renqijiazuo《zhongsheng70：shanhunhoutameitiandouzaisatang》，jinlaishoudaolefeichangduodeduzhemenzhichi，zhuyaorenwufenbieshihejinyaojiangnuan，shiyoudashenzuozheduyimaijingxinbianxiewanchengde，xiaoshuowuguanggaobanbenneirongjianshu：woyijingbakangpuhaole，beizishaiguo，lianzhentoudouhuanlexindeganjingzhenjin。“niyoumangleyitian？”“sheirangwojiarenle，dezuodianerxianqideyangzi。”tafangxiagongju……
wosiguoyici，dongzaineigemeishui、meidian、meiaidedongtian。zhongshenghui1977nian，
wodiyijianshijiushichongdaotamianqianshuo：“hejinyao，zanliangjiehunba。”talengzheliankanwo，yiweiwofengle。
kezhiyouwozhidao——shangbeizi，shizheigenanrenzaiwozuinandeshihou，toutouzaimenkoufanglehureshui。zheiyishi，
wobuzhiyaoneihushui，wohaiyaotazhenggeren。01wosizaineigedongtian，dongdexiangtiaomeirenyaodeyegou。
tangzaipojiudemeizhalupang，manlianshibeizhananshanguodeshouyin，
erbianshimuqinchezhesangzidekuma：“jiangnuannihuogai！dangnianyaoshitingwodejiajilaohejia，xianzainayouzheixieshi？
！”he。woxiangshuo，woxiangjiaa。neinianhejinyaozhanzaizhiqingdianmenkou，shoulitizheyizhixiudiaodegongjuxiang，
meiyanchenjingdexiangyizunshixiang。bierendouzaikanwoxiaohua，zhiyoutajiwoliuxialeyihureshui。
woningkaigaizineiyishun，reqipulian，chadiankule。kexi，neinianwomeixuanta。
wobeiqinmahongzheqianleyifenhunyindengjijieshaoxin，jiajileyigegenbenbushirendechangquerliuzi。yinianhou，
woliuchan、huirong、cuoguogaokao，lianchengdoumeinenghuicheng。zaihoulai，mingmeile。kelaotianpianpianrangwozhonglaiyici。
dangwozaizhengkaiyan，toudingshizhiqingdianshuxidepengding，
erbianshichanshenghelaolitoudeguangbo：“1977nian10yue21ri，huifugaokaodezhengcetongzhiyixiafa，
gedijiangzerizuzhibaoming……”wochadiancongkangshangtiaoqilai。1977nian，wogangmanershi，
yiqiedouhailaideji！woyongzuikuaidesuducongchuangshangpaqilai，taoshangyifu，chongchumen。xianzaishi10yuedi，
haiyouyigeyue，womajiuyaodaizhejieshaoxinlaibiwojiaren。
wobixuqiangzaitazhiqian——xianbawoxiangjiadeneigenanrenguaidaoshou！yuanziliritouzhengshai，jigezhiqingzaiboyumi，
yuanyuandi，yidaogaodaqingshoudeshenyingzhengzaiweizhemeiluxiuguandao。hejinyao。tahaimeiqubieren，
haimeishengchejianfugongzhang，haimeibianchengneigebierenjiakouzhongde“jishugaogong”，hai……“hejinyao！
”wochaotahan。tataitou，dongzuoyidun。wodabuzouguoqu，zaisuoyourenzhenjingdemuguangzhong，zhanzaitamianqian，
yangtou，ziziqingxidishuo：“woxiangjiani。xianzaijiujiehunneizhong。”quanchanganjingsanmiao。
youren“pu”dixiaochulai：“jiangnuanfengleba？”hejinyaoquemeiyouxiao。tadingzhewo，mouseshenchenrushui，banshang，
bochunqingqi：“nishuozhende？”“woshuodemeiyigezi，lianbiaodianfuhaodourenzhen。”“……nirenshiwoma？
”“wodangranrenshini。wohaizhidaonizuoshouyoudaoba，shishisuidiaomeizhakenglishuaide；nixihuanchitiankou，
zaofancongbuhexide；nimeicijinchangdoudaiyibajiubanshou，
haiaibaxiuzijuandaoxiaobei……”“nizenmezhidaozheixie？”wozhalezhayan，guzuoshenmi：“womengjiande。
”wobunengshuowoshizhongshengdeba？takendingyiweiwofengle。kewoyegubushangneimeduole。mingzhiyouyitiao，
zheibeiziwoyaoming，yeyaoni。wodingzhetabushuohua，xinliqishihuangdeyipi。bijingzaizenmezhonghuoyishi，
woyemeixiangguodiyicizhudongzhuiren，haishizaizheimeduorendeweiguanxia。kewozhidao，
hejinyaojiushigedaozizuidoufuxinderen。tabuduohua、buqinre、buzhaoreren，dantazuoguodemeiyijianshi，
quandouzaihurenzhouquan。qianshiwobugankaojinta，xianzaizhonglaiyici，wocaibuyaozaicuoguo。genghekuang，
zaiguoyigeyue，woqinmajiuyaodaizhejieshaoxinlaibiwojiaren。zheihui，woyaoxianchushouweiqiang。duifangchenmopianke，
zhongyukaikou：“nizhenxiangjiehun？”wo：“ng。”“genwo？”“jiuni。”taweiweiditou，
shixiancongwoyanjingluodaoshouwan。wozhidaotakanjianle，wozhongshengxinglaishitaiji，
shouwanshanghaidaizheqianshineitiaolaoshihongshengshoulian——zheitiaoshengzi，shitaqianshihoulaisongjitalaopode。xianzai，
haidaizaiwoshoushang。tameizaiduowen，zhidanshengshuoleju：“neijiuquchezheng。”“nibuzaikaolvkaolv？
”woshitan。tayiziyiju：“wobuqingyidayingbierenshi，yidandaying，jiubuhuihouhui。”liangtianhou，
womenzhanzaiminzhengsuomenkou，yangguangbaoshai，shaidewoshouxinchuhan。banzhengdelaolitoukanzhewomenliang，
yiliancuoe：“hejinyao？nijiehun？niqueding？”hejinyaocongkudoulimochugaihaozhangdejieshaoxin：“queding。
”“zheiguniang，shinizhudongzhuide？”woqianghua：“dangranshitazhudong。tazaojiukanwoshunyanle，
pingshidoutoutousongshui、songjidan……”“womeiyou。”hejinyaolenglengdifanbo。
woxiaodewubitianmei：“tahaixiu，buhaoyisichengren。”laolitouyaotou，yilian“nimennianqingrenzhenhuiwan”。
woyanjingyiwan：“kuaidianjiwogaizhang，wopawoduixiangfanhui。”zuizhong，yizhihongben，liangkegongzhang，
womenchenglehefafuqi。wokanzhehongbenshangdemingzi，xinliyizhenbotaoxiongyong。shangbeizi，
zheigemingziliwoneimeyuan，wolianpengdoubuganpengyici。xianzai，tahewodemingzibingliezaiyiqi，
hongtongtongdezhishang，wenwendangdang。woxiaole，xiaodetebiemingliang，tebiedeyi，tebiexiang——qiangdaobaole。wanshang，
womenyiqianyihouhuilehejinyaoneijiansushe。xiaowubuda，dongxiqueshoushidezhengzhengqiqi，zaotaiganjingdefaliang，
chuangshangpuzheyitiaoxinmianbei，yikanjiuzhidaoshigangliangguode。tanachuyizhilianpenfangxia，dandandishuo：“nixianxi。
”wotuokouerchu：“nilianreshuidoushaohaole？”tazhuanshen：“jintianre，shuizijishaide。”wobuxin。
wozhongshenghuilaizhidao，jintianchangquxiabanchangturanduanshui，shangwushidianqianmeijieshuide，quandedengdaobanye。
erzheigelianpenli，shuihaishiwenrede，gangganghao。woyanjingyimi，
zuijiaowangshanggou：“nigaibuhuishangwujiushaohaole？”tataitoukanwo：“nidaodizenmezhidaowoyaodaying？
”wotanshou：“nvrendediliugan。”tameizaiwen，zhishinaleyifuzuozaichuangbian，mobuzuoshengcazhegongjuxiang，
zhenggerenxiangkuaimutou。wokantaneifuyibenzhengjingdeyangzi，xinlituranyangyangde，couguoquwenta：“hejinyao，
nishibushiyoudianjinzhang？”tadongzuodunzhu。“nibiepa，wobuyaoni。”woshenshoudianlediantajianbang，
xiaozhezhayan，“zanliangsuiranshishanhun，dannizhangdebucuo，renyelaoshi，jiangjiuyixia，wobuchikui。
”taniutoukanwo，sangyindichen：“jiangnuan。”“ng？”“nishibushiguyide？”wo：“guyishenme？
”tadingzhewo，muguangyoushen，xiangshiyaokantouwo。kewoyixiao：“woshiguyixiangjiani，suanma？
”hejinyaobiekaiyan：“……nitaihuishuohua。”womeirenzhupuchiyixiao，xinxiang，qianshinihuashaomeiguanxi，
zheiyishiwotinishuogou。nifuzechong，wofuzeliao，womenganghaohubu。ruyehouwotangzaichuangshang，beiduita，
zhuangzuoshuizhele。hejinyaocongmenkouqingshouqingjiaozoujinlai，shenshanghaiyouyidianwaitoumeihuodeweidao。woyanjingweimi，
kanzhetatingzaichuangbian，kanwoyihuier，caimanmantangxiaqu。taliwohenyuan，xiangpapengzhewo。dantameiguandeng，
guangxianzaiqiangshangtouxialiangdaoyingzi。woxianglexiang，qiaoqiaodikaikou：“niyaoshihouhui，xianzaihailaideji。
”tahenkuaihuida：“womeihouhui。”wozhuanshenkanta，
jiezheguangyingxiaoleyixia：“neinishibushiyaoshiyingyixiaxinshenfen？”tabushuohuale。**jintayixie，
jihutiezheta，yadishengyinwen：“hejinyao，woshinixifule，nigaobugaoxing？”liangjiu，
tasangyindiyaerqingxi：“……tinggaoxingde。”woxinmanyizudibishangyan。qianshicuoguoderen，zheibeizi，
woyaohenhendiaihuilai。02hunhoudiyitian，wowudianjiuxingle。bushiwojiaoqing，
shihejinyaoneizhangchuang——taizhaile。womenliangzuowanyizuoyiyou，sheiyebuaizheshei，
zhongjianliulegenengyangmaodekongdang。wocefanliangcichadiandiaoxiaqu，jieguozaoshangdingzheyitouluanfazuoleqilai，
faxianhejinyaoyijingbujianle。chuangbianzhedezhengzhengqiqidejunlvsemianbei，qiangjiaolizhetacadezengliangdegongjuxiang，
yiqiezhengjiedexiangmeizhuguoren。woyishunjianyoudianhuanghu，huaiyizuotianshibushiyichangmeng。
zhidaowokanjiankangzhuoshangfangzheliangkeshuiguotang。yikebaipibohe，yikehongpicaomei。
wojideqianshichanglinaweilaozhigongshuoguo，hejinyaoyougexiguan：shoudaoliwuhuibudongshengsedihaiyige。
zuotianwojiletaliangketang，taxianzai……haijiwole。worenbuzhuxiaochulesheng，chaikaiboheneike，hanjinzuili，
liangliangtiantiande，xiangzaochendefeng。gangxiangxishu，wojiubeimenkou“kuangdang”yishengheleyitiao。menbeituikai，
yigureqixianyonglejinlai，jinjiezheshihejinyaolinzhexiaomeilujinlemen，lianshang、bozishanghaiguazhejidihan。
tasaolewoyiyan，yuqipingdan：“xingle？nixianxilian，shuirede。”woditouyikan，
mupenliguoranmaozhetengtengreqi。wojingyaditaitou：“niyidazaoqushaoshuile？
”“sushehoutoudechufanghainengyong，woqujielezaotai。”woyishibuzhidaogaishuoshenme，xinkouyoudianfatang。
yigecongbuduohua、buzhudongdenanren，huizaihunhoudiyitianjiutiwozhunbeihaoxishureshui，
shenzhitiqianxianghaoqunashao。tabushuoai，quebaxijiezuodaojizhi。wojieguomaojin，
xiaozheshuo：“nizheiyangtaiyinqinle，wopayihouxiguanlejiabudiaole。”tadongzuoyidun，
huitoukanwo：“niyijingjiale。”“e，shie。”wominzuiyixiao，“neiwojiujixucengxiaqula。
”tameishuohua，ergenquemanmanhongle。womanyiditianletianzuilidetang：“haitingtiande。
”hejinyao：“……”zaofanwozhiyiyaozuo。bijingwoshizhongshengnvzhu，bunengzongrangnanzhumanghuo。
wobatiqianzanghaodejidanconglanzilinachulai，
youyongzuotiancongchangshitangshunlaidebaimianzuolelianggejianbingguoziyangdebingpi，shunshouzhulewancaizhou。
hejinyaoxiwanhuilai，yituimenjiuwendaolexiangwei。“nizuode？”tatiaomei。“dangran。”wochazheyao，
“niquwo，buzhiqulegezhangdehaokande，haiqulegehuizuofande。”takeleyisheng，zuoxia。
woyibianjitashengzhouyibianwen：“niyiqianzaofanchishenme？”“mantou、xiancai、reshui。”“haokelian。
”“woxiguanle。”“niyihoubuxuxiguanle。”tataitoukanwo。
woxiaomimidibabingsaitawanli：“niyihoushiyoulaopoderenle，yaochibao、chihao、chitiantian。
”tayanshenfuza，dingzhewoliangjiu，caidishengshuo：“nibianle。”“woyiqianbuzheiyang？”“yiqiannibushuohua，
yebuxiao，duirenjiebei。”woxinliyizhen。tashuodeshiqianshidewo。
neishihouwozaojiubeishenghuodamodemeiyoureqing，fangbeixinzhong，duisheidouleng。xianzaibuyiyangle。wozhongxinlaiguo，
dedaoleni，wohaipashenme？woxiaozhekaojinta：“xianzaibushiyounilema？wodangranyaoxiaoyidian，huoyidian，
yaoburannibuxihuanwozenmeban？”hejinyaokanzhewo，shouzhiwojinlekuaizi，quemeishuohua。wozhidao，
taxinliyijingqibolanle。chiwanfantazhaochangshangbanqule。wozaiwulikaishidasao，
cazhuotuodi、liyiju、xiubuchuanglian，ganjingshizu。wuhou，wotoutoupaoleyitangchangyiwushi，
congshurenneierhuanledianputaotangfen——taaichitian，wodezhunbeizhe。haishunledianniunaifenhuilai，
wanshangaogenaitang，weiren。sheishuochongrenzhinengnandelai？wozheibeiziyaobatachongdelibukaiwo。xiawutahuilaishi，
woyijingbakangpuhaole，beizishaiguo，lianzhentoudouhuanlexindeganjingzhenjin。“niyoumangleyitian？
”“sheirangwojiarenle，dezuodianerxianqideyangzi。”tafangxiagongjuxiang，zuodaomenkouxishou，wodilemaojin。
tayouyuleyixia，jieguole。**zhemenkuangkantaxishou，huranshuo：“nijintianshibushileihuaile？
”taditou：“meishi。”wozhayan：“yaobu，wowanshangjiniroujian？
”hejinyao：“……”tamengditaitoukanwo，yanshenxiangyaoshaoqilai。woheleyitiao，
xiaozhehoutuiliangbu：“kaiwanxiaode。”tachenshengshuo：“biedoule。”woduzui：“niyiqianbuzheiyanglengde。
”“niyiqianbuzheiyangrede。”womensimuxiangdui，qifenhuranbiandeqimiaoqilai。woxintiaojiakuai，
renbuzhuxiaoshengshuo：“woshinixifua，hejinyao。”tahoujiegundong，banshangcaidao：“wozhidao。”woxiaole，
xiaodetebietian。zheijiushihunhoushenghuodiyitian。tameishuoaiwo，woyemeibita。kewozhidao，tadexin，
yijingyibububeiwobaowei。dengnatiantahuiguoshenlai，woyijingchengletalibukaidetianwei。
03woshizailiangyifudeshihoushuoqigaokaode。neitianyangguangzhenghao，wobashaileyishangwudemianbeidouledou，
paizaikangtou，hejinyaozaimenkouduohuangdouzhunbeiajiangcai。woyongyuguangkanletahaoyihuier，
