“luyiheng!wohenni!”guzhixiaoxinrukugao,chedijuewang,“wohenni!”
mianduitasishenglijiedehanhua,luyihenglianshang,quezhiyoulengmo。
tadanmodezhuanguoshen,shoushushidemen,suijibeiguanshang。
lianggeliqijidadehushi,baguzhixiaonongshanglechuang,yongliyazhu。
“jitadamayao。”zhudaoyishenglengdankaikou,“buyaoquanma,shangmianderenfenfule,yaorangtaqinyankanzhezijidehaizibeiwachulai。”
guzhixiaotongkongyisuo,muciyulie。
要让她亲眼看着……
luyiheng,weilezhemota,lianzheiyangdebanfadouyaoyongma?
shoubeishangyiteng,mayaoyijingrutile。
liqijianjiantuolishenti,guzhixiaozaixiangzhengzha,quejinyoudongdongshouzhitoudeliqi。
taganjuebudaoteng,queganjuedaoledaorenhuaguotadejifu,haiyoufububeipoukaideneizhongkepaganjue,erpang,gengshichongmanlepiroubeifenlidejigusheng……
kepa,biemenghaiyaokepa。
guzhixiaobugankan,zijihaizibeishengshengwachushidemoyang,tayonglidebishangyanjing,keneixieshengyin,quehaishibutingdezuanjintadeerduoli。
yanjiaoyouleihuaxia,tazhijuetongbuyusheng。
zheifenzhemo,buzhidaochixuleduojiu,tatingjianyishengzaishuo:“haizichulaile,shigeerzi。”
guzhixiaolianmangzhengkaiyanjingqukan。
hushibaozhehaizi,zhongzhongdepaidatadejiaobanhehoubei,jinjinsuochengyituandehaizizhongyufachuxuruodekusheng。
zheishitadehaizi,shitabeipozaochandehaizi……
“wodehaizi……”guzhixiaoshenshou,xiangpengyipengzijidexuerou……
hushiquebinglengdeniletayiyan,dongzuocubaodeyongmianbujianghaiziguoqi,baoqijiuzou。
“buyaodaizouwodehaizi……”guzhixiaofenlichaoqianshenshou,zhengdadeyanjingli,manshileishui。
tamayaohaimeiguoxiao,zuizhongyaodeshi,fubudeshangkou,yebingweifenghe……
erzheigeshihou,zhudaoyishengquerengleshoushugongju,tuoxiashoutao,lengmodeshuodao:“shengxiadeshouweigongzuojiujiaojinimenba,zheinvrendeshangkou,nimensuibianfengfenglianlianshou,woxianzoule。”
tayanyuzhijian,fangfozhibaguzhixiaodangchengleshenmebuzhiyitideshiyanduixiang。
kepianpian,guzhixiaoliankangzhengdeliqi,doumeiyou。
shangkou,zuihoushibeilianggehushijisuiyifenghaode。
guzhixiaobeisongjinputongbingfangli,hushijiangtaanzhizailechuangshang,ranhoulimajiuzourenle。
ruodadebingfangli,zhiyouganggangshoushuwandeguzhixiaoyigeren。
无人管她生死。
tadehaizi,xianzaishibushibeiluyihengjidaiquzuoshoushule?
不可以……
guzhixiaoxiangyaochengqishenti,gangyoudongzuo,yanqianjiumengranyihei,tahunhunchenchendeyunleguoqu。
napashihunmi,guzhixiaorengjiumeitaoguoemeng。
tazaimengliyoukanjianlezijihaizibeishengshengwachudeneiyimu,haiyou……taneiganggangchushengdekelianhaizi,beikaitangpodu,wachuyouxiaoxinzangdehuamian。
“buyao!”guzhixiaojianjiaozhecongmenglixinglai。
chuangwaimingliang,yijingshidiertiandezhongwule。
tabixuyaoxianzaijiuquzhaohaizi……
guzhixiaobugufubudeshangkou,zouchubingfang。
kekanzhezoulangyijilouti,tayouxianrumimang。
tanengqunalizhaodaohaizini……tagenbenbuzhidaogunanyizainali……
duile,dianhua,xianzaitazhinengjiluyihengdadianhuale。
guzhixiaonachushouji,yibianyouyibianjitadadianhua,luyihenggenbenbuyuanyijieting,meicidouguaduan。
daohoumian,gengshizhijiebeilahei。
guzhixiaobusixin,sichuzhaorenjieshouji,buduandijiluyihengdadianhua。
santianzhihou,bukanqiraodeluyiheng,zhongyukenjietingle。
“guzhixiao,niyoubingma?nizaidadianhualaifanwo,wojiujiaorenduolenideshou!”
guzhixiaoniejinleshouji,sangyinsiya:“luyiheng,wodehaizini?”
luyihengbunaifandelenglenghuilelianggezi:“sile!”
“bu!”guzhixiaobengkuidenuhou,“tameiyousi!nibawodehaizi,haijiwo!”
duiyutasishenglijiedenuhou,luyihengdehuiyingyirujiwangdelengmo:“fanren!”
lianggezizhihou,tapadeyishenggualedianhua。
guzhixiaojixuzaida,butongjiuhuanshouji,bujiejiuyibianyouyibiandehongzha。
“guxiaojie。”bingfangmenkou,huranbeirenqiaoxiang,yigekuaidirenyuandiguolaiyigeheisexiazi,“younidekuaidi。”
guzhixiaoyileng,jieguolaiyikan,neixiazilizhuangde,shiguhui……
shitabeipoufushengxiadehaizide,guhui。