战地记者归来，上将的玫瑰枯萎了杏林堂的惠比寿-著

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《zhandijizheguilai，shangjiangdemeiguikuweile》shixinglintangdehuibishouzaiyuanchuangdexiandaiyanqingleixingxiaoshuo, chijinlinshubaiheweizhoushi《zhandijizheguilai，shangjiangdemeiguikuweile》dezhujiao，xiaoshuomiaoshudeshi:shuonizaiwaimianhenxinku，henlihai。”tawailewaitou，xiaodexiangduowenshilijingxinjiaoguanchudehua，“waimianyidinghenluanba？kannizheiyishen……fengchenpupude。”tashen……

精彩章节

woguozhezhongdongdeshachenhuilaishi，chijinzhengbaozhetade“xiaomeigui”zailuodichuangqianjiewen。

tashuoneishitayangzaiwenshilidezhenbao，buxiangwohunshenshixiaoyanwei。

woxiaozhetaochuneimeiranxuedemeiguixiongzhen——tadangniansongwodedingqingxinwu。“niyangzaihuapinglidemeigui，

shiwoyongmingcongzhanhaolijianhuilaide。”houlaitaguizaisuibolishangqiuwobiezou，xianxueranhongbaimeigui。

“tazhishinidetishen，woaidezhiyouni！”wocaiguoneitanhunzhexuedehuazhi，touyebuhui。chijina，

zhenzhengdemeiguizaosizaineigezhaobudaoxueqingdefeixulile。

wotuikaineishanchenzhongde、daizheshuxihuangtongbashoudejiamenshi，shenshanghaiguozhegelangaodiqiangrendeshachen，

biqianglicanliuzheliezhizhixuebengdaihefeixuhuijinhunhedeguaiwei。ketinglimeikaizhudeng，

zhiyoujiaoluoliyizhanluodidengsanzhenuanhuangaimeideguangyun，ganghaogouwokanqingchuangbianneilianggejintiezaiyiqiderenying。

chijin。haiyouneigejiaolinshubaideguniang，quanziliderendoubanshixixuebanshixianmudijiaota“chijindexiaomeigui”。

chijindeshoubeiquanzaitaxianxideyaoshang，weiweidizhetou。linshubaiyangzhelian，bizheyan，

zhangzhangdejiemaozaihunhuangdeguangxianxiatouxiayixiaopianyinying。liangrenchunchixiangjie，wendetouruwangwo。

judadeluodichuangwaishichengshicuicandeyejing，liuguangyicai，xiangyifuangguiyoubinglengdebeijingban，

chendechuangneizheiyimuyinidexiangdianyinghaibao。xuanguanganyingdengzaiwoshenhouwushengximie，

wozhenggerenxianrumentingdeyinyingli，xianggetuwuchuangrudeyouling。xinglixiangdelunzizaidibanshangqingqinghuaguo，

fachu“gulu”yishengqingxiang。chuangbiandelianggerenmengdifenkai。linshubaixiangshoujingdexiaolu，dihuyisheng，

xunsusuojinchijinhuaili，lianmaizaitaxiongkou。chijinzexiayishidijiangtahudegengjin，daizhebeidaraodebuyue，

ruilidemuguangdaoziyiyangsaoguolai。kanqingshiwodeyichanei，tayandidebuyueshunjiandongjie，

bianchengyizhongjinhukongbaideeran。“ajin？”linshubaizaitahuailiqieqiedichusheng，daizhedianruannuodebiyin，

“sheia？”chijinmeilikehuidata。takanzhewo，zuichundongledong，sihuxiangshuoshenme，

danzuizhongzhishibengjinlexiahexian。taanfuxingdipailepailinshubaidebei，

shengyinshiwocongweitingguoderouhe：“meishi，shubai，yige……pengyou。”pengyou。zheilianggezizazaierbian，

youdianmenmendehuixiang。wochelechezuijiao，ganjuegelangaodidefengshahaoxiangyoujuanleqilai，guadelianjiashengteng。

“e……”linshubaizheicaixiaoxinyiyiditanchubanzhanglian，haoqiyoudaizhedianshenshidikanxiangwo。

tadeshixianzaiwozhanmanchentudegongzhuangwaitaohemosunyanzhongdexuezishangtingliupianke，meitoujibukechadiculeyixia，

suijiyoushuzhankai，luchuyigechunjingwuhaidexiaorong，“nihao。woshilinshubai。

”chijindemuguangzaiwohetazhijianlaihuisaoleyixia，neidianeranxunsuchendianxiaqu，

bianchengyizhongshulide、daizhediangongshigongbandelengjing。talouzhelinshubaichaowozheibianzoulejibu，

tingzaiyigebuyuanbujindejuli。“shubai，”tajieshaowo，

yuqipingdandexiangzaijieshaoyigeduonianbujiandeputongjiushi，“zheishishenliang，gangcongguowaihuilai。

”linshubaihuangrandawubandi“a”leyisheng，

lianshanglikeduiqiqiadaohaochudelimaoheyisibuyichajuedeyouyuegan：“yuanlaishishenjizhea！ajingenwotiguo，

shuonizaiwaimianhenxinku，henlihai。”tawailewaitou，xiaodexiangduowenshilijingxinjiaoguanchudehua，

“waimianyidinghenluanba？kannizheiyishen……fengchenpupude。”tashenshangyouguqingtiandexiangshuiwei，

hunhezheangguidehufajingyouqixi，gezhejibuyuanpiaoguolai。shichijinyiqianshuoguoxihuandezhizidiao。erwoshenshang，

zhiyouxibudiaodexiaoyan、chentuhehanshuideweidao，xiangyikuaibeizhanzhengazitouledepobu。

chijindemeitoujibukechadiculeyixia，muguangsaoguowozhanmanhuidekujiaohekailiedexiebang。

tameijielinshubaidehua，zhishikanzhewo，shengyinmeishenmeqifu：“shenmeshihoudaode？zenmebutiqianshuoyisheng？

”“gangxiafeiji。”wokaikou，sangziyinweizhangtufeixingheganzaodekongqiershaya，“xiangjinige‘jingxi’。

”zuihoulianggezi，woyaodeyoudianzhong。ketinglisijileyishun。linshubaisihuganjuedaoleqifendeweimiao，

gengjindiwangchijinshenbiantieletie。chijindeshoubeiyijiuwenwendihuanzheta，xianghuzheyigeyisuideciqi。

“jiali……youkeren？”wotailetaixiaba，zhixianglinshubai，mingzhiguwen。chijindehoujiegundongleyixia。

tameikanwo，muguangluozailinshubairouruandefading，shengyindichenerqingxi：“shubaibushikeren。”tadunledun，

sihuzaizhenzhuociju，ranhoutaiqiyan，tanrandiyingshangwodeshixian，daizheyizhongjinhucanrendexuangaoyiwei，

“tazhuzaizheili。”taloujinlehuailidenvhai，dongzuodaizheburongzhiyidezhanyouhebihu。

“shubaishiwoyangzaiwenshilidemeigui，”tademuguangzaiwofengchenpupu、langbeibukandeshenshangzhuanleyiquan，

xiangshizaizuomouzhongcankudeduibi，zuijiaogouqiyisiruoyouruowude、hunzazhelianminhemouzhongyouyuegandehudu，

“ganjing，rouruan，xuyaohaohaohehu。”tadunledun，shixianzhongxinluohuiwolianshang，neidianhuduxiaoshile，

zhishengxiabinglengqingxidejiexian。“buxiangni，aliang，”tashuo，meiyigezidouxiangcuilebingdezhen，

“nishenshangyongyuanzhiyou……xibudiaodexiaoyanwei。”“hong——！

”yishengjuliedebaozhashenghaowuzhengzhaodizainaozilizhakai！yanqianshehuadeketingshunjianniuqu、silie，

beizhuoredehuoguangheqiangrendenongyanqudai。posuidehunningtukuaixiangyudianyiyangzaluo，

jianruideermingshengcidegumoshengteng，yigedangdixiangdaoniuqujingkongdelianzaichentuzhongfangda，

tajuewangdichaowoshenchushou，zuibayizhangyihe……“shenliang！”yishengdihemengdijiangwolahuixianshi。

wofaxianzijizhengsisizuanzhexinglixiangdelagan，zhiguanjieyinweiyonglierfabai，zhenggerenkongzhibuzhudiweiweifadou。

houbeiyipianbingliang，lenghanjintoulelicengdeyifu。xinzangzaixiongqianglifengkuangleidong，jihuyaozhuangsuileigu。

chijinzhanzaijibuzhiwai，meitoujinsuo，yanshenfuzadikanzhewo，daizheyisitanjiuhe……buyichajuedeyanfan？

tahuailidelinshubaigengshihedehuarongshise，jinjinzhuazhetadeyijin，kanxiangwodeyanshenchongmanlejingkonghebujie，

fangfowoshishenmeturanfazuodefengzi。ketinglisiyiyangdejijing，zhiyouwocuzhongyayidechuanxisheng。jimiaozhong，

huozhegengjiu，neigumiedingdezhixigancairuchaoshuibanhuanhuantuiqu。ermingjianruo，yanqiandehuoguangheyanchenxiaosan，

zhongxinluchuchijinneizhangyingjunquexiemanshulidelian，helinshubaineizhangshoujingde、jiaonendelian。“bao……baoqian。

”wosongkaizuandeshengtengdeshouzhi，shituchechuyigexiaorong，quefaxianlianshangdejiroujiangyingdelihai，“laomaobingle。

shicha，jiashang……leizhele。”shengyinhaishiyade，daizhejiehouyushengdezhandou。chijindemeitoumeiyousongkai。

tachenmodikanzhewo，yanshenshenchuneidiantanjiusihuzaipingguwohuayudezhenshixing。linshubaixiaoshengdixizhebizi，

batoumaijintahuaili，jianbanghaizaiweiweisongdong。“ajin……wopa……”taxiruodeshengyindaizhekuqiang。

chijinlikeshouhuileluozaiwoshenshangdemuguang，ditou，

yongwocongweitingguode、jinhuchongnideshengyinanfuta：“biepa，shubai，meishile。youwozai。

”taqingqingpaizhetadebei，xiangzaihongyigeshoujingdeyinger。neihuamiancidewoyanjingshengteng。woshenxiyikouqi，

yaxiahoulongkoufanyongdesuansehemouzhongjianruidetengtong。xiaoyanwei？shia，zheiweidaozaojiukejingufenglile，

xibudiao，yewangbule。tatixingzhewojingliguoshenme，shiquguoshenme。haiyou，woweishenmenenghuozhezhanzaizheili。

wohurandididixiaoleqilai。xiaoshengzaikongkuangsijideketinglixiandegewaituwuheguiyi。

chijinhelinshubaidoujingedikanxiangwo。“xiaoyanwei……”wozhongfuzhezheisangezi，yibianxiao，

yibianbashoushenjinwoneigepojiufanbuwaitaodeneidaili。zhijianchudaoyigebinglengjianyingdejinshuwujian，

bianyuansihuhaidaizhedianbuguizedetuqi。chijindemuguangruilididingzhewodedongzuo。linshubaiyetingzhilechuoqi，

zhengzheneishuangshiluludedayanjing，haoqiyoudaizhedianbuandikanzhewo。womanmandibashoucongkoudailichouchulai。

zhangxinli，jingjingditangzheyimeimeiguixiongzhen。bojindedizuo，xiangqianzheyiduohongbaoshidiaozhuochengdemeigui。

huabanfanfucengdie，bengaishijizhihuameideyishupin。kexianzai，neibaoshimeiguideqizhongjipianhuabansuiliele，

bianyuandaizhezhengningdehuokou。gengchumujingxindeshi，anhongsede、zaoyiganhefaheidexueji，

shenshendiqinrulehuabandefengxihebojindegoucaoli，xiangyikuaichouloudeshangba，fugailetayuanbendecuicanguangmang。

ketinglineizhanluodidengdeguang，ganghaoluozaizheimeiranxuedexiongzhenshang。suiliedehongbaoshizheshechuguiyideguang，

neiganhedexuejizaidengguangxiachengxianchuyizhonglingrenxinjideanchen。wotaiqiyan，kanxiangchijin。

talianshangdesuoyoubiaoqing——neidiancanliudeyanfan，duilinshubaideanfu，

shenzhishiduiwoturanfazuodetanjiu——zaikanqingzheimeixiongzhendeshunjian，quandouninggule。tadetongkongzhouranshousuo，

xiangbeiqiangguangcidao。louzhelinshubaideshoubeimengdiyijiang，jiroubengjin，liandaizhelinshubaidouyihuoditaitoukanta。

“ajin？”linshubaibuandihuanta。chijinquexiangmeitingjian。tadeyanjingsisididingzaiwozhangxindeneimeixiongzhenshang，

lianseyidiandiantunquxuese，biandecanbai。tazhanglezhangzui，sihuxiangshuoshenme，quefabuchurenheshengyin，

zhiyouhoujiezaijuliedishangxiagundong。wokanzhetazhoubiandelianse，

tayandifanyongqidejingtaohailang——zhenjing、nanyizhixin、haiyouyisi……beicubujifangjiechuandelangbeihekongju？

xindineipianhuangwudedongtushang，jingqiyidizishengchuyisijinhucanrendekuaiyi。

wodianledianzhangxinneimeichendiandian、daizhesiwangqixidexiongzhen，yingzhechijincanbaijinghaidemuguang，

zuijiaogouqiyigejiqibingleng、jiqichaofengdehudu。meiyigezi，douxiangcuiledudebingling，

qingxiwubididingzaisijidekongqili：“chijin，

niyangzaihuapinglideneiduomeigui……”wodeshixianlveguotahuailijiaoqiedelinshubai，

zuihouluohuitaneishuangxiemanjingedeyanjing。“shiwoyongming，congneigeguidifangdezhanhaoli，yidianyidianbachulaide。

”“kuangdang！”yishengcuixiang，shichijinshoubianaijishangyigeshuijingyanhuigangbeitazhouranbengjindeshentidaidao，

shuaizaiditanshang，fachuyishengmenxiang。linshubaihedejianjiaoyisheng，sisibaozhutadegebo。chijinquehaowufanying。

taxiangyizunzhouranbeichouzoulinghundeshixiang，jiangzaiyuandi，liansecanbairuzhi，zhiyouneishuangyanjing，

sisididingzhewozhangxindexiongzhen，limianfanyongzhejingtaohailang，jihuyaojiangwotunshi。“ni……nishuoshenme？

”tadeshengyingansedelihai，xiangshishazhizaimocahoulong。womeizaikanta，

yemeikanneigesesefadoude“xiaomeigui”。zhishidixiatou，

yongzhifujiqihuanman、jiqiyonglidicashizhexiongzhenshangneiganhefaheidexueji。

zhijianbeijianyingdebaoshibianyuanluodeshengteng，neixuejiquewangudishentouzaifengxili，

xiangyidaoyongyuanwufayuhedechouloushangba。“tingbudong？”wotaiqiyan，chechuyigebikuhainankandexiao，

“woshuo，nisongwodedingqingxinwu，chadianchenglewodepeizangpin。zaineigelianshangdidoubishangyanjingdedifang，

weilebatacongyiduilannihesuiroulikouchulai，wochadianbeiliudandachengshaizi。”wodunledun，kanzhetadeyanjing，

yiziyidun，“chijin，zheishangmiandexue，shiwode。

”“honglong——”youshiyishengjuliedebaozhazaiwonaohaishenchuzhakai！

zheicibansuizhecierdejinshusilieshenghejianruidekuhan。

xiangdaohalideneizhangbumanchentuhexuewudelianzaicizaiyanqianfangda，

tatulaodizhuanaozheyazaituishangdejudashuiniban，houlonglifachuhehedeloufengsheng……womengdibishangyan，

zhijiashenshenqiajinzhangxin，yongneijianruidetengtongqiangpozijiliuzaixianshi。bunengdaoxia。zhishaoxianzai，

bunengzaichijinheta“jiaoruo”demeiguimianqiandaoxia。zaizhengkaiyanshi，

woyandizhishengxiabinglengdepibeiheyipianhuangwu。wobaneimeiranxuedemeiguixiongzhensuiyidirengzaixuanguandexiejushang，

fachu“ding”deyishengqingxiang，xiangrengyijianlaji。“woleile，”woshengyinshaya，

tuozheneigeshanghenleileidexinglixiang，jingzhichuanguotamen，zouxiangtongwangloushangkefangdelouti，“kefanghaikongzheba？

woshuineili。”jiaobushengzaikongkuangdeloutijianhuidang。shenhouyipiansiji。meiyouwanliu，meiyoujieshi，

shenzhimeiyouyiju“nihaihaoma”。

shenmedongxi……haokepa……tahaokepa……”ranhoushichijindichendejihutingbuqingdeanfu：“……biepa，

shubai，meishile……youwozai……”wofuzhebinglengdeloutifushou，yibuyibuwangshangzou。

shentipibeidexiangsanlejia，naoziliqueyichangqingxing。zheidongfangzi，cengjingshiwozaiqianglindanyuliweiyidenianxiang，

shiwoaoguowushugejuewangyewandejingshenzhizhu。kexianzai，tabianderucimosheng，

xiangyigejudade、hualidebingjiao。kongqilicanliudezhizixiangshuihechijinguanyongdexuesongxuhoushuiweidao，

hunhechengyizhonglingrenzuooudetianni。tuikaikefangdemen，yigujiuweizhurendechenmenqixipumianerlai。chuanglianjinbi，

jiajumengzheyicengbohui。wofanshouguanshangmen，beikaozhebinglengdemenban，shenticaizhongyuzhichengbuzhu，

huanhuanhuazuodaodibanshang。xinglixiangdaozaijiaobian，xianggechenmodejianzhengzhe。heianbaoguozhewo。

louxiayinyuechuanlaichijinyadideshuohuashenghelinshubaiweiqudechuoqi，duanduanxuxu，tingbuzhenqie。woquanqitui，

balianshenshenmaijinxigai。gelangaodineiqiangrendexiaoyanweisihuyoumimankailai，hunhezhexuexinghefeixudechenai，

nongliederangrenzhixi。halidelinsiqianneizhishenxiangwodeshou，zaiheianzhongwubiqingxidifuxian。

chijinneijubinglengde“xiaoyanwei”zaierbianfanfuhuixiang。yidiguntangdedongxizazaishoubeishang，xunsubiandebingliang。

yuanlai，xinsideshihou，zhendebuhuitaiteng。zhishikong，wubianwujidekong，xiangbeidiujinleyuzhoudezhenkongli，

lianhuiyindoumeiyou。diertianzaoshang，woshibeichuangwaiciyandeyangguanghuangxingde。

zuowanjiuneimekaozhemenbanzaidibanshangshuileguoqu，hunshengutouxiangbeichaikaizhongzuguoyiyangsuantong。

wochengzhemenzhanqilai，huodongleyixiajiangyingdebojing，zoudaochuangbian，“shua”diyixialakailehouzhongdezheguangchuanglian。

yangguanghaowuzhelandiyongjinlai，cidewomiqileyan。louxiadehuayuanli，yipaishengjiangran。

jingxinxiujiandecaopinglvdexiangtanzi，penquanzaiyangguangxiazheshechucaihong。chijinchuanzhexiuxiandejiajufu，

zhengzhanzaiyidapiannufangdebaimeiguihuacongbian。linshubaichuanzheyishenjiebaidelianyiqun，xiangzhiqingyingdehudie，

weizaitashenbian，shoulinazheyibajingzhidexiaojiandao，zhengxiaoxinyiyidijianxiayiduokaidezuihaodebaimeigui。

chijinweiweidizhetou，kanzhetadongzuo，lianshangdaizheyizhongwocongweijianguode、jinhuzongrongdewenrouxiaoyi。

yangguangluozaitashenshang，dushangyicengrouhedejinbian，huamianmeihaodexiangyifujingxingoutudeyouhua。“ajin，

nikanzheiduohaobuhao？”linshubaixianbaosidebajianxiademeiguijudaotamianqian，xiaorongchunjingwuxie。

chijinjieguoneiduozhanzheluzhudebaimeigui，ditouqingqingxiuleyixia，ranhoutaishou，

jiqizirandijiangtabiezailelinshubairuyundefabinjian。“henmei。”tadeshengyingezhebolihejuli，

youxiemohu，danneifenqinnihechongni，quexiangzhenyiyangzhaguolai。linshubailianjiafeiqihongyun，xiusedidixiatou，

shouzhifumozhebinbiandehuaduo。wojingjingdikanzhe。weiliyizhenfanjiao，bushifennu，yebushijidu，

shiyizhonggengshende、daizhexingweideexin。neiduobaimeigui，chunjiewuxia，xianglinshubaibenren。kesheihaijide，

zheimanyuandebaimeigui，zuichushiyinweisheierzhongxiade？zhiyinweiwodangniansuikoushuoguoyiju，hongmeiguitaisuyan，

baimeiguigengqinglengjueqiang。yushi，chijinbianrangrenchandiaolemanyuandehongmeigui，zhongxialezheipianbai。xianzai，

zheipianweiwozhongxiadebaimeigui，chengletazhuangdian“xiaomeigui”dewanmeidaoju。womengdizhuanshen，

buzaikanneiciyandeyimu。zoujinkefangdeduliweiyu，dakailengshui，henhenxilebalian。

binglengdeshui**zhepifu，rangwohunluandenaozishaoweiqingxingleyidian。bunengdaixiaqule。

zheigeniantoucongweiruciqingxi。xishuwanxialou，cantinglipiaozheshiwudexiangqi。linshubaizhengzuozaicanzhuopang，

xiaokouxiaokoudihezheniunai。chijinzuozaizhuwei，shoulinazheyifencaijingbaozhi，zitaixianshi。

canzhuoshangbaizhejingzhidexishizaocan，jiandanjinhuang，peigenjiaoxiang，pangbianhaidianzhuizhexinxiandejiangguo。kandaowoxialai，

linshubaifangxianiunaibei，luchuyigewuxiekejidetianmeixiaorong：“shenjizhezao！kuailaichizaocanba，gangzuohaode。

”tayuqizirandexiangzheigejiadenvzhuren。chijincongbaozhishangtaiqiyan，muguangluozaiwoshenshang，

daizheyizhongshenshidepingjing。tafangxiabaozhi，naqidaocha，qieleyixiaokuaijiandan，yuqipingdandikaikou：“zuoba。

”womeidong。kongqilimimanzheyizhongwushengdeganga。linshubailianshangdexiaorongjiangleyixia，suijiyouyangkai，

daizhedianshanjierenyidetianzhen：“shenjizheshibushichibuguanxishizaocan？yaoburangchufangjinizhuwanmian？

ajinshuoniyiqianhenxihuanchiqingtangmiande。”tashuozhe，zhuantoukanxiangchijin，xiangshizaixunqiurentong。

chijindongzuodunleyixia，meikanta，zhishitaiyanyoukanxiangwo，yanshenlimeishenmewendu：“chufangyoucailiao，

xiangchishenmezijishuo。”zijishuo。fangfowozhishiyigexuyaozhaodaide、butaishouhuanyingdekeren。

wokanzhetaneizhangshuxiyoumoshengdelian。shinian。congqingsemangzhuangdeshaonian，

daorujinshouwopangdaanbaodiguo、qishiporendechizong。shijiangaibianletataiduo，

yemomielewojiyilineigehuiyinweiwoweitengbanyefanqiangchuqumairezhou、benshoubenjiaochadianzhuhuyiguomiandeshaonian。

“buyongle。”wokaikou，shengyinpingjingwubo，“wochiguole。”chijindemeitoujibukechadiculeyixia。

“wohuilainadiandongxi，”wojixushuo，shixianlveguota，kanxiangtongwangerloushufangdefangxiang，“nawanjiuzou。

”shuowan，wobuzailihuitamen，jingzhizouxianglouti。linshubaisihuxiangshuoshenme，zhanglezhangzui，

danbeichijinyigeyanshenzhizhile。shufangdemenmeisuo。tuikaimen，limiandeyiqiesihudoumeibian。

judadehongmushuzhuo，dingtianlidideshujia，kongqilimimanzhechijinguanyongdexuesongxianghedandandeyancaowei。

wodemubiaohenmingque。zoudaoshuzhuohou，lakaiyoushoubianzuidixiadeneigechouti。limianhenkong，

zhifangzheyigebuqiyande、mosunyanzhongdejiuniupizhiwenjiandai。wobatachoulechulai，henqing。

limianzhiyoujifenbobodechanquan**wenjianheyigeupan。

upanlishiwozheixienianyongminghuanlaide、guanyuzhongdongjigufuzashilidehexinqingbaobeifen，

yiji……yixiechijinzaonianfajiashi，mouxiebutainengjianguangdejiaoyizhengju。zheishidangnianwomenzuixinrenbicishi，

taqinshoujiaojiwode“baomingfu”he“hushenjia”。xianzai，tazhishiwolikaidechoumahehushenfu。

bawenjiandaisaijinwoneigepojiudefanbukuabaoli，lashanglalian。zhuanshenzhunbeilikaishi，

muguangbujingyisaoguoshuzhuoyijiao。neilifangzheyigexiangkuang，limianqianzhedezhaopian，querangwoshunjianruzhuibingku。

zhaopianyouxieniantoule，weiweifanhuang。beijingshidaxuexiaoyuanlineikezhumingdebainianyinxingshu，

jinhuangdeyeziluolemandi。zhaopianli，nianqingdechijinchuanzhebaichenshanniuziku，xiaorongcanlanfeiyang，

shoubeiqinnidihuanzheyigenvhaidejianbang。neigenvhai……bushiwo。tachuanzhesuihualianyiqun，

zhazheqingshuangdemawei，weiweicezhetoukanxiangchijin，xiaorongxiuseermingmei。neizhanglian……jingyulouxiadelinshubai，

youqibafenxiangsi！youqishineishuangyanjing，qingche、daizhedianqieshengshengdewugugan，jianzhishiyigemozikechulaide！

xinzangxiangshibeiyizhibinglengdeshouhenhenzuanzhu，zhourantingzhitiaodong。yiguhanqicongjiaodizhichongtouding，

sizhibaihaishunjianbingliang。bushixiang。shi……tishen？zheigehuangmiuyoucanrendeniantouxiangdusheyiyangzuanjinnaozi，

dailaiyizhenjianruidexuanyun。woxiayishidifuzhubinglengdeshuzhuobianyuan，caimianqiangzhanwen。shinian。zhengzhengshinian。

woxianggeshaziyiyang，zaiqianglindanyuliweitaboming，batadangchengweiyidejingshenzhizhu，

yiweiwomendeganqingjianbukecui。daotoulai，wokenengzhishiyigekebeidetidaipin？yigezaizhengzhuquexishi，

tianbutakongxuhekuijiudeyingzi？neimeiranxuedemeiguixiongzhen，neipianweiwozhongxiadebaimeigui……suoyoudeyiqie，

shibushidoudaizheduilingyigerendetoushe？“zaikanshenme？”chijindichendeshengyinturanzaimenkouxiangqi，

daizheyisibuyichajuedejinbeng。womengdihuiguoshen，shouzhixiayishidicongneizhangciyandezhaopianshangyikai。zhuanguotou，

chijinbuzhiheshizhanzaileshufangmenkou，gaodadeshenyingdangzhulemenwaideguangxian，touxiayipianyinying。

talianseyouxiechen，muguangruilidisaoguowo，youluozaiwoganggangchupengguodeneigexiangkuangshang。kongqishunjianningzhi，

daizhewushengdezhangli。“meishenme。”woyikaimuguang，shengyinchuhuzijiyiliaodepingjing，shenzhiyouxiemamu，

“zhaodaowoyaodedongxile。”wopailepaikuabao，“zheijiuzou。”shuowan，woraoguoshuzhuo，jingzhichaotazouqu。

jiaobuhenwen，zhiyouwozijizhidao，meiyibudouxiangcaizaishaohongdetanhuoshang。

jiuzaiwojijiangyutacajianerguodeshunjian，tadeshoubeiturantaiqi，henggenzaimenqian，lanzhulewodequlu。

wotingxiajiaobu，meiyoutaitoukanta，shixianluozaitayuntangpingzhengdechenshanxiukoushang，neishangmianyoudandandexuesongxiangqi。

“nizuowannachulaideneigexiongzhen……”takaikou，shengyindichenshaya，daizheyizhongfuzadeqingxu，

xiangshijiliyayizheshenme，“shizhende？”wochelechezuijiao，zhongyutaiyankanta。tadeyanjinghenshen，

limianfanyongzhewokanbudongdeanliu，youzhenjing，youhuaiyi，shenzhi……youyisihuangluan？“xueshiwode，

suibaoshishizhadansuipianbengde。”woyuqipingdandexiangzaichenshubierendegushi，“xinbuxinyouni。rangkai。

”tameiyoudong。shoubeiyijiuhengzaineili，xiangyidaowufayuyuedeqiang。tahoujiegundonglejixia，

sihuzaijiannandizuzhiyuyan：“aliang……dangnian……daodifashengleshenme？nishizonglezhengzhengsangeyue！

suoyourendouyiweini……”“yiweiwosile？”wotitashuowan，kanzhetayandineimobeichuopodelangbei，

xinliyongqiyiguniuqudekuaiyi，“shia，chadianjiusile。zailinisongwodedingqingxinwubudaoshimidedifang，

kanzheyigexinrenwodedangdirenbeizhademianmuquanfei，erwochuleyanzhengzhengkanzhe，shenmedouzuobule。

”wobijinyibu，jihunengganshoudaotashenshangchuanlaidereliang，shengyinquelengdexiangbing，“chijin，neisangeyue，

wozaisirenduilipa，zainanminyingliduo，zaiqueyishaoyaodeguidifangfazhegaoshaodengsideshihou，nizaiganshenme？

”wodemuguangruyoushizhi，chuantoutaqiangzhuangdezhending，zhizhicixiangtashenhou——neigezhengzhuzhaopiansuozaidefangxiang，

yijilouxianeigehuoshengshengde“tidaipin”。“nizaimangzhe……zhongmeigui？haishi……zhaotishen？

”zuihoulianggezi，woyaodejizhong，xiangcuiledudebingzhui。chijindelianseshunjianbiandejiqinankan，

xiangshibeirenhenhenshanleyibazhang，xuesetunjin，zhishengxiayizhongbeichuochuanhexinmimidecanbaihezhennu。

tayandineidianfuzadeqingxushunjianbeixiongyongdeliqiqudai，lanzhewodeshoubeimengdizuanjin，shoubeishangqingjinbaoqi。

“shenliang！”tadihouchusheng，daizhebeimaofandekuangnu，“nihushuoshenme！”“woshibushihushuo，

nixinliqingchu。”wohaobutuirangdiyingshizhetapenhuodeyanjing，xinzangdeweizhiyipianmamudebingleng，“rangkai。

bierangwojuedeexin。”“exin？”taxiangshibeizheigecichedijinule，mengdishenshouzhuazhulewodeshouwan，

lidaodadejihuyaoniesuiwodegutou。tabawohenhenzhuaixiangta，bishizhewodeyanjing，

zhuoredehuxipenzaiwolianshang，daizheyayidebaonuheyizhong……jinhujuewangdefengkuang，“nipingshenmeshuoexin？

niyoushenmezige！zheishinian……”“chizong！

”yigedaizhemingxianjinghuangde、jiaoroudenvshengtuwudizailoutikouxiangqi，daduanlechijinjihuyaoshikongdedihou。

linshubaibuzhiheshipaoleshanglai，zhengzhanzaishufangmenwai，liansecangbai，yishuangdayanjinglixumanleleishui，

jinghuangdikanzhewomenlachezaiyiqideyangzi，xiangshikandaoleshenmejiqikepadechangjing。

“ajin……nimen……nimenzaichaojiama？”tashengyindaizhekuqiang，shentiweiweifadou，

xiangfengzhongwuzhudexiaobaihua，“biezheiyang……wohaohaipa……”chijindedongzuomengdijiangzhu。

tazhuazhuwoshouwandelidaoxiayishidisongleyishun，yandidekuangnuxiangshibeipoleyipenbingshui，shunjianlengqueninggu，

danneifenchenyudeliqibingweisanqu。takanxianglinshubaideyanshen，jihushitiaojianfanshebandiqiehuanchengleanfumoshi。

“shubai，meishi，”tashengyindichen，daizheqiangxingyayidejinbeng，“nixianxiaqu。

”“keshi……”linshubaiyaozhezuichun，yanleiyaodiaobudiao，muguangzaiwohechijinzhijianqunxun，

chongmanledanyouhekongsu，“shenjizhe……tashibushiwuhuileshenme？ajin，nibuyaoshengqihaobuhao？

”tazheifuchuchukeliandeyangzi，xiangyigenjianruideci，jingzhundizhazaiwozuihouneidianyaoyaoyuzhuidelizhishang。

womengdiyongli，henhenshuaikailechijinqianzhiwodeshou。shouwanshangchuanlaiyizhen**ladetengtong，pifukendingqingle。

“wuhui？”wokanzhelinshubaineizhanghezhaopianlijihuzhonghedelian，zhijuedeyiguxingtianzhichonghoulongkou，

woqiangyaxiaqu，chechuyigebinglengzhijidexiao，“lin**，xiyanguotoujiujiale。

”wobuzaikanchijinneizhangxiemanbaonuhefuzaqingxudelian，yebuzaikanlinshubaixuanranyuqidebiaoyan。ceshen，

yongjianbangzhuangkaichijinhenggendeshoubei——zheiyici，tameiyouzaizulan。wotingzhijibei，yibuyibu，zouxialouti。

shenhouchuanlailinshubaidaizhekuqiangdeanweishenghechijinyayidediyu。zouchuzheidonghualiqiulongdedamen，

waimianyangguangzhenghao。woshenxiyikouqi，kongqilimeiyouzhizixiang，meiyouxuesongwei，

zhiyouchuxiacaomudeqingxinheziyoudeweidao。shoujizaikuabaolizhendongqilai。wonachulai，

pingmushangtiaodongzhe“heweizhou”sangezi。wojietong，badianhuafangdaoerbian。“wei？shendajizhe！

nikesuanjiedianhuale！zenmeyang？huozhehuilaileyebuzhiyisheng？goubugouyisi！

”dianhuaneitouchuanlaiheweizhoubiaozhixingdedasangmen，zazahuhu，chongmanlehuolihehaobuyanshideguanxin。

tingzhezheishuxideshengyin，jinbengleyizhengyedeshenjingzhouranyisong，

yigunanyiyanyudepibeihesuansemengdiyongleshanglai。**zaibinglengdeyuanqiangshang，bishangyanjing，

shengyinyadelihai：“heweizhou……bangwogemang。”“ng？nishuo！”tadeshengyinlikezhengjingqilai。

“bangwozhaogefangzi，”wokanzhetoudingneipianbeiyuanqiangqiegechudezhanlantiankong，yiziyijudishuo，

“lichijinyueyuanyuehao。”dianhuaneitouchenmoleliangmiao。heweizhoudeshengyinzaixiangqishi，meiyoulegangcaidezahu，

biandedichenerrenzhen，daizheyizhongleranhequanrandezhichi：“mingbai。dengzhe，mashangjinigaoding。

yaochinadaojiujinisongguoqu。”gualedianhua，

wozuihoukanleyiyanshenhouzheidongchengzailewoshinianailian、yemaizanglewoshiniansuiyuedefangzi。

yangguangluozaineixiejiebaidemeiguishang，chunjiedeciyan。zaijianle，chijin。zaijianle，

woneichangzuoleshiniande、guanyumeiguidehuanmeng。heweizhoudebanshixiaolvgaodeheren。dianhuaguaduanbudaosangexiaoshi，

tajiukaizhetaneiliangsaobaodelianghuangsepaoche，“gazhi”yishengtingzaiwozanshiluojiaodekuaijiejiudianlouxia，

shuaijiwoyibazhanxindeyaochi。“re！gemenergouyisiba？”tazhaixiamojing，luchuyikoubaiya，

xiaodemeixinmeifei，“sanhuanbianshang，xinxiaoqu，jingzhuangxiaogongyu，linbaoruzhu！jueduiqingjing，niaobulashidedier，

baozhengxingchidejuedisanchidouzhaobuzhe！”tapaizhexiongfu，yilian“kuaikuawo”debiaoqing。

wokanzheshoulineibabinglengdeyaochi，zaikanzheheweizhouneizhangxieman“kuaiwenwozenmegaodingde”delian，

chenzhongdexinxuxiangshibeisikaileyidaokouzi，toujinyisiweiruodeguang。chelechezuijiao：“xiele。”“ze，

genwokeqisha！”heweizhoudashouyihui，suijiyoucoujinlexie，yadishengyin，daizhedianxiaoxinyiyideshitan，

“neige……nizhenmeishiba？chijinneisunzi……”tadunledun，sihuzhenzhuozheciju，

“zhenganchuneizhongbushirendeshierle？”wolakaichemenzuojinqu，bakuabaofangzaituishang，

shouzhiwuyishidimosuozheneigejiuniupizhiwenjiandaicucaodebianyuan。“douguoqule。

”wokanzhechuangwaifeisudaotuidejiejing，shengyinmeishenmebolan，“yihoubietitale。

”heweizhouconghoushijinglikanlewoyiyan，yanshenlidaizhedanyou，danzhongjiumeizaiduowen，

zhishizhongzhongdi“ng”leyisheng，yijiaoyoumen，paochehongmingzhehuirucheliu。xindexiaogongyuzaishiqilou，buda，

yishiyiting，zhuangxiushijianjiedebeioufeng，caiguangjihao。zhanzailuodichuangqian，

nengkandaoyuanchulincizhibidegaolouhewanyandecheliu。zheilimeiyoujingxindalidebaimeiguiyuan，meiyouchijindeqixi，

zhiyouyipianmoshengde、kongkuangdeziyou。henhao。zheizhengshiwoxuyaode。jiexialaidejitian，

woxianggeyoulingyiyangshenghuo。baitianlajinchuanglian，zaihunandeguangxianlihunshui，

shituyongshuimianqugannaohaizhongbuduanshanhuidezhandisuipianheneizhangcitongdezhaopian。yewanzezaikongkuangdeketingliyoudang，

huozheduizhechuangwaibumiandedenghuofadai。shoujiyichanganjing。chijinmeiyoudalaiyigedianhua，meiyoufalaiyitiaoxinxi。

fangfowozheigeren，liantongneimeiranxuedexiongzhen，douchedicongtadeshijielizhengfale。yehao。chedisixin，

zonghaoguoouduansiliandelingchi。daoshiheweizhou，xianggelaomaziyiyang，yitiansandundijiwodianwaimaisongguolai，

haifuzenggezhonglengxiaohuahebagua。tadecunzai，xiangyijiqiangxiaodezhitongzhen，zanshimabileneishenrugusuidetongchu。

yizhouhoudemougexiawu，menlingxiangle。woyiweiyoushiheweizhoudiandewaimaidaole，talazhetuoxiequkaimen。

menwaizhanzhede，queshilianggewanquanchuhuyiliaoderen。linshubai，

haiyouyiweichuanzhekaojiutaozhuang、qizhijinggandezhongniannvshi。linshubaishoulipengzheyigebaozhuangjingmeidelihe，

lianshangdaizheguanyoude、wuxiekejidetianmeixiaorong。neiweinvshizemianwubiaoqing，yanshenruilidisaoshizhewo。

“shenjizhe，xiawuhao。”linshubaideshengyinyijiuruannuo，“meidaraonixiuxiba？”woduzaimenkou，

meiyourangkaideyisi，muguanglenglengdikanzheta：“youshi？”linshubaixiangshimeiganshoudaowodelengdan，xiaorongbubian，

jiangshouzhongdelihewangqiandiledi：“shizheiyangde，shenjizhe。guoliangtianshiwoheajindedinghunyan。