第一章:独自承担

zheisinianlai,ouyangchunerjingchanghuizaixiang:ruguoshijiankeyidaoliu,huidaodangnian,zijiyouhuizenyangxuanzeni?jishichangxiangqi,danshimeiciouyangchunerdedaandoushiweiyideneige,congmeibianguo。zhishijiubudongle,mingmingzijibuhuidangchudejueding,weishenmehaishilaoshiyaoxiangqini?shibushiguyizaijiezheizhongfangshilaixiangniangaigushilimianshejideyixierenni?

xianzaiouyangchunerzaiyijiawaiqigongsilimiandangwenancehua,meitianyidazaojiubatasisuidehaizi——ouyangxiangmingsongquyoueryuan,ranhouzijicaiqushangban,xiabandeshihou,chunerbijiaochi,eryoueryuandoubijiaozaofangxue,yushi,xiangmingmeicidoushizuihouyigecailikaixuexiaode。henduoshihou,doushizhishengxiaxiangxiang(ouyangxiangmingdexiaoming)yigehaizi,qitahaizidoubeijiazhangyigegejiezoule,laoshiyoushidengbunaifanle,douxianghuiqule。danshi,meibanfazheishizijidezeren,zongyaodengjiazhanglaijiehaizile,caikeyixiabanhuijia。henduoci,laoshidouhuigenouyangchunerjianyi,keyiranghaizideyeyenainaihuozheqitajiashulaijiehaizi,danshi,meiciouyangchunerdouzhishiweiweixiaolexiao,shuo:“buhaoyisi,jilaoshitianmafanle。zhishixiangxiangxianzaigenwoyigerenzhu,qitajiarendoubuzaishenbian。zhendehenbaoqian。xiaciwohuijinlizaodiandele。”

danshi,yitiantianguoqule,xiangxiangmamahaishizuihouyigelaijiehaizi。laoshisuiranyouyijian,danshi,yebuhaoshuole。yinweishuoleyemeiyouyong,gancuifangqile!

suiranguangshijiesonghaizishangxiaxuezheilijiuyijinggououyangchunerqiangle,danshi,ouyangchunerhaishiyiyaoyaoyaaoguolaile。xianzaibuguanzenmeshuo,haizizaimanmanyidiandianzhangda,zuinandeshiqiguoqule。yaozhidao,gangshengxiaxiangxiangdeshihou,caishichunerzuikunnandeshiqi。neiduanrizi,zijizuoyuezimeirenzhaogu,yemeiqianjihaizimainaifen,haizihedarendoushichiyiduneyidunde,danshi,douaoguolaile。xianzaidezheixie,suandeleshenmeni。erqie,xiangxiangyesuanzhengqi,xianzaikedongshitinghuale。wulungongzuoduolei,zhiyaohuidaojia,hexiangxiangzaiyiqi,shengxiadejiuzhiyouhuanlele。

wanshanghuidaojia,chunershouxianyaozuodejiushijihaizinongdunyouyingyangdewancan。erxiangxiangni?kedongshile,meicidouzaishenbianbangzhumamaganhuozhaizhaicaizhileide。zheigeshihou,keshitamenzuihuanledeqinzishiguang,xiangxianghuigaosumama,jintianzaixuexiaodouganlexieshenme,douxuedaoleshenme。

jintianchunerhaishibuliwai,yihuidaojiajiuzuanjinlechufang。xiangxiangfanghaozijideshubaohou,yegenzheguoqule。

xiangxiangyijinchufang,jiushuo:“mama,jintianxiangxiangkezhangdale,keyibangmamale。”

chunerdunxialai,wenlewenxiangxiangdeetou,shuo:“dui,womenjiaxiangxiangzuidongshitinghuale,douhuibangmangle。”

xiangxianghenhaoqidishuo:“mama,jintianwomenchishenmeni?”

chunershuo:“xiangxianggaosumama,nixihuanchishenme?”

xiangxiangbujiasisuodishuo:“xihongshichaodan。”

chunerxiaomimidishuo:“yuanlaiwomenjiaxiangxiangxihuanchixihongshichaodana,neijinwanmamajiujinizhuxihongshichaodan,haoma?”

xiangxiangbianpaishouzhangbianbengtiao,shuo:“hao,taihaole,wozuiaimamale。”

chunershuo:“zhidaoxiangxiangzuitengmamale,zhidaoxiangxiangzuixiangbangmamale,danshi,xiangxiangzhidaoa,jinwanwomenchixihongshichaodan,meiyouqingcaixie,mamayigerenjiukeyinonghaole。”

xiangxiangguaiqiaodishuo:“hao,wozuitingmamahuale。”

chunerwenlewenxiangxiang,shuo:“womenjiaxiangxiangzuidongshile。”

kanzhexiangxiangjinququwanhou,chunercaikaishizhufan。qishi,chunerzhendehenxingfu。sisuidexiangxiangbuxiangqitaxiaohaineiyanghennandai,xiangxiangbuhuinaoyaowanju,buhuinaozhebuchifan,gengjiabuhuisuibiankuqifapiqi。fanerhaihuiguanxinxintengziji,chunershihenxinweidele。kandaohaizidongshi,zijizaixinkuyidian,yeshiwusuoweide。chunershizheiyangxiangde。

yihuier,xiangxiangpaoguolai,bianpaobianhan:“mama,mama。”

chunerkezhejile,haiyiweihaizichuleshenmeshini,tingdaoshengyin,ganjinchulaikankan,zheigeshihou,xiangxianglaidaochunerdegenqian,shuo:“mama,wokeyiyaoqingshuaishushulaiwomenjiachifanma?”

chunerhaiyiweishenmeshini,tingdaotazheimeshuo,xinlineikuaishitouyejiudiaoxialaile,shuo:“xiangxiang,gaosumama,weishenmeniyaoyaoqingshuaishushulaichifanni?”

xiangxiangshuo:“yinweijinwanwomenchixihongshichaodana!”

chunershuo:“weishenmechixihongshichaodanjiuyaoyaoqingshuaishushuni?”

xiangxiangshuo:“xihongshichaodanshizuihaochide,shuaishushuyezuixihuanchi。”

yuanlaizheiyang,chunerdongle,xiangxiangzuiaichide,yiweidajiadouxihuanchi,zheihaizineimexiaojiudongdeweitarenzhexiangle。chunerxinlihaishitinglede,jiushuo:“zheiyanga,neimamajiudadianhuajishuaishushu,kantalaibulai。ruguoshushumeikongdehua,womenkebunengmianqiangshushue。”

chunerhaizhendejiwuhuaishuaidadianhuale,sheizhidaogangyibotongdianhua,xiangxiangjiushuo:“mama,mama,woyaogenshuaishushujianghua。”

xiangxianghaizhendeshihewuhuaishuaideganqinghenhaoni,caibuhuibatadangzuowairen,youshenmeshiqing,huozheshishenmeqitadehua,douyuanyihewuhuaishuaifenxiangde,haizhendebawuhuaishuaidangzuozijideyijiarensideni,buguo,zheiyangyehao,zhishaotabuhuineimewuliaole,zhengtiandoushizijidemamale。

xiangxiangshuo:“mamazaizhufan。shushu,jinwanlaiwomenjiachifanfan?”

wuhuaishuaigengshijingyale,zheihaiziyilaidianhuajiujiaowoshangquchifan,jiushuo:“xiangxiang,nijiaoshushuqunijiachifan,mamazhidaoma?”

xiangxiangshuo:“zhidao,jinwanchixihongshichaodan,kehaochile。”

zheigeshihou,chunerjiushuo:“haole,xiangxiang,jimamating,mamayoushiyaoheshushushuoni!”

xiangxiangshuo:“keshi,shushuhaimeidayingwoni。”

wuhuaishuaitingdaole,jiushuo:“haole,xiangxiang,jishoujimamaba,daihuishushujiuqunijiachixihongshichaodan。”

xiangxiangtingdaowuhuaishuaidayingle,kegaoxingle,shuo:“shushu,nizijishuode,kebuxushualai。”

wuhuaishuaishuo:“dangranla,shushushibuhuipianxiangxiangde。”

tinglewuhuaishuaizheimeshuo,xiangxiangcaikenbashoujidiguoqujichuner。wuhuaishuaihaishimanxihuanhexiangxiangzaiyiqide,yeshihenxihuanhaizideren,yikantaduixiangxiangdetaiduheganqingjiuzhidaole,haizhendebushibujiandana,zhishilinjuguanxieryi,danshi,wuhuaishuaiduixiangxiangdeyaoqiuxianglaidoushiyouqiubiyingdeni!

chunerjieguoshoujishuo:“huaishuaia,niruguomeikongjiubuyaoguolaile,xiaohaizinaozhewande,bubidangzhen。”

wuhuaishuaibuzhidaoduoxiangzhaojiekoushangchunerjiani。zheimehaodejihui,zenmehuibulaini。

wuhuaishuaishuo:“meia,woxianzaikeyouxianle,wozheijiuguoqu,nimendengzhewoha。”

qishi,wuhuaishuaidejiajiuzaiouyangchunerdelouxia,chunerzhuzailiulou,wuhuaishuaizhuzaiwulou。wuhuaishuaiyaolaichunerjia,kefangbianle。tabuzhidaoduoxiangzhaojiekoulaizhaochunerle,xianzaiyoujihuile,zenmehuifangguoni?wuhuaishuaizheigeren,tailejiele!

zheibu,chunercaigualedianhua,xiangxiangjiutingdaolemenlingsheng,jiuduimamashuo:“mama,wolaikanmen。”

chunershuo:“haoa,yaoxiaoxindiane!”

xiangxiangyikaimen,menwaizhanzhedeneiwei,guoranshiwuhuaishuai。kandaoxiangxianglaikaimen,wuhuaishuaijiudunxiaqu,baoqixiangxiang,guanshangmen,shuo:“xiangxianga,nikexiangshushule?”

翔翔说:“想!”

chunerjiushuo:“nilaile,neimafannipeixiangxiangwanyihuier,woquchaocai,henkuaijiukeyichifanle。”

wuhuaishuaihaizhendeshibukeqi,doudangchengshizijijiasidele,youdianxiangzhangfuduizijiqizishuohuadekouwenle。

chunerzaichufanglihaishibushitingdaowaimianchuanlaidewannaosheng,xiangxianghewuhuaishuaihaizhendeshihedelai,lianggerenwandezhengkaixinni。

qishi,zheiyangyehao,yougerenbangzijikanzhexiangxiang,yejiufangxinduole,jiubuyongdanxintazaiwaimianwandezenyangle,youmeiyouweixianzhileidele。ziranchuneryejiukeyizhuanxinzhufanle,neimejiukeyihenkuaichifanlou!

zheigeshihou,xiangxianghewuhuaishuaizaiketinglibainongzhewuhuaishuaizhiqiansongjixiangxiangdeneixiepintu。pingshixiangxiangzijiyigerennong,douhaimeinongchugechengxingla,xianzaiyouwuhuaishuaizaishenbianjitazhidao,kehenkuaijiukeyipinhaole。qishi,xiangxiangshigehencongmingdehaizi,congxiaojiudushuchengjineimebangle,erqiehaineimedongshi,zhangdahouyidinghuiyouchuxide。buguo,xianzaichunerzuixiwangdejiushikanzhexiangxiangkuaikuailelejianjiankangkangdichengzhang,qitadejiumeiyouxiangneimeduo,yiqiedousuiqiziranhaole。buyaoqiangpotaiduodarendeyizhizaihaizideshenshang,zheicaishiouyangchunerneixinzuizhenshidexiangfa。

buguo,xianzaihaineimexiao,henduoshidouhaishiweizhishu,xianzaishuozheixieyeyoudianzaole。

henkuai,chunerjiunonghaolesancaiyitangle。zenmeshuo,wuhuaishuaiyesuankeren,bunengneimesuibiandema。suoyijiuduoxiele,danshi,yeshiyoubiyaode。pingshijiulianggeren,xianzaiduoleyigedarenchifan,ziranjiunongduoyixiecaile。

wuhuaishuaikandaonimenfengshengdefancai,jiushuo:“kanqilaijiuzhidaoweidaohenhaochile!”

xiangxiangtingdaolejiushuo:“shushu,mamachaodexihongshichaodanzuihaochile。niyaochiduodian。”

wuhuaishuaishuo:“shushuchineimeduo,nijiubupashushuchiguangle,nimeidechile?”

xiangxiangshuo:“buhuide,shushuneimeaixiangxiang,yidinghuiliujixiangxiangde。jiuxiangmamahuiliufancaijixiangxiangyiyang。”

suiranxiangxiangcaisisui,danshi,xianzaichifandoushizijidongshoule,buxuyaorenjiaweile,kedulile!chunershixingfude,xiangxiangneimedongshi!zheigedoushichunerzijijiaoyudehao,suoyicaihuizheiyangdeni!