gaotieshirushuxidezhantai，chuangwaishijiuweideguxiangxiaochenglunkuo。xumorantuozhexinglixiang，daizheyishendoushidepibeihetaolideshiran，suizherenliuzouchuzhaji。muguangsaoguojiezhanderenqun，yiyanjiukandaoleneigeshuxideshenying——fuqin。tachuanzhexidefabaidejiake，beiweiweigouloulexie，zhengdianzhejiao，muguangjiqiedizairenqunzhongsouxun。
“ba！”xumoranhanleyisheng，shengyinyouxiegengyan。
fuqinxunshengwanglai，lianshanglikezhankaiposhidexiaorong，kuaibuyingshanglai，buyoufenshuodijieguotachenzhongdexinglixiang：“ranran，huilaijiuhao，huilaijiuhao！lushangleileba？”tadeshouzhangkuanhoucucao，daizheshuxidewennuan。
“bulei。mani？”xumoranhuangusizhou。
“nimazaijiamanghuoni，kanzhenidimeixiezuoye，dunzheniaihedelianoutang，zoubukai。”fuqinjieshizhe，yuqilishixunchangrizideanwen，“zou，huijia！”
tuikaijiamen，nongyudefancaixianghewennuandedengguangpumianerlai。didimeimeihuanhuzhepuguolai，jijizhazhadijiaozhe“jiejie”。muqinxizheweiquncongchufangchulai，yanquanweihong，shangxiadaliangzhexumoran，chenguaidao：“shoule！kuaixishouchifan！”
fanzhuoshangbaimanlejiachangcai，doushixumoranjiyizhongdeweidao。muqinbutingdijitajiacai，xunwenzhelushangdeqingkuang。fuqinhuabuduo，zhishiouerfuhe，muguanglimanshixinwei。didimeimeiqiangzheshuoxuexiaolidequshi。jiuweidejiatingwennuanxiangyundouyiyang，yunpinglexumoranxintouxuduozhezhou。tazanshiwangjileneizuochengshidefanraoheyangyanzhoudailaidefenluansixu。
fanchidaoyiban，muqinxiangshixiangqishenme，fangxiakuaizi：“duileranran，niliayixiawuhaidadianhualaini。”
xumorantaitou：“liayi？”
“shia，jiushiyiqianzhulaojieneibiandeliayi，taguinvmengmengnihaijideba？congxiaogenniwandehaode。”muqinxiaozheshuo，“liayixianzaikeyoubenshile，zaizanmenxianchengneibianpanlegelaoyuanzi，kailegeminsu，jiao‘qiwuxiaozhu’，tingshuonongdekeyazhile。tazhidaonihuilaile，gaoxingdebudele，shuorangniyoukongyidingquwanwan，haishuotaneiminsuzhengquegedongwenzidebangshoukankanxuanchuanwenanshade。mengmengyefangjiazaijiani，zhenghaonimen**meijuju！”
xumoranxintouweinuan，mengmeng……neigewenjingneixiang，zongshigenzaitashenhoude**mei。queshihaojiumeilianxile。“ng，womingtianjiuqukankanliayihemengmeng。”tayingdao。
diertianshangwu，xumoranlaidaoleweiyuxianchengqingshibanlushenchude“qiwuxiaozhu”。baiqiangdaiwa，mugehuachuang，tingyuanlijigancuizhu，jiconghuacao，qingyouyazhi。liayireqingdiyingchulai，lazhetadeshouhanxuan。
yigechuanzhesusemianmazhangqun、zhangfapijiandenvhaianjingdiconglangxiazoulai。takandaoxumoran，yanjingliangleyixia，zuijiaowanqiyigeqianqiande、youxiexiusedexiaorong：“ranran，nihuilaile。”shengyinqingrou，zhengshijiyizhongneigewenjingdemengmeng。
liangrenzuozailinshuidechashi，chuangwaishixiaoqiaoliushui。mengmenghuabuduo，daduoshixumoranwen，taqingshengxiyudihuida。liaoleliaogezidejinkuang，jiaxiangdebianhua。huatijianjianzhuandaogongtongrenshiderenshenshang。
“qianjigeyue，banzhangzaiqunlizuzhiguoyicixiaofanweijuhui，womeiqucheng，”mengmengditoubainongzhechabei，“buguotingchengtingshuo，chenmoxianzaizaizuotumugongchengshi，zhanglinkaoshanggongwuyuanle……”tayigegeshuozhelaotongxuedejinkuang，yudiaopinghe。xumoranjingjingtingzhe，neixieshuxidemingzigouqilexuduofanhuangdejiyi。
liayishishidinalaiminsudexuanchuanceheyixiejieshaoziliao，yuqikenqie：“ranrana，ayizhidaoniwencaihao，zaidachengshijianguoshimian。nibangayikankan，zheixuanchuanwenangaizenmenong？wangshangneixiecier，ayizongjuedebuduiwei。”
xumoranjieguoziliao：“ayininbiekeqi，woxiankankan，xiangxiang”
xumoranzuozaianjingdechashili，fanyuezheziliao，shitugousiwenan。chuangwaideliushuishengheguzhenteyoudeningjing，rangtasixujianjianchendian。kanzhexuanchuanceshang“qiwuxiaozhu”demingziheyazhidetupian，tahuranxiangqilegaosanneinian。
gaosanshangxueqi，tangyuanshengriqianxi。
xumoranhuale3getongxiao，toutoumomodizaitaidengxiamangliu。dangshidetabingmeiqian，maileyigeshoulian，yidianyidiandiyongshengzibianchulailianzi，meiyigushengzidouxiaoxinyiyididuizhun，zhuzichuanhao，yanjingaodetonghong。xinlixiangzhetakandaoliwushijingxideyangzi，youtianmiyoujinzhang。
mengmengduanzheyipanshuiguoqingqingzoujinlai，kandaoxumoranzaizhishangxiexiehuahua，coujinkanleyiyantasuishouxiexiadejigewenanguanjianci，qingshengzantan：“ranran，nidezihaishixiedezheimehaokan，yidianmeibian。”tadunledun，fangfoxianrulehuiyi，zuijiaodaizheyisihuainiandexiaoyi，“rangwoxiangqi……nidangnianji‘mouren’xiedeqingshule。erqieneimexiaodeshengzi，nibianlehaojiu，。tashoudaodeshihou，neigeyanshena……”
xumorandexintiaoshunjianjiasu！tameixiangdaomengmenghuiturantiqizheijianshi，erqieshiguanyutangyuan！tawozhebideshouzhiweiweishoujin，zhijianyouxiefabai，qiangzizhendingdi“ng”leyisheng，bugantaitou。
mengmengsihumeichajuetadeyiyang，jixuyongtateyoude、pinghuanqingroudeyudiaoshuozhe：“shuoqilai，neige‘mouren’xianzaikelihaile。haoxiangzaishenzhenkailejiakejigongsi，jiao‘yuanhekeji’？tingchengtingtiguoyizui，shuozuodetingdade。buguo…”taweiweiwaitou，luchuyidiankunhuodebiaoqing，“neimehaodetiaojian，haoxiangyizhiyemeitingshuojiehun？chengtinghaikaiwanxiaoshuo，tashibushihaidianjizhe……”mengmengshuodaozheili，sihuyishidaoshenme，shengyindunzhule，youxiebuhaoyisidikanxiangxumoran。
xumorandefangxianbengkui：“yuanhekeji”？yongletamingzilide“yuan”！tahaidanshen？lianwenjingneixiang、congbuwangyandemengmengdouzheimeshuo……zhouyangdehua、mengmengcikedeyanyu，xianglianggulilianghenhenzhuangzaitaxinshang。tamengdizhanqilai，yizituihuaguodimianfachucierdeshengyin。“…baoqian，woquxiaxishoujian！”tajihushiluohuangertao，bugankanmengmengshunjianbiandeyouxiewucuodeyanshen。
minsudexishoujianli。xumoranningkaishuilongtou，yonglengshuiyibianbianpaidalianjia，shitujiaomielianshangdeguntanghexindifanyongdejingtaohailang。jingzilideren，yanshenhuangluan，daizhebeicuranjizhongyaohaidelangbei。
“yuanhekeji…taweishenmeyongzheigemingzi？”“lianmengmengdouzhidaole…liantadouzheiyangjuede…”
“wotaohuilaile…weishenmehaishiduobukai？weishenme！”
huidaoyiqianjingchanglailiayijiawan，jizijizhunbeidefangjian：taxuyaoduchu。guanshangmen，beikaozhemenban，shenshenxiqi。muguangbujingyijian，luozailechuangtoujushang——neigecongxinglixianglinachulai，beitadaidaominsu，suishoufangzaineilidejiutiehe。shenlansedeqimianyouxiebanbo，shangmianguazheyibaxiaoqiaodetongsuo。
neilimian，suozhedebuzhishifanhuangdexinzhi、tunsedezhaopian、dianyingpiaogen……haisuozhetahetangyuanzuichiredeqingchun，zuitianmidechulian，yiji……zuihouneigechongmanwujie、yihanhexinsuideyewan。neigetaqinshouzuodeshoulian，shifouyezailimian？
xumoranmanmanzouguoqu，zhanzaichuangtoujuqian。fangjianlihenanjing，zhiyoutalvexianjicudehuxisheng。
tashenchushouzhi，qingqingchupengneibingliangdetongsuo。suokouguanghuaweiliang，fangfohaidaizheguoqudewendu。
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