erkandaozheiyangdeyimu，tashenmedoumingbaile。
“沈知夏！”
jiliangchuannubukee，shenshoujiuqiazhuleshenzhixiadebozi，tashifenglecaihuiguishishenchadezhuandaozheigebingfangkantasimeisi，gengshifenglecaihuikandaozheiyimu。
zheigenvren，jiushijijiadekexing，takejijiademeigeren，bubatamenkesijiujuebubaxiu。
“咳……咳……”
jiliangchuanshixiazulehenxin，shenzhixiabeiqiadejianjianqueyang，quemeishuochuyijuweizijibianjiedehua，daizaijianyudeneisannian，zaojiurangtaxuehuishenmekudouwangduziliyan。
genghekuang，jijiaduitadehen，shizaitainongle。
“ge！”zuihouhaishijirushuangpuguolaizuzhi，“suanle！qingranjiejiejiukuaixingle，daoshihoutaxiangyaojiandaodediyigerenyidingshini，womenbuyaohezheizhongrenjijiaole，douguaiwobuhao，bugaiweilexiexietajiuleqingranjiejie，caisonglaiyiwanrencanjitangjitabushenti，jieguobeirenhaoxindangzuolvganfei，bujinbuhe，haibawanzadaolewotoushang。”
shenzhixiatengdeshuobuchuhua，morandetingzhejirushuangdiandaoshifeiheibai。
“shenzhixia，shibushisanniandelaoyuzhizaihaibugou，nifeiyaowohuileshenshicaiganxin？”jiliangchuansongkaita，yiziyijuyouruconghoulonglibichulai。
“jiliangchuan，bukeyi！”shenzhixiawenyandengdaleyanjing，shengyindouzaifazhezhan，“nidangchushuoguo，zhiyaowoheshenjiaduanjueguanxi，rihouzaibuwanglai，wodecuojiujuebuhuiqianjishenjia。”
zhengshiyinweiruci，tacaimingmingruyule，quelianfumudoubugangaosu，jiuxianggeguhunyeguiyiyangdezaiwaipiaodang，jieranyishen。
“bukeyi？”jiliangchuanlengxiao，“shenzhixia，nimanshouzhandedoushiwomuqindexue，niyiwei，xianrujindeni，haiyoushenmezigelaigenwoshuobukeyi？”
shenzhixiaxintousuanse，youruputiangaidibandejuewangdougungunchaotaxilai，tashenshenxileyikouqi，fangdilezitai。
“jixiansheng，woqingqiunifangguowo，gengfangguoshenjia，xiangninzheiyangshenfengaoguideren，bugaihewozheizhongbeijianderenjijiao。”
shenzhixiakanxiangjirushuang，“jixiaojie，gangcaishiwocuole，duibuqi，ninxiangyaowozenyangdaoqian，doukeyi。”
shuozhe，shenzhixiarenzhetengtongheyanleizouxiachuang，kanshangqujingyouxiaguidezishi。
zunyansuanshenme？neiyourudiyuyibandesannian，zaojiujiangtamodejingguang，yidianyebushengle。
taxianzai，weiyuanbaoshenjiapingan。
jiliangchuantongkongjinsuo，ruguozhiqian，tazhishijuedeshenzhixiacongjianyulichulaituotaihuangu，neimexianzairucibeiweideduitashuochuzheixiehua，zuochuzheixiedongzuodeta，gengrangtajuedewanruhuanleyigeren，bianwukebian。
这是沈知夏吗？
shidangchuneigewulunzuoshenmeshidousiyifeiyang，guangmangsizhang，yindewushuguigongziquzhiruowu，quemeitiandouzhizhuizaitashenhoujiaotaliangchuangegedeshenjiadaxiaojie，shenzhixiama？
xintouturanyongqiyituanhuo，zaishenzhixiazhengyaoxiaguideshihou，jiliangchuanmengdichuaifanlemianqiandezhangyi，“shenzhixia，nikezhenshibuyaoliandaojizhi！”
shuoba，tazuanzhejirushuangjiuzou，fangfoduokantayiyandouhuizangletadeyanjing。
zaimenbeidaiguandeneiyishun，shenzhixiayinrenlexujiudeyanleizhongyurenbuzhudiaoxialai，tayaoleyaozuichun，shenshoujiangtacadiao。
没关系。
不疼的。
她告诉自己。