重生七五年代，我拒绝婚嫁杏林堂的惠比寿-著

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《zhongshengqiwuniandai，wojujuehunjia》shiyibuqihuanmofaleidegudaiyanqingxiaoshuo，youxinglintangdehuibishoujingxinchuangzuo。gushizhuyaoweiraozhesuwanxingwangjinfengzhankai，yigeyiwaideshikongchuansongjiangqidaidaoleyishijie，chengweileguangmingshiliyuheianshilizhijiandeguanjianrenwu。suwanxingwangjinfengbixuxuehuizhangwozijidemofanengli，bingzhaodaotongwanghuiguixianshishijiedefangfa。bokaijiangyingderenqun，jingzhichaozhemenkouzouqu。jiaobuyouxiexufu，danmeiyibudoutadewubiyongli。“lanzhuta！……chongmanleshenmihemofadefenwei，jiangdailingduzhetansuoyigelingrenjingtandeqihuanshijie。

精彩章节

suonashengzhendewonaorenteng，taiyangxuetutuditiao。dahonggaitoumengzailianshang，

shixianliyipianlingrenzhixidexiqinghongse。cucaode、mingxianshinanrengujiefenmingdedashoushenguolai，

daizheyiguliezhiyancaohehanweihunhedeqixi，jiuyaozhuazhuwodeshouwan。“wanxing，gaibaitangle。

”yigeshuxide、daizhejifenkeyitaohaohezhideyimandeshengyinzaierbianxiangqi，shi**。

xiangyidaobinglengdeshandianpikaihundundejiyi，

neixiebeiouda、beiruma、beidangchengshengyugongjuhemianfeilaolidehuamian，daizhexuexingweihejuewanggan，

shunjianjibaolewodenaohai。wobushisilema？sizai**youyicizuijiuhoudequantouxia，

sizaineigebinglengpojiudezaotaibian，sizai1992nianyigehaowuxiwangdeshenqiuyewan。kezheisuonasheng，

zheigaitou，zhei**shenguolaideshou……fenmingshi1975nianlayueshiba！shiwoqianshibeijukaishideqidian！

“bu——！”jihushibenneng，womengdiwanghouyisuo，duokaileneizhishou，tongshiyongjinquanshenliqi，

yibajiangmengzaitoushangdehonggaitouhenhenchelexialai！ciyandeyangguanghunhezhemanwuzi、manyuanzizhayandedahongse，

shunjianyongrushiye。tangwulijimanleren，zhuweishangzuozhe**neiduikebosuanjidedieniang，

zhouweishikanrenaodeqinqilinju，yizhangzhanglianshanghainingguzhegangcaidexiqiyangyang，

cikequanbeiwoturuqilaidedongzuojingdejiangzhu，cuoedikanzhewo。“wanxing？niganshani？kuaibagaitougaishang，

biewulejishi！”**taniang，woqianshidepopowangjinfeng，diyigefanyingguolai，jianzhesangzihan，

lianshangdaizheqiangyaxiadeyunnu。**yelengzhule，shenchudeshoutingzaibankong，

lianshangneidianjiazhuangdewenrouxunsutunqu，huanshangdeshibeidangzhongbolemianzideyinchen：“suwanxing，nifashenmefeng！

kuaibagaitougaishang！”fafeng？dui，wojiushiyaofafeng！qianshirenqitunsheng，huanlaideshijiaporenwang！zheibeizi，

congzheidiyibuqi，wojiujuebuzhongdaofuzhe！wohuanshiyizhou，muguangsaoguoneixieshuxiyoumoshengdeliankong，

zuihouluozai**neizhangxuweidelianshang，yiziyiju，qingxiwubi，shengyinbuda，

quezuyirangzhenggexuannaodetangwushunjiansiji：“zheihun，wobujiele。”“sha？！”“tianyea！

”“zheiguinvmozhengleba？！”chouqisheng、jinghusheng、nanyizhixindeyilunshenghongranzhakai，

xiangshaokaidegunshuipojinleyouguo。wangjinfengdelian“shua”dibaile，youxunsuzhangchengzhuganse，

tamengdiyipaidatuizhanqilai，zhizhewodebizi，tuomoxingzijihuyaopendaowolianshang：“suwanxing！

nifangshenmepi！cailishoule！jiuxibaile！quangongshederenkanzheni！nishuobujiejiubujie？

nidangwomenlaochenjiashisha？youzhenishuazhewan？！”**tadiechenlaoshuanyechenzhelian，badabadamengchouhanyan，

hunzhuodeyanjingsisidingzhewo，xiangdushe。**gengshizhijieshangqianyibu，neiyanshenyinzhideheren，

yadileshengyin，daizhenongnongdeweixie：“suwanxing，nizuihaojiwoqingxingdian！biezaizheierdiurenxianyan！

youshenmehua，dengbaiwantangguanqimenzaishuo！buran……”buran？buranjiuxiangqianshiyiyang，

yongquantourangwo“qingxing”？kanzhetabijindeshenying，qianshibeitachuaizaiduzishangdejutonggansihuyouhuilaile，

weiliyizhenfanjiao。danwomeitui，fanertingzhilejiliang，lenglengdiyingshangtachirendemuguang：“buranzenyang？

**，dangzhezheimeduoxiangqindemian，nihaixiangdongshoudaren？”woshengyinbagao，

daizheyizhonghuochuqudejuejue：“wosuwanxingjintianbahualiaozheier！zheimenqinshi，congtoudaoweijiubushiwoziyuan！

shinimenjiazhangzheshishengchanduizhang，zhangzheshouliyoudianquan，yingbizhewodieniangdiantou！bizhewodiantou！xianzai，

wobuganle！sheiaijiasheijia！wosuwanxing，busihoule！”shuowan，

womuguangsaoguotangwuzhongyangneizhangtielehongzhidepojiuzhuozi，shangmianfangzheliangbenzhanxinde、yinzhehongwuxingdejiehunzheng。

neishizuotiancaizaigongshelingde，hongzhanghaixianliangzhe。zaisuoyourenjinghaidemuguangzhong，wojibuchongguoqu，

zhuaqineiliangbenshuyuwohe**dejiehunzheng，yongjinquanshenliqi——“sila——！

”zhanxindezhizhangfachucierdebeiming，beiwocongzhongjianhenhensikai！zaisi！

jixiajiubianchenglejipianciyandehongsesuipian。“suwanxing！nigan！”**muziyulie，chongguolaixiangqiang。

womengdiyangqishou，jiangneibasuipianhenhenchaotalianshangzaqu！hongsedezhixiexiangxueyiyang，

fenfenyangyangluozaitacuoeyoubaonudelianshang。“kanqingchu！jiehunzhengmeile！zheihun，chedihuangle！

”wochuanzhecuqi，xinzangzaixiongqianglikuangtiao，houbeiyijingbeilenghanjintou，danshengyinqueyichangjianding，“**，

womenwanle！congjinwanghou，qiaoguiqiao，luguilu！”siji。jueduidesiji。

zhiyouhongsedezhixiehaizaihuanhuanpiaoluo。suoyourendoushale，baokuo**yijia。tamendagaizuomengyexiangbudao，

pingshikanzhewenshunshenzhiyoudiannuoruodesuwanxing，huizaidaxiderizi，zaiquancunrenmianqian，

zuochurucijingshihaisu、rucibuliuyudideshiqing。woshenxiyikouqi，buzaikantamenrenherenjingnujiaojiadelian，

yehulvediaorenqunjiaoluolidieniangneicanbaijuewang、yaoyaoyuzhuideshenying。xianzaibushijieshideshihou。wozhuanshen，

bokaijiangyingderenqun，jingzhichaozhemenkouzouqu。jiaobuyouxiexufu，danmeiyibudoutadewubiyongli。“lanzhuta！

jiwolanzhuzheigefengponiang！”wangjinfengzhongyucongjudadedajihexiuruzhonghuiguoshen，fachuxiesidilidejianjiao。

jigechenjiabenjiadenianqinghoushengxiayishidiwangqiannuolenuo，xiangdumen。womengditingzhujiaobu，huitou，

muguangxiangcuilebingdedaozi，saoguoneijigehousheng，

zuihoudingzaiwangjinfenghe**lianshang：“sheiganpengwoyixiashishi？xianzaishixinshehui！funvnengdingbanbiantian！

nimenzheishixiangganshenme？xianggaojiushehuiqiangqiangminnvneiyitao？xiangpohuaigemingtuanjie？

”woguyibadiaozibadelaogao，koushangdamaozi。zheiniantou，zheizhongmaozisheiyedanbuqi。guoran，

neijigenianqinghoushengbeiwohuzhule，mianmianxiangqu，buganzaidong。chenlaoshuandehanyanganyetingzhule，

hunzhuodeyanjinglishanguoyisijidan。“hao！hao！suwanxing，niyouzhong！”**qidehunshenfadou，zhizhewo，

zuichunduosuozhe，“nijiwodengzhe！wokanninengpaodaotianbianqu！wokannidieniangzenmezaiduilitaitou！

wokannagenanrenhaiganyaonizheizhongpoxie！”poxie？youshizheitao。wochechuyigejiqibinglengdexiao，

daizheyizhongsiguoyiciderencaiyoudewuwei：“**，guanhaonizijidezui。wosuwanxingqingqingbaibai，

lunbudaonipozangshui。zhiyuyihou？bulaonifeixin。wosuwanxingjiusuanyibeizibujiaren，

yejuebuhuizaitajinnimenchenjiazheigehuokengbanbu！”shuowan，wotingzhiyaogan，

zaisuoyourenhuozhenjing、huobiyi、huotongqing、huochuncuikanxidefuzamuguangzhushixia，yibuyibu，

zouchuleneigeguamanhongse、querangwogandaowubizhixihebinglengdechenjiadamen。

layuedehanfengdaoziyiyangguazailianshang，shengteng。shenshangzhichuanzhedanbodehongsejiayi，dongdewoyachidouzaidazhan。

shenhou，shisijipiankehoubaofadejudaxuanxiao——wangjinfengdekuhaozhouma，**zadongxidepaoxiao，

xiangqinmenwengwengdeyilun，haiyouwodieniangdaizhekuqiangdehuhuan“wanxing！

wanxinga……”doubeiwohenhenpaozaishenhou。bunengting。tingxialai，

jiuhuibeineijudade、mingwei“shisu”he“jiating”dexuanwozhongxintunshi。

womeiyouhuineigeweiyucunwei、tongyangrangwogandaoyayihejuewangdeniangjia。huiqu，

zhihuimianlindieniangdeyanlei、xiongsaodemaiyuan、yijicunlirenwuxiuzhidezhizhidiandian。tamenhuoxuaiwo，

danzaishengcunhe“mianzi”mianqian，tamendeaitaicuiruo，cuiruodaoqianshiqingyijiubawotuijinlehuokeng。

wodemudedi，shicundongtoufeiqidezhiqingdian。qiwunian，zhiqingfanchengchaohaimeizhengshikaishi，

danzheigexiaoshancundezhiqingdian，yinweitiaojianshizaitaijianku，youyuanlichengzhen，

dabufenzhiqingdouxiangbanfahuodongguanxidiaozoule，zhishengxialingxingliangsangehaizaikuao。yuanbenrenaodejipaitupifang，

rujindabankongzhi，touzhepobaihehuangliang。wopingzheqianshidejiyi，

zhaodaozuijiaoluolineijianxiangduihaisuanwanzhengdexiaowu。chuanghuzhipoledaban，menbanwaixiezhe，suotouzaojiuhuaile。

wotuikaimen，yigunongzhongdehuichenhemeiweipumianerlai。limiankongdangdang，

zhiyouyizhangqueletuiyongtupidianzhedepomubanchuang，heyigequeletuidepozhuozi。leng，cigudeleng。

biwaimianhaobuleduoshao。danzheili，shiyanxiaweiyinengrangwozanshiqishen、chuankouqidedifang。zhishao，

tazanshishi“ziyou”de。woguanbushangneishanpomen，zhinengyongyikuaidashitoumianqiangdingzhu。

ranhouquansuozhezuozaineizhangbinglengdemubanchuangshang，baojinziji。shentizaibushoukongzhidifadou，yibanshilengde，

yibanshigangcaineichangjingxindongpode“zhandou”hou，chilaidekongjuhehoupa。wozuodaole。

wozhendezaihunlishangsilejiehunzheng，dangzhonghuihunle。kejiexialaini？dezuisileshengchanduizhangchenlaoshuanyijia，

dengyudezuilecunlizuiyoushiquanderen。gongfenzenmezheng？kouliangzenmefen？zhuzaifeiqidezhiqingdian，

mingbuzhengyanbushun，cunlirennengrongwoduojiu？dieniangneibian……xiangdaotamenjuewangdeyanshen，

wodexinxiangbeizhenzhayiyangteng，dangengduodeshiyizhongbinglengdejuejue。huiqu，jiushirenshu，

jiushizhongxintiaojinneigeshenyuan。huoxiaqu。bixuxianhuoxiaqu。qianshidejiyisuipianzaihanlenghekongjuzhongfanteng。

wojide，jiuzaimingniankaichun，xianlihuixialaiyigezhengce，gulifazhan“shehuizhuyixinshengshiwu”，

qizhongyouyixiangjiushizhichigongshekaiban“wuqigongchang”，gaodianxiaofuye。

womengongshehoulaibanlegejianloudebianzhichang，zhuyaoshiyongliutiao、maiganbianxiekuangaloua，maijixianlidegongxiaoshe。

dangshimeirenyuanyiqu，xiangongfendi，huoyoulei。danduiwolaishuo，zheikenengshitiaohuolu。gongfendimeiguanxi，

zhiyaonenghuankouliang，nengyougexiangduidulidehuanjing。haiyou……caoyao。womengdixiangqi，

qianshiyouyicibei**dahenle，duodaohoushan，yudaoguoyigecaiyaodelaopopo。takanwokelian，

jilewojizhudaolandecaoyaofushangkou，haijiaoworenlejizhongshanlichangjiandezhixue、xiaoyandecaoyao，

shuoshanlirenyiqiandouzheimeyong。kexineishiwomanxinjuewang，genbenmeiwangxinliqu。

xianzai……zheihuoxuyeshigemenlu？suiranxianzaidaji“toujidaoba”，

danruguoshijicunlichijiaoyishenghuozhegongsheweishengsuoni？suanbusuanzhichi“gemingyiliaoweishengshiye”？

naozifeikuaidizhuanzhe，yigegeweiruodexiwanghuomiaozaiheianzhongjiannandiliangqi。shentihaizaidou，

danneigumiedingdejuewanggan，beiyizhongguzhuyizhidehenjingyaxiaquleyixie。“dongdongdong！

”pomenbanbeipaideshanxiang，bansuizhewangjinfengneibiaozhixingdejianlisangyin：“suwanxing！

nigebuyaoliandejiantizi！jiwogunchulai！duozaizheilidangsuotouwugui？niyiweisilezhengjiumeishile？

laonianggaosuni，meimen！nibaihuaiwolaochenjiademingsheng，zheishimeiwan！nijiwogunchulaishuoqingchu！”laidezhenkuai。

woshenxiyikouqi，zhanqishen，huodongleyixiadongdeyouxiemamudetuijiao。bunengduo，yeduobudiao。

jiranxuanzelezheitiaolu，zheixiemingqianganjian，jiudeyingzhetoupijiezhu。wonuokaishitou，

lakaileneishanzhiyazuoxiangdepomen。menwai，guoranzhanzheqishixiongxiongdewangjinfeng，pangbianshiliansetieqingde**，

houmianhaigenzhejigekanrenaobuxianshidadecunlilaoniangmen。wangjinfengchazheyao，tuomohengfei，kandaowochulai，

gengshixiangdalejixue。“haoa！nigexiaochangfuzhongyuganchulaile！nishuo！niandeshenmexin？

womenlaochenjianaliduibuqini？gongnichigongnihe，fengfengguangguangqunijinmen，nidaohao，

dangzhequangongsherendemianrangwomenjiadiuzheimedalian！nirangwomenjianguoyihouzenmezuoren？nigesangmenxing！poxie！

jintiannibujiwogejiaodai，wojiu……”“nijiuzenmeyang？”wolenglengdidaduanta，shengyinbuda，

queyichangqingxi。hanfengchuiqiwodanbodeyijiao，wozhandebizhi，

muguanghaobushanbidikanzhetaneizhangyinfennuerniuqudelian，“wangjinfengtongzhi，qingnizhuyinideyanci。

xianzaishixinshehui，gaorenshengongji、wumiefunv，shipohuaigemingduiwutuanjiedexingwei！

”woba“tongzhi”lianggeziyaodehenzhong。wangjinfengxianranmeiliaodaowohuizheimelengjingdifanbo，haijitakoumaozi，

lengleyixia，suijigengjiabaonu：“fangniniangdepi！shaojiwochezheixie！nihuihunhaiyoulile？

nisilejiehunzhenghaiyoulile？nizheizhongchaosanmusi、bushoufudaodenvren，jiugai……”“wohuihun，

shiyinweizheizhuanghunshicongtoudaoweijiubushiwoziyuande！”womengditigaoshengyin，gaiguotadejiaoxiao，

muguangsaoguotashenhouneixiekanrenaoderen，“geweixiangqinshenzidaniangdouzai，dajiapingpingli！

dangchu**kanzhongwo，nimenchenjiazhangzheshishengchanduizhang，shizenmebizhewodieniangdiantoude？

shinimenjiaxunuojiwodagehuangeqingshenggongfen？haishiweixiebujiwojiafenhaodi？wosuwanxingshiren！

bushinimenyonglaijiaohuandewujian！”renqunlixiangqididideyilunsheng。chenlaoshuanjiazhangshiyarendeshi，

cunlirenduoshaodouzhidaodian，zhishipingshigannubuganyan。“ni……nixuekoupenren！”wangjinfengqidetiaojiao。

“shibushixuekoupenren，nixinliqingchu！”wocunbuburang，yanshenruilirudao，“haiyou，wosijiehunzheng，

shiyinweiwokanqinglenierzi**shishenmeren！tadongbudongjiuduiwohulaihequ，yanyuwuru，

haimeijiehunjiuxiangzhezenmeshihuanwo、yazhawo！zheiyangdenanren，zheiyangdehuokeng，wosuwanxingbutiao！

woningyuanyibeizibujiaren，kaozijishuangshouzhengfanchi，yejuebuzaishouzheifenwonangqi！funvnengdingbanbiantian，

zhuxishuodehua，nandaozainimenchenjiazheilibusuanshu？nimenhaixianggaofengjianyapofunvneiyitao？！

”wozaicibanchule“funvnengdingbanbiantian”he“fengjianyapo”zheiliangmiandaqi。zheidingmaozitaizhong，

wangjinfengzaipolayebuganyingkang。talianshangyizhenhongyizhenbai，zhizhewodeshoudoudelihai，

quebiebuchugengyoulidehualaifanbo。**yizhiyinzhelianmeishuohua，cikezhongyurenbuzhule，tashangqianyibu，

yanshenxionghendidengzhewo：“suwanxing，shaozaizheierchanggaodiao！nibujiushixianwomenjiaqiong？xianwomeibenshi？

wogaosuni，jintianzheishi，nibujiwochenjiaketourencuo，jiubiexiangzaizheicunlidaixiaqu！nizhudezheidifang，

shigongjiadezhiqingdian！niyigehuihundenvren，youshenmezigezhu？jiwogunchulai！

”tashenshoujiuyaolaizhuaiwogebo。wozaoyoufangbei，mengdiwanghouyitui，lishengdao：“**！nixiangganshenme？

dongshou？niganpengwoyixia，wojiuqugongshegaoni！gaonishualiumang！gaonipohuaizhishiqingnianshangshanxiaxiangzhengce！

zhiqingdianshigongjiade，meicuo！danxianzaikongzhe，wozheigexiangyinghaozhaohuixiangdenvqingnian，zanshijiezhuyixia，

zhiyuannongcunjianshe，zenmejiumeizigele？gongsheliganshishangcikaihuihaishuo，yaotuoshananzhifanxiangqingnian！

nishibigongshelingdaohaida？！”“shualiumang”he“pohuaizhengce”zheiliangdingmaozigengdagengchen。

**deshoujiangzaibankong，liansebiandejiqinankan。tadiechenlaoshuansuiranshishengchanduizhang，

danyezhishigezhimalvdoudadeguan，zhennaodaogongshe，tayedoubuzhu。youqishiwotidaogongsheliganshi，

gengshirangtatoushujiqi。changmianyishijiangzhule。wangjinfenghaixiangma，bei**yigeyanshenhenhendenglehuiqu。

tasisididingzhewo，neiyanshenxiangcuiledudedaozi，henbudebawoshengtunhuobo。“hao，haodehen，suwanxing。

”tayaozheya，shengyincongchifenglijichulai，“niyouzhong。zanmenzouzheqiao！

wokanniyigelilenanren、lilejiadenvren，zaizheicunlinengbengdajitian！wokannikaoshenmehuo！

dongbusiniebusini！”taliaoxiahenhua，yibazhuaiguohaizaimamalieliedewangjinfeng，

youhenhendengleneixiekanrenaoderenyiyan，zhuanshenzoule。neijigelaoniangmenjianmeirenaokanle，

yedidigugudisanle，kanwodeyanshenchongmanlefuzadetanjiu、biyiheyisibuyichajuede……jingqi？

pobaidezhiqingdianmenkou，zhishengxiawoyigeren，zhanzaihuxiaodehanfengzhong。shentilengdekuaiyaoshiquzhijue，

danxiongqianglineituanhuo，queshaodegengwangle。diyiguan，suanshizanshidingzhule。dan**neiju“kaoshenmehuo”，

xianggenbinglengdeci，zhajinlewoxinli。huoxiaqu，bixujinkuaizhaodaohuolu。woguanshangmen，zhongxinyongshitoudingshang。

dangwuzhiji，shijiejuejinwandehanleng。zheijianpowuzisimiantoufeng，zhennengdongsiren。wohuangukongdangdangdewuzi，

muguangluozaijiaoluoliyiduihouhoude、gankudedaocaoshang，dagaishiyiqianzhiqingpuchuangshengxiade。wozouguoqu，

baneixiedaocaojinliangjunyundipuzaibinglengdetukangshang，pulehouhouyiceng。youquwaimian，chenzhetianhaimeiwanquanheitou，

zaifujinhuangfeidecaiqibian、gouqupang，jianshileyixiebeifengchuiluode、xiangduiganzaodeshuzhiheyumijiegan。

huidaowuli，wobajianlaidechaihuoduizaiqiangjiao。meiyouhuolianhuoshi，gengmeiyouhuochai。wodunxiashen，

nulihuiyizheqianshizaidianshishangkanguodeyuanshiquhuofangfa——zuanmuquhuo？suishidahuo？kezheilishenmedoumeiyou。

hanlenghejieganyizhenzhenxilai。woquansuozaihouhoudedaocaoduili，bazijimaijinqu，

shituyongtiwenbaocunyidiankeliandenuanyi。daocaocucaozharen，sanfazhechenniandemeiwei，

danzongsuangejuelebufendimiandebingleng。zheiyiye，zhudingnanao。shentidongdemamu，

yishizaihanlenghepibeizhongfuchen。qianshidepianduanhejinshengbinglengdexianshijiaozhizaiyiqi。**yinhendeyanshen，

dieniangjuewangdehuhuan，cunlirenbiyideyilun……xiangzoumadengyiyangzainaohailixuanzhuan。danwosisiyaozheyaguan。

bunengdaoxiaqu。daoxiaqu，jiuzhendeshenmedoumeiyoule。tianmengmengliangdeshihou，wobeidongxingle，

shoujiaodoujiangdebutaitingshihuan。wozhengzhazhepaqilai，huodonglehaoyihuier，caiganjuexueyezhongxinliudongqilai。

duzilikongdefahuang，qianxintiehoubei。bixuquzhaochide。woqiaoqiaoliuchuzhiqingdian，bikaidalu，

yanzhetiangengwanghoushanfangxiangzou。zheigejijie，diliguangtutude，zhiyouyixiedongdefayingdeyecaigen。

wopingzhemohudejiyi，xunzhaozheqianshineigecaiyaopopodaiworenguodedifang。yunqibusuantaihuai。

zaiyichubeifengxiangyangdeshanaoli，kuhuangdecaocongzhong，wofaxianleyipianwanqiangcunhuodejicai！

suiranyezibeidongdeyouxiefanianfazi，danhainengchi！woxiangfaxianlebaozang，ganjindunxiashen，

xiaoxinyiyidiliangenwaqi，jinliangbupohuaigenxi，xiangzhehuoxuyihouhainengzhang。walemanmanyidapeng，

yongyijindouzhe。youzaipangbianfaxianlejicongyezixiangjuchidezhiwu，wojidepoposhuoguo，zheijiaopugongying，

genyenengchi，haiqingre。yewaleyixie。huiqudelushang，jingguoyitiaobandongdexiaoxi。wozakaibobing，

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