第4章
不可能！
mingmingshiyourentuilewoyiba，wocaibuxiaoxinshuaijinguancaili，zenmedaotazuilijiuchenglewozijichongjinqudeni？
wodiyigeganjuejiushizheigezhongnianhanzituiwode，weideshibaofuwozaitadiezanglishang‘daoluan’。
kezhouweirendouyongyizhongguaiyiheyihuodeyanshenkanzhewo，qizhongyebaokuobaitoufalaotaitai，zheiyanshenfenmingzaibiaoshizhongnianhanzishuodeshizhende。
zaizixiyixiang，zhongnianhanzikanqilaishigexiaoshunderen，tazenmehuizuochuzheizhongjingraotadieyitideshi？
nandaogangcaineiyimushiwodehuanjue？
keneibinglengdechuganyetaizhenshileba！
我不禁打了个寒颤。
“xiazangdeshijianyaodaole，woxianzaimeigongfugennibaiche，huitouzaigennisuanzhang！”
zhongnianhanzihenhendedenglewoyiyan，culudejiangwotuidaoyibianqu，yuqitarenyiqiheshangguangai。
taiguanjiangjiguancaichuanshangshengsuo，jiangbiandanjiazaijianbangshang，hanleyisheng：“qi！”
suoyourenmaozujingwangshangtai，guancaiyixiazijiutuoliledimian。
“haole，haole，nengqiguanle！ganjinde，biedanwuleshijian，songzang！”
guancaibeitaiqilai，suoyourendouhengaoxing，quandouhuzheguancaichumen，meiyourenzaidaliwo。
yigerenbeiliuzaikongdangdangdelingtang，wodaidaidekanzhesongzangduiwuchuichuidadadezouchuyuanzi，huranganjueshenhouyoudianliang，jiuhaoxiangyourenzaiduizhewodebozichuilengqi。
woduoduosuosuodehuitou，shenhouzhiyoubeifengchuidebuduanyaobaidebaiman。
gongzhuoshangliangzhibailazhudezhuhuobuzhidaozenmebianchenglelvse，yizhaoliderenneizhanglianjingranbianle！
youxienianqing，haiyouxieshuxi......
那是我！？
woyigelieju，chadianzhanlibuwen，yikouqijihuchuanbuguolai。
怎么会是我的脸？
zaiyikan，yizhaoliderenhaishiliulaohan，tazuijiaoshangqiao，sihuzailenglengdekanzhewoxiao。
yiciyanhuayejiusuanle，jieerliansandedaibiaoshenme？
这灵堂也太邪门了！
woquanshenfamao，taoyesidepaochuqu。
yikouqichongjinxiaohuoche，rangshifuganjinkaiche，zhidaohuidaoguancaipu，wojinbengdeshenjingcaifangsongxialai。
zuozaipuzili，woyilianchoulejizhiyanxinqingcaipingfu。
buguanwozailingtangjinglideshihuanjuehaishizhenshi，woyijingbaguancaisongdao，neilaotoumeiyouliyouzaichanzhewoleba。
wozheimeanweiziji，kexinlihaishiqishangbaxiade，zongyouxiebutashi。
“laoban，nadianhuangzhi。”
zhengdangwoxiangdechushendeshihou，menkourenyinghuangdong，yougukeshangmenle。
“dage，zhihuodouzaizheili，ninyaoshenmezijitiao，xindiankaizhang，dabazhe。”woganjinbayantouqiamie，zhenzuojingshenzhanqilaizhaohu。
chouguichou，shengyihaishiyaozuode。
laideshiyigezhongniannanren，gezihengao，renbijiaoshou，xianggezhuganziside，daretianhaichuanzhezhangxiuzhangku，yebupare。
shougaonanrennaleliangdiehuangzhi，fuqiandeshihouyanshenguguaidekanzhewo，yuyanyouzhi。
“dage，niyoushashierjiuzhishuoba。”zheijitian，woyudaolehaojicizheizhongyanshen，meicidoumeihaoshifasheng，xinlibumiangedengyixia。
“laoban，shuwozhiyan，niliansebutaihao，yinggaibeineizhongdongxichanshangleba？”
“a？”wolengleleng，buyoudeduokanleshougaonanrenliangyan。
tazhangxianghenputong，jiushibiputongrengaoledianshouledian，kanqilaiyebuxiangdaoshishengunyileideren。
zheishieryaogezaiyiqian，wojueduihuibaduifangdangshengunpianzidafale，danxianzaibuyiyang，woshizhenyushangshile。
“qingwenninshishenmeren？”
“wojiushiyigeguolude，haoxintixingniyiju。”shougaonanrenbiaoqingyansu，fangmanyusu，yiziyidundeshuodao，“neilaotousuiranzoule，danjinwanhaihuiyoubiedeguijinnidemen！”
womengdeyijing，liulaohandeshichuleliujiaren，wosheiyemeigaosua，tashizenmezhidaode？
mobushitaheliujiarenyoushenmeguanxi？
“shibushiliujiarengaosunide？”wobanxinbanyidewendao。
“wokanyiyanjiuzhidao，haiyongdezhebierengaosuwoma？”shougaonanrenshensegaoleng，henbuxiedeyangzi。
我还是不太相信。
zheiniantouwulibuqizao，wogentafeiqinfeigu，taweishenmeyaobangwo？
“buxin？”shougaonanrenlenghengyisheng，baxinmaidehuangzhichouchuyizhang，yibiandidigugudeniantaoshenme，yibianbahuangzhizhechengyigesanjiaoxing。
ranhounaqiyizhibi，zaishangmianhualegeleisixingxingdetuan。
“wanshangshuijuedeshihoubazheigedongxiyazaizhentouxiamian，mingtianyizaonijiuzhidaowoshuodeshizhenshijia。”
liuxiazheijuhua，tajiutouyebuhuidelikai。
wonaqihuangzhisanjiaoxingkanlekan，meiyouyidiantebiede，buxiangdianshilidedashi，hainazhongzhixuehuagefushade，yishiyemobuqingtadaodishibushipianzi。
jiexialaideyizhengtian，doumeiyouyigegukeshangmen，shengyikeyishuoshichadaolejidian。
wodexinqingyebiandejusangqilai，shenzhiyouxiehouhuijielezheijianpuzi。
danzhuannianyixiang，zheicaikaimensantian，nanengzheimezaojiukanchushengyihaohuai？
tianheizhiqian，wojiuguanhaomenchuang，zhuanshenhuihouwudeshihoupiejianlefangzaijutaidesanjiaoxinghuangzhi。
buzhidaoshibushixinlizuoyong，wohaishibahuangzhifangdaolezhentoudixia。
yewanlailin，wotantebuandedengdaizhe，shengpaqiaomenshengzaicixiangqi。
shijianyifenyimiaoguoqu，wodeyanpiyuelaiyuezhong，lianzhejitiandoumeiyouxiuxihao，tiedadeshentiyezhichengbuzhu，buzhibujuejiushuizhele。
zheiyijueshuideshifentashi，mengdoumeizuoyige，xinglaideshihou，tianyijingdaliang，yangguangtouguochuangliandefengxizhaozaiwodelianshang。
没事了？
wohaoqidenakaizhentou，dunshidachiyijing。
huangzhihaibaochizhesanjiaoxingdexingzhuang，buguoyijinghuaweiheisedehuijin。
danzheihaibuzuyishuomingshihuangzhidezuoyong，wozuotianbaguancaisongguoqu，liulaohanxinyuanmanzu，andaolishuotabenlaijiubugaizaichanzhewo。
zhiyuqitadegui，woyoumeidezui，wuyuanwugudegengbukenenglaizhaowo。
danshidengdaowodakaimendeshihou，wojiushibuxinyedexinle。
menwaiyouyouyichuanheijiaoyin，zhishibuxiangyiqianneiyangweizhemenkoupaihuai，ershizoudaomenkouyimidedifangjiutingxia，haoxiangyudaoleshenmezuai，tingdunleyizhenzuihouwunailikai。
zheiheijiaoyinjueduibushiliulaohande，yinweihenxiaoqiaoxiuqi，xiangshinvrendejiaoyin。
haizhenyoubiedeguidawodezhuyi！？
woshizaishixiangbutong，woshishenmeshihouyouzhuangdegui。
kanzheneixieheijiaoyin，woyoushiyizhenhoupa。
buguanshizenmezhuangshangde，xinghaoshougaonanrenchushouxiangjiu，yaoburanzheigeheijiaoyinjiujinwule！
zhishineihuangzhiyijinghuaweihuijin，kanqilaixiangshiyicixingde，wanyijinwanzheiguiyoulaizhaowokezenmeban？