第4章 只剩骨灰

“luyiheng!wohenni!”guzhixiaoxinrukugao,chedijuewang,“wohenni!”

mianduitasishenglijiedehanhua,luyihenglianshang,quezhiyoulengmo。

tadanmodezhuanguoshen,shoushushidemen,suijibeiguanshang。

lianggeliqijidadehushi,baguzhixiaonongshanglechuang,yongliyazhu。

“jitadamayao。”zhudaoyishenglengdankaikou,“buyaoquanma,shangmianderenfenfule,yaorangtaqinyankanzhezijidehaizibeiwachulai。”

guzhixiaotongkongyisuo,muciyulie。

要让她亲眼看着……

luyiheng,weilezhemota,lianzheiyangdebanfadouyaoyongma?

shoubeishangyiteng,mayaoyijingrutile。

liqijianjiantuolishenti,guzhixiaozaixiangzhengzha,quejinyoudongdongshouzhitoudeliqi。

taganjuebudaoteng,queganjuedaoledaorenhuaguotadejifu,haiyoufububeipoukaideneizhongkepaganjue,erpang,gengshichongmanlepiroubeifenlidejigusheng……

kepa,biemenghaiyaokepa。

guzhixiaobugankan,zijihaizibeishengshengwachushidemoyang,tayonglidebishangyanjing,keneixieshengyin,quehaishibutingdezuanjintadeerduoli。

yanjiaoyouleihuaxia,tazhijuetongbuyusheng。

zheifenzhemo,buzhidaochixuleduojiu,tatingjianyishengzaishuo:“haizichulaile,shigeerzi。”

guzhixiaolianmangzhengkaiyanjingqukan。

hushibaozhehaizi,zhongzhongdepaidatadejiaobanhehoubei,jinjinsuochengyituandehaizizhongyufachuxuruodekusheng。

zheishitadehaizi,shitabeipozaochandehaizi……

“wodehaizi……”guzhixiaoshenshou,xiangpengyipengzijidexuerou……

hushiquebinglengdeniletayiyan,dongzuocubaodeyongmianbujianghaiziguoqi,baoqijiuzou。

“buyaodaizouwodehaizi……”guzhixiaofenlichaoqianshenshou,zhengdadeyanjingli,manshileishui。

tamayaohaimeiguoxiao,zuizhongyaodeshi,fubudeshangkou,yebingweifenghe……

erzheigeshihou,zhudaoyishengquerengleshoushugongju,tuoxiashoutao,lengmodeshuodao:“shengxiadeshouweigongzuojiujiaojinimenba,zheinvrendeshangkou,nimensuibianfengfenglianlianshou,woxianzoule。”

tayanyuzhijian,fangfozhibaguzhixiaodangchengleshenmebuzhiyitideshiyanduixiang。

kepianpian,guzhixiaoliankangzhengdeliqi,doumeiyou。

shangkou,zuihoushibeilianggehushijisuiyifenghaode。

guzhixiaobeisongjinputongbingfangli,hushijiangtaanzhizailechuangshang,ranhoulimajiuzourenle。

ruodadebingfangli,zhiyouganggangshoushuwandeguzhixiaoyigeren。

无人管她生死。

tadehaizi,xianzaishibushibeiluyihengjidaiquzuoshoushule?

不可以……

guzhixiaoxiangyaochengqishenti,gangyoudongzuo,yanqianjiumengranyihei,tahunhunchenchendeyunleguoqu。

napashihunmi,guzhixiaorengjiumeitaoguoemeng。

tazaimengliyoukanjianlezijihaizibeishengshengwachudeneiyimu,haiyou……taneiganggangchushengdekelianhaizi,beikaitangpodu,wachuyouxiaoxinzangdehuamian。

“buyao!”guzhixiaojianjiaozhecongmenglixinglai。

chuangwaimingliang,yijingshidiertiandezhongwule。

tabixuyaoxianzaijiuquzhaohaizi……

guzhixiaobugufubudeshangkou,zouchubingfang。

kekanzhezoulangyijilouti,tayouxianrumimang。

tanengqunalizhaodaohaizini……tagenbenbuzhidaogunanyizainali……

duile,dianhua,xianzaitazhinengjiluyihengdadianhuale。

guzhixiaonachushouji,yibianyouyibianjitadadianhua,luyihenggenbenbuyuanyijieting,meicidouguaduan。

daohoumian,gengshizhijiebeilahei。

guzhixiaobusixin,sichuzhaorenjieshouji,buduandijiluyihengdadianhua。

santianzhihou,bukanqiraodeluyiheng,zhongyukenjietingle。

“guzhixiao,niyoubingma?nizaidadianhualaifanwo,wojiujiaorenduolenideshou!”

guzhixiaoniejinleshouji,sangyinsiya:“luyiheng,wodehaizini?”

luyihengbunaifandelenglenghuilelianggezi:“sile!”

“bu!”guzhixiaobengkuidenuhou,“tameiyousi!nibawodehaizi,haijiwo!”

duiyutasishenglijiedenuhou,luyihengdehuiyingyirujiwangdelengmo:“fanren!”

lianggezizhihou,tapadeyishenggualedianhua。

guzhixiaojixuzaida,butongjiuhuanshouji,bujiejiuyibianyouyibiandehongzha。

“guxiaojie。”bingfangmenkou,huranbeirenqiaoxiang,yigekuaidirenyuandiguolaiyigeheisexiazi,“younidekuaidi。”

guzhixiaoyileng,jieguolaiyikan,neixiazilizhuangde,shiguhui……

shitabeipoufushengxiadehaizide,guhui。