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yichangchehuohou，wohurantingjianlesuwandexinsheng。tabiaomianchuileijieguolihunxieyi，

neixinquezaifangyanhua：「ziyou！xiaonaigouzhouyisanwu！」wobaonusisuixieyi：「bage？nizuomeng！」

houlaiwopochanzhujintashipingmidejiugongyu，dangzhuliduanchadaoshui。

tatougaimaotanshifaxianwozhenzangde“xinshengshouzhang”：「2023/6/5mawogounanren32ci…keai。

」yueguangxiawopengzhetadelian：「jiezhihuifuxiu，yueguangyongheng。」taxiaozheleiliu：「neiwoyaoyueliangdanghunjie。」

-------jianjieyiyuanxiaodushuideweidaozuanjinbiqiang，binglengyouchenmen。

woshouzaitabingchuangbianyijingsantiansanye，zhijianfuguosuwancangbailianjiadehudu，xiangchupengyijianshierfudedeciqi。

tachehuohunmi，yishengshuoyoujingwuxian。jiuzaiwosonglekouqi，titayehaobeijiaodeshunjian——yigeshengyin，

moshengyoushuxi，cubujifangdizaiwonaozilizhakai：「ha！zongsuanyaoaochutoule！

dengzheibingkuailianqianlelihunxieyi，nadaoqian，laonianglikebaoxiayouting，yangtabagenanmo！

zhouyidaozhouwulunliuzhiban，zhoumojitixiuxi！」wodeshoujiangzaibankong，beizideyijiaocongzhijianhualuo。

womengdikanxiangbingchuangshangderen，tayijiubizheyan，huxijunyun，zhangzhangdejiemaozaiyanxiatouchucuiruodeyinying，

hepingshineigewenshun、anjing、haowupiqidepeitaitaiyimoyiyang。

kegangcaineixiaozhangyouqueyuedeshengyin……wodeshixianluozaitaweicudemeixin，xiangbeishenmedongxitangleyixia。

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dongsirenle！」huxi？dongren？woxiayishidipingzhuqi，huangmiuganxiangtengmanyiyangchanshanglai。woshitanzhe，

jiqihuanmandixileyikouqi。「ze，youlai！zheigaisidezibenjiaqichang！」qingxiwubi。

meiyigezidoujingzhundizajinwodetingjueshenjing。bushihuanting。wodesuwan，

neigeyongyuandimeishunyan、congbushuoyige“bu”zideqizi，tadexinli，

delinghun——yigezaifengkuangzhoumawo、bingreqieguihuazhelikaiwozhihouyaoruhehuihuo、ruhexiangshourenshengdenvren。

yiguhanyijiazazhenanyiyanyudenuhuo，congjiaodizhichongtianlinggai。baoyouting？yangbagenanmo？zhouyidaozhouwu？

taguihuadekezhengouxizhizhoudao！bingfanglisijiwusheng，zhiyoujianhuyiguilvbinglengdedidasheng。

wodingzhetachenshuidecelian，neizhangwoziyiweishuxilesannian、cikequemoshengdelingrenxinjingdelian。

xindineidianchehuodailaidedanyouhepibei，

shunjianbeiyizhongbeiyunongdekuangnuhe……yizhongjinhushikongdetanjiuyuqudai。taxinglaishi，huishizenyang？santianhou，

taxingle。neishuangzongshishengzheroushunshuiguangdeyanjing，zaikandaowodeshunjian，

xunsumengshangyicengqiadaohaochudexuruoheyilai。tazhengzhazhexiangzuoqilai，

shengyinxiruo：“azheng……niyizhishouzhewoma？”womianwubiaoqing，

jiangyifenzaoyizhunbeihaodelihunxieyituidaotamianqian，zhizhangmocazhuomianfachucierdeshengxiang。“qianleta。

”wodeshengyindagaibipingshigengleng。tamingxianlengleyixia，suiji，yankuangyirouyankejiandesuduhongle。

jingyingdeleizhuxunsuzaiyandihuiju，shunzhecangbaidelianjiagunluo，zazaijiebaidebeidanshang，yinkaiyixiaopianshense。

neiposuigan，zuyirangrenhetieshixinchangderendongyao。“weishenme……azheng，shiwozuocuoleshenmema？

”tadeshengyingengyan，daizhelingrenxinsuidezhandou，meiyigezidouxiangshiyongjinlequanshenliqi。zheiyanji，

kanchengjiaokeshujibie。raner，jiuzaitazhandouzheshouzhi，jijiangchupengdaoneifenxieyishi，

neigeshuxide、chongmanhuolide、yutacikerouruowaibiaojieranxiangfandeshengyin，xianganxialezuigaoyinliangdebofangjian，

zaiwonaozilihongranzhaxiang：「ziyou！wansui！laoniangzhongyujiefangle！xiaonaigou！yangguangkailangdananhai！

zhouyisanwu！ersiliu！zhourixiuxi！hahaha！peizhengzheigounanrenzhongyukaiyanle！」

neishengyinlidekuangxijihuyaoxianfanwodetianlinggai。tashenzhiyijingzaijineibagegaisidenanmopaibanle！“bage？

”wodeshengyinxiangshicongbingjiaolilaochulai，meiyigeyinjiedoucuizhehanbingheyayibuzhudebaonu，“nizuomeng！

”zaisuwanjingetaiqide、leiyanposuodemuguangzhong，womengdizhuaqineifenlihunxieyi，cila——！

zhizhangbeihenhensichengliangban，zaisi，suipianrutongxuepianbanzaibingfanglifenfenyangyangluoxia。wobijinta，

jihunengganshoudaotayinweijingheerjicudehuxipenzaiwoxiabashang。“peitaitai，”wofushizheta，

meigezidouxiangcuiledudebingleng，“youxiguize，woshuolesuan。”tayanzhongdeleishuininggule，

zhishengxiachuncuidejingkongheyisibeikanchuandehuangluan。suwandaizhetadesifangqian，taole。

xiangyizhizhongyuzhengtuojinsilongdeniao，pobujidaidifeixiangtade“xintiandi”——yijianpojiudelaogongyu。

takaishizhibo，duizhejingtouchahua、hongbei，xiaorongmingmeideciyan。neigejiaoguyandenianqingzhubo，

xiangkuainianrendexiangpitang，weizhetazhuan，yikouyige“wanwanjie”，yanshenlideqingmuzangdouzangbuzhu。

danmulishuamanle“wanyancpsuosi”、“yuandijiehun”……meiyitiaodouxiangshaohongdezhen，

henhenzhajinwodeyandi。“z”zheigezhanghao，shiwosuishouzhucede。

dangguyandeshouyouyici“bujingyi”didashangsuwandejiantoushi，yiguxiehuozhichongtouding。

shouzhizaipingmushangfengkuangdianji，

huojian、youting、chengbao……jiazhibaiwandeliwutexiaoshunjianyanmeilezhenggezhibojianpingmu，

yeyanmeilesuoyouaiyande“wanyansuosi”。shuapingdeliwutexiaoduanzandipingbileneixieciyandedanmu，

quepingbibuletaduizhejingtoushi，neicongweizaiwomianqianzhanluguode、fazineixindemingmeixiaorong，

gengpingbibuleneigejiaoguyandexiaoziyanzhonghaobuyanshideqingmu。xinlideneituanxiehuofeidanmeibeijiaomie，

faneryueshaoyuewang，zhuodewuzangliufudouzaiteng。wolengzhelianguandiaozhiboyemian，naqishouji，

shengyinmeiyouyisiwendu：“rangneigeguyan，congmotequanxiaoshi。”jitianhou，suwanweileguyan，

zhudongzhaoshangmenlai“tanpan”。tachuanzhejiandandetxuniuziku，zuozaiwoduimian，

yanshenlidejiebeixiangshuqijiancideciwei。wotuiguoquyifenxindelihunxieyi。tachuizheyan，

zhangzhangdejiemaoyangaizhusuoyouqingxu，shouzhizaikafeibeibianyuanwuyishidimosuozhe。

jiuzaiwoyiweitayouyaoyunniangshenmeyanleigongshishi，tashouwanturanyidou——“aiya！”yishengqinghu。

neibeiguntangdekafeijingzhunwubidiposazaizhanxindelihunxieyishang，hesedeyetixunsuyinkai，

mohuleshangmiansuoyoudetiaokuan。kongqizhongmimankainongyudejiaokuweidao。youshizheizhao！sannianle！zhengzhengsannian！

meicitaxiangtaobishenme，huozhechuncuixiangjinuwo，zheibei“shouhua”dekafeizonghuizhunshichuxian！

canting、shufang、shenzhiwodexiuxishi！baci！zhengzhengbaci！

jiyadenuhuohebeixishuadequrushunjianchongkualelizhidediba。womengdiqishen，

gezhebeikafeijintoudelangjiezhuomian，yibaqinzhutaxianxideshouwan，lidaodadejihuyaoniesuitadegutou。

“suwan！”wojihushiyaozheyajichutademingzi，shentiyinfennuerweiweiqianqing，

jiangtakunzaiyibeihewozhijianxiaxiaodekongjianli，bijianjihunengchupengdaotaeqiandesuifa，“sannian，bacishouhua？

”wodingzhetashunjianshabaidelian，buzhuodaotayandiyishanerguodehuangluan，xintouneiguxiehuoshaodegengwang，

lengxiaocongchifengliyichu，“haishimawo‘gounanren’，mashangyinle？

”taxianshoudeshouwanzaiwozhangxinlimengdiyizhan，xiangzhibeiniezhulechibangdedie。talianshangdexuesetundeganganjingjing，

zuichunxidonglejixia，zuizhongzhijichujigecangbaiwulideziyan，

shengyinxiruowenrui：“wo……zuowanheduole……touhaiyunzhe……”youshijiekou！meiyicidoushi！

jiujing、touyun、buxiaoxin……tazongyoucengchubuqiongdeliyou！kanzhetaqiangzhuangzhendingqueyanshibuzhujinghuangdeyanshen，

kanzhetaweiweizhandoudejiemao，neigujihuyaofenhuiyiqiedenuhuo，

jingqiyidibeiyizhonggengshen、gengchendepibeihe……yizhongbinglengdetanjiuyufugaile。taxinli，

cikeyouzaimawoshenme？yichangjingxincehuadenianhui，worangtayinvzhurendeshenfenzhanzaiwoshenbian。huafuzhubao，

yanjingsizuo。tawanzhewodeshoubei，duizhemantangbinkeweixiaohanshou，yitaiwanfang。

kedangneiweiyiruyawenhezhuchengdeyishujiashenqingzhouduanzhejiubeizoulai，

hanxiaoxiangtayaowushi——「xuweitoudingdeminglichang，daizhemianjujiaxiaoyiwanshang，liandouyaojiangle。

haiburuzaizhibojianliqingsongzizai，zhishaozhenshi。」tadexinshengdaizhehaobuyanshideyanjuan，

qingxidichuanruwoerzhong。shenqingzhoudeshouhaitingzaibankong，zitaiyouya。wojihushibennengdiceshenyibu，

dangzailesuwanshenqian，shoubeizhanyouxingdilanzhutadeyao，jiangtagengjindikouxiangziji。“baoqian，shenxiansheng，

”wodeshengyinpingwen，daizheburongzhihuideqiangshi，“peitaitaijinwandediyizhiwu，zhinengshuyutadezhangfu。

”woshenzhimeikanshenqingzhoushunjianjiangzhudexiaorong，muguangruilidisaoguoquanchang，

wuxingdeyalirangneixiekuitandeshixianfenfenchuixia。wolanzhetahuaruwuchi，huaerzidexuanlvliutang。

tawenshundikaozaiwohuaili，peihezhewodebufa，huxiqingroudifuguowodejingce。keneigaisidexinshengyoulaile，

daizheqingxidebiyi：「he，youzhi！xiongxingdongwuwuliaodequandipanxingwei！genyeshousaniaobiaojiyoushenmequbie？」

quandipan？yeshou？saniaobiaoji？！lanzaitayaohoudeshoubeishunjianbengjin，zhijieyinweiyonglierfanbai。

woqiangpozijiweichizhewanmeidewubu，xiahexianbengdexiangyikuailengyingdetie。jiaoxiadebufabuzijuedijiazhong，

daizhechengfadeyiwei，jihuyaojiangtarousuijinhuaili。tachitongdiculexiamei，quemeiganhangsheng，

zhishibatoumaidegengdi。henhao。wozaixinlilengxiao。suwan，niyouzhong。zhenzhengdefengbao，

haowuyuzhaodizaitadezhibocangkuliranqi。dianluduanlubaochudehuohua，

shunjiandianranleduijidebaozhuangcailiaohepaomosuliao。nongyangungun，huoshesinve，

cierdejingbaoshengherenqundejianjiaohunluandijiaozaiyiqi。jiankongpingmushunjianbeitiaodongdehuomiaohenongyanzhanju。

xinzangxiangshibeiyizhibinglengdeshouhenhenzuanzhu，zhourantingzhiletiaodong。“suwan！

”woshenzhibuzhidaozijihouchulesheng，shentiyijingxianglixiandejianbanchonglechuqu，zhuangkaizulandeanbaorenyuan，

yitouzhajinneipianzhuoredediyu。nongyanqiangderenzhengbukaiyan，relangxiangwushushaohongdezhenzhazaipifushang。

shiyeliyipianmohudehongyuhei，zhiyoutaquansuozaijiaoluohuojiapangdeshenying，

zaitiaoyuedehuoguangzhongxiandeneimemiaoxiaowuzhu。yigenranshaodehuojiahengliangfachubukanzhongfude**，

daizhexiongxionghuoyan，chaozhetadetoudinghongranzaluo！shijianzaineiyikebeiwuxianlazhang。meiyousikao，meiyouquanheng。

shentidebennengchaoyuelesuoyoulizhi。wopuguoqudesudukuaidexiangyidaosiliekongqideshandian，

yongjinquanshenliqijiangtahenhenzhuangkai！houbeichuanlaiyizhennanyixingrongdejutong，

fangfozhengpianpiroudoubeiguntangdeluotiehenhenenzhu、sikai！buliaoshaojiaodehuweishunjianzuanjinbiqiang。

judadechongjilirangwomenliangrenyiqigundaozaidi，huoshecazhewodetoudingjuanguo。

“e……”jutongrangwoyanqianfahei，houtouyongshangyiguxingtian。yishixunsuchenrubinglengdeheian，

zuihouqingxideganzhi，shihuailitawenredezhandou，

hetaxindineiyishengjingkongdaobiandiaodejianjiao：「peizheng——biesi！」zaixinglai，biduanshishuxidexiaodushuiwei。

houbeidejutongtixingzhecangkulifashengdeyiqie。wofeilidizhengkaiyan，mohudeshiyezhujianqingxi，

duishanglebingchuangbiansuwandelian。tayanquanhonghongde，xiangshikuguo，dancikelianshangquemeishenmebiaoqing，

shenzhidaizhediankeyideshuli。tashoulinazheyikuaishimaojin，zhengxiaoxinyiyidibikaiwobeishangdebengdai，

cashizhewoshoubeishangcengdaodewuji。“xingle？”tapielewoyiyan，yuqipingdandexiangzaiwentianqi，

“yishengshuonimingda，sibule。houbeishaoshangmianjibuxiao，yihouliubashimianbulele。”tadunledun，

zuijiaogouqiyisimeishenmewendudehudu，“peizongzheikurouji，yandegoubizhen，yegouxiaxuebende。”kurouji？

wokanzhetaguzuolengmodelian，xindigangshengqideyisinuanyishunjianbeijiaoxi。zheinvren，xinshishitouzuodema？

jiuzaizheishi，neigeshuxidexinsheng，daizheyisibuyichajuedeweizhan，

qieqiedixiangleqilai：「……jiemaozenmeyizhizaidou？tengdelihaima？shabuxiamian……gaiyouduotenga……」

neishengyinlidedanyouhexinteng，xiangyigenrouruandeyumao，qingqingsaoguazhewoganggangbeitadelengyanlengyudongzhudexinzang。

yigunanyiyanyudesuanseheyinmidetian，qiaoranmanyankai。yuanlaitakanjianle。kanjianlewohunmiqianjiemaodezhandou。

yuanlaitazaihu，zaihuwotengbuteng。wobishangyan，renyouneiguqiyidenuanliuchongshuazhehoubei**ladetongchu。

zuijiao，zaisuwankanbujiandejiaodu，jiqingweidixiangshangwanleyixia。peishineibudefengbaobihoubeidezhuoshanggengmenglie。

shufulianhegudongbigong，binglengdezuihoutongdiezazaiwomianqian：yaomelikeyuzhidingdeshangyehuobanlianyin，

wenguyaoyaoyuzhuidejiangshan；yaome，jiaochupeishizhangduorendequanbing。jiazuhuiyitingli，kongqiningguruqian。

gudongmenhuolengmohuojifengdemuguangxiangzhenyiyangzhazaishenshang。shufuzuozaizhuwei，zhideyiman，

fangfoyijingkandaowoditoutuoxie。“peizheng，”shufudeshengyindaizhexuweidetanxi，“dajuweizhong。

xishengyidiangerenganqing，huanpeishibainianjiyewengu，shuqingshuzhong，nigaifendeqing。linjiade**，

duinihenmanyi。”gerenganqing？xisheng？woyanqianhuangguosuwanzaicangkuhuoguangzhongjingkongdelian，

huangguotaweiwocashishoubeishiweiweizhandoudezhijian，huangguotaxindineijuzangzhedanyoude“tengbuteng”。

tabushishenmekeyisuiyixishengde“gerenganqing”。wohuanhuanzhanqishen，zhenglileyixiaxizhuangxiukou，

dongzuocongrongbupo。muguangsaoguoquanchang，zuihouluozaishufuneizhangxiemansuanjidelianshang。wozoudaojudadeluodichuangqian，

waimianshichengshigangtiesenlinbinglengdetianjixian。yigejiashezaijiaoluo、shanshuozhehongdiandezhibojingtou，

zhengwushengdijiangzheiyiqiechuanbochuqu。zaiquanchangjingedezhushixia，zaiquanwangwushushuangyanjingdeningshixia，wotaiqishou，

haobuyouyudi、huanmanerjiandingdi，jiangxiangzhengpeishijiazhushenfendeneimeichenzhongjiezhi，congwumingzhishangtunlexialai。

binglengdebojinjiezhiluozaiguangjiedehuiyizhuoshang，fachu“ding”yishengcuixiang，qingxidihuidangzaisijidehuiyitingli，

yetongguozhiboxinhaochuandaolewangluodemeiyigejiaoluo。“wodeqizi，”wodeshengyinbugao，

queqingxidichuantoulemeiyicunkongqi，daizhezhandingjietiedejuejue，“zhihuishisuwan。”siji。xiayimiao，

huiyitingzhakaileguo。shufuliansetieqing，paianerqi，

nuchishengyanmeizaigudongmenjingyideyilunhejizhemenfengkuangdekuaimenshengzhong。

zhibodanmugengshishunjianbeihaixiaobandejingtanhecaiceyanmei。“fengle！peizhengfengle！

”“weileneigenvrenfangqizhenggepeishi？！”“suwanshishei？hefangshensheng？”wozhiruowangwen，zhuanshen，

zaiwushudaojinge、bujie、biyidemuguangxilixia，touyebuhuidizouchulezheigecengjingshuyuwodequanlizhongxin。

shenhou，shishanhuhaixiaobandebengtasheng。jixiaoshihou，zichandongjielingruqierzhi。yinxingkachenglefeisuliao，

mingchebeitieshangfengtiao。wotuozheweiyiyigemeibeichafengdexinglixiang，

limianzhuangzhejijianhuanxiyiwuheyitaijiubijiben，zhanzailesuwanneijianlaopoxiaogongyudemenwai。shenxiyikouqi，

qiaoxianglemen。menkaile。suwanchuanzhexidefabaidejiajufu，toufasuiyiwanzhe，

shoulihainazheyibadishuideqingcai。takandaowo，kandaowojiaobiandexinglixiang，mingxianlengzhule，

yanshenlichongmanlekunhuoheyisibuyichajuedejiebei。“peizheng？ni……zheishi？”wochelechezuijiao，

nulixiangjichuyigeqingsongdiandexiao，quefaxianyouxiekunnan。wotuozhexinglixiang，

yingshicongtahemenkuangzhijianneidianxiazhaidefengxilijilejinqu。shipingmibudaodeketing，jucudezhuangeshendoukunnan，

kongqilimimanzhetagangzhudemiantiaodedandanxiangqi。“peitaitai，”wobaxinglixiangwangqiangjiaoyifang，

fachuchenmendeshengxiang，zhuanguoshen，yingshangtajingyibudingdemuguang，jinliangrangzijideshengyintingqilaipingjingwubo，

“huozhe，xianzaigaijiaonisulaoban？”wodunledun，kanzhetaweiweizhengdadeyanjing。“peizhuliqianlaibaodao。

yihou，qingduozhijiao。”shipingmi。zheigecixianggebinglengyouxiaxiaodeqiulong，jingzhundikuangzhulewopeizhengdeyusheng。

suwanneijianlaopoxiaodeciwo，fangxiayizhangxingjunchuangheyizhangzhiyazuoxiangdejiushuzhuohou，lianzhuanshendouxiandeshechi。

chuangwaidenihonghaowuzhelandiposajinlai，lianjiayouxuanxiao，

chediniansuilewoguoqusanshinianxiguande、angguierkezhideheian。suwandezhibozaiketing，

gezheyicengbobode、genbenbugeyindemenban。takeyiyadide、daizhexiaoyideshengyin，

haiyouneigejiaoguyandexiaozi（suiranbeiwodayaguo，danxianranyinhunbusan）guzuoshuanglangdexiaosheng，

xiangwushugenximidezhen，zhazhewozaoyijinbengdaojixiandeshenjing。「……zheigeyansezhendechaoxianbai！jiemeimen，

xiangxinwo，chongta！」suwandeshengyintouguomenban，

daizheyizhongwocongweizaitamianduiwoshiyongyouguode、xianhuodeganranli。「wanwanjieshuodedui！lianjiejiuzaixiafang，

shoumanwu！」guyandeshengyinjingenzhexiangqi，xiangtiaoyaoweiqiliandegou。

womengdiheshangmianqianneibentankaide、jiangphotoshoprumendetianshu。

pingmushangneigewaiwainiuniu、secaiguiyidetuceng，cidewoyanjingshengteng。shouzhiwuyishidishoujin，

suliaoshubiaozaizhangxinfachubukanzhongfude**。taduizhequanshijieqiaoxiaoqianxi，weidulinsejiwoyigeyanshen。

ketingdeshengyinzhongyuxiaotingle。sijimanyankailai，zhishengxiachuangwaichengshiyongbupijuandewengming。

**zaibinglengdeqiangbishang，xingjunchuangjianyingdebianyuanluozhehoubeiweiyudeshaoshang，yizhenzhenmentong。

kongqilihaicanliuzhetazhiboshishiyongdelianjiaxiangshuiwei，tianniderangrenfanwei。buzhiguoleduojiu，

jiudaowojihuyaozaizheipianlingrenzhixidejijingzhongchenchenshuiqu，

menzhoufachuyishengjiqiqingweide、fangfobeikeyikongzhide“zhiya”。yourenjinlaile。jiaobufangdejiqing，xiangmao。

yigushuxide、ganjingdezaojiaoxiangqihunzhetashenshangteyoudenuanyi，qiaorankaojin。shisuwan。wobizheyan，

huxifangdepinghuanmianzhang，zhuangshui。tazaiwochuangbiantingzhu。jimiaozhongdejingmo，xiangwushengdeshitan。ranhou，

daizhetatiwendezhongliang，qingroudifugaixialai——yitiaomaotan，xiaoxinyiyididazailewoshenshang。dongzuohenqing，

daizheyizhong……benzhuodeyouyu。tanzicucaodexianweicengguowo**zaitxuwaideshoubeipifu，

jiqiyizhenxiweidezhanli。tameilikezoukai。wodexinzangzaixiongqianglileigu，zhuangjizheleigu。heianzhong，

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