kehuanxiaoshuo《yanhanyingzhaoyaoli》shijiangxuyidedaibiaozuozhiyi。zhujiaoyanhanyingzhaoyaolishenlinqijingdizhanshileweilaishijiedeqimiaojingxiang。gushichongmanlekejihexiangxiangli,yinrenrusheng。zheibenshubujindaijiduzhewuxianxiaxiang,yerangrensikaokejifazhanduirenleideyingxiang。zuihouzhizhilezheichangnaojuderenshigumuyandemishu。tajiangwodaidaodingloudezongcaibangongshi,gumuyanzhengzaichuliwenjian。kanjiantadeneiyike,woxinlide……
beiganqubingdaoshenghuoleliangnianhou,wozhongyuhuidaolebeijing。
quemeixiangdaodiyigejiandaodejiushi,jingranshigumuyan!
wokanzhechemenwai,zuozailunyishangdegumuyan,xinzangruhuoshanpenfa,guntangyouzhuotong。
woxiayishidechaolingyigefangxiangniutouduoqilai,xinliananqidao:meikandaowo,meikandaowo……
kehaishitingjianlenanrenhanwodemingzi。
“jiangxuyi,liangnianbujianburenshile?”
怎么会不认识呢?
wokanzhechechuangshangyingchulaidezijijiangyingdelian,chechuyigeweixiao。
ranhouzhuantoumianduigumuyan:“xiaoshu,haojiubujian。”
beiganqubingdaodeliangnian,tameijiwodaguoyigedianhua,faguoyitiaoduanxin。
jiuhaoxiangwomenzhishitongzhuyigedayuandelinju,erbushi……qianren。
xiansedeqingxuduzhexinkou,wozuanjinshou,huluanzhaogeliyouxiangyaotaoli。
“baoqianxiaoshu,woshangcuochele,zheijiuzou。”
wobugudaoshangdecierjianruidechelabasheng,tuikailingyicechemenjiuxiangxiache。
quetinggumuyanshuo:“jiangjiaquanjiachuqulvyoule,meirenjieni。”
我僵住了。
hegumuyanzaigujiadezhongyaodiweibutong,zaijiangjia,woshangburuyouxiudeyishengjiejie,xiaburunengchuanzongjiedaidedidi,yixiangshigetoumingren。
zhishiwocuoyiwei,beiganqubingdaoliangnianbujian,tamenduiwozhishaohuiyouyidianerxiangnian。
worenzhehoujiandegengse,zhuangzuobuzaihu:“wokeyizijidache……”
“jiangxuyi,niyiweiniweishenmenenghuibeijing?”
wolenglexia,youxiefanyingbuguolai。
liangnianqian,wohegumuyanaiyizhengnongshi,tahurantilefenshou。
womeibanfajieshou,zhengchaojian,yiwaifashenglechehuo,erweilebaohuwo,tashuangtuishoushang。
zheijianshiyinqilehendadefengbo,jialipabeiqianlian,zhudongtichujiangwosongquguowai。
顾牧言也没有阻止。
erxianzai,tadeyisishi……tarangwohuilaide?
可为什么?
wobujiedekanxianggumuyan,ketazhishishangleche,shenmedoubuzaishuo。
chenmojian,chezihuanhuanqidong。
womeiyoulikaidejihui,zhinengjintiezhechemensuochengyituan。
keshuyugumuyanshenshangdexuesongweidaohaishiyidiandianqinlveguolai,qizhonghaijiazazhedandandechenxiang。
wobushoukongzhidekanguoqu,jiuqiaojiantawanjianneichuanbaiqinanchenxiangfozhushouchuan。
zheifozhushiwomenwunianqiangangzaiyiqishi,wotediqufosiqiude。
meixiangdao……tajingranhaidaizhe。
woshuobuchuxinlishishenmeganjue,zheishi,quetingjianyizhenjixieshengxiang。
chexiangnei,qianhouzuozhijiandegebanturanshengqi。
我心脏猛地一跳。
hegumuyanlianaideneisannian,yinweiyaobiren,suoyihenduociyuehuidoushizaichelijinxingde。
eryiqiekaishideqianzou,jiushidangbanshengqi。
gumuyanxianzaizheimezuo,shiyaoganshenme?!
wohusiluanxiangzhe,xiayimiao,zhiganjuegumuyandeqixihurannonghouqilai。
takaoguolaiwozhulewodeshou,ranhoujiangneichuanfozhuyidiandiandaidaolewodeshouwanshang!
wochuimouzhengzhengwangzheneichuanbiwopifuhaibaidefozhu,xinpengpengtiao。
wokanxiangyijingtuihuiqudegumuyan,shengyinshaya:“nizheishi……shenmeyisi?”
顾牧言没有回答。
静默间,车停了。
wokanzhegumuyanxiachedebeiying,benxianghantadeshengyinquegengzailehoulongli。
yinweitazouqudefangxiang,yougenvrenzhanzaineier。
tazaigumuyandecelianshangluoxiayiwen!
wozhijuedexiangbeirenqiazhulebozi,wufahuxi。
neigenvrenjingshiwozuihaodeguimibuyuege!
tahegumuyan……zaiyiqile?!