枕边人，索命吻为之未止-著

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《zhenbianren，suomingwen》shiyibuyinrenrushengdeduanpianyanqingxiaoshuo，jiangshulechenmoweiweizaiweizhiweizhidebixiajinglidejingxianzhilv。chenmoweiweishigeputongren，dantabeijuanruleyigeshenmizuzhideyinmouzhong。tabixuliyongzijidezhihuiheyongqi，jiekaimituanbingzhengjiushijie。

精彩章节

jiehunshinian，tameiwanwenwoshuowanan，zhidaowozaitajiushoujilikandaoneitiaobeiwanglujiehunshinian，

zhangfumeiwandouwenroudiwenwoetoushuo“wanan”。zhidaojintian，

wozaitayiluodejiushoujibeiwanglulikandao：“jianchiwentashinian，zuzhoujiunengshengxiao。”wojiaolinwei。

pengyoumendoujiaowoweiwei。woyougelaogong，jiaochenmo。womenjiehunshinianle。dui，zhengzhengshinian。

pengyoudoushuowoshangbeizizhengjiuleyinhexi。zhende。chenmo，jianzhishilaogongjiedebiaogan。zhangdeshuai？haixingba，

fanzhengwokanzheshunyan。zhuyaoshiqizhihao，wenwenerya。daxuejiaoshouma，jiaolishide。zidaiyigushujuanqi。

zhuanqian？busuandafudagui，danwendingtimian。guanjianshiduiwo，neishimeidetiao。jiawu？zhudongfendan。zuofan？

shouyibiwoqiang。langman？jinianri、shengri、qingrenjie，congmeiluoxiaguo。liwubuyidingguizhong，danjueduizouxin。

chaojia？shinianlai，quzhikeshu。tapiqitaihaole。woouerzhamao，tajiuxiaozhehongwo，genshunmaoside，

yihuierjiulvshunle。zuichuowode，shineigexiguan。meiwanshuijueqian，wulunduowan，tayidinghuicouguolai。

wenredehuxifuguowoeqiandesuifa。ranhou，yigeqingroude、daizhetateyouqinglieqixidewen，

wenwendiyinzaiwoetoushang。jiezhe，dichenhaotingdeshengyinzaiwoerbianxiangqi：“wanan，weiwei。”shinian。

sanqianliubaiwushiduogeyewan。leidabudong。zheigewen，chenglewoanquangandemaodian。

shiwoduikangwaimianshijiesuoyoupibeidegangwan。wojuedeba，xingfudagaijiushizheiyangle。pingpingdandan，

danxishuizhangliu，nuandeyaoming。guimimenxianmudeyanjingfalv。shuowozheizhonglaogong，shibinweiwuzhong，dehaohaobaohu。

woyezheimejuede。suoyi，wojiabeiduitahao。zhidaoneitian。yigeputongdezhouliuxiawu。

chenmoquxuexiaokaigeshenmeyantaohuile。wozaijiadasaochu。jialiyougechuzangshi，buda，

legezhong“lishiyiliuwenti”——guojideyifu、buyongdezawu、haiyouchenmoyiqiantaotaixialaidedianzishebei。

wojuedingzhengliyixia，duansheli。fantenglebantian，zaiyigejihuidezhixiangdiceng，modaoyigeyingbangbangdedongxi。

nachulaiyikan，shichenmohenduonianqianyongdeyibujiushouji。pingguode，xinghaolaodediaoya。wodianliangleyixia。

huiyiyongshanglai。zheishoujihaishiwomengangjiehunneihuiertayongdeni。“zheiwanyierhainengkaijima？”wodiguzhe，

youdianhaoqi。chuncuishihuaijiudexinsi。wozhaochupeitaodechongdianqi，chashang。dengleyihuier。hei，juranliangle！

pingmuxianshidianliangbuzu。wonaixindengzhetachongdaonengkaijidechengdu。shoujikaile。shuxidejiuxitongjiemian。

zhuomianhaishiwomenmiyuelvxingshizaierhaibiandeheying。zhaopianlidewoliang，xiaodexianggeshazi，yangguangcanlan。

xinruanleyixia。zhenhaoa，neishihou。wosuishouhualazhe。kankanxiangce，doushilaozhaopian，manmandehuiyisha。

再看看备忘录。

limianjizheyixieluanqibazaodedongxi：gouwuqingdan、shudan、huiyianpai……doushichenmodefengge。

shouzhiwuyishidiwangxiahua。turan，yigebeiwanglubiaotitiaojinwoyanli。

riqixianshishi……womenjiehunhoudagaiyigeyuezuoyou。biaotihenjianduan，jiuyigezi：【ta】。

woxintiaomomingkuaileyipai。guishishenchadidiankaile。limianzhiyouyixingzi。henduan。quexiangyidaobinglengdeshandian，

shunjianpikailewoshiniandewennuanjiaxiang。baidiheizi，qingqingchuchu：“jianchiwentashinian，zuzhoujiunengshengxiao。

”weng——naoziyipiankongbai。xueyehaoxiangyixiazidongzhule。youmengdichongshangtouding。

erduoliquanshizijixinzangfengkuangleigudeshengyin。wenta？ta？shei？zheigeshouji，shichenmode。limiande“ta”，

chulewo，hainengyoushei？jianchiwentashinian……neigemeiwandewananwen？！zuzhou？shengxiao？shenmezuzhou？

duisheidezuzhou？shengxiaoshishenmeyisi？shinian……womenjiehunzhenghaoshinianle！wodeshoudoudelihai，

jihuwobuzhuneigexiaoxiaode、binglengdejinshukuai。weilifanjiangdaohai。yiguhanyicongjiaodibanzhichongtianlinggai。

shinian。sanqianliubaiduogewananwen。meiyigedoudaizhewozuishendexinrenheyilian。jieguo……shizuzhou？

shi……yishi？！chenmoneizhangwenrunruyudelianzaiwoyanqianhuang。tawenroudeyanshen，tadichende“wanan，

weiwei”，taluozaietoushangneiqingroudechugan……jiade？quanshijiade？！

yigujudadehuangmiuganhechegudekongju，shunjianjuezhulewo。xiangyizhibinglengdeshou，sisiqiazhulewodehoulong。

wotanzuozaidishang，kaozhebinglengdechuzangshiqiangbi。jiushoujipingmudeguangyouyoudizhaozhewodelian，xiangguihuo。

naozilizhiyouyigeniantouzaifengkuangjianjiao：chenmo，nidaodishishei？niduiwozuoleshenme？！

◉‿◉**(fufeiqukaishi)**wozaidishangzuoleduojiu？buzhidao。kenengjifenzhong，yekenengyigeshiji。

zhidaochuzangshidemenbeiqingqingtuikai。“weiwei？nizailimianganmani？bantianmeidongjing。

”chenmowenhedeshengyinchuanlai。tatantoujinlai，lianshangdaizheshuxide、youdianwunaidexiaoyi，

“youzaizhenglizheixielaogudong？gennishuoduoshaocile，zhijierengdiaojiuhao……”tademuguangluozaiwolianshang，

xiaorongjiangleyixia。“weiwei？nizenmele？”takuaibuzoujinlai，dunxiashen，yuqidaizheguanqie，

“liansezenmezheimebai？bushufuma？”tadeshouxiguanxingdishenguolai，xiangmomowodeetou。jiushizheizhishou！

jiushizheigedongzuo！jiushijijiangluoxiadeneigewen！“biepengwo！”wojihushijianjiaozhe，mengdixianghouyisuo，

houbeizhongzhongzhuangzaiqiangshang。chenmodeshoutingzaibankong。tadebiaoqingchedibianle。jinge，kunhuo，

haiyouyisi……wokanbudongderuili。“weiwei？”tadeshengyinchenlexialai，“daodizenmele？

”wodemuguangsisisuozhuta。shinianle，

wodiyicizheimezixidi、daizheshenshihekongjuquguanchazheizhangshuxidaoguzilidelian。

tadeyanjinghaishineimeshensui，cikequexiangshenbujiandidehantan。tadewenrou，

cikekanqilaixiangyicengwanmeidejiamian。“zheige……”wodeshengyindoudebuchengyangzi，

juqishoulineigejiushouji，pingmuhailiangzheneitiaogaisidebeiwanglu，“……shishenme？chenmo！nigaosuwo！

zheishishenme！”wosisidingzhetadeyanjing，xiangbuzhuoyisiyihaodehuangluanhuokuijiu。

chenmodemuguangsaoguoshoujipingmu。talianshangdejingehekunhuo，zaikanqingpingmuneirongdeshunjian，xiaoshile。

querdaizhide，shiyizhong……qiyidepingjing。meiyoujinghuang，meiyoubianjie，meiyoufennu。

zhiyouyizhongchenailuodingbande，binglengdepingjing。zheibirenhefanyingdougengrangwoxinhan。“nikandaole。

”tadandandishuo，shenzhimeiyoushitufouren。shengyinlitingbuchurenheqingxu，

xiangzaichenshuyigewuguanjinyaodeshishi。“shenmezuzhou？！chenmo！niduiwozuoleshenme？！

”wodekongjushunjianhuaweifennuhexiesidili，yanleibushoukongzhidiyongchulai，“shinian！neigewananwen！

daodishishenmedongxi！nishuoa！”takanzhewobengkuideyangzi，yanshenlisihulveguoyisijidande……lianmin？

danhenkuaiyoubeineicengbingfengzhu。tazhanqishen，jugaolinxiadikanzhewo。

chuzangshihunandeguangxianzaitalianshangtouxiayinying，rangtakanqilaiwubimosheng。“jirannikandaole，

”tadeshengyinpingjingdekepa，“neiyechabuduoshishihoule。benlai，yejiuzaizheijitianle。

”“shenme……shenmejiaochabuduoshishihoule？”judadekongjujuezhulewo，yachidouzaidazhan。

tameiyoulikehuida，ershizoudaochuzangshimenkou，qingqingguanshanglemen。kadayishengqingxiang，

zaizheigexiaxiaodekongjianliquexiangjinglei。tazhuanguoshen，kaozaimenshang，dangzhuleweiyidechukou。zheigedongzuo，

rangwohunshenhanmaodaoshu。“weiwei，”tatanlekouqi，neitanxilimeiyouwendu，“niyizhihenhao。zhende。

zheishinian，wohenmanyi。”manyi？xiangpingjiayijianwupin？“shaofeihua！gaosuwozhenxiang！”wozuanjinlequantou，

zhijiashenshenqiajinzhangxin，shituyongtengtongrangzijibaochiqingxingheyongqi。“zhenxiang？”chenmochelechezuijiao，

neixiaorongbinglengerguiyi，“zhenxiangjiushi，womenjia，xuyaoyige‘rongqi’。”rongqi？wo？wochenglerongqi？！

“shenmerongqi？zhuangshenmede？”wodeshengyinsiya。“tongku。”tatuchulianggezi，yanshenbiandeyoushen，

“yixie……bushuyuzheigeshidaide，chenzhongde‘ye’。tamenhuidailaifengkuang、bingtonghezaoyao。

wodecengzumu、zumu、muqin……meiyouyigehuoguosishisui。tamendou……fengle。”wohunshenfaleng。

tajiazudelishi？wocongweitingtaxiangxitiqiguo。“suoyini？zheigenwoyoushenmeguanxi！

”wojihushihouchulaide。“guanxihenda。”chenmozoujinyibu，wolikexiangshoujingdetuziwanghousuo。

“jiazulimeiyidaidenanxing，chengnianhoudouxuyaoxunzhaoyige‘rongqi’。yigezugouqihe，

nengchengzaibingzuizhonghuajiezheixie‘ye’debanlv。yongteshude‘qiyue’bangding。”tademuguangluozaiwoetoushang。

neili，shitashinianruyiriqinwendedifang。“neigewen……jiushiqiyue？”woshengyinfadou。

“shiqidongqiyuede‘yaochi’，yeshichuanshude‘tongdao’。”tapingjingdijieshi，xiangzaijiangyitanglishike，

“meiwandewen，douzaijiangwoxuemailijileide、neixiebushuyuwodefumiannengliang，yidiandiandi、wenhedidujini。

shinian，shiyigewanzhengdezhouqi。dangdishiniandezuihouyigewenwancheng，qiyuejiuchediwengu。

‘ye’dezhuanyijiangbukenizhuan。”tadunledun，kanzhewodeyanjing，yiziyijudishuo：“ranhou，ni，

jiangchengweixinde‘rongqi’。nihuikaishiganshoudaoneixiejileilejigeshijidetongku、hunluanhefengkuang。

tamenhuimanmantunshini。jiuxiang……tunshiwodemuqinyiyang。”weng——woyanqianyizhenfahei。weilifanjiangdaohai，

chadiantuchulai。shinian。sanqianliubaiduogeyewan。woyiweideshenqing，woyiweidegangwan，

jingranshi……manxingduyao？！shibawotuixiangdiyudechuansongdai？！“fengzi！nimenquanjiadoushifengzi！

”woxiesidilidijianjiaoqilai，“nizheishimousha！shixieshu！nipingshenmezheimeduiwo！pingshenme！

”“pingniaiwo，weiwei。”chenmodeshengyindaizheyizhongcanrendeduding，

“‘qiyue’xuyaoshuangfangwubaoliudexinrenheaiyizuoweigenji。nideai，shitashengxiaozuihaodecuihuaji。

nidexinren，rangtachangtongwuzu。suoyi，niqueshishizuiwanmeide‘rongqi’。”tadehuaxiangyibacuidudebingzhui，

henhenzhajinwodexinzang。wodeai……wodexinren……jingranchengletayonglaihuimiewodewuqi？duomefengci！

duomeedu！“qinshou！chenmo！nizheigeqinshouburudedongxi！

”wozhuaqishoubiandeyigejiuhezihenhenzaxiangta。taqingyidiceshenduokai，hezizazaimenshang，

fachuchenmendexiangsheng。“biejidong，weiwei。”tadeyuqishenzhidaishangleyisianfu，quegenglingrenzuoou，

“henkuai，yiqiedouhuijieshu。duinilaishuo，tongkuzhishikaishi。duiwolaishuo，shijietuo。wodejiazuzuzhou，

daowozheiyidai，zhongyukeyizhongjiele。wodehaizi，jiangbuzaibeifuzheixie。”haizi？tatidaolehaizi？

womengditaitou，sisidengzheta：“ni……nixiangdoubiexiang！wobuhuijinishenghaizi！yongyuanbuhui！

”chenmosihulengleyixia，suijixiaole，neixiaorongbinglengcigu：“zheikongpa，youbudenile。qiyueyidanwancheng，

nideyizhi……jiubuzaizhongyaole。nideshenti，hui‘peihe’de。”chegudehanyishunjianjiangwoyanmei。

tabujinyaowodeming，haiyaoliyongwodeshentiyanxutaneigaisidexuemai？！juewangxiangchaoshuibanyonglai。

woganjuezijikuaiyaozhixile。buxing！wobunengzuoyidaibi！wobunengrangzheigeemodecheng！

shinian……jintianshijihao？jiehunjinianri……shixiazhousan！haiyou……wutian！shinianzhiqi，

jiuzaixiazhousandewanshang！yejiushishuo，tajihuazaixiazhousanwanshang，wanchengzuihouyigewananwen，

chediqidongneigegaisidezuzhou！wohaiyoushijian！zheigeniantouxiangheianzhongdeyisiweiguang，

rangwohunluandedanaoqiangxinglengjingleyidiandian。wobixutao！bixuzaitawanchengzuihouyibuzhiqianlikaita！

lideyueyuanyuehao！keshi……zenmetao？taxianzaiduzaimenkou。erqie，tazhidaowozhidaole。tahuifangbeiwo。

yingpin？woyigenvde，dabuguotayigenande。hujiu？zheifangzigeyinhaixing，linjubuyidingtingdejian。

jiusuantingjianle，chenmozhiyaoshuowomenfuqichaojia，sheihuiguan？baojing？woyoushenmezhengju？

yitiaoshinianqiandejiushoujibeiwanglu？shuozhangfuyongwananwenzuzhouwo？jingchahuixin？zhihuibawodangjingshenbing！

zenmeban？zenmeban？！kongjuhejuewangzaicijuezhulewo。shentidoudexiangfengzhongdeluoye。

chenmosihukanchuanlewodekongjuhewuzhu。tatanlekouqi，neitanxilidaizhexuweidebeimin。“weiwei，

jieshouxianshiba。zhengzhazhihuirangnigengtongku。zheishinian，woduinibuhaoma？

rangnixiangshouleshinianwuyouwulvdexingfushenghuo。xianzai，shinigaihuibaodeshihoule。yongnideyusheng，

chengdanqinide‘zeren’。”tachaowoshenchushou，“guai，chulaiba。womenhaohaotantan。

xiazhousanshiwomendejiehunjinianri，wohuihaohaopeiniduguozhei……zuihoudeshiguang。”tadeshou，xiuzhang、ganjing，

cengjingwushuciwenroudiqianzhewo、yongbaowo。xianzai，zaiwoyanli，neishiyizhimoguidezhuazi。womengdiyaotou，

xiangduobiwenyiyiyangsuodaojiaoluoli，bashentiquanchengyituan，balianmaizaixigaili，fachuyayidewuyan。

“biepengwo……biepengwo……”wofanfudi、shenjingzhidiniantaozhe。chenmodeshoutingzaibankong。

tachenmodikanzhewo，yanshenfuza。zuizhong，tashouhuileshou。“haoba，nixuyaoshijianlengjingyixia。

”tadeshengyinhuifuleneizhongzhangkongyiqiedepingjing，“wojiuzaiwaimian。weiwei，jizhu，biezuoshashi。

weilenizijihao。”tashuowan，zhuanshendakailechuzangshidemen，zoulechuqu。kada。menmeiyousuo。

dantaneiju“wojiuzaiwaimian”，bisuoshangmengengrangwoxinhan。zheishijinggao。tazaijianshiwo。

woquansuozaibinglengdejiaoluoli，hunshenfadou。jiushoujihaizuanzaiwoshouli，pingmuyijinganlexiaqu。

heianhesijibaoguozhewo。zenmeban？zenmeban？zenmeban？！yingpinbuxing。hujiubuxing。

baojing……zhengjubuzu。weiyidexiwang，jiushipohuaineige“qiyue”！zuzhizuihouyigewendewancheng！

zenmepohuai？neigebeiwanglushuo，“jianchiwentashinian，zuzhoujiunengshengxiao”。guanjiancishi“wen”he“shinian”。

shinianzheigeshijiandian，wowufagaibian。zhishengxiawutian。neime，pohuai“wen”？zhiyaoburangtawendaowo，

huozhe……rangneigewenwuxiao？zenmezuo？wonaoziliyituanluanma。kongjujihuyaotunshidiaowosuoyoudesikaonengli。

woqiangpozijishenhuxi。lengjing！linwei！lengjing！xiangxiang！kuaixiangxiang！chenmoshuo，

qiyuexuyao“shuangfangwubaoliudexinrenheaiyi”zuoweigenji。wodeaihexinren，shicuihuaji。

yejiushishuo……ruguowobuzaiaita，buzaixinrenta，shenzhi……henta！zheigeqiyueshibushijiuhuishixiao？

huozhebeixueruo？zheigeniantouxiangyidaoshandianpikaiheian！youkeneng！feichangyoukeneng！

ruguowodeqingganjichubengtale，neigejianlizai“aiyi”zhishangdexieeqiyue，shibushijiushiqulezhicheng？

keshi……zenmecainengshunjianbuaiyigeren？youqishiyigenishenaileshinian、xinrenleshinianderen？

jishixianzaizhidaotashiemo，neishinianleijideqingganguanxing，yebushishuoduanjiunengduande。hen？dui，henta！

yongqiangliedehenyiqufugaiaiyi！wonuliquxiangtagangcaishuodehua。neixiebinglengde、canrendehua。

tabawodangchengrongqi，dangchenggongju，jihuayongwodefengdianhesiwanglaihuanqutadejietuohetadehoudaipingan！qinshou！

lengxuedeqinshou！yiguqiangliedehenyi，bansuizheexin，congxindifanyongshanglai。zheihenyirucizhenshi，ruciqianglie，

zanshiyadaolekongju。hao！hen！baochizhuzheizhonghen！danzheigouma？nengchedicuihuiqiyuedegenjima？

chenmoshuoqiyue“bukenizhuan”，yexuguangyouhenhaibugou……haiyoushenmebanfakeyiganraoneige“wen”？

neigechuanshude“tongdao”？wuligejue？burangtapengdaowodeetou？zheihennan。tabiwogaodaqiangzhuang，

youyoulefangbei。yinglaiwokendingchikui。erqie，jiusuanduoguoyitian，duobuguowutian。tazongyoubanfa。xiayao？

batanongyun？zheiniantouyishanerguo。taiweixianle。wonalaideyao？jiliangzenmekongzhi？

nongbuhaobazijiyedajinqu。zhizaoshangkou？zaietoushangnonggedashangkou？rangtaxiabulezui？

zhei……yetaijiduanle。erqie，tawanyiyongqiangdeni？buxingbuxing。wofanzaodizhuazhezijidetoufa。

shijianyifenyimiaoguoqu，menwaidechenmoxiangyizuochenmodedashan，yadewochuanbuguoqi。dengdeng……tongdao？chuanshu？

chenmoshuo，neigewenshi“yaochi”he“tongdao”。neime，ruguowozai“tongdao”shangzuodianshoujiaoni？

biru……wuranta？rangchuanshudedongxi……bianzhi？huozhe……fandan？zheigexiangfahenmohu，henfengkuang。