideng。tachuiyankanwo，

jiemaozaidengxiatouchuyixiaopianzhandoudeyinyi。liangjiu，tayaoyaotou：“lushangxiaoxin。”sigezi，

bawosuoyouyushedetaicijidefensui。woxiaole，xiaodeyankuangfare：“xing。”wolakaimen，

fengguozheyupujinlai，dashiwodeliuhai。shenyanshenshouxiangtiwodang，zhijianpengdaowoerkuo，youxunsusuohuiqu，

fangfowoshiyikuaishaohongdetan。diantimenhelongdeshunjian，wotouguofengxikanjiantawanyaobaoqineipenzhizi，

yezisusudidiao，xiangyichangxiaoguimodezangli。——chuzuchezaierhuanduchengyitiaofaguangdezhanglong。

yushuaqifenglesidebaidong，rengganbushangyanleidesudu。sijishifudilaizhijin：“guniang，

qujichanghaishiquhuochezhan？”wozuanzheshouji，pingmutingzaiweixinzhiding——shenyandetouxiangshiyizhitankaideshu，

qianmingdangkongbai。shangyitiaoxiaoxishizuowan23:47，woshuo【mingtianzaoshangjiudianminzhengjujian】，tahui【hao】。

woxilexibizi：“qu……qushilitushuguan。”sijiconghoushijingkanwo，yuyanyouzhi。woniukaitou，

yushuizaichuangshangwanyanchengleihendexingzhuang。tushuguanzaojiubiguanle，wozhishixianghuidaozuichudedifang，

bagushiqinshoumaizang。——shierdianban，tushuguancemendexiaoxiangkongwuyiren。tiemensuozhe，wosuozaiwuyanxia，

xinglixianglunzixianjinsongdongdeqingzhuanfengli。shoujidianliangzhisheng9%，

wodiankaixiangce——**shenyandezhaopianzonggong137zhang，zuihouyizhangshizuotianzaochen：tazhanzaichufangjiandan，

yangguangbaweiqundaizizhaodetouliang。wofangda，kanjiantazuoshouwumingzhishangyouyidaojiqiandejiehen，

xiangyitiaoganhedehechuang。yuhuranxiaole。wotaitou，kanjianshenyan。tachengzheyibaheisan，

sangubeifengchuidexiangshangfan，chenyishileyiban，tiezaijianjiagushang，goulechuqingxidelunkuo。tachuandelihai，

xiangshiyilupaoguolaide，efanianzaietoushang，shuizhushunzhemeigugunjinjiemao。“nizenme……”woshengyingengzhu。

tadunxialai，yuwopingshi，sanmianzhenggeqingdaowozheibian。yudianzazaisanbushang，pipazuoxiang，

xiangwushuxixiaodezhiwen。“suzhi，”tadiyicijiaowodemingzi，shengyindidejihutingbujian，

“wozhaoleliugedifang。”wolengzhu，wuyishifanwen：“shenme？

”tacongkoudailitaochuyizhangzhoubabadebianlitie——woneizhangxiele“yigaobai”debianlitie。

“tajiazai《gutiwuli》li，”tazhijianfadou，“wojinwancaifaxian。”yushuishunzhetadeshouwanliuxialai，

babianlitiebianyuanpaodetouming，heiseshuibidezijiyunchengyiduoduolansedexiaohua。wokanzheta，

xinzangxiangbeiyizhiwuxingdeshouzuanzhu，yuezuanyuejin。“suoyini？”wotingjianzijiwen，“faxianwodangniananlianni，

henyouchengjiugan？”tayaotou，yandixuesimibu：“bushi……wo……”huayinweiluo，

tahuranshenshoukouzhuwodehoujing，etoudizhewodeetou。huxiguntang，daizheyushuidexingqi。“suzhi，

”tashengyinyadebuchengyangzi，“bianlitiebeimianhaiyouzi，nijidema？”wozhengzhu——beimian？tasongkaiwo，

xiaoxinyiyibabianlitiefanguolai。neiliyouyixinggengdandeziji，beishuiyunkaile，

danrengnengbianren——“ruguoshishenyan，gaobaiyeyi。”wodehuxitingzhile。“dangnianwokandaodeshihou，

”tahoujiegundong，“niyijinghelinxuchuguole。”linxu？wodanaoyipiankongbai。linxushiwobiaoge，

neinianwonainaibingzhong，wolinshiqingjiahuilaojia，huzhaobeiwomasaijinxinglixiang，

shuoshi“shunbianquyingguokankannibiaoge”。“woyiwei……”shenyandejiemaoshangguazheshuizhu，

“bianlitieshixiejitade。”yuhuranyoudale。tasanyemeinawen，beifengchuidefanguoqu，

yushunjianbawomenjiaotou。wokanzheta，yanqianmohuyipian，buzhishiyuhaishilei。“shenyan，

”wozhuazhutadeshouwan，zhijiaxianjinpifuli，“niweishenmebuwenwo？”tachuiyan，

yushuishunzhetadexiahedidaowoshoubeishang，tangdejingren。“wopatingjiandaan。”wodianqijiao，

yongetouzhuangtadeetou：“shazi。”talengleyimiao，huranxiaole，xiaodebikuhainankan。xiayimiao，

taditouwenzhuwo。yumuli，womenxiangliangzhubinlinkuweidezhiwu，pinmingcongduifangchunjianjiquyangqi。

tadeshejianyouboheyagaodeweidao，hunzheyushuidexianse，yilushaodaohoulongshenchu。buzhiguoleduojiu，

tasongkaiwo，etouxiangdi，sangyindichenanya：“huijiama？”wodiantou，yanleihunzheyushuiwangxiatang。

tawanyaoqulawodexinglixiang，xiuzihuashangqu，

luchushouwanneiceyidaosanlimizhangdeba——neishiwoqunianqiechengzishi，taqiangdaobuxiaoxinhuade。

dangshixueliuruzhu，wokudebitahaixiong，tafanerxiaozhehongwo：“meishi，jiniliugejihao，shengdenipaodiule。

”cike，wozhifumosuoneidaoba，qingshengdao：“tengma？”tazuanzhuwodeshou，shizhixiangkou：“teng，

danbibushangnishoushixinglideshihou。”yuhurantingle。ludengdeguangchuanguoyunceng，zhaozaishiluludeqingzhuanshang，

xiangsaleyicengsuiyin。wotaitoukanta，shuizhucongtajiemaozhuiluo，ganghaoluozaiwochunjiao。“shenyan，”woshuo，

“womenhuijiaba。”ta“ng”leyisheng，shengyinlidaizhenongzhongdebiyin。zouchuxiangkoushi，

wohuitouwangleyiyantushuguan——erlouneishanchuanghailiangzhe，xiangdangnianyiyang。zhishizheiyici，

chuangliderenzhongyuzhuilechulai。3baiyueguangbiaobenwoyiweiyuyeneiyiwennengbasuoyouwuhuidouchonghuixiashuidao，

quemeixiangdao，xiashuidaolihaizangzheyibashenglexiudedao。huidaojiayishilingchenliangdian。

shenyanbashitoudechenyituozaixuanguan，chizheshangshenquzhaochuifengji，beijiguzaidengguangxiaxiangyichuanbeiyushuixibaideyu。

wobaozhexigaizuozaishafali，kantabarefengxianduizhewochui，zaizhuanguoquzijihuluanhululiangxia，

toufaqiaochengshaonianmoyang。neiyishun，wojihuyaoxiangxin——suoyouliefengdounengbeitiwentianping。“xianquxizao。

”tashenshoulairouwofawei，“woqujinizhujiangtang。”wodiantou，quezaizhuanshendechanei，

kanjiantaluozaichajishangdeshoujiliangleyixia。

song：【yunduantongbuchenggong：《linshuyuyuyinbeiwanglu（2014-2017）》yibeifenwancheng】linshuyu。

neigechuanwenlichuguode“baiyueguang”，yuanlailianmingzidouzheimehaoting。wozhijianfama，shoujiyouanxiaqu，

xiangshenmedoumeifashengguo。2yushijingzimengzhewu，woyongshouhuakaiyidaokouzi，kanjianzijitonghongdeyanjing。

shenyandeweixinhaitingzaizhiding，beizhushijiandande“z”。wodianjintadepengyouquan，yijiushisantiankejiandekongbai。

kedangwodakai“shouzang”，limianjingjingtangzheshiwutiaoyuyin。diyitiaofabushijian：2014nian5yue20ri。

woshouzhidoudelihai，danhaishidiankaile。“——shenyan，womingtianfeilundun，nibielaisong。”nvhaizideshengyin，

xiangbohezhuangningmeng，weiyindaizhesajiaodezhan，“wopaniyiku，wojiushebudezoule。”“——jidechiyao，

weitengbieyingkang。”“——neitiaoweijinwozhicuolezhen，nijiangjiudai，buxuxianqi。

”……zuihouyitiaotingzai2017nian4yue30ri，zhiyousanmiao：“——ruguowohuilai，

wanyidianmeiguanxiba？”shenyanmeiyouhuifu。danshouzangshijianxianshi：yishouting127ci。

wohoulonglifanqitiexiuwei。yuanlaiwoyiweide“qiahaoxuyaohunyin”，shitadengbudaohuiyinhou，

suishouzhuadejiushengquan。erwo，zhanzhanzixidiyiweizijishiyueliang，

qishizhishinishuidechaoshuisuishoupengqideyikuaisuiboli。3woguozheyujinchulai，shenyanduanzhejiangtang，

chijiaocaizaidibanshang，jiaobeiqingjintuqi。“chenre。”tabawantuidaowomianqian，zijizuozaichajibianyuan，

namaojinjiwocafashao。woditouheleyikou，xinlagunguohoulong，bichuyanlei。“shenyan，

”wotingjianzijishengyinxiangbeishazhimoguo，“linshuyushishei？”maojintingzaiwofajian，shuiyidiyidizajinwanli。

tachenmodexiangyigehuaidiaodezhong。“wokanjianlenideshouzang。”wotaiyan，nulirangzuijiaoqiaoqilai，

“yuanlaiwojiushigetuierqiuqici。”“bushi——”“neishizenyang？”wobawanfangxia，taociyubolixiangzhuang，

qingcuidecier，“nishouzangtadeyuyin，xiangshouzangyizhisuishihuifeizoudeniao。erwo，

shinipaniaofeizouhoutaianjing，suibianguazaichuangkoudefengling？”talianseshunjiancanbai，

shenshoulaizhuawoshouwan：“suzhi，nitingwoshuo——”woshuaikaita，zhijiazaitashoubeishanghuachuyidaohonghen。

“wohuiguoneitian，niweishenmebugaosuwo？”“wopanijieyi……”“wopanijieyi？

suoyigancuirangwomengzaiguli？”woxiaodeyanleidouchulai，“suoyishenyan，nidaodibawodangshenme？

”wolengshengzhiwen。4taguixialai，xigaiyazaiwosanluodeyujinjiao。“2014nian5yue20ri，

tachuguo；5yue21ri，woquezhenzhongduyiyu。”wohuxiyizhi。“yaowurangwojiyilishuaitui，

wobatadeshengyinluxialai，shiweiletixingziji——biezaixihuanyigebuhuihuilaideren。”tataiyan，