自救的女儿三月-著

小说简介

xinshengdaiwangwenxieshou“sanyue”daizheshumingwei《zijiudenver》deduanpianyanqingxiaoshuohuiguidaodazhongshixian，benwenshiyibenyiduanpianyanqingweibeijingdeshuangwen，weiraozhurengongrourousuzhihaoshenbiandechuanqijinglizhankai，juqinggenggai：banzhurentanlekouqi，“zheiyoushenme，zheishiwomenzuolaoshidezhize。”woxinzhongdeganjiwufayongyuyanmiaoshu，qijianhaijiazazheyisi…………

精彩章节

第1章自救的女儿

fumudoushilaoshi，pingrilizuiaichuixutamenjiaoziyoufang。

ketamenkouzhongyouxiudedidiquezaiwogaokaodangtianguanlewodenaozhong，rangwocuoguoyuwenkaoshi。

woqingqiutamenrangwofudu，tamenshuo：“nvhaizibuyongzheimexinku，yihourangdidiyangni。”

houlai，beitamenshafeikuxinjiaochulaideerziliangaozhongdoumeiyoukaoshang，beitamensuishousheqidewoquezhanzaijingtouqianjieshouzhongrendehecai。

meigenvhaidouqingzhengjiuzijiyushuihuozhizhong，qianqianwanwanbian。

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jintianshiliuyueqiri，gaokaori。

woyixiangshigeneixiang，shenzhichenmodexingzi，jintianquezaidajieshangsixinliefeidihoujiaoqilai，tisihengliu，xiangshilaolongzhongdekunshou。

“weishenmeyaoguanwodenaozhong！weishenmea！nimingmingzhidaojintianshiwogaokaoderizi！”woduizhewodeqinshengdidinuhou，henbudejiangtaneizhangxipixiaoliansilie，rengdaodishangcaisui。

didibaichuyizhangbuyiweirandexiaolian，yanshenlishenzhihaidaizhexingzailehuo。

taduizhebamawugudishuaileshuainaodai，guzuochayidao：“jintiangaokaoa？wobujidele，wokanjiejietaileile，woxiangrangtaduoshuiyihuier。”

mamacongwoshenhoulanyaobaozhuwo，anfudao：“rourou，didihaixiao，bushiguyide，tayeshiyipianhaoxin。”

haixiao？tajinnianshisisui，bushisisui！

mamadequanweifanerrangwodenuhuoyuejiaxiongyong。

meiyicidouzheiyang，meiyicidoushi！

buguanwohedidifashengshenmemaodun，tamenmeicidoujiaowotuirang，doushuotahaixiao。

keshiqitadeshiwodourenle，huiwogaokao，woshizairenbuxia。

laoshishuoguo，wobucongming，danyouyigurenjing。woshibanshangzuirenzhendexuesheng，qitatongxuexuexideshihou，wozaixue，qitatongxuexiuxideshihou，wozaixue，qitatongxueshuijuedeshihou，wohaizaixue！

bushiwotianshenghaoxue，shiwozhidao，chengjishiwotaolizheizuomingwei“jia”delaolongdeweiyitujing。

nainaifengjianyumei，buzhiyicishuoguo，nvhaibuyongdutaiduoshu，chenzaojiachuqucaishizhengdao。

woshiliuqisuishi，tajiukaishitiwoxiangkanduixiang，neixietatiaoxuanderen，nianjiyigebiyigeda，kanwodeyanshenyigebiyigeyouni。

ruguobushiwoyouyidechengjizaixiaozhangneishualegelianshu，bamaweilemianzibuhaoyisirangwotuixue，kongpawozaoyihuarushenyuan。

wojihushibomingyibanpinchulaiyigechengji，zheishiwoweiyidexiwang，weiyidejiaoao。

全都毁了！

jintianzaoshangwoqichuangshi，yijingjiudianbanle，jibianwolikeganqukaochang，yemeifajinxingkaoshi。

jialikongwuyiren，jingranmeiyouyigerenjiaowo。

wodiankaishouji，faxianwoshedingdenaozhongbeiguanle，shuzhuoshangzuowanmailaidangzaofandeqiaokelimianbaoyezhishengyigebaozhuangdai。

——bamabuxihuanchitianshi，nainaiyoutangniaobing，suoyichiwomianbaodezhiyouyige，neijiushididi。

guanwonaozhongde，yezhinengshididi。

yushiwochongdaodajieshang，zhenghaozhuangjianbamalingzhedidiganggangchiwanzaocha，yanxiaoyanyandihuilai。

woconglaimeiyouzheimehenguo。

wozhengtuomamadeshufu，yibajiuzhudidideyiling，yongjinwozuidaliqishanletayigeerguang。

“pa”deyishengcuixiang，suzhihaodelianjiadengshizhongdelaogao。

wohaimeichuqi，juqishouyouxiangzaida，yigeyingziqueturancongdidishenhoucuanchulai，yijiaochuaishangwodedupi。

wobeichuaidewanghouliangqiangjibu，shuaidaozaidi，mamamingmingjiuzaiwoshenhou，quemeiyoufuzhuwodeyisi，xunsutuikai，jiukanzhewobeinainaiyijiaochuaidao。

nainaimanlianzhengning，zhizhewopokoudama：

“niganduiwosunzidongshou？fanletianleni！”

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奶奶。

woyusuzhihaotineiliuzhexiangtongdexue，quezaitaneilihuodejieranbutongdedaiyu。

yigeshixiaoxingan，yigeshipeiqianhuo。

只因我是个女孩。

tingshuodangchuwochushengshi，nainaiyikanwoshigemeibade，dangjibajimamaaodejitangzijihele。

mamazuoyuezishijinyoudehuncaijiushichaojidan，chiduole，nainaihaiyaofanlianmata，shuotabuxiadanhaiganchidan。

zheixiechennianjiushibeimamafanlaifuqudijiangjiwoting，suoyiwohenxiaodeshihoujiuzhidao，zaizheigejiali，woshiduoyude。

beinainaiyigewoxinjiaochuaixiaqu，wodaozaidishangpabuqilai，yanleibutingdiliutang。

wotingjiannainaiyonghongxiaohaideyuqiduididiguanhuaibeizhi：“wodeguaisuna，rangnainaikankannidelian。zenmezhongchengzheiyangzile！”

didikudegewaidasheng，“tafengle！”

nainaiqideyouwangwoshenshangchuaileliangjiao，beibabalazou。

babashuo：“ma，nibiezheiyang，haizizuocuoleyaojiaoyu，erbushizhijiedama。”

tajiangwocongdishangfuqi，youjiweiguandelinjumenjugongzhiqian，“buhaoyisi，rangnimenjianchoule。”

tatuizhewodebeijiangwodaihuilejia，biaoqingkanshangquhenwenhe。

nainaixianqi，mamahushi，baba，yexushiduiwozuihaoderenle——yinweitahaomianzi。

yihuidaojia，tafangcaiwenhedebiaoqingjiushunjiantunqu，lengyankanzhewo，“woduinihenshiwang，wozenmejiaonide？nizenmenengzaidatingguangzhongzhixiaxiangpofuyiyangdarenni？nizhibuzhidaonirangwoduodiuren！”

woxiaozhongdailei，fanchunxiangji：

“baba，niyeshicanjiaguogaokaoderen，ninandaobudonggaokaoduiyuyigegaozhongshenglaishuoyouduomezhongyaoma？"

“suzhihaotapingshiqifuwo，qiangwodongxi，wodoukeyibuzaiyi。danshitabukeyihuidiaowodegaokao！”

mamaxiaozhedayuanchang，“haolehaole，shiqingyijingfashengle，zaizhengzhixiaquyemeiyouyiyi。getuiyibu，erzi，kuaijijiejiedaoqian，buyinggaiguandiaojiejiedenaozhong。”

shuozhe，mamayoukanxiangwo，“rourou，niyeyaoxiangdididaoqian，buguanzenmeyang，nidoubunengzhijiedongshouya。”

babafuhedao：“dui，nimenlianggedouzuodebudui，xianghudaoqianba。”

taduozainainaibeihou，biaoqinghaowuhuiyi，shenzhiduiwobilegeguilian：

“duibuqigejiejie。”yuqiqingpiaopiaode，woshenzhinengcongzhongduchutiaoxin。

zheiyangfuyandedaoqian，quejiaobamamanyididiandiantou。tamenyiqizhuantoukanxiangwo。

wozhandouzhezuichun，houlonglixiangsaileyituanmianhua，shuobuchuyigezi。

tahuilewozuidadexiwang，meiyoushoudaoyidingdianchengfa，zhixuyaoqingqingshuochuyijubuchengxindedaoqianbianbeisuoyourenyuanliangle。

babashuo：“haole，didiyijingdaoqianle，tabinixiaodounengchengrencuowu，nizuojiejiedeyeyaodaqiyidian，buyaojinjinjijiao。”

yuanlaibeihuidiaogaokao，yezhinengsuanxiaoshia。

beinainaitiguodedifanghaizaiyinyinzuotong。

nainaizhuhaolejidan，yongbaishengshengdeshuizhudantisuzhihaogunlian，yiliandexintengheciai。

“guaisun，wodeguaisunsun，haitengbutenga？”

suzhihaoweiqudao：“tengsile。”

nainaizhuanerehenhendidengzhewo：“zhenshigejianyatou，douguainimenbatachonghuaile，chongdeganduidididongshou！zaiwomenneigeniandainagejiejieganshangdidi？bubatadiaoqilaidasantiansanyecaiguai！”

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bababukenengbawodiaoqilaidade。

jinguanwomeiyoudaoqianjiaotafeichangbuman。

tashirenminjiaoshi，tabuganrangwodingzheyishendeshangchumen。

rendejieshounenglijiushizheiyangjingren。shangwudebuhuanersanguoqu，woyijingjieshoulezijijinniangaokaoshibaidejieguo。

meiguanxi，jinnianbuxing，dabulewojiumingnianjixu。

zuixuyaodanxindejiushitamenshifouyuanyirangwofudu。

nainaizuitaoyannvhaidushu，tashuoxianzaidelihunlvzheimegao，jiushirangnvhaidushududuole，baxinsidouduyele！

dangchuwozhongkaoshi，tajiuqiguoxinsijiaowobushanggaozhongliuzaijializhaogufumuhedidi，yaobushiwochuzhongchengjiyouyi，zhijiehuodelebaosongminge，bababukenengburangwoshangxue。shuobudingxianzaiwoyijingjinchangdagongle。

zhiyubabahemama，tamenziranzhidaojiaoyudezhongyaoxing，suzhihaocongyoueryuankaishijiushangzhegezhonggeyangdebuxiban，mingshiyiduiyifudao，yushuwaikemuquanmianfugai，shengpasuzhihaoyouyidianluohouyuren。

danduiyuwo，tamenjiuhuanlezhongshuoci：

“nvhaizizheimexinkuzuoshenme？dushuduzaiduo，yihouhaibushiyaohuiguijiating，shenghaizinaihaizi。”

tamenbufanganwoshangxue，yebuqidaiwoduchugeshenmemingtang。

ruguonainaizhiyirangwofangqishangdaxue，tamenshiyoubajiuyebuhuifandui。

yuexiang，wodexinjiuyueleng。

wotuozhepibeideshenqucanjialeshengxiadejichangkaoshi。

yuwotongyigekaochangdehaoyoujingyajile：“nishangwuzenmequekaole！haishiwokancuolemeikanjianni？”

wowulidiyaoyaotou，“wodidibawodingdenaozhongguanle，woxinglaideshihou，yijingjiudianbanle。”

tawuzhuzuijianjiao，“tiana！yaoshiwo，wozhendeyaobazheizhongdididasi！nibamazenmechulide？kendinghenhenbatadaleyidunba？”

wochezhezuijiao，luchuyigejiangyingdexiaorong，“meiyou。

“bujinmeiyoudata，hairangwojitadaoqianni。”

tongxuexianshinanyizhixin，suihoutongqingdikanzhewo，anweidao：“meishimeishi，nichengjineimehao，zailaiyiniankendingnenggenghao，fanzhenggaokaoniannianyou，dabulejiudangchendianle。nikeqianwanbuyaoxiangbukaia。”

wokanzhetazhenzhideshenqing，youyouzhongxiangliuleidechongdongle，wochuixiatouzheyanzijidelangbei，shayadao：“ng，xiexieni。”

wocanjialeshengxiadejimenkaoshi，jiudangshidaxingmonikaoshile，yenengshunbianshishizijideshuiping。

bangeyuehouchengjichulai，wokaole556fen。

ruguojiashangyuwendefenshu，wokeyiduyisuoxiangdanghaode985daxue。suoyouzhidaowochengjidelaoshi、tongxue，meiyoubuyaotoutanxi，weiwoewande。

banzhurenshenzhizhuanmenzhaolailexinlilaoshi，weiwoshudaoxinli。

“zanmenxuexiaodechenlaoshitingshuolenizheicidezaoyu，henxiangheniliaoliao。nikankannishenmeshihouyoushijian，rangtalainijiayitang？”

tamendeguanxinchongdanlewoxinzhongdechenzhong，wominzhezuiweixiaoqilai：

“neijiuzheizhouliuwanshangba？xiexienin，yemafanninbangwoxiexiechenlaoshi。”

banzhurentanlekouqi，“zheiyoushenme，zheishiwomenzuolaoshidezhize。”

woxinzhongdeganjiwufayongyuyanmiaoshu，qijianhaijiazazheyisiliyonglechenlaoshidekuijiu。

meizhouliuwanshang，shiwomenquanjiajucandeshijian，suoyourendouhuizaichang。

wohuizaineishihoutichufududeqingqiu。

dangzhechenlaoshidemian，bababuhuijujuewode。

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butongyuwairenduiwodewanxi，wodechengjizaijialimeijiqishenmeshuihua，dingduohuanlaileyidiancemu。

chulemeiduguoshudenainaiyiwai，shengxiasanrendouduiwodechengjiyouxiejingya。

youqishibaba，tajingranfeichangxinwei。

“wu，bucuo，chengjishangleyibenxian，dugeyiben，yihoujinijieshaopojiayebuhuinabuchushoule。”

suzhihaodebiaoqingzehenfuza，tawanzheshouji，danshimingxianzhuyilibuzaishoujishang，shibushikanwoyiyan。

nainaizhengzaichufangjisuzhihaobaotang，yecharuzheigehuati，tafanbobaba：

“langfeisiniandushu！nvhaiziguoleershisuijiulaole，shengxiaohaihuifujiumeiyouneimekuai。gaozhongdouduwanle，duitagouhaole，zheigeyuejiukeyikaishixiangkanle。”

tadeyisishibenkedouburangwodu。

babachenyin，mamachenmo。

wozhijuedefenwaifengci，zhiyinzheiliangren，doushibenkexueli。

ershinianqiannengduwanbenke，hanjinlianghexianzaidabuxiangtong，tamenzenmekenengrentongnainaineifuxiuluohoudeguannian？

pianpiantamenjiushibufanbo。

wodaizhexietiaoxindiwendao：“wobuqudubenke，neiyihousuzhihaoyihoudubudubenkeni？”

babazheishibuchenmole，“didiheniyoubuyiyang！nanhaizi，chengjia、liye！xuexibunengdange。haole，youmeishuoburangnidu。nixuangebendidedaxueba，lijiajinxie，miandewomendanxinni。”

woshuo：“jiaruwoshuowoxiangfuduni？”

nainaidiyigebutongyi：“huche！nijingzhengxieyaoezi！”

babayeshuo：“nvhaizibuyongzheimezheteng，niyihoubuyongzhengqianyangjia，hebini！”