最后的忏悔安怀-著

小说简介

zaizuihoudechanhuizhong，xuenyoulijiaoxutiancishiyiweifuyoumeilihezhihuiderenwu。anhuaitongguoqiaomiaodexushujiangxuenyoulijiaoxutiancidemaoxiangushizhanxiandelinlijinzhi。xuenyoulijiaoxutiancizailvtuzhongyudaolegezhonggeyangdetiaozhanyukunjing，danxuenyoulijiaoxutiancishizhongbaochizheleguandetaiduheyongwangzhiqiandejingshen。wobayekaishijiwodadianhua，mamalieliedi，「zheigexiaotuzaizi，zheimemeiyouxiaoxin。kuiwoganghaikaileyiping82niandelafei，tabulaibu……jiangjiduzhedailaiwujindehuanlehegandong。

精彩章节

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wosideneitian，womadewushidashouzhaochangjuban。

tachuanzheyongzhongdequnzi，wanzhewobadeshouwanruyiduishenxianjuanlv。

meimeijiwodalejigedianhuadoumeirenjie，fennudigenwomagaozhuang，shuowobushouyue。

womatingxiawudongdequnbai，kaishijiwodadianhua，yibiandayibianmaiyuan，「tabulaiwomenzheidunfanqiansheijieni。wozheiqunzidouhaidengzhetalaijieweikuanni。」

wobayekaishijiwodadianhua，mamalieliedi，「zheigexiaotuzaizi，zheimemeiyouxiaoxin。kuiwoganghaikaileyiping82niandelafei，tabulaibujiuzawoshoulilema。」

keshiwozhendequbulele。

我已经死了。

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henxiaodeshihou，wojiuzhidaowozhishibamadeyigegongju。

mamajiangwodexiaoshoufangzaitaguqidedupishang，yilianciaidishuo，「nishidage，yihouyaozhaoguhaodidimeimei。」

pangbianyisuiduodemeimeihaizaichishou，tianzhendiwangzhewomen，yiweishijiangleshenmehaoxiaodeshi，gegedixiaoleqilai。

wotaiqitou，haoqidiwen，「mamazenmezhidaoshididia。」

「didimeimeiwusuoweide，zhiyaojialiyouyigechengqidejiuxing。zanmenjiafajiazhifujiuzhiwangnimenle。」

wowangzheneigebuzuwushipingdedixiashi，yinanbize，youyixieqiangqituoluoxialaichengledihui，qianjinfengxilimanmanjielekuai，zhengzhongdidianlediantou。

「mamafangxin，wohuihaohaozhaogudidimeimeide。」

neishiwohaixiao，budongzheigechengnuoyaofuchushenmedaijia。

lingyibian，womazhuanguoshen，bashoujichuaijindouli，kaishihejigeqinqiketao，shengpabeibierenkanchushenmeyichang。

tajintianwushidashou，weilechengmianzi，yejiaolaileyixiebutaishudeqinqipengyou。

wobahaizaijiaoluobutingdijiwodadianhua。

woxiangcongtalianshangzhaodaoyisiguanxindebiaoqing，ketayanlizhiyouneipingkailegaidelafeijiu。

「ba，nibiezheji，wogehuilaide。wogebulaizheizhangwojie。」

zheishidongshidexuenyouzouleguolai，anfudipailepaitadehoubei。

「nijieshenmejie？niyigexueshengyoushenmeqian？xuefeidouhaishinigechudeni。」

wobanaonudeqingxuzhongyuzaixinaidexiaoerzizheilidedaoleshifang。

tajixutaotaobujue，「nimensigehaizi，jiunidagezuiyouchuxi。wozaguomaitiegongtaduledaxue，duleyanjiusheng，rujintashangbanle，womenyijiahuatadianqianhaibuleyile，jiwowanshizong。」

xuenyouzhidaozheishiyoufanjiuzhangle。

qianjitian，xuduoduoyaomaiyigepingbankanwangke，majiugendageshuoleyixia，dagejiubaotiaorulei，sihuobukenchuqian，qidebamahaojitianmeilita。

xuenyouzuihuichayanguanse，jianzhuanglikegenbamatongchoudikaiqilai。

「banibieshengqi，fangxin，wojintianjiushibangyeyaobadagebanghuilai。dagetaibuxianghuale！」

xuenyouanfuhaowobama，zhuantoujiuhuanlegetaidujiwofalexuduotiaoweixin。

「dage，nibieshuaxiaoxingzile，bamayizhidengzhenini。」

「zanmaxinzangbuhao，nibataqidaole，haiyaopeitashangyiyuanni。」

zuihoutadunledun，lianseningzhongdidaxialejigezi。

「yigenvreneryi，dageniyaoshizhenjieyi，wohaijinijiushile。」

「buguowodexianshengming，shisaozixiangouyinwode。」

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yizhenfengchuilai，wowangguodaopiaoqu。

wokanjianlijiaojiuzhanzaiguodaodadianhua，kehetatonghuaderenbushiwo。

「sigui，jintianwopopowushidashou，nihaigandaguolai，bupabeirenfaxianma？」

lijiaoyongqiyinchenguaidao，youruyituanmianhuadazaileduimiannanrendexinfang。

「jiunineigewonangfeilaogong，shuobudingdousizaiwaimianle，nigancuigentafenshougenwosuanle。」

lijiaobudabuxiaodishengyinchuanruwodeerduo。

「wokebugentafenshou。taergenziruan，wojijuhuajiunenghonghuilai，nixingma？」

zheishixuenyoutuimenchulai，lijiaoganjinguaduanledianhua。

「saozi，majiaonini。」

「来了。」

lijiaoxinxudikanleyiyanwodefangxiang，zoulangkongdangdangde，yigerendoumeiyou。

xuenyouchenmenkaidangzheshixiandeshunjian，zailijiaolianshangqinleyikou。

lijiaodunshijiaoxiu，lianshangfuqilehongyun。

liangnianqian，wobalijiaodaihuijiashi，xuenyoujiuaishangleta。

wozhijinjide，takanjianlijiaodeyishunjian，yanjingdouzaifaguang。

houlaiwoquledachengshidagong，lijiaojiuliuzailejialigenbamayiqizuodianxiaoshengyi。

xuenyouzaijiashimeishaohelijiaoshuowodehuaihua。

tashuowoshangxueshihoutoudongxi、luangaonannvguanxi、xueshuzaojia。

lijiaoshigecongmingren，xuenyoushuodetayigezibuxin，ketaquemingbailedianbiede。

tazhidaoxuenyouduitayouyisi。

「saozi，kebushiwofeibangwoge。woshikannishigehaoguniang，buxiangrangwogedanwuni。niyaogenwoge，deshenzhongkaolv。」

huiyijian，wobiankanjianwomayizhangnuqichongchongdelianchuanguowodeshentizhibenlijiaoerqu。

「zenmehuishi？rangnijixutiancidadianhuanidalema？」

lijiaoyanlishuiguangmenglong，yushuohaixiu，「dalema，tabujie。」

「tabujie？nishitalaoponidabutongtadedianhua？zanmenzheiyizhuosuanxialaisanwanduotabulaifujiunichu！nimenliangshifuqi，taneidianqianhaibudoushinibazhe。」

lijiaobeishuodeweiqu，qiaoqiaolazhulexuenyoudeyijiao。

xuenyoushangqianquanjiedao，「ma，wokandagejiushiguyide。xiangtazheizhongrenmeiliangxin。zanmenjiahaochihaohegongtadulebenkeduleyanjiusheng，tahaijihenshangwomenle。yikaishidayingdehaohaode，jiushixiangguyijiwomenxiwangzairangwomennankan。」

womayonglididianlediantou。

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jintianshitarenshengzuizhongyaoderizizhiyi。

taqinglailehaojigejialihaizikaoyanmeikaoshangdelaojiemei，mudejiushiweilerangwojitazhangzhanglian，haohaorangtaxuanyaoyifan。

jieguowoyizhimeilai，tamendaoshizongwenqixutaotao、xuenyouhexuduoduodeqingkuang，rangtadiulian。

xutaotaodulegezhongzhuanjiuchulaimaihuole，santiandayuliangtianshaiwang，yidianqianyemeizanxia，haizaigentamenshenshouyao。

xuenyoubijiaozhengqi，dulegebenkekeshizhuanyemeixuanhao，xianzailiangeshixidoumeizhaodao，jiuwozaijialihunchidengsi。

xuduoduoshitamenkanqianlianggedoutouzishibaile，yidabanianjiyoupinde。

rujincaishangxiaoxueyinianji，zhengribaozheshouji，sheidehuadoutingbujinqu。

womazhengzaiqitoushang，pianpianxuenyouhuoshangjiaoyou。

「ma，wokandageshixintenglaihuideyoufei。xianzaiyoujiashangzhang，wogelaihuiyitangyeyaorangesansibai。buguosansibaijiutayidunfanqian，dagedoushebude。yaowoshuo，nimenerlaoyebiedengtale，fanzhengzanmenshezhangyebushiyihuilianghuile，dengguoniandagehuilai，yikuaiyijiebujiuxinglema。」

tadebiaoqingkanshangquyongyuanzhenxinshiyi。

jiuxianghenduonianqian，wozuoweigaozhongyouxiubiyeshengdaibiao，xiwangbamaqukanwodeyanjiang，ketamenquezailinmenyijiaobeixuenyoulanzhule。

「enyoudalanqiujiaoweile，womendeguoqukankan。zheihaizimaoshoumaojiaode，yebuzhidaoshangdezhongbuzhong。」

tamenchumendeqianyimiaojiedaoxuenyoudeqiujiudianhua，erwobeiliangzaileyibian。

「xutongxue，nijiazhanghailaibulaile。womenzheibianjiazhangfayangaodouzhunbeihaole，niyaobuzaicuicui？renjialianggetongxuedejiazhangkedoulaile。」

zuizhongwozailiangjiarendeguoxiexia，manliantonghonglinglejiangzhuang。

huidaojia，wobajiangzhuangjitamenkan。

tamenyezhishiyisixingsaoleyiyan，「zheidianchengjijiujiaoaole？renjiaweishenmexuanlesangeyouxiuxueshengdaibiao，erbushiniyige？niyebuxiangxiang，kendingshinihaibugouyouxiu，genrenjiabingliediyi。shenmeshihouquanxiaojiuxuanniyigecaijiaohao。」

shuowan，tamenyoujixujixuenyou**qule。

xuenyoubushijiaoweile，jiushijiaochoujinle。

「dageduibuqia，woyebushiguyipohuainibiyedianlide。shizaishitaitengle。nineimeduli，yanjiangzheizhongxiaoshikendingnengbanhao。buxiangwodageqiudounengbuxiaoxinweijiao，rangbamadanxinle。」

xuenyouweiqudikanzhewo，womurandidiandiantouhuiwuqule。

shafashang，xutaotaohexuduoduozaikandianshi。

xutaotaojianwoluguoyezhishibiyidisaoleyiyan，tashuowogentabanlideneizhonghaoxueshengyiyang，gaogaozaishangde，rangrentaoyan。

xianzaihaole，tazaiyebukanjianwole，woyijingsile。

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chulewobama，haiyouyigerenyezaifengkuangdawodianhua。

那是我的组长。

「xutiancizheixiaozi，pingchanglingchensandiandedianhuadoujie，xianzaizenmehaidabutongle？zheigeyuedejiangjinhaixiangbuxiangyaole，zhenshide。」

zuzhangpingshidaiwobucuo，tazhidaowojialikunnan，yaoyangjiahukou，suoyinengjiwojieshaodebuhuijibieren。

tashuo，xiangmuchenggonglezhiyaojitabaifenzhiwudedianjiuxing。

xiayimiao，tadeshengyinzaicixiangqi。

「xutiancizheirenhansha，shenmezanghuoleihuodougan，suoyigancuijiaotabawoneifenyeganle，tahaishaleyiweihuoduoqianduoni，chouchenghaibushiguiwo。」

我愕然。

womeixiangdaoyixiangheshandezuzhangjuranshizheiyangde。

womeirimeirimeiyedegongzuo，jiushiweilebamadeyigexiaolian，weiledimeiwanchengxueye，weilezuzhangdekuajiang，meixiangdaozaiwoshizonghoutamenjuranmeiyouyigerendanxinwodeanwei，jingranduiwozhiyoumaiyuan。

qishiyehaishiyourenguanxinwode。

gongsilouxiadebaoankanzhexiabanchuqudedagongren，yizhizhaowodeshenying。

womeigaosutawojintianqingjia，suoyitahaiyiweiwohuicongneidongloulichulai，ranhoumaifenfangentadagezhaohuzaihuiqujiaban。

keshidengdaozhengdongdaloudedengdouximiele，tayemeizhaodaowo。

因为我已经死了。

死在了回家的路上。

血肉模糊。