第1章 活不过十个月

2017nian9yue5haozheiyitian,luwanxindezhiyigeqingtianpilidexiaoxi。

“litaitai,niweiaiyidaowanqi,bujishizhiliao,kenenghuobuguoshigeyue,qingzuohaoxinlizhunbei。”

luwanxinbuganxiangxin,yicitijianbazijituidaoguishenshenbian。

tazheiyishengzhishengxiazuihoushigeyue。

luwanxinwenzhuhuxi,congkoudainachudianhua,anzhukuaijiejian。

“tinghan,nizainali,wanshanghuibuhuilaichifan,ruguohuilai,woxianzaijiuqumaicai,wozhaoayixuezuonizuixihuandecai。”

liangjiu,meiyourenhehuixiang。

luwanxinyaozheganhedezuichun,shikongdeleizhugunluodaoshouxinli。

neibian,lengdandehuida,“bule,wanshangyouyingchou,kuangqieniyebuhuixiachu。”

dianhuadulejisheng,guaduanle。

luwanxinshouhuishiluo,shenhuxiyikouqi,zhendingdezouchuyiyuan。

buyinggaiqidailitinghanjitaduodadehuiying,jiehunwunian,luwanxinanshoubenfendezuohaolitinghandeqizi,keshitadexinsibingbuzaitashenshang。

zheiwunian,tagaimanzule,jiusuanlitinghanbuaita,nengpeizhetazoudaoshengmingjintouyewuyihan,yinweitashenmedoubuhui,hairanglitinghanzhaoguletawunian。

huidaojia,lengqingdekongqilingluwanxinfazhan,tahaishixiangyiqianyiyangyigerenchifan,yigerenkandianshi,yigerenshuijue,zheigebieshushitahelitinghandejia,kedabufenshijianzhiyoutayigeren,xiguanle,zheizhongguduyejiubiandebukepa。

dancike,luwanxinhenkonghuang,tahaipashigeyueguohou,meiyourenzhaogulitinghan,haipazijisihou,litinghanhuiqubieren,zongyouyigerenhuiqudaitalitaitaideweizhi。

mimihuhuganjuedaochuangyiao,luwanxinyixiaziqingxingle,kanbujianlitinghandelian,queganshoudaotazhiredecunzai。

“tinghan,woxiangyaogehaizi。”

shuozheihua,luwanxindaizheyisishiran,zhishaotabuzaishi,yougehaizidaititapeizailitinghanshenbian。

“bushishuoguobuyaohaizi,zenmeturanyouxiangyaole。”litinghanlengdandedao。

luwanxinzhuanguotou,luoruyanliandeshiyizhanglengjiaofenmingdejunlian,shensuidemouzizhengtouguohunandedengguangzhishetadeyandi。

“woxihuanhaizi,jiwoba。”

litinghandunshishiquxingqu,youyongzhijincashiziji,duiluwanxinbingmeiyouduoshaoganqing,“dangchuwoqunishinibadeyisi,danwocongweixiangguorangniliuxiawodezhong,zheijianshiyihoubuyaozaiti,ananfenfendezuonidelitaitai,bierangwoduinishiquxingqu。”

luwanxinchuizhemouzi,xiangshixinkoulakaiyidaokouzi,litinghanbuaita,luwanxinxindiqingchu,ketaailelitinghanshisannian,zheifenaiyougaizenmeshouchang。

“是因为她吗?”

litinghandunzhujiaobu,yandiyipianbingleng。

“白薇薇。”