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小说简介

zuozhe“anchenxu”jingxinbianxiewanchengdeduanpianyanqinggushi，《yuanlaixianshiligaoganwennanzhuyemeineimehao》shizheibenshudemingzi，zheibuxinzuopinzuijinhuobaoshangxianle，gushiqingjieshengdongganren，zhurengong：qihansumei，liangrenzhijiandeqingganjiugefeichangjingcai，xiaoshuojianjie：yanshenshunjianbiandefuzaqilai。“jianzhuxiyanjiusheng？”tashiyiwozuoxia，suishoucongshujiashangchouchuyibenhouzhongdeyingwenyuanzhutuidaowomianqian。“ng，yaner。”woxiaoxin……

精彩章节

wozhenshikanxiaoshuokanduole，shatoule。qihanxiangjilegaoganwenlidenanzhutaduiwohao，wojiuyiweitaaiwo。

tajiwosongzaocan、peiwoaoye，wojiugandongdebuxing。zhi“zhenxianga”，tapengyoudiyicijianwojiuzheimeshuo。

yuanlaiwobuguoshigetishen。tachulianhuilaineitian，wozhenghuaizhehaizi。tarangwobieduoxiang，

zhuantoujiuhetachushuangrudui。woliuchandachuxuedeshihou，tazaipeitaguoshengri。shiergeweijiedianhua，

tayigedoumeijie。wuniana，woxianggeshaziyiyangbeitashuadetuantuanzhuan。tapengyoudouxiazhuduwomenduojiuhuifenshou。

suoyourendouzhidaowoshitishen，jiuwobuzhidao。houlaiwozoule，tingshuotafenglesidezhaowo。

1luntansixindetishiyinxiangqishi，wozhengzaitushuguanaoyeganketi。

pingmushangtiaochuyitiaoxinxiaoxi：【《xiandaijianzhudekongjianxushi》1973nianyingwenyuanban？

wojialaoyezizangshugelihaoxiangyou。yaodehualianxiwo。qi。】wodingzheneigexingshilengleliangmiao。

beichengxingqidebuduo，ganyongdanzishumingde，kongpazhiyouneigeqijia。shouzhizaijianpanshangxuanlebantian，

wocaijinshendihuifu：【xiexie，qingwenzenmelianxinin？】duifangjihushimiaohui：【mingtianxiawusandian，

qishidasha32ceng，baowomingzijiuxing——qihan。】woshouyidou，chadiandafankafeibei。qihan。

qishijituanzuinianqingdezongcai，caijingzazhidechangke，beichengchulemingdefengliuguigongzi。diertian，

wozhanzaiqishidashadiantili，duizhejingzidisancizhenglichenshanlingkou。3disantian，2cengdiantimenyikai，

wojiubeiyanqiandejingxiangzhenzhule——zhengcengdoushizongcaibangongqu，luodichuangwaishizhenggebeichengdequanjing。“cheng**？

”yigedichendaixiaodeshengyincongbeihouchuanlai。zhuanshendeshunjian，

wokandaoyigeshencaixiuzhangdenanrenyizaibangongshimenkou。tachuanzheshenhuisexizhuang，meidalingdai，lingkousuiyichangzhe，

shoulibawanzheyigejinshudahuoji。zuirangrenxinjingdeshitadelian——lunkuofenming，meimuruhua，

youyanjiaoyouyikehenxiaodeleizhi，jizheizhangguofenjingzhideliantianlejifenxieqi。“shuzailibian。”tazhiqishen，

shiyiwogentajinbangongshi。woyibuyiqudigenzhe，turanfaxiantazaikandaowozhenglianshimingxianzhengleyixia，

yanshenshunjianbiandefuzaqilai。“jianzhuxiyanjiusheng？”tashiyiwozuoxia，

suishoucongshujiashangchouchuyibenhouzhongdeyingwenyuanzhutuidaowomianqian。“ng，yaner。”woxiaoxinyiyidijieguoshu，

zhijianbuxiaoxinpengdaotadeshoubei，chudianbansuolehuilai。taqingxiaoyisheng，

hurancoujin：“womenshibushizainajianguo？”woxintiaolouleyipai：“wunianqian，beizhan，

woqianbaobeitoule…”“a，neigekubizidexiaoguniang。”tayanjingyiliang，kaohuiyibei，

“dangshirangnishangchesihuobuken。”womeixiangdaotahaijide。neinianwogangdaobeichengshangdaxue，zaichezhanzaoyuqiangjie，

baowananchulaiyouxiadayu，langbeidedunzailubianku。shitatingxiache，dijiwoyibasanhemingpian。

“shunixiannazheyong。”tadeshengyinbawolahuixianshi，“youshenmewentisuishilianxiwo。”wodaoxiezhunbeilikai，

taqueturanqishen：“wosongni。”“buyongle，wo…”“shunlu。”tayijinganledianti，burongjujue。

cheshang，tawenlewoyanjiuketideneirong，jurannengliaodetoutoushidao。daoxiaomenkoushi，

taturanshuo：“liugedianhuaba，wanyishuyouqitawenti。”woguishishenchadijile。jiexialaiyigeyue，

qihanyi“taolunshuzhongneirong”weiyou，pinfanchuxianzaiwodeshenghuozhong。tahuizaitushuguanwaidengwodaoshenye，

daiwoquchilingchenhaiyingyedesifangcaiguan；huizaiwosuikoutilejuxihuanmouyishuzhanhou，

diertianjiunonglaivippiao；genghuizaiwoganmaoshi，pairensonglaiqinshouaodejiangtang。“qihanshibushizaizhuinia？

”shiyoulinqikenzhepingguo，zhizhelouxianeiliangshuxideheisemaibahe，“zheidoulianxuliangzhoule。

”woditoukanzheshoujilitagangfalaidexiaoxi：【jintianyougehui，bunengpeinichiwufanle。

jinidianlerongjidezhou，jidena。】xintiaobushoukongzhidijiakuai。neitianwanshang，qihansongwohuisusheshi，

turanzailudengxiatingzhujiaobu。“chengsheng。”tadiyicijiaowodemingzi，shengyindichen，“tingshuowohenhaozhui？

”wolengzhule，xiangqixiaoyuanliguanyutadechuanwen——qishisanshaoye，chulemingdefengliuguigongzi，

duinvbanwenroudafangdancongbuzhangjiu。“neinijuede，“tacoujinyibu，shenshangdandandelongxianxianglongzhaoguolai，

“wozhuidaonilema？”yueguangluozaitajiemaoshang，touxiayixiaopianyinying。neiyike，wowanglesuoyouchuanwen，

zhitingjianzijishuo：“nikeyishishikan。”taxiaole，

yanjiaoneikeleizhizaidengguangxiagewaimiren：“neicongjintianqi，cheng**jiushiwonvpengyoule。”houlaiwocaizhidao，

neitianwanshang，tadepengyouquanlizhakaileguo。suoyourendouxialezhu，duwomendelianqingbuhuichaoguoyigeyue。

erduzhuzuidadeneigeren，jiushiqihanziji。2heqihanzaiyiqidediyizhou，

wojiujianshidaoleshenmejiaoqishifenggedelianai。zhouerzaoshangwogangchusushelou，

jiukanjiantayizaiyiliangdidiaodeshenlansebinliqian，shoulilinzhe“cuihuaxuan“dezaocanhe。yaozhidao，

cuihuaxuandezaodianzhishaoyaotiqianliangzhouyuyue。“nizenme…”woxiaopaoguoqu，huxiyinweijicuerweiweifazhan。

“cainijintiandabian，xuyaobuchongnengliang。”tazirandijieguowodebao，dakaichemen，“shangche，

songniqujiaoxuelou。”cheliyoudandandexuesongxiangqi，zuoyijiareqiadaohaochu。woxiaokouyaozhejingyingtitoudexiajiao，

tingjiantashuo：“mandianchi，haizao。”wozheicaizhuyidao，yibiaopanshangdeshizhongxianshicaiqidianershi。

wodedabianjiudianbancaikaishi。“laizheimezaoganshenme？”tazhuantoukanwo，

yanjiaoneikeleizhizaichenguangzhonggewaimingxian：“xiangduokankanni。”zheijuhuarangwoergenfatang。houlaiwocaizhidao，

qihanneiwantongxiaochuliwanyigekuaguobinggouan，shuilebudaoliangxiaoshijiukaichechuanguobangechengshilaidengwo。

wodeshenghuojiuzheiyangbeiqihanqiangshiruqin。tahuizaitushuguanpeiwoaodaolingchen，

jiuweichayigejianzhushuyudechuchu；huiyinweiwosuikoushuoxihuanmoukuanxiangshui，

diertianjiurangrensonglaiyizhengtaogaipinpaidequanxilie；genghuizaiwoshengliqiduzitengshi，

qinzizhuhongtangjiangchasongdaosushelouxia。“qihanduinizhenshishangxin。”linqipazaisushechuangtai，

kanzhelouxianeilianglianxuchuxianyigeyuedehaoche，“genchuanwenzhongdewanquanbuyiyang。”wominzuixiaolexiao，

xinlifanqiyisitianyi。shia，suoyourendoushuoqihanhuannvyouruhuanyifu，

kewomenzaiyiqiyijingyigeyuelingsantianle。zheitianwanshang，qihandaiwoqucanjiatapengyoudeshengripaidui。

chezitingzaiyidonghaohuabieshuqian，

tahuranzhuanshenanzhuwoyaojiekaianquandaideshou：“daihuiyaoshiyourenshuoshenmeqiguaidehua，biewangxinliqu。

”“shenmeqiguaidehua？”taqingqingmosuowodeshouwan：“wopengyoudoukouwuzhelan。”guoran，gangjinmen，

yigechuanzhejifanxixinkuanchenshandenanrenjiuchuileshengkoushao：“qige，pojilulea！

”qihanjinggaodidengletayiyan，louzhewodeyaojieshao：“zhoumuchen，wofaxiao。shengsheng，wonvpengyou。

”zhoumuchenjuzhexiangbinzouguolai，muguangluozaiwolianshangshituranjiangzhu，tuokouerchu：“**，

zhenxiang——““muchen！”qihanshengyinzhouleng。zhoumuchenlikegaikou：“zhenxiangqigemamanianqingshideyangzi！

”takuazhangdibihuazhe，“ayidangniankeshibeidaxiaohua，duibaqige？”qihanmeijiehua，

zhishibawoloudegengjinlexie。zhenggewanshang，wodounengganjuedaoruoyouruowudeshixianluozaiwoshenshang。

qihancunbubulidishouzhewo，duimeiyigelaidahuaderendoubaoyijinggaodeyanshen。huijialushang，

worenbuzhuwen：“zhoumuchengangcaixiangshuoshenme？”chechuangwainihongshanshuo，

qihandecelianzaiguangyingzhonghuminghuan：“taheduolehuyanluanyu。”“tashuowoxiangnimama…”“buxiang。

”taturandaduanwo，yuqiyouxieshengying，“nibitapiaoliangduole。”zheibushiwoxiangtingdedaan。

dankanzhetajinbengdexiahexian，womeizaizhuiwen。neiwanzhihou，qihansihugengnianrenle。

tajiekouwosushetaixiaobufangbian，yingshibawodaidaoletazaishizhongxindeyitaodingcenggongyu。“linixuexiaojin，

fangbiannixielunwen。”tadakaimen，wojingdeshuobuchuhualai。

yubeigaizaochenglejianzhuxixueshengdemengxiangkongjian——zhuanyehuituzhuo、3ddayinji、yizhengmianqiangdejianzhuleizangshu，

shenzhihaiyouyigexiaoxingcailiaoshiyanshi。“zhei...taikuazhangle。”womozheneitaijiazhibufeidejiguangqiegeji，

shouzhiweiweifadou。tacongbeihouhuanzhuwo：“nixihuanjiuhao。”jiuzheiyang，

wobantuibanjiudikaishileheqihandetongjushenghuo。tagongzuohenmang，danzonghuizhunshihuijiachiwanfan。

youshiwoaoyeganmoxing，tajiuanjingdizuozaipangbianchuliwenjian，ouertaitouxiangshiyixiao。mougeshenye，

wobeileishengjingxing，faxianshenbiankongwuyiren。shufangmenfengtouchuyixianguangliang，

yinyuechuanlaiqihandeshengyin：“...quedingshita？shenmeshihouhuilai？”woqingshouqingjiaodizouguoqu，

zhengyaoqiaomen，quetingjiantashuo：“wunianle...zhongyu…”buzhiweihe，wodexinturanjiuleyixia。

qiaomenshengjingdongleqihan，tacongmangguaduandianhua，kaimenshilianshanghaidaizheweishouqidexiaoyi。“zenmexingle？

”tashenshoumowodelian，“zuoemengle？”woyaoyaotou，muguangyueguotakanxiangshuzhuo。choutibankaizhe，

limianluchuyigejingzhidelansironghezi。qihanlikezhuanshenheshangchouti：“gongsiwenjian。

”talanzhewowangwoshizou，“shuiba，mingtiannibushiyaojiandaoshima？”diertianyizao，

qihanqinzixiachuzuolezaocan。wokanzhetaxizheweiqunzaichufangmangliudebeiying，zuowandeyilvjianjianxiaosan。

zhidaowozaizhenglishufangshi，wuyizhongpengdiaoletadeqianbao。yizhangzhaopianhualechulai。

zhaopianshangdenvhaizhanzaixiangzhangshuxia，chuanzhebaiselianyiqun，xiaorongmingmei。zuirangwoxinjingdeshi，

tahewoyouqifenxiangsi——tongyangdexingyan，tongyangdexiaohu，shenzhiyoulianjiadouyouyigexiaoxiaodejiuwo。

zhaopianbeimianxiezheyigeriqi：2017nian6yue18ri。neishiwunianqian。wodeshoukaishibushoukongzhidifadou。

huran，yishuangwenredeshoucongbeihouhuanzhuwo，qihandexiabadizaiwojianshang：“zhaoshenmeni？

”wojiangyingdijuqizhaopian：“zheishishei？”tadongzuoyidun，

suijizirandijieguozhaopianfanghuiqianbao：“yigelaopengyou。”ranhoubanguowodeshenzi，zhishiwodeyanjing，

“shengsheng，nishiwoxianzaiweiyidenvpengyou，mingbaima？”tadeyanshentaiguotandang，woyishiyusai。

“neizhoumuchenshuode'zhenxiang'…”“taheduolehuhuaniyexin？”qihanshixiao，nieniewodebizi，

“xiaocubao。”womianqiangxiaolexiao，xinlideyilvquexiangdiruqingshuizhongdemozhi，huanhuanyunkai。neitianwanshang，

qihangewaiwenrou。tazaiyuganglisalewoxihuandemeiguijingyou，qinzibangwochuigantoufa，

shenzhipotianhuangdijiangletaxiaoshihoudeqiushidouwokaixin。“wobamashishangyelianyin，“taqingqingshuliwodezhangfa，

“jialiguijuduo，wocongxiaojiubeiyaoqiushishiwanmei。”tadunledun，“zhidaoyujianni，shengsheng，

nirangwozhidaoshenghuokeyizheimejiandankuaile。”zheijuhuarangwoxinruandeyitahutu。dangtawenxialaishi，

wozanshiwangjileneizhangzhaopianheneigeshenmidelansironghezi。yexu，meigerendouyoubuyuantijideguoqu。

wozheiyanggaosuziji。3qihanshengriqianyizhou，wokaishimimizhunbeiliwu。“niquedingyaoqinshouzuomoxing？

”linqikanzhewoaohongdeyanjing，dilaiyibeikafei，“maidianshenmebuhaoma？”woyaoyaotou，

xiaoxindijiangweixingshuzhidaorubalishengmuyuandemoju。zheishiqihanzuiaidejianzhu，wocengtingtatiguowushuci。

lianxusanwanmeishui，wodeshouzhibeijiaoshuizhuochujigexiaopao，danxiangdaotajingxidebiaoqing，yiqiedouzhide。

shengridangtianzaochen，wobabaozhuangjingmeidelihezangzaibaoli，zhunbeiwanshangpaiduishijita。qihancongbeihoubaozhuwo，

xiabadizaiwojiantou：“jintianyougezhongyaohuiyi，kenengwandiandaopaidui，nizijixianquhaoma？”“hao。

”wozhuanshentitazhenglilingdai，“bietailei。”tawenlewenwodeetou，huranshuo：“duile，

muchentamenhuitiqianqubuzhi，yaoshishuoleshenmebuzhongtingde，biewangxinliqu。”woshouzhiyidun。

zheiyijingshitadiercizheiyangtixingwole。wanshangqidian，wochuanzheqihansongdeneitiaoxiangnaierlianyiqun，

zhunshidaodayundinghuisuo。fuwushenglingwochuanguozhanglang，yinyuetingdaojintoubaoxiangchuanlaidexiaonaosheng。

“...qigezheicirenzhende？doulianggeyuele。”“renzhengepi，dujudoufanbeile，woyabuchaoguosangeyue！

”“xu——“yourenturanyadishengyin，“tishenlaile。”baoxiangmenzaiwomianqiandakai，

shijidaomuguangqishuashuashelai。xiaoshengjiaranerzhi，kongqizhongpiaozhegangadejijing。

zhoumuchenzuixianfanyingguolai：“saozilaila！”takuaibuyingshanglai，jieguowodebao，“qigelinshiyoushi，

rangwomenxianzhaodaini。”wojiangyingdixiaolexiao，shouzhiwuyishidijiaozhequnbai。

baoxianglidoushiqihandequanzi——shangshigongsidexiaokai、mingyuan，haiyoujigedanghongmingxing。

tamenyongpingguhuowudemuguangdaliangwo，zuijiaoguazheruoyouruowudexiaoyi。“cheng**shiba？

”yigechuanhongseshenvlifudenvrenzouguolai，“linwei，qihande...laopengyou。

”tateyizai“laopengyou”sangezishangjiazhongyuqi。wolikerenchutashimouzhubaopinpaidedaiyanren，

qunianhaiheqihanchuanguofeiwen。“nihao。”wojinliangbaochiweixiao。

linweidehongchungouqiyimochaofengdehudu：“qihankouweidaoshitingzhuanyi，jiuxihuanzheikuan。

”tayiyousuozhidisaoguowodelian，zhuanshenshiguyizhuanglexiawodejianbang。wozhanzaiyuandi，lianshang**lade。

zhoumuchenlianmangdayuanchang：“lailailai，saozizuozheier。”tabawoanpaizaizhuweipangbian，“qigeteyijiaodaide。

”jiexialaidebanxiaoshi，woxianggezhanlanpinyiyangbeizhongrenshenshi。

tamentanlunzhewotingbudongdeyoutingxinghao、sirendaoyu，shibushipaojiwoyigefuyandewenti。

meidangwoxiangjiaruhuati，jiuhuishoudaolimaoershuyuandeweixiao。“cheng**xuejianzhude？

”yigedaijinsiyanjingdenanrenturanwen，“zhenghao，yundingdeshejishimashangdao，nimenkeyiliaoliao。

”“shejishi？”woyileng。“sumeia，qigemeigennishuoma？”tahuayingangluo，zhoumuchenmengdikesouqilai。

sumei。zheigemingzixiangzhenyiyangzhajinwodetaiyangxue。zhaopianshangneigenvhai，qihanqianbaolidemimi。“muchen！

”linweijianshengdaduan，“dangaodaole，qunayixia！”zhoumuchenrumengdashediliuzou，

baoxiangliyouhuifubiaomianderenao。wozuozaixuanxiaozhong，shoujiaobingliang。tamendouzhidaosumei，zhiyouwobeimengzaiguli。

jiekouquxishoujian，wotaochubaoxiang。zoulangjintouyougelutianyangtai，woshenxijikoulengkongqi，

shitupingfukuangtiaodexinzang。“shoubulele？”shenhouchuanlaigaogenxiedekadasheng。linweiyizaimenkuangshang，

shoulihuangzheyibeixiangbin，“diyiciyishidaozijizhishigetidaipin，queshihennanjieshou。”wozhuanshenyaozou，

taqueyibazhuazhuwodeshouwan：“kankanzheige。”tataochushouji，

pingmushangshiyizhangheying——qihanlouzheyigebaiyinvhai，yanshenshiwocongweijianguodewenrou。“sumei，

qihandechulian，yeshitaweiyiqiuguohundenvren。”linweidehongchunjihutiedaowoerduoshang，

“wunianqianqubalishenzao，xianzaiyaohuilaile。zhidaoweishenmeqihanzhaoshangnima？”wosisiyaozhuxiachun，

burangzijifadou。“yinweinihetayouqifenxiang。”linweiqingxiaozhesongkaiwo，“youqishixiaoqilaideshihou，

neigexiaojiuwo...zeze，qihanjiuchizheitao。”tazhuanshenqianzuihoukanlewoyiyan：“shunbiangaosuni，

jinwandeduju，duniheqihannengbunengchengguosangeyue。woyalebuneng。”huidaobaoxiangshi，qihanyijingdaole。

tazhanzairenqunzhongyang，xizhuangbiting，zhengditoukanbiao。taitoukanjianwo，likedabuzoulai：“qunale？

wozhaonibantian。”wozhanglezhangzui，quefabuchushengyin。tademuguangluozaiwocangbaidelianshang，

meitouweizhou：“bushufu？”“womennengbuneng...dandutantan？”tagangyaodiantou，

yigefuwushengcongcongpaolai：“qizong，nindengdedianhua。”qihannieleniewodeshouxin：“dengwowufenzhong。

”shuowanbiangenzhefuwushenglikailebaoxiang。wozhanzaiyuandi，

huranzhuyidaobuyuanchudejigenvhaizhengduizhewoqieqiesiyu，jianwokanguolai，budanbushoulian，

fanertiaoxinbanjuqijiubei。“tingshuotazaizhudongzhuideqizong…”“zhuangdetingchun，

sheizhidaosixiashenmeyang…”“sumeijiexiazhoujiuhuilaile，

kantahainengdeyiduojiu…”meiyigezidouxiangdaozitongjinxinwo。wozuanjinquantou，zhijiashenshenqiajinzhangxin。

jiuzaizheishi，baoxiangmenzaicidakai，qihanhuilaile，shenhougenzheyigetuidangaochedefuwusheng。“xugeyuanba。

”zhoumuchenqihongdao。qihankanlewoyiyan，bishangyanjing。zhuguangyingzhetadecelian，wanmeidexianggehuanjue。

wohuranxiangqilinweidehua——“taweiyiqiuguohundenvren“。chuimielazhuhou，zhongrenfenfensongshangliwu。

youxiangzuandexiukou、**banshoubiao，shenzhihaiyouyilianghaleimotuodeyaochi。

wodeshougongmoxingturanxiandeneimehansuan。“saozisongshenmeya？”yourenqihong。qihanyekanxiangwo，

yanlidaizheqidai。woyingzhetoupicongbaolinachuneigejingxinbaozhuangdehezi。“wa，zijizuode？

”zhoumuchenkuazhangdijinghu，“qigezuixihuanshougongliwule！”qihanchaikaibaozhuang，

luchuneizuojingzhidebalishengmuyuanmoxing。tadebiaoqingyouyishunjiandeningzhi，suijixiaodao：“henpiaoliang，

xiexieshengsheng。”danwofenmingkandao，

xiaoxiaodeqianmingchutingliuletaijiu——neilikezhe“tomylove,s.m.2017“，

hewomofangdebiji。paiduijieshuhou，qihanjianchisongwohuijia。chelichenmodekepa。“jinwanbukaixin？

”denghongdengshi，tashenshouxiangmowodelian，woxiayishiduokaile。“sumeishishei？”wozhijiewendao。

tadeshoujiangzaibankong，lianseshunjianlenglexialai：“sheigennitide？”“suoyiqueyouqiren。

”wodeshengyinkaishifadou，“shiniqianbaolizhaopianshangderen，duima？”qihanshenxiyikouqi，

zhongxinqidongchezi：“guoqudeshile。”“neiweishenmesuoyourendoushuowoxiangta？

weishenmenimenyougedujuduwomendeguanxinengweichiduojiu？”wozhongyubengkuidihanchulai，“wodaodishishenme？

yigeduzhu？yigetidaipin？”chezimengdichatingzailubian。qihanzhuanxiangwo，yanshenlingli：“tingzhe，

sumeishiwodechulian，zaojiujieshule。zhiyuneixiewuliaodeduju，“talengxiaoyisheng，

“womingtianjiurangmuchenquanbuquxiao。”tashenshoucadiaowolianshangdeleishui，yuqituranwenrouxialai：“shengsheng，

nihetabuyiyang。nishixianzaizhanzaiwoshenbianderen，mingbaima？”wochouqizhe，buzhidaogaibugaixiangxinta。

“xiazhouyougeshangyewanyan，“tahuranshuo，“nipeiwoqu。”wotaiqitou，buganxiangxinzijideerduo。

neigewanyanwozhidao，qishijituannianduzuizhongyaodehuodong，meitidouhuidaochang。

tazheishiyao...gongkaiwomendeguanxi？“zhende？”“dangran。”tawenlewenwodeleihen，

“xianzaixiangxinwole？”wodiandiantou，kaozaitajianshang。neiyike，woxuanzexiangxintadejieshi。bijing，

tajilewoneimeduowenrou，zenmehuishijiadeni？houlaiwocaizhidao，neichangwanyan，

buguoshilingyigehuangyandekaiduan。3biyedianlineitian，yangguangzhenghao。wozhanzaixuexiaolitangwai，

pengzhexianhuahebiyezhengshu，kanzhebuyuanchubeixiaolingdaoweizhudeqihan。tachuanzheshenlansexizhuang，

zaiyiqunzhonglaoniannanxingzhonggewaixingmu。zuoweijinnianzuidadezanzhushang，talisuodangrandizuozaizhuxitaishang，

erwozezuozaitaixia，yangwangzhetashanshanfaguangdeyangzi。“cheng**，gongxibiye。

”zhoumuchenbuzhiheshichuxianzaiwoshenpang，diguoyigelihe，“qigerangwoxiansongguolai。

”lihelishiyibacheyaochiheyizhangkapian：jiwodejianzhunvshen。wotaitou，

zhenghaoduishangqihanyuanyuantoulaidemuguang，tachongwozhalezhayan。“jinwanqidian，yunding88ceng。

”zhoumuchenyadishengyin，“qigebaolechangjinibanbiyepaidui，biegaosutawotiqianshuole，

benlaiyaojinijingxide。”wominzuixiaole。zheibannianlai，qihanbiandeyuelaiyuetitie。zicongneicishengripaiduihou，

tajihuduanjuelehesuoyounvxingpengyoudewanglai，lianlinweidoubeitalaheile。meiciyingchoudouhuitiqianbaobei，

shenzhizaiwodabianneitian，tatuidiaoleyigekuaguohuiyi，jiuweilezaitaixiajiwojiayou。“shengsheng！

”shuxideshengyincongshenhouchuanlai。qihanbaituoleneixiexiaolingdao，dabuzouxiangwo，yibajiangwoloujinhuaili，

“wodeyouxiubiyesheng。”tashenshangdandandelongxianxiangbaoweizhewo，worenbuzhushenxiyikouqi。

taxiaozhejieguowodebiyezhengshuhehuashu，suishoujiaojiyipangdezhuli：“huijia。

”“huijia“zheilianggezirangwoxintouyinuan。sangeyueqian，zaitaderuanmoyingpaoxia，

wozhengshibanjinletadedingcenggongyu。qichuwodanxintongjuhuiyingxiangganqing，

danqihanyongxingdongdaxiaolewodegulv——tajidewosuoyouxihao，huizaiwoaoyehuatushimomozhuhaokafei，

shenzhixuehuilezuowozuiaidetilamisu。cheshang，qihanwozhewodeshou：“wanshangyougexiaojuhui，qingzhunibiye。

”“muchengaosuwole。”woxiaozhekantashunjiankuaxiadebiaoqing，“zenme，qizongyehuizhunbeijingxi？

”tanieleniewodebijian：“xiaomeiliangxinde，weilezheigepaidui，wotuilehewjituandeqianyue。

”woxintouyitiao。wjituanshiqishijinnianzuizhongyaodehezuohuoban。”nibuyongzheiyang…”“zhide。

”tadaduanwo，yanshenwenrou，“nirenshengzhongmeigezhongyaoshike，wodoubuxiangcuoguo。”zheijuhuarangwoyankuangfare。

neiyike，wojuedezijishishijieshangzuixingyunderen。wanshangdepaiduibixiangxiangzhongshengda。

bujinqihandepengyouquanquanshudaochang，lianjiweizhizaicaijingxinwenlijianguodedalaodoulaile。

wochuanzheqihanzhunbeidevalentinogaodinglifu，wanzhetadeshoubei，

jieshouzhehuozhenchenghuoketaodezhufu。“cheng**biyehouyoushenmedasuan？”yiweidichandahengwendao。

“woshoudaolejijiajianzhushiwusuodeoffer。”wolimaodihuida。

qihanturanchahua：“shengshengyaoqudeshia+design，beichengzuihaodejianzhushiwusuo。

”tayuqizhongdejiaoaorangwolianjiafatang，“tadaoshiqianglietuijiande。”“a+？”neiweidalaotiaomei，

“neibushisu…”“keke！”zhoumuchenturandashengkesou，daduanleduihua，“neishenme，qiedangaole！

”qihandebiaoqingshunjianlenglexialai，lazhewokuaibuzouxiangzhongyangdejuxingdangao。

woxintoushanguoyisibuan——youshineigemeishuowande“su“zi。paiduijieshuhou，qihanhedeyoudianduo。

wofutahuiwoshi，bangtatuodiaoxizhuangwaitao。tabizheyanjingkaozaichuangtou，turanlazhuwodeshou：“shengsheng，

mingtianpeiwoqugedifang。”“quna？”“jiangeren。”tadeshengyindaizhezuiyi，“henzhongyaoderen。

”woxinli“gedeng“yixia：“shei？”taqueyijingshuizhele，huxipingwen。wotanlekouqi，

qingqingcadiaotaetoudebohan。yueguangtouguoluodichuangsazaitalianshang，goulechuwanmeidelunkuo。zheiyangdenanren，

weishenmehuixuanzepingfandewo？diertianyizao，wobeimen**chaoxing。shenpangdeweizhiyijingkongle，

zhiyoulingluandechuangdanzhengmingqihancengjingshuiguo。worouzheyanjingqukaimen，quekanjianjigechuanzhezhifuderenzhanzaimenwai。

“cheng**，qizongrangwomenlaijininzuozaoxing。”wozheicaixiangqiqihanzuowandehua。lianggexiaoshihou，

wobeidabandeguangcaizhaoren，zuoshangleqihanpailaideche。chezimeiyoushixiangrenheshangyechangsuo，ershikaiwangjiaoqu。

“zheishiquna？”wowensiji。“qijialaozhai，**。”wodexinmengdiyitiao。qijialaozhai？

qihancongweizhudongtiqidaiwoqujiantajiaren。chezishiruyizuojudadezhuangyuan，chuanguoxiujianzhengqidecaopinghepenquan，

zuihoutingzaiyidongoushibieshuqian。qihanzhanzaimenkoudengwo。tajintianchuanzhezhengshideheisexizhuang，

lianlingdaidouyisibugoudixizhe，kanqilaigewaizhuangzhong。“zheishi…”woxiacheshituiyouxiefaruan。“biejinzhang。

”taqianqiwodeshou，“jintianshiwomuqinjiri。”wolengzhule。qihanhenshaotanjitadejiating，

wozhizhidaotamuqinzaitagaozhongshiqushile。jibaiguochengjiandanersumu。qihanguizailingweiqian，

qingshengshuolejijuhua，ranhoulazhewoyiqishanglexiang。likaishi，tazaicheshangyizhichenmo，

zhidaokuaidaojiacaikaikou：“xiexienipeiwo。”wowojintadeshou：“yihoumeinianwodoupeini。”tazhuantoukanwo，

yanshenfuza：“shengsheng，youshihouwozaixiang，ruguomeiyouyujianni…”tameiyoushuowan，danwodongtadeyisi。

zheibannianlai，wojianguotashenyeduzizhanzaiyangtaichouyandebeiying，jianguotajiedaojialidianhuahouyinyudebiaoqing。

guangxianlianglideqishizongcai，yeyoubuweirenzhidecuiruo。zhouyi，wozhengshiruzhia+design。

qihanqinzisongwo，haiteyijiwodezhishuzhuguandalezhaohu。wosuiranjuedebuhaoyisi，

danyemingbaizheishitadefangshi。“xiabanwolaijieni。”tawenlewenwodeetou，“jiayou，chengshejishi。

”gongzuobixiangxiangzhongshunli。tongshimenduiwohenyouhao，suiranouerhuitoulaitanjiudemuguang——bijing，

bushisheidounengrangqishizongcaiqinzidadianhuaguanzhaode。yigeyuehou，

gongsituranjielegedaxiangmu——beichengxindibiao“yunduanta“deshejijingbiao。gengqiaodeshi，

jingbiaofangzhengshiqishijituan。“chengsheng，nifuzegainianshejibufen。”zongjianpaipaiwodejian，

“bijingnizuilejieqizongdexihao。”tongshimenhuoxianmuhuojidudemuguangrangworumangzaibei。wobenxiangjujue，

danzhuannianyixiang，zheizhengshiyicizhengmingzijinenglidejihui。neiduanshijian，wojihuzhuzailegongsi。

qihansuiranxinteng，danyehenzhichi。tashenzhizhuanmenpaileqishideshejituanduilaixiezhuwo。“bietailei。

”mougeshenye，tadaizhexiaoyelaigongsizhaowo，“shuleyemeiguanxi。”woyaoyaotou：“woxiangying，pingshili。

”taxiaole，yanshenwenrou：“wozhidao。”jingbiaoqianyitian，wozaijiazuozuihouzhunbei。qihanquyingchoule，

gongyulizhiyouwoyigeren。zhaoyifenjiutuzhishi，

wowuyizhongdakaileqihanshufanglipingshisuozhedechouti——neilifangzheyigebaoxianxiang。

wobenbuxiangkuitantadeyinsi，danyizhangcongwenjianjiazhonghuachudezhixiyinlewodezhuyi。

neishiyizhangzhubaogoumaishouju，riqishiqunian6yue18ri，jinegaodaqiweishu，shouhuorenshuming：s.m.。

wodeshoukaishifadou。6yue18ri，zhengshineizhangzhaopianbeimianderiqi。woyouyuleyixia，

haishidakailebaoxianxiang。limianzhengzhengqiqifangzheyidieshouju——meiniantongyitian，tongyijiazhubaodian，

tongyangdeshuming。zuizaodeyizhangshiwunianqian，yejiushisumeilikaideneinian。“zaizhaoshenme？

”qihandeshengyinturancongshenhouchuanlai。wohedechadiandiezuozaidi，shouzhongdezhizhangsanluoyidi。

tawanyaojianqineixieshouju，biaoqingchuqidipingjing：“shangyewanglaieryi。”“s.m.shishei？

”woshengyinfazhan。“yigehezuohuoban。”tajiangshoujufanghuibaoxianxiang，“meiniantashengri，gongsidouhuisongli。

”“meiniantongyitian，tongyangdezhubao？”worenbuzhutigaoshengyin，“qihan，wobushishazi！”tatanlekouqi，

turanjiangwolajinhuaili：“shengsheng，nizuijinyalitaidale。”tadeshouzhangqingfuwodehoubei，

“mingtianjiushijingbiaole，bieweizheixiexiaoshifenxin。”woxiangzhengtuo，dantabaodegengjinle：“xiangxinwo，haoma？

”tadexintiaopingwenyouli，shenshangdeqixirangwomominganxin。yexuzhendeshiwoduoxinle？bijingzheibannianlai，

taqueshiyongxingdongzhengmingleduiwodezaihu。“jingbiaojieshuhou，womenhaohaotantan。”tawenlewenwodefading，

“xianzai，quxiuxiba。”wodiandiantou，zanshiyaxialexinzhongdeyilv。mingtianqueshihenzhongyao，wobunengfenxin。

danwomeixiangdao，jingbiaohuishang，dengdaiwodejiangshiyigegengdadechongji。5jingbiaodangtian，wolingchensidianjiuxingle。

chuangwaihaishinongzhongdeyese，qihanzaishenpangshuidezhengshu。woqingshouqingjiaoqichuang，xiangquchufangdaobeishui，

jingguoshufangshi，faxianmenxuyanzhe，limianyouweiruodeguangliang。zheimezaosheihuizaishufang？woyihuodituikaimen，

kanjianqihandebijibendiannaoliangzhe，pingmushangshiyifengdakaideyoujian。wobenbuxiangkuitantadeyinsi，

dansaodaodeneixingzirangwodexueyeshunjianninggu：【meiyiquerenhuiguo，18haohangbandijing，panjian。

——subofu】“mei“？sumei？neigezhaopianshangdenvhai，neigemeinianshoudaozhubaoderen，

neigesuoyourendoushuowoxiangderen。wodeshoubushoukongzhidizhandou，diankaileyoujianxiangqing。

fajianshijianshizuowanshiyidian，zhengshiqihanshuoquyingchoudeshihou。youjianwanglaijiluxianshi，

zheiyijingshizheigeyuedediqifeng。“shuibuzhe？”qihandeshengyinturancongshenhouchuanlai。wohedezhuanshen，

kanjiantayizaimenkuangshang，shuipaosongsandixizhe，luchudapianxiongtang。“wo...wolaizhaoshuihe。

”wojiejiebabadishuo，xintiaorulei。tazouguolaiheshangdiannao，

dongzuozirandefangfozhishisuishouguanshangyibenshu：“jinzhangjintiandejingbiao？”“neishishei？”wozhijiewendao，

shengyinbizijixiangxiangdehaiyaojianrui。qihandebiaoqingmeiyousihaobodong：“yigehezuohuoban。

”tashenshouxiangmowodelian，woduokaile。“sumeishishei？”wodingzhetadeyanjing，

“weishenmesuoyourendoushuowoxiangta？weishenmenimeinianjitasongzhubao？weishenme——““chengsheng。”tadaduanwo，

shengyinlenglexialai，“jintianshinizhiyeshengyazuizhongyaoderizizhiyi，niquedingyaoxianzaitaolunzheige？

”woyaozhuxiachun。shia，yunduantajingbiaoduiwotaizhongyaole，zheishiwozhengmingzijibushikaoguanxijingongsidejihui。

“jingbiaojieshuhou，womenhaohaotantan。”tafangruanyuqi，xianghonghaiziyiyangmolemowodetoufa，“xianzai，

quchonggezao，wosongniquzuozuihouzhunbei。”wodiandiantou，zanshiyaxiaxinzhongdebuan。

yexuzhendeshiwotaiminganle？bijingzheibannianlai，qihanduiwodehaoshishishizaizaide。shangwushidian，

wozhanzaia+designdehuiyishili，mianduizheqishijituandepingshentuan。

qihanzuoweijiafangdaibiaozuozaizhengzhong，xizhuangbiting，biaoqingyansu，heqitarenmeishenmeliangyang。

“yunduantajiangshibeichengdexindibiao，“wodianjiyaokongqi，dapingmushangxianshichuwodeshejitu，

“wodelinianshi'xiangshangdeshengmingli'，tongguoliuxianxingwaiguanhehuanbaocailiao…”yanjiangjinxingdehenshunli，

wowuyizhongsaodaopingshentuanzuibianshangdeyizhangmiankong——yigechuanzhebaisetaozhuangdenvrenzhengditoufankanwodefanganshu。

dangtataitoushi，wochadianshishengjingjiao。neizhanglian，hewoyouqifenxiangsi。wodeshouzhiyidou，

jiguangbicongzhangxinhualuo，zaidibanshangfachuqingcuidexiangsheng。huiyishishunjiananjingxialai，

suoyourendemuguangdoujizhongzaiwoshenshang。“bao、baoqian。”wowanyaojianbi，etoushenchulenghan。zaicizhanzhishi，

wokandaoqihandemuguangluozaineinvrenshenshang，yanshenshiwocongweijianguodefuza。“jixu。”tashouhuishixian，

duiwodiandiantou。houbanduanyanjiangwojihushizaijixiedifushu。jieshuhou，pingshentuankaishitiwen。

neigenvren——mingpaishangxiezhe“sumeiteyaoguwen“——turankaikou：“cheng**deshejihenyouchuangyi，

danjiegoushangyougezhimingquexian。”tazhizhetuzhishangdeyichu，“zheigexuantiaobufenzaifenglihezaixiahuichanshenggongzhen，

anxianxingguifangenbentongbuguo。”wolengzaiyuandi。zheigeshejiwofanfujisuanguo，zenmekeneng...“wokankan。

”qishideshouxigongchengshijieguotuzhi，piankehoudiantou，“suguwenshuodedui，zheiliqueshiyouwenti。

”huiyishilixiangqidishengyilun。wodelianshaodetonghong，shouxinquanshihan。qihanshizhongchenmo，

muguangzaiwohesumeizhijianyouyi。zuizhong，pingshentuanjuedingjiwomensantianshijianxiugaifangan。sanhuihou，

wotaoyesidichongchuhuiyishi，zhibenxishoujian。lengshuipaizailianshang，quejiaobumiexinzhongdexiuchiheyihuo。

“diyicijiandaozijideyingzi，ganjueruhe？”wotaitou，jingziliyingchuzhanzaiwoshenhoudesumei。

tabiwolvegaoyixie，chuanzhejiancaiwanmeidebaisetaozhuang，jushoutouzujiantouzhecheng**xingdeyouyahezixin。

“wobumingbainideyisi。”wochoulezhangzhijincashou，nulibaochizhending。taqingxiaoyisheng，

congshoubaolinachuyizhikouhongbuzhuang：“qihanmeigaosunima？”touguojingzi，tazhishiwodeyanjing，

“womencengjingdingguohun。”wodehuxiyizhi。“wunianqianwoqubalishenzao，tadayingdengwohuilai。

”taxuanhuikouhonggaizi，“kanlaitazhaodaole...xiaomoshijiandefangshi。”tazhuanshenmianduiwo，

turanshenshoubokaiwoeqiandesuifa：“buguoqueshixiang，youqishizheigejiaodu。”tadezhijianbingliang，

“danyanpinzhongjiushiyanpin，bushima？”wohoutuiyibu，houbeidishangxishoutai：“qingrangyixia。”“biejinzhang。

”tayouyadirangkaitongdao，“woheqihanzhishilaopengyoule。buguo…”tayiweishenzhangdidunledun，

“tajinzaoqinziqujichangjiedewo。”zheijuhuaxiangdaoziyiyangtongjinwodexinzang。jinzao？tashuoqugongsikaizaohui！

huidaogongsi，wobazijiguanzaihuiyishilifengkuangxiugaituzhi。bangwanshifen，qihandalaidianhua：“wozailouxia，

jienichifan。”“buyongle，woyaojiaban。”wodeshengyinganse。“shengsheng，“tatanlekouqi，

“jintiandeshibiewangxinliqu，sumeizhishishouyaolaizuoguwen，meitiqiangaosunishibuxiangyingxiangnifahui。

”wowojinshouji，zhijiefabai：“nijinzaoqujietale？”dianhuaneitouchenmolejimiao：“...shi。