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精彩章节

1zhongshengzhitongzhijianxiadebiyecefengmianbingliangcucao，“biyejinian”detangjinzicideyanjingfasuan。

chanmingxiangwushugenzhen，zhajinmenredekongqili。muguangsisidingzaiyouxiajiaoneisangezishang——suwanqing。

xinzangxiangbeiyizhibinglengdeshouzuanzhu，zhourantingtiao！jiushijintian！qianshineigenuoruodexiawu！

zuanzheneifengbeihanshuijinruandexin，zaijiaoshihoumenxianggezeiyiyangpaihuailesanquan！zuizhong，

neifenghaojinsuoyouyongqidexin，beirouzhou、fuping，xiangdiuqizuizheng，

saijinleshubaozuidicengneigejimanhuichendejiacengli。ranhou，biye，sanchang。tabeishangmingxiao，guanghuaduomu。

wokunshouxiaocheng，huneshinian。zhidaotongxuehuishang，tawumingzhineidiancimudelengguang，hetaqingpiaopiaoluoxiadeneiju，

daizhetanxidelingchi：“dangnian，qishi…wodengguoni。”“mozi！fashenmedaini？mozhengle？

”jianbangbeizhongzhongyipai，wangleideshengyinzhazaierbian。tazhouzhemei，

niezhekuaimeishuideyuanzhubiduizhezijidebiyecefachou，“ganjinxie！laobancuimingni！

‘pengchengwanli’xielebabianle！cierdouqiongle！”tadeshengyin，baoyuanshiningqidemeitou，

haiyouneizhigaiside、yongyuanxiebushundelianjiayuanzhubi…suoyouxijiedaizhechilaidejianruitongchu，

henhenguanchuancikedelinghun！bu！zhijiashenshenqiajinzhangxin，citongdailaiyisicanrendeqingxing。

neigenuoruodechenmoyijingsile！shentibisiweigengkuai。womengdiditou，shoucubaodishenjinzhuodufanzhao！

keben、shijuan、caogaozhi…zhijianchudaoyigebingliangjianyingdesuliaoqiao！nuojiya！xiaoxiaodepingmu，binglengdeanjian！

jiesuo！youlandeguangciliangyandi。shouzhidaizheguzhuyizhidejuejue，zhongzhongqiaojijianpan，

meiyixiadouzazaizijibinlinbengkuidexinxianshang。【suwanqing：fangxuebiezou。dongloutikou。youhua。chenmo。

】zhijianxuanzaifasongjianshang，juliezhandou。biyeceshangtademingzixiangyigewushengdechaoxiao。

qianshisaijinjiacengdexinzhi，shinianhouciyandezuanjiehetaneijuqingpiaopiaodelingchi…suoyouhuamianhongranzhakai！fasong！

duancude“di”sheng，xiangzidanjichuansiji。jihushitongshi！“weng——weng——weng——！

”koudailideshoujifengkuangzhendong！mayitiezhedatuipifuzhakai！wochudianbantaochushouji。youlanpingmushang，

fengkuangtiaodongzheneisangezi！——suwanqing。houlongbeiwuxingdeshouezhu。zhijianbinglengzhandou，huaguojietingjian。

“wei？”shengyinsiyadebuxiangziji。tingtongli，shisiyibandechenji。zhiyoudianliusisisheng，

hetajiliyayiqueqingxikebiande、jicudehuxisheng。yixia，youyixia，zhongzhongqiaodaermo。

neichenmoxiangshaohongdeluotie。zhijiagengshendiqiajinzhangxin。“suwanqing，”wozaicikaikou，shengyinxiangshalunmotiexiu，

“dongloutikou。xianzai。wodengni。”meiyigeziyongjinquanshenliqi。zheiyici，chenmomeiyouchixutaijiu。“hao。

”yigezi。gezhedianbo，beiyasuodaojizhidepingjing，quexiangbingcengxiaxiongyongdeanliu。dianhua**cuiguaduan。

mangyinduduzuoxiang。2shinianzhiyuechengle！“mozi！niya……”wangleitanguotou。womeijitafanyingshijian。

mengdiqishen！mudengbeijudalidaodaidao，“kuangdang”juxiang！“nazhe！”wobabiyecehuluansaijintahuaili，

lidaodadetaliangqianghoutui。“**！chenmo**……”shengyinbeishuaizainaohou。shentixiangchutangpaodan，

chongchujiaoshihoumen！wuhoudeyangguangbaideciyan，pumanzhangzhangzoulang。wochaodongbianloutikoukuangben！xiaofuguanmanfeng，

jiaobutachukongdongjicudehuixiang。liangcemenchuangjisudaotui。xiongqianghuoshaohuoliao，meiyicihuxidoudaizhexuexingwei。

jiaobuyuelaiyuekuai，yuelaiyuezhong，meiyibudouxiangcaisuiqianshineigenuoruodehuanying！neipaihuaidesanquan，

beijiacengtunshidemimi，shinianhouzuanjieciyandeguang…suoyouyihan、huihen、nuoruo，beizheiwangmingbenpaohenhenniansui！

dongloutikou！shiyehuorandongkai！yangguangxiangronghuadejinziqingxieerxia，langzhudeyingziyouxieyouzhang。

cimuguangxianyunongzhongyinyingdejiaojiechu，zhanzheyigexianxishenying。tabeiduizhewo，mianxiangbeilierishainiandedongqing。

roushunheifashuzainaohou，luchubaixicuiruodehoujing。lanbaixiaofugouledanbojianxian。shuangshouchuizaishence，

shouzhisisizuanzhexiaofuxiabai，buliaobengjinlechushenzhe。yangguangjitazhoushendushangyicengmohuzhandoudejinbian，

xiangsuishihuisuiliezaiguanglidehuanying。womengdichazhujiaobu，zailitajibuzhiyaozhanding。xiongkoujulieqifu，

houlongmimantiexiuxingtian。yilukuangbenjizandekuangbaoyongqi，zaizhenzhengmianduizheibeiyingshi，

jingbeizhuoreguangxianshunjianzhengfa，zhishengxutuobandezhandouhe…shenrugusuidekongju。“suwanqing…”wochuanzheqi，

shengyinposuijichuhoulong。neigeshenyingmengdiyizhan！zuanzheyijiaodeshouzhizhouranshoujin，zhijiecanbai。ranhou，

tajiqihuanmandi、yidiandianzhuanguoshenlai。niguang。tadeliandabanxianzailangzhunongzhongyinyingli，

zhiyouxiaobanbianbeixiesheyangguangzhaoliang。guangyuyingzaitalianshangkexialengyingjiexian。wokanbuqingbiaoqing。zhiyouneishuangyanjing。

gezhejibuzhuorekongqihefeiwuchenai，chuantoucimuguangyunongzhongan，zhizhiwangleguolai。

buzaishijiyilipingjingwubodeshentan。limianfanyongzhejingtaohailang——nanyizhixindejinge，shenbujiandidepibei，

haiyouyizhong…fangfokuayuemanzhangshikong、beijuewangfanfucuilianguode、jinhusijidepingjing？

tajiuzheiyangjingjingkanzhewo，xiangningguzaishiguanglidediaosu。zhiyouneishuangyanjing，xielulinghunshenchudehaixiao。

kongqininggu。chanmingsiji。zhishengwoweipingfudechuanxihetawushengzhushi，zaikongkuangloutikouchenzhongpengzhuang。

zhijiashenxianzhangxinnenrou，jianruitengtongdailaicanrenqingming。woqiangpozijiyingshangneipianfanyongshenhai，

yaxiahoulongfanyongxuexingqi。“wo…”shengyinganserushazhimocakumu，

“youxiehua…zaibushuo…jiuzhende…laibujile。”zheijuhua，choukongwojincunliqi。suwanqingyijiuchenmo。

guangyingzaitalianshanghuanmanyidong。langzhuyinyingyicuncunqinshitabeiyangguangzhaoliangdelianjia。

jiuzaineidianguangliangjijiangbeiheianwanquantunmeideshunjian——yidilei。haowuzhengzhao，guntangjingying，

congtadichuiyanjiexiashuranzhuiluo。zazaibumanhuichendeshuinidishang，yinkaishensexiaodian。kuaidexiangcuojue。

tadejianbangjibukechazhandou。zuanzheyijiaodeshouzhi，zhijiebaidetouming。ranhou，

yigejiqiqingwei、daizhenongzhongbiyin、fangfochuanyuewujinhuangyuancaididadeshengyin，

jiannanxiangqi：“chenmo…”shengyingengzhu，tingdunmanzhangjimiao。shijianbeiwuxianlazhang，

lachengqianshijinshengwufazhangliangdeyihan。tataiqitou，yinyingwanquanlongzhaotadelian，zhiyouneishuangyanjing，

zaihunanzhongliangdejingren，daizhejinhuhuimiedepibeihe…shiran？yiziyiju，qingxirubinglengsuilie，

daizhechuanyueshinianfengshuangchenai，henhenzajinermo：“wodengzheijuhua……”zuichunzhandouzhe，

zhongyutuchuzuihoujizi，qingrutanxi，quezhongdeyakuazhenggeshijie：“……dengleshinian。

”3qianshizhishangneisheng“shinian”xiangshaohongluotie，tangzailinghunshang。kongqisiji。

zhiyoutayayidexiweichouqisheng，hewoxiongqiangleigubanxintiaopengzhuang。niguangzhong，talunkuomohu，

weineishuangjinmanleishuideyanjingliangdejingren，fanyongshenbujiandidetongchupibei。shinian？tazenmehuishuoshinian？

judahuangmiuganhemiedingkonghuangjuezhulewo。nandao……nandaotaye……“ni…”houlongganserushazhimoca，

shengyinposui，“nishuoshenme？”suwanqingmeilikehuida。tazhishineiyangkanzhewo，yanleiwushengxiongyonggunluo，

zaibaixilianjiahuachujingyingguiji。tataishouxiangca，zhijianquezaichudaolianjiaqianjuliezhandou，wulichuiluo。

tashenxiqi，qixidaizhenongzhongbiyinhewufayizhigengyan，fangfoyongjinquanshenliqicaimianqiangwenzhu。

“neifengsaijinshubaojiacengzuidibudexin，”shengyinhenqing，quexiangcuibingdezhen，yigengenzhajinshenjing，

“lansedexinzhi，youxiajiaohualeyiduo…henchoudeyun。”tatingdun，

yanshenkongdongwangxiangqianfangbeilierishainiandedongqingcong，“nixielesanyeban。diyiyeshuo，diyicizhuyidaowo，

shizaigaoyiwulishiyanke，wobadianliubiaojiefanle，zhizhenfengkuangdazhuan，

lianjidetonghong…”zuijiaojiqiweiruoxiangshangqiandong，xiangxiaoyouxiangku，“nishuo，neitianchuangwaiyangguang，

ganghaoluozaiwotoufashang，xiang…xiangsaleyicengjinfen。”xueyeshunjiandongjie！quanshenhanmaodaoshu！neifengxin！

neifengbeiworouzhoufuping、zuizhongmaizangshubaozuishenchu、congweishirendexin！meiyigezi，meiyigebenzhuobiyu，

shenzhineiduohuadewaiwainiuniu、ziyiweiwurenzhixiaodeyun！tazenmehuizhidao？！

“bukeneng…”wotingjianzijisiyashengyin，daizhenanyizhixinzhandou，“nibukeneng…”“bukenengzhidao？

”tazhongyuzhuantou，muguangzhongxinluozaiwolianshang，neishuangbeileishuixiguodeyanmou，

qingxiyingzhewoyinjiduzhenjingniuqudelian。yanshenfuzananxingrong，youtongchu，lianmin，

haiyouyizhong…dongxiyiqiedepibei。“chenmo，”shengyindixiaqu，daizhemengyibanhuanghu，

“shinianhoutongxuehui…neigewanshang，nishibushi…helehenduojiu？”hong——！fangfojingleizainaozhongzhakai！

woliangqianghoutuibanbu，jibeizhongzhongzhuangshangbinglengcucaoshuinilangzhu，zhuangjiduntongyuanbujixinzangbeisiliewanfenzhiyi！

tongxuehui！emengbandeyewan！gongchoujiaocuo，yixiangbinying。tawanzhexizhuanggelv、qizhichenwennanren，

wumingzhizuanjiezaidiaodengxiazheshebinglengcimuguang。woxiangkebeixiaochou，duozaijiaoluo，

yibeijieyibeiguanzheliezhiweishiji，shituyongzhuoshaojiujingmabineikebeihuihenjidukenshideqianchuangbaikongdexin。

shixianmohu，shijiexuanzhuan，zhiyoutazhijianneidianbinglengguang，xiangducizhazaiyandi。zuihouzenmelikai？

haoxiangbeiwangleijiazhe，zaijiudianmenkoutudetianhundian，zuilihanhubuqinghanzheshenme……“ni…nitingdaole？

”shengyindoudebuchengyangzi，judaxiuchikongjujuezhulewo。neiwanlangbeishitai，xiangwufayuhenongchuang，

cikebeitaqinshoujiekai。suwanqingmeizhijiehuida。yanshenpiaoxiangyuanchu，fangfochuantoushikong，

luozaineitongyanglangbeibukanyewan。“neitianwanshang…nitudehenlihai。wangleibanisaijinchuzuche，

nibazhechechuangbukenzou…”shengyinhenqing，daizheyisibuyichajuezhandou，“niyizhizaihan…hanwomingzi。

nishuo…”tatingdun，sihuzaijiliyayifanyongqingxu，caijiannantuchuneijigezi，

“nishuo…‘duibuqi’…‘xin’…haiyou…‘anmianyao’…”anmianyao！zheisangezixiangcuidubingzhui，

shunjiancichuanxinzang！womengdidaochoulengqi，hunshenxueyeyongxiangtouding，youzaixiayimiaodongjiechengbing！

neishiwoshenmaixindi、congweiduirenherentuluguo、zuiangzangyezuijuewangdemimi！neigezaitongxuehuihou，

duzihuidaobinglengkongkuanggongyu，duizhedianshizhongbohuamianlitazhijianlengguang，zuizhongtunxiazhengpingbaiseyaopiandeyewan！

“ni…ni…”wosisidingzheta，tongkongyinjidujinghaishousuo。“neitianwanshang…houlai…ni…nizenmele？！

”shengyindouranbagao，daizhezijiweichajuejingkong。suwanqingshentijibukechahuangleyixia。tataishouwuzhuzui，

zhifengjianyichuyayibuzhuposuiwuyan。yanleizaicixiongyongerchu，yanzhecangbaizhijiehualuo。tabibiyan，zaizhengkai，

neishuangjinmanleishuiyanmouli，zhishengwujinaishangheyizhong…chenailuodingbandepibei。

“neitianwanshang…woqishimeiyouzou。”shengyindirueryu，meiyigezidaiqianjinzhongliang，

“wokanzheta…jiushi…wodangshizhangfu…banisongshangche。wangleimamalieliegenzhezoule。

wo…wobuzhidaoweishenme…xinlihuangdelihai。

haoxiang…haoxiangyoushenmedongxi…chedisuidiaole…zaiyepinbuhuiqule…”tagengyanzhe，jihushuobuxiaqu。

“wo…worangsijigenzhenimenche。”tashenxiqi，qiangpozijijixushuo，shengyindoudelihai，

“yizhi…yizhigendaonijialouxia。kanzhewangleibanituojindianti。wozailouxia…zhanlehenjiu。yelifeng…henleng。

wotaitoukannigongyuchuanghu…dengliangle…youmiele…”yanshenkongdongyaoyuan，fangfoyouhuineigebinglengyewan。

“ranhou…wojiedaoyigedianhua…yiyuandianhua。”shengyindouranbiandejiqiweiruo，daizheshenrugusuikongju，

“shuowoba…turanxingeng…zaisongquyiyuanlushang…jiubuxingle…”tamengditingzhu，jianbangjuliedoudong，

yayikushengzaiyewufakongzhicongzhifengjianyichu。judabeishangshunjianyanmeita，yehenhenjizhongwo！

“wofengleyiyangwangyiyuangan…”taqibuchengsheng，duanduanxuxusushuo，

“naoziliyipiankongbai…zhiyouyigeniantou…woba…wobatabunengyoushi…keshi…keshi…”tashuobuxiaqu，

judabeitongrangtajihuzhanlibuwen，shentikaozhebinglenglangzhuhuanhuanhualuo，quansuozaiguangyuyingjiaojiechu，

xiangshoushangyoushou。“dengwochuliwansuoyoushiqing…yijingshisantianhoule…”tataiqitou，leiyanmenglongkanwo，

yanshenlipibeijuewang，rutongjingliqiannianfengshuang，

“wojinpilijin…xinxiangbeitaokongyiyang…guishishenchadi…youqulenigongyulouxia…”shengyintingdun，

daizhelingrenzhixisiji。shijianfangfoninggu。

“ranhou…wokandaojingche…jiuhuche…jingjiexian…haiyou…gaizhebaibude…”tamengdibiyan，

fangfohuamiantaiguocimu，yanleixiongyongcongjinbiyanjiexiayongchu，shunzhecangbailianjiahualuo，zazaidishang，

yezazaiwoxinshang。“tamen…tamencongnigongyuli…taichule…ni…”zuihouneigezi，qingruyumao，

quedaiqianjunzhili，henhenzazailinghunshang！yuanlairuci！yuanlai，zaiwotunxiayaopian，

yishichenrubinglengheianneiyike，tajiuzailouxia！zaiwobeigaibaibutaizoushi，tajiuzaineili，

qinyanmuduwozuilangbeijuewangdezhongdian！judachongjirangwoyanqianzhenzhenfahei，weilifanjiangdaohai，

qianglieoutuganyongshanghoulong。wosisizhuazhushenhoulangzhu，cucaoshuinilengjiaoluodezhangxinshengteng，

caimianqiangzhichengyaoyaoyuzhuishenti。“suoyi…niye…”wojiannantuchujizi，shengyinsiyarupojiufengxiang。

suwanqinghuanhuanzhengyan，neishuangbeileishuifanfuchongshuaguodeyanmou，cikezhishengjinhuxuwudepingjing。takanwo，

chunjiaojiqiweiruoxiangshangqiandong，xiaorongbikuhaibeiliang。“shi。”yigezi，qingpiaopiao，quezhongyuqianjun。

“woyehuilaile。cong…neichangzanglizhihou。”tadunledun，yanshenpiaoxiangyuanfang，

“wobazijiguanzaiwuzili…zhengzhengyigeyue。hunhunee。ranhou…youyitianxinglai…jiuzaigaosanketangshangle。

”yuqipingdankepa，fangfojiangshubierengushi，“heniyiyang。daizhe…zheishinianjiyi。

haiyou…neigewanshang…suoyou。”zhenxiangxiangbinglengdundao，huanmancanrenqiegeshenjing。tabushizhongsheng，shigenwoyiyang，

daizheqianshiwanzhengtongkujiyi，huidaozheishijiandian！tajideyiqie！jidewonuoruoanlian，jidesaijinshubaodexin，

jidetongxuehuishitaizuitai，jidegongyulouxiabinglengjingdenghebaibu，

shenzhi…jidetafuqinyinneitongdianhuacangculishidebeitong！nanguai！nanguaitakanwodeyanshenrucifuza！

limianyouzhenjing，pibei，shenrugusuitongchu，huoxu…haiyouyisibuyichajuede…hen？

judahuihenkongjurutongbinglengchaoshui，shunjianjiangwoyanmei。wozhangzhangzui，quefabuchurenheshengyin。

houlongxiangbeiguntangqiankuaiduzhu。wogufutaqianshidengdai，wodenuoruotaobixiangduominuogupai，

zuizhongtuidaotafuqinshengmingzhizhu，erwodesiwang，gengjiangzheifenchenzhongyinying，zhijieluoyinzaitazhongshenglinghunli！

“duibuqi…”zheisangezituokouerchu，ganseweiruo，daiwufachengzaichenzhongwuli。chulezheige，hainengshuoshenme？

wodezhongsheng，duitaeryan，jiujingshijiushu，haishiyouyicitongkulunhui？suwanqingkanwo，

yanshenlifanyongtaiduofuzaqingxu，zuizhongguiyuyipianshenchenpibei。tafuzhelangzhu，manmanzhanqi，dongzuochihuan，

fangfozheijunianqingshentichengzaitaiduobushuyutadechenzhong。tataishou，yongxiaofuxiuzihuluancadiaolianshangleihen，

dongzuodaijinhumamudejueqiang。“duibuqi？”taqingqingzhongfu，chunjiaogouqijidan、jilengdehudu，

xiaoronglimeiwendu，zhiyouwujincangliang。“chenmo，nizhidaoma？

zhonghuoyici…zuikepadebushijideneixieyihan…ershijide…neixie…wufagaibiandeshiqu。”muguangyueguowo，

touxiangzhanglangwaibeilierizhuokaodeshijie，shengyinqingrufeng，“wohuilaile…kewoba…yongyuanhuibulaile。

”zheijuhuaxiangzuihouyigendaocao，chediyakuawo。xinzangbeiwuxingshouhenhenzuanjin，tongdewufahuxi。

wokantadanboshenyingmuyuciyanyangguangxia，neiguangmangquewufawennuantafenhao，

fanerchendetaxiangyizunjijiangsuiliedeliuli。qianshizisha，bujinjieshuwozijikebeishengming，

gengzaitaxinshangkexiayongyuanwufamomieshanghen，shenzhi…jianjieduozoutazhiqinshengming！zheifenzuinie，zhonghuoshici，

yewufashuqing！“wanqing…”wojiannanxiangqianmaiyixiaobu，shenchushou，xiangchupengta，

queyouzaijijiangchujishidanqietingzhu。judakuijiurangwowudizirong。taxiangbeidongzuojingxing，