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五年前，我大三。

fumuzaikaichesonghuodeshihoubeiyiliangnixingdehuochezhuangdechehuirenwang。

shiwusuidemeimeishoubulefumuqushidedaji，xinzangbingfa，jixuzuoxinzangdaqiaodeshoushu。

jialidejixugenbenbugoudanfumeimeideshoushufeiyong。

jiuzaiwojuewangzhiji，lumuderenzhaodaowo。

“guoranhenxiang。”zheishitaduiwoshuodediyijuhua。

“wokeyibang**meizhifushoushuhehouxudiaoyangdefeiyong。danshinidetiwozuoyijianshi。”

tajiangyizhangzhaopiandidaowomianqian，“nizhaozheigezhenggerong，nihetayijinghenxiangle，diaozhengdezaixiangdianjiuxing。zhengwanzhihoupeizaiwoerzishenbian，zhaoguhaowoerzihewosunzi，wunianweiqi。wunianzhihouwojiniwubaiwan，fangniziyou。”

“好”

wolianmangyingxia，shengpatafanhui。

“neixing，zheizhangzhaopianliujini，zheishiworanglvshicaonidexieyi，nikankan，meishenmewentidehuajiuzaizheiliqiangezi。”

jiuzheiyang，woconggenluzewangqiliufenxiangxiang，weidiaozhihouxianglebafen。

lianhuifuhaohou，lumujiubawodaijinlelujia，diujileluze。

zheijinian，woshizhonglaojilumuduiwomeimeidejiumingzhien。feijinxinlizhaoguhaoluzehelushijing。

jiulianluzezuijiuhoujiangwotuojintadewoshiyazaishenxiahanzhe“xiaoya”deshihouyemeiyouzhengzha。

zheiyeshiwogongzuodeyibufen，qianxiaxieyideshihouwojiuzhidaode。

可是真的好痛。