第1章

一九七六年,春。

芜村卫生院内。

songcizhanzaibingchuangbian,jinzhangzhushizheyishengjianchajiangxuntuishangdeshangkou。

tayijingzhongshengleliangtian,yezuomengdoumeixiangdao,zijisihouhainenghuidaosishinianqian。

zhishihuilaideshijianhenbucouqiao,santianqianjiangxunweilejiuziji,beisheyaole,yijingzaiweishengyuanzuzutangleliangtian。

zhengxiangzhe,yishengyijingjianchahaole:“tineiyudumianqiangqingchu,shengxiajiukannizijishentihuifule。”

宋瓷心里松了口气。

songzouyishenghou,xinhuaitantedezuozaibingchuangqian。

taqingqingwozhujiangxundeshou:“ganjueshentihaodianlema?”

hualuo,jiangxunshoushangyidun。

neishuangheibujiandideyanmoutingzaisongcinenbaidelianshang,jiaorenkanbuchuqingxu。

xiayimiao,taquebashouchouzou,sangyinqinglie:“wuai。”

songcixinliyijin,youxieshiyingbuletaturandelengmo。

tayazhubuan,fushenshangqian:“rangwokankannietouhaitangbutang。”

jiangxunshentihouyang,zaiyiciduokaitadechupeng:“womeishi。”

songcideshenzijiangzhu,youxiewucuochezheyijiao::“neiniebue,xiangchishen……”

huahaimeishuowan,quebeiduifangzhijiedaduan:“nichuqu,woxianzaizhixiangxiuxi。”

jieerliansanbeiju,rangsongcigengjiajucu。

yinxiangzhong,tajiajijiangxunhou,taconglaimeiduitalengguolian,napazuihoutamenlihunle,tayemeiyoufangqiaita。

nandaotaxianzaishishengqisantianqianzijidelijiachuzou?

xiangdaozhei,songciqiazheshouzhi,xiaoshengdaoqian:“duibuqi,woyihoubuluanpaole……”

shuozhe,taanankanxiangjiangxun,dantazhibimuyangshen,yifubuxiangbeidaraodemoyang。

xintouyizhenshiluo,ketayemeiyouhongrendejingyan,zhihaotuibushuo:“neinihaohaoxiuxi,woxianhuijiale。”

chuleweishengchu,songcidazhesanwangjializouqu。

yilushang,naodailifuxianchuyimumuqianshidechangjing。

qianshi,tabeirensuanjiyiwaihejiangxun**,buqingbuyuanhetajielehun。

yinweixianqitashixiangxiaren,haiyousuoweidekesiquanbuqinrende‘mingyingyanluo’,suoyijiusuanhunhoujiangxunduizijizaihao,tatongtongkanbujian。

houlai,tatingfumudehuagenjiangxunlihun,huichenghoujiajilemendanghuduiqingmeizhumajiqiyun。

erzhei,yeshitabeicanmingyundekaishi。

jiqiyunshigeweijunzi,tazaihudezhiyoutabamadeqian,debudaoqian,jiuquandajiaoti。

shenzhihaiweixieta,ganshuochuqujiubatanongsi。

bamasihou,tayedelezhongbing,jiqiyungancuijiangtarengjinyiyuanzishenzimie。

jiuzaitawannianjuhuishi,jiangxunchuxianle。

neigecengjingbeizijixianqidenanrenyishiyiwanshenjiadedalaoban。

tabujiqianxian,fangxiayiqiebangta,shenzhisizaileweitaqiuyaodelushang……

sixuhuishen,songcimoleyibamanliandeleishui,ananfashi,wozheibeiziyidingyaohejiangxunhaohaoguorizi。

再也不要辜负他。

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次日一早。

songcihuanhuanxinglai,quetingjianyuanliyizhenxiangdong。

taqishenxiachuangchakan,faxianjiangxunyijinghuilaile,haizaiyuanzilizuozhebierendingzhidehongmujuzi。

songcidanxintashenti,guanxinshangqian:“zenmejiuhuilaile?yishengzenmeshuo?”

danjiangxunjiuxiangmeiyoutingjian,zhiziguzizuozheshouzhongdehuo。

songcidunzhu,xinlixiangshizhalegenciyiyang。

jiuzaizheishi,wuwaixiangqiyizhenqiaomensheng。

songcishangqiankaimen,quejianneirenzhijieconglvseyouchabaolinachuyifenwenjian:“songtongxue,gongxia,nidehuichengwenjianxialaile,guojitianhuiyourenlaijienihuiqu。”