“为什么？”
zaibeilianggebaobiaojiazhe，tuojinyiliangheiseshangwuchedehouzuoshi，wodenaohaili，zhishengxiazheisangezi。
weishenmehenwodaorucidibu？
chengran，wocehualesannianqianneichangchehuo，jinwanyouqitubadiaotadeyangqiguan。kezheiyiqiedeyin，nandaobushitazhongxiadema？ruguobushitaweilejitadebaiyueguanglinwanwanpulu，zongronglinjiaduiwosujiaganjinshajue，bidewofuqintiaolou，muqinbingdao，woyouzenhuizoudaojintianzheiyibu？
chechuangwai，chengshidenihongfeisudaotui，xiangyidaodaoliuguangyicaideshangba。wodesixu，yebeizheiliuguang，lahuilesannianqianneigegaibianleyiqiedeyuye。
neishi，wohaishisushijituandeqianjin，shijinyanmingmeizhengqudeqizi。womendehunyin，shidianxingdeshangyelianyin，meiyouaiqing，zhiyouliyi。danwotianzhendiyiwei，jibianmeiyouai，yegaiyouzuoweimengyoudezunzhonghedixian。
zhidaolinwanwandehuiguo，dapolewosuoyoudehuanxiang。
linwanwanshijinyandeqingmeizhuma，shizhenggeshangliuquanzigongrende、taxinkoude“baiyueguang”。tayihuilai，wozheigezhengpaide“jintaitai”，jiuchengleyigechetoucheweidexiaohua。
jinyankeyiweilepeitaguoyigeshengri，jiangwoyigerendiuzaiwomendejiehunjinianriwanyanshang。takeyiweiletadeyijuhua，chediaosushijituanyigechoubeilebanniandexiangmu。takantadeyanshen，shiwocongweijianguodewenrou，neizhongwenrou，zuyijiangwozheigepangguanzhe，lingchichusi。
zhenzhengrangwobengkuide，shilinshijituanduisushijituanfaqideeyishougou。
linwanwandefuqin，liyongbuzhengdangdeshangyeshouduan，qiequlewofuqingongsidehexinjimi，weizaocaiwuloudong，lianhezibenzuokongwomendegupiao。sushidezijinlian，zaiyiyezhijianduanlie。
neishiwodiyici，fangxiasuoyoudejiaoaohezizun，quqiujinyan。
zaineigedayupangtuodeyewan，wohunshenshitoudiguizaitadeshufangli，dibanbinglengdehanyi，touguoxigai，yizhiciruwodegusui。
“jinyan，woqiuni。”woyangzhetou，kanzheneigezuozaizhenpishafashang，youxiandipinzhehongjiudenanren，“sujiahejinjiashiyinqin，yeshiduoniandehezuohuoban。nizhiyaochushou，sujiajiunengduguonanguan。woqiuni，kanzaiwomenfuqiyichangdefenshang……”
tahuangdongzhejiubei，xinghongdeyetizaibeibishangguachuyoumeidehuxian。tashenzhimeiyouditoukanwoyiyan。
“fuqi？”taqingxiaoyisheng，neixiaoshenglichongmanlebuxie，“suwan，nishibushiwangle，womendehunyin，zhishiyichangjiaoyi。xianzai，nidejiazushiqulezuoweijiaoyichoumadejiazhi，nipingshenmelaiqiuwo？”
wodexin，zaineiyike，beichedisilie。
“keshi……linjiayongdeshouduanshiweifade！tamenshishangyefanzui！”
“shima？”tazhongyufangxiajiubei，jugaolinxiadikanzhewo，yanshenbinglengdexiangshoushudao，“shangchangruzhanchang，baizhechuju，tianjingdiyi。nifuqindewuneng，bugaiyouwolaimaidan。”
“zhiyuwanwan，”tadunledun，yuqilizhongyuyouleyisibolan，danneisibolan，queshiweilelingyigenvren，“taxiangyaodedongxi，wodouhuibangtadedao。wulunshisushi，haishi……biedeshenme。”
我明白了。
一切都明白了。
zheibushidanchundeshangyejingzheng，zheishita，jinyan，weitadebaiyueguang，jingxincehuadeyichang“liesha”。erwodejiazu，wodefuqin，zhishitayonglaiquyuexinshangrende、keyisuiyixishengdeliewu。
neiyike，wosuoyoudeailian、bugan、huanxiang，douhuaweiletaotiandehenyi。
wocongdishangzhanqilai，modiaolianshangdeyushuiheleishui，pingjingdikanzheta，shuo：“hao，jinyan。wojizhunijintianshuodehuale。”
likaijinjiahou，wozuodediyijianshi，jiushizhaoshangleneigeyinweiduboerqianxiajuegaolidaidehuochesiji。wojiletayibiqian，yibizugourangtaxiabanbeiziyishiwuyoudeqian，rangta“buxiaoxindi”，zaijinyanqujichangjielinwanwandelushang，zhizaoyichang“yiwai”。
wozhijindoujide，dangwocongxinwenshangkandaojinyandezuojiabeizhuangdemianmuquanfei，tabeijinjisongwangicu，shengmingchuiweishi，woxinzhongneigubingtaide、fuchoude**。
我以为，那是结束。
quemeixiangdao，neizhishilingyichangdiyudekaishi。
wofuqin，zaidezhigongsichedipochan，wulihuitiandexiaoxihou，congsushidashadedinglou，yiyueerxia。muqinchengshoubuzhudaji，tufanaoyixue，zhijinhaitangzaiyiyuanli，renshibusheng。
erjinyan，tameiyousi。tachenglezhiwuren，yigexuyaowoyong“shenqing”qugongyangde、huodejinianbei。
如今，他醒了。
tadaizhesanniandehenyi，congdiyuguilai，yaojiangwocengjingshijiajitadeyiqie，jiabeifenghai。
“吱——”
cierdechachesheng，daduanlewodehuiyi。
che，tingzailebanshanyaoyidongdenghuotongmingdebieshuqian。zheilishijinyandesirenlingdi，yizuomingwei“yueguangdao”de、guruojintangdebaolei。
wobeibaobiaocubaodicongcheshangzhuailexialai，tuisangzhezoujinlebieshudedamen。
ketingli，denghuohuihuang，quekongwuyiren，anjingdekepa。
jinyanyijinghuanxialeyishenbinghaofu，chuanshangleyitaoheisedesizhishuipao。tasuiyidizuozaishafashang，shuangtuijiaodie，shouzhongduanzheyibeihongjiu。takanqilai，buxiangshigangcongicuchulaidebingren，gengxiangshiganggangjieshuleyichangshoulie，zhengzaixiangshouzhanlipindejunwang。
erwo，jiushitajinwanweiyidezhanlipin。
takanzhewo，jiuxiangzaikanyijianwupin。
“congjintianqi，nijiuzhuzaizheili。”takaikou，yuqiburongzhihui，“meiyouwodeyunxu，buzhuntachuzheidongbieshuyibu。”
“pingshenme？”wolengxiao，“jinyan，nizheishifeifajujin！”
“feifa？”tafangfotingdaoleshenmehaoxiaodexiaohua，“suwan，nishibushiwangle，nicehuamaixiongsharendezhengju，xianzaihaizaiwoshoushang。zhiyaowobatajiaojijingcha，nixiabanbeizi，jiuzhinengzaijianyuliduguole。”
我的心，猛地一沉。
tajixushuodao，shengyinlidaizheyisicanrendekuaiyi：“dangran，wobuhuizheimeqingyidirangniquzuolao。neitaibianyinile。”
“woyaoni，liuzaiwoshenbian。woyaoniqinyankanzhe，woshiruheyibubudi，nahuishuyuwodeyiqie。woyaonimeitiandouhuozaikongjuhehuihenli，qiushengbude，qiusibuneng。”
tazhanqishen，zoudaowomianqian，niezhuwodexiaba，qiangpowoyutaduishi。
“zhiyunixinxinnianniandelinwanwan，”tacoudaowoerbian，yongzhiyouwonengtingdaodeyinliang，huanhuanshuodao，“fangxin，tahenkuai，jiuhuilaipeinile。”
tahuayulideshenyi，rangwobuhanerli。
tahende，buzhiwoyige。
zheichangzhefulesanniandefuchoudaxi，wo，zhishiyigekaiweicai。