第五章 放手

麓山别墅。

昏暗的阳台上。

sangzhipileyijianfengyi,shenxingdanbodizuozaiwaimian,bingsangdeyupiaoluozaishenshang,tafangruoweijue。

yuxialeyiye,sangzhiyegushenzuoleyiye。

yiriyizao,tanaqishoujibodajilejingjirenzhaofang。

“zhaojie,bawozheixienianzhanghulicundeqiandouquchulaiba。”

jiangqianzhuanjijizhehou,sangzhikaozaiyibeishangchenchendibishangleyan。

menglitahuidaoleguoqu,neishideduanjiaxuyishenbaisechenshan,yilianwenrouhexu。

tabaozhexianhongdemeiguiwenziji:“xiaozhi,niyuanyizuowodenvpengyouma?”

yanleicongyanjiaohualuo,sangzhinannanchusheng:“buyuanyi……”

zheishijieshangmeiyoubutoufengdeqiang。

sangzhisuiranmaixialesuoyouguanyuduanjiaxuhehanshuangshuangdebaoliao,danwangluoshanghaishiyoubushaoxiaodaoxiaoxi。

zheiyitian,tazaixujiumeiyougengxindeweiboshangxiexialeyijuhua:“suoyiaizhendehuixiaoshi。”

buduoshi,jiuyouyizhongheifenfengci。

“duanjiaxugenbenjiumeiyouxihuanguoni,buyaozizuoduoqing。”

“shigenanrenyeshoubulenizheizhongdufu。”

“……”

sangzhimeiyoulineixiexiaoxi,taqingchudezhidaocengjingdeduanjiaxushiaiziji,zhishizheifenaixiaoshizaileshijianli。

xiawu,duanjiaxutizaoganhuilai,yebuzhidaoshiyinweishenme。

tayibianjiangmaidegaodangliwudijisangzhi,yibianzhuangzuohaobuzaiyidewen:“niweiboshangdehuashenmeyisi?”

sangzhidakailelihe,limianfangzhedeshiyikuangaodangdexiangshui。

kezijicongbuyongxiangshui……

sangzhimomodiheshanglegaizi,kanzhetachubianbujingdelianse。

“就是有感而发。”

tahuranxiangqidaxueshiqi,duanjiaxuhexuemeizoudetaijinbeizijikandaoshi,taneijinzhangjieshideyangzi,hexianzaiquanranbutong。

duanjiaxusishisongleyikouqi,“nibijingshigongzhongrenwu,zheizhonghuashaofa。”

“fangxin,buhuilianleini。”

sangzhijianglihefangxia,erhouzaiduanjiaxudeshixianxiadakaichajichouti,jiangzaojiuzhunbeihaodehukouben、shenfenzheng、jiehunzhengdengyixiliezhengjianyiyididaotamianqian。

“zouba,xianzaiminzhengjuhaimeiguanmen。”

duanjiaxumousezhengzhu:“nishenmeyisi?”

sangzhipingjingdiwangxiangta:“meishenmeyisi,jiushifangniziyou。”

hualuo,tazhanqishenwangwaizou。

duanjiaxuyibaqiazhuletadeshouwan,ejianqingjinzhitiao。

“niyidingyaozheimewuliqunaoma?”

lianaisinian,jiehunbanian,taconglaijiumeitiguofenshouhuozhelihun,zheijitiandaodishizenmele?

“shibushiyinweiwocituini?hao,woyunxunihuigongsi,yeyunxunizhongxinchangge,nixiangzuoshenme,wodoudayingni。”duanjiaxusisuozhezijizheixietianzuodeshi,nengxiangdaodeyejiuzheixie。

“你允许我……”

sangzhideyanweiyixiahongle,tayidiandiandebaikaiduanjiaxudeshou,“xuge,woshigeren,bushinidesuoyouwu,qingnijizhu,wozuorenheshi,doubuxuyaonidetongyi。”

“wowenni,zhishiyinweiwozunzhongni。”

yixihuadadeduanjiaxucuoshoubuji。

tachenxialianse:“niyidingyaolihun?”

桑稚没有回答。

zheiyikeduanjiaxufanmenbuyi,tachelechelingkou,“nibiewangle,womenyouyueding,xiantilihunderen,jingshenchuhu。”