《zuihouyiweizhizhe》shiyibulingrenjingxideduanpianyanqingxiaoshuo，youzuojiashashibiyachuangzuo。gushiweiraozhezhujiaolingmoailadechengzhangheqihuanmaoxianzhankai，duzhejiangbeidairuyigechongmanmofahejingxiandeshijie。yigechuanzhepolansengpaodedongfangzhizhezedalegehaqian：“guanwoheshi？yuzaishuiliyoudehenkuaile，nifeiyaogaosutaanshangyoushaokaotan，hebini？”……。
neigemingwei“yigeluguodechuzi”deshipin，xiangyiketouruchoushuigoudebohetang，meinengxianqibolan，quezaixiaofanweineiqiaoqiaodigaibianleshuideweidao。dianzanshuhuanmandipashengdaoleliangweishu，pinglunquyechuxianlelingxingdehuifu。
“zheimian……kanqilaijingranbia++jideyingyanggaohaihaochideyangzi。”
“xianzaihaiyourenzijizuofan？zheishishenmefuguxingweiyishuma？”
“buzhidaoweishenme，kanzhemomingde……anxin。”
qizhongyitiaopinglunyinqilelingmodezhuyi：“bozhu，shouhenhaokan，kaolvchudaoma？wojinidacall！”
lin-qiankejijuzi-renleisixiangshouhuzhe-yuan，momodibazheitiaopinglunsheweilezhiding。
xurong，napashiduiyuyigehuolesanbaiduosui、naozilizhuangzhebanbuzhexueshideguaiwulaishuo，yeshiyizhongchengshierkeguidepinzhi。
tashenlegelanyao，gujiefachuyilianchuanxiweidecuixiang。
shentideshengwuzhongzhengzaitixingta，youdaole“xiumianzaisheng”deshihoule。
“该死”，他想：
“yongshengzuidadedaijia，bushikanzheshenbianderenyigegeliqu，yebushiwujindegudu，ershinimeigeshinianjiudexianggelaojiudebijibendiannaoyiyang，jinchangzhongzhuangyicixitong。”
tazoudaoshufangdejiaoluo，neililizheyizunkansipingpingwuqide、fangluodan《sixiangzhe》dediaoxiang。
lingmoshenchushou，wozhu“sixiangzhe”neiqingtongdejiaohuai，yiyigejiqidiaozuandejiaodu，nishizhenxuanzhuanleershiqidu。
dimianwushengdiliekai，luchuyigejinrongyirentongguodechuizhitongdao，youlansedeganyingdengguangzhujiliangqi，yanshenzhishenbujiandideheianzhong。
“de，youdequjianwoneiweilifashile。”tazichaodao。
tade“lifashi”，shiyitaonengweitazhongzhixibaoduanli、xiufujiyinsunshangdeshengwuzaishengxitong。
zheitaoxitongnengtichutasuiyuedailaidesunhao，rangtazhongfanqingchun。
zhishizhei“lifa”defeiyong......dagainengmaixiaxinjingshihaojizuo“jianta”。
tashunzhetizihuaxia，shenhouderukouhuanhuanbihe。
dimianzhishang，shichongmanleyanhuoqihegudianzhihuiderenwenkongjian；dimianzhixia，zeshiyigebingleng、jingmi、fanzhejinshuguangzedeweilaizhuyiyiliaoshiyanshi。
zheizhongjingshenfenliebandehuanjing，jiushitashenghuoderichang。
shiyanshizhongyang，shiyigeyinbaisede、chongmanlemouzhongyoujirongyedexiumiancang。
lingmoshuliandituiquyiwu，luchuneijuliantazijidoujuedeyoudianguofende、kanchengwanmeideshenti。
tatangjinxiumiancang，zhanchoude、daizhehengdingwendudeyetihuanhuanmeiguoquanshen。
“xitongqidong。shenfen：yuan。kaishijinxingzhouqixingshengwuzaisheng。”lingmoluzhidezijidedianzishengyinzainaohaizhongxiangqi。
“yujihaoshi：72xiaoshi。zhunin……yongyouyicipingjingdelvcheng。”
“danyuanba。”lingmobishangyanjing。
meidangzheishi，shijiandejiexianjiuhuibiandemohu。
tadeyishituolilerouti，xiangyigeyouling，zaizijimanzhangdejiyizhanghezhongpiaoliu。
……
——一束光。
tahuidaole22shijichu。
neishideta，haibujiaolingmo，youzhelingyigemingzi——linyuan，lingyizhangyiqifengfadelian。
zuoweineigeshidaizuidingjiandeshengwukejigongsidechuangshirenhezuidadegudong，tazhanzaixinchanpinfabuhuidewutaishang，taixiashishanguangdenghekuangredeyanshen。
neishiyigesixiangdehuanghunshidai。
yulezhisi，xinxibaozha，renmenbeiwushufuqiandedongxisuoyanmei，kaishizhudongfangqisikaodequanli。
takandebirenherendouqingchu，renleizheigewuzhong，zhengzaijitichaozhe“jianhua”defangxiangyilukuangben。
“womenjiangyaogongkede，shizuihouyigediren——siwang！”tazaitaishangkangkaijiang，neixinquebinglengruxue。
tazhidao，dangrenmenlianhuozhedoujuedemeiyisideshihou，yongshengzhihuishiyichanggengmanzhangdezainan。
zhengshizaineichangfabuhuihou，taliyongzijizhangwodejishuhecaifu，mimiqidongle“puluomixiusijihua”——bushiweileyongsheng，ershiweilerangzijichengweiyige“sixiangdehuozhong”——
yigehuotide、nenggoukuayueshijiandetushuguan，quduikangweilaineikeyujiande、manzhangdeyumei。
……
意识再次切换。
tatangzaixiumiancangli，danzhouweidehuanjingbianchengleguxiladeguangchang。
“suoyinikankannigandehaoshi！”yigechuanzhezhangpaodebaihuzilaotouqichongchongdizhizheta：
“nijiletamenhuozhong，tamenquenalaidianyanchou！nikankannixianzai，zhinengxianggetoukuikuangyiyang，zaiwangshangfazuofanshipin！nidangchudelixiangni？”
lingmodeyishitipantuizuozhe，xianggeguangganer：“neiwonengzenmeban？chongchuqugaosutamennimendoushibeiquanyangdezhu？bieshale，tamenhuixianbawodangzhujizaile。zheijiaocelve，dongma？celve。”
yigechuanzhedongfangsichouzhangshan、qizhisatuodenanrenyouyourandichuxian，tangzaiyiduoyunshang：“hebizhizhe？xiachongbukeyubing。nifeiyaogenyiqunzhiguanxincaoliaodeyang，qutanlunxingkong，zheibenshenjiushiyizhongbumingzhi。buruxuewo，yiqitangping，kankanyun，qibumeizai？”
“tangping？”yigeyanshenruili、liuzhenongmidahuzidedeguorenhuanhuachulai，fachuleimingbandechaoxiao：
“neizhishiruozhedejiekou！renshoubainiandegudu，bujiushiweileyouchaoyiri，nengyi‘chaoren’deyizhi，jiangzheigeduoluodeshidaizagefensuima？nixianzaizheizhongxiaodaxiaonao，suanshenme？guojiajiama？”
lingmodeyishitirouleroutaiyangxue。
meiyicixiumianzaisheng，tanaozilidezheijiweichangzhujiabinjiuhuitiaochulaikaibianlunhui，chaodetabudeanning。
“tingzhe，geweidalao，”tayouqiwulidijieshidao：
“sugeladixiansheng，woshizaiyongtamennenglijiedefangshitiwen；zhuanglaoshi，wozheijiao‘yiwuyongzhiyong，xunyouweizhiji’；zhiyunicaidashi……woneishenjirou，bujiushiweilejianglaizachangzideshihounenggengjiliyidianma？fanyaoyikouyikouchi，luyaoyibuyibuzou。bieji。”
……
——jiyidesuipianxiangdianyingkuaifang
takandaolezijiyicicide“chantui”。
zai22shijizhongqi，tashiyiweiyinjudedaxuejiaoshou，yinweisixiangguoyu“weixian”erbeijiegu；
23shijichu，tashiyigetuifeideyishujia，yonghuangdandezuopinchaofengzheshidai，zuizhong“yiwai”siyuyichangfeixingqishigu；
zaihoulai，tashiyigeputongdechengxuyuan，zaiyigepangdadekejigongsili，xiezhezuiwuliaodedaima，zhidaozheifenshenfen“ziran”bingshi……
tahuanguoshijigeshenfen，zhuguojishigechengshi，kanzhecengjingdepengyou、airen，shenzhidiren，douzaishijiandezhanghezhonghuaweichentu。
tacanjiaguozijidezangli，buzhiyici。neizhongganjuehenqite，xiangshizaikanyibuguanyumoshengrende、paidebuzenmeyangdechuanjidianying。
孤独是什么？
bushiyigerenchifanlvxing，bushimeirenpeiniliaotian。
shidangnizaiyigeyangguangmingmeidexiawu，huranxiangqileyigejuemiaode、yibainianqiandexiaohua，nihuangusizhou，quefaxianzheigeshijieshang，zaiyemeiyoudiergerennengtingdongtadexiaodian。
——
xiumiancangdeyingyangyezhong，weixiaodeqipaofuzhezaitadepifushang，youhuanhuanshengqi。
lingmodeyishiti，zaiwubiandejiyizhihaizhong，zuihoukandaoletajizijidingxiadeguize。
diyi，juebuyurenherenjianlishenkedeqingganlianjie。qingganshikaijia，yeshizuizhimingderuodian。
dier，juebubaoluzijidezhenshimudehenengli。muxiuyulin，fengbicuizhi。
disan，yongyuanbaochiduirenleidexinxin，napazhiyou0.01%。
“napatamenyongnijidehuozhonglaidianyan？”sugeladideshengyinyouyouchuanlai。
“是的。”
“napatamenningyuanzaidongxuelikanyingzi，yebuyuanxiangxinwaimianyoutaiyang？”
“是的。”
“napatamen……ningyuanhuaqianqumaiyigexunideyongbao，yebuyuanyiweizijizuoyiwanmian？”
lingmodeyishichenmolexujiu。
“shide。”taqingshenghuida：
“yinweizongyouyitian，huiyourentaiqitou，wenyiju：‘chuleyingzi，womenhainengkandianbiedema？’daoneishihou，wojiudezaineier，suishizhunbeizhe，dijitayifuwangyuanjing。”
“huozheyiwanmian。”zhuangzibuchongdao。
“huozheyipingkele。”nicaibuxiedihengleyisheng。
lingmoxiaole。yishijianjianchenruheian。
——
“jinggao：‘siduogezhuyi’mokuaichuxianrongyushuju，jianyijinxingsuipianzhengli。”
“zhengzaigengxin‘cunzaizhuyi’yingyongbuding……”
“kaishijinxingxibaoduanliyanzhang……”
zaichedishiquyishiqian，lingmodezuihouyigeniantoushi：xiwangzheiciweihuzhihou，xitongnengbaneige“gaisideleguanzhuyi”bingdujichedichashale。
dangran，tazhidao，zheishibukenengde。
zheigebingdu，yibaiwushinianqianjiuzhiruletadedicengdaima，geshihuadoushanbudiao。
bingdudemingzi，jiao“xiwang”。
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