第二章
woshoujiangzaibankong，fanzaobunairangwoneidianweihuqiweidekuijiuxintengshunjianxiaoshi。
youshizheiyang，nvrenjiushimafan。
woanzhetaiyangxuebunaifankaikou：“chifandeshihouwoyiweinibiandadule，meixiangdaonihaishineimebukeliyu。
nibuguanwoqusheineili，wozhiyaohuijiabujiuxinglema？zaishuole，fenshoulejiubunengdangpengyouma？
wozhishixiangduozhaoguzhaoguyeqing，tayigerenzaishanghai，meiyouwotagenbenshenghuobuxiaqu！
tabuxiangninengzhaoguhaoziji，taxuyaowo！”
woshuodemeicuo，shenshuangshigehenjianrendenvhai，woheshenshuanggangjianmiandeshihou。
tamianduitongshidewuxianyouliyoujufanbo，meiyouxianruzizhengxianjing，chenggongquanshenertui。
zuoweizonggongsipaiqiandediaochazu，wodemuguangzongshirenbuzhubeitaxiyin。
tayongyuanneimezixinzhangyang，congzaodaowanmangliuzaigongweimeiyouyiketingxie。
zaishenghuozhong，wulunshixiangbandongxihaishichuliyixieyinweicheweihuozhelinlijiandemaodundoushitazijichuli。
shenshuangzongshixiaozheduiwoshuo：“fangxinba，nilaoposhangdetingtangxiadelechufang，neiwaidoubuxuyaonicaoxin。
nijiuhaohaogongzuo，qitashidoubuyongniduoxiang。”
yikaishiwoqueshihenxiangshouzheiyangzhixuyaoshangban，qingsongzizai，beizhaogudewuweibuzhideshenghuo。
kejianjian，wobingmeiyouganjuedaozijibeixuyaole。
jiulianhuandengpaohezhongxinzhuangxiuzheixieshidoushitayishoucaoban，woshenzhiganjuezijicunzaiganhenruo。
xiangfan，yeqingtazongshixuyaowo，buguanshichuchahaishilvyou，tayudaoshenmeshidouhuizhaowo。
pingchangningbukaishuiping，gongzuoshangyudaonanti，jialitingdianle，dianluchulewentitadouhuidiyishijianzhaowo。
zaitachongbaideyanshenli，woyongyuandoushitadeyikao。
haoxiangzaitayanli，woshiwusuobunengdenanren，shibeixuyaode。
dangchuyeqinghewofenshou，woyiweitashixianqiwoyiwusuoyou。
kehoulaiwocaizhidao，dangnianyeqingdidiyinweidarenruyu，jialifuzhaileilei。
tabuxiangtuoleiwocaizhudongtichufenshou，woyinciwuhuiletaduonian。
haiweibeiwodechengnuo，heshenshuangzoudaoyiqi。
woduita，zhongjiushiwufageshede，neifenkuijiu，rangwoyizaizuochubeipanshenshuangdeshi。
可我，无能为力。
wojiangzijidexiangfatuokouerchuhou，shenshuangchenmolehenjiu，suihoutazichaoyixiao。
“keshi，woyexuyaoni，zhishi，woxuyaonideshihounidoubuzai。
shijianzhangle，wojiubuzaixuyaole。”
shenshuangshuowanhou，woxinzangzhandong，buandeyuganxiangdianliuyiyangcuanguowodesizhi。
wozhanzaiyuandisizhifama，shuangtuixiangguanqianyiyangchenzhong，tounaoyekaishihongmingfameng。
wobuzhidaozijiweishenmehuizheiyang，mingmingyiqiedouzaiwodezhangkongzhong。
wofanyingguolaihouzhoumeikanxiangshenshuang，“woshangleyitianban，bushiweilehuilaitingnifalaosaode。
nibiewangle，xianzaishiwoyangzheni，meitiannidouwenwoyaoqian。
nizhibuzhidaowozhengqianyouduoxinku，womeishijianbudoushiweilegongzuoma？
nizhengtianjiuzhidaozaijialitangzhe，nidongshenme！”
shenshuangyanjiaoluoxiayidileishui，taheisedetongkongjiuxiangheidongyiyangandan。
shenshuangcongwoshenbianzouguozuozaishafashang，ketingzhiyouchufangliangzhedeng，tazuozaineilijihuyaoyinnijinheianzhong。
tachuizhetou，wokanbuqingtadeshense。
wohentaoyanzheizhongduizhideganjue，zhijiezhuanleyiqiankuaiqianjishenshuang。
“jinizhuanleqian，maidiannixihuandedongxi，ganjinshoushijiali，jintianjiudangshenmeshimeifasheng。”
wokanzheshenshuangheyeqingdeliaotianjilu，shenshuangmeiciwenwoyaoqiandoushiweilemaicaihegouzhijiaju，weixiudianqi。
meicitadouhuixiaoxinyiyiwenwoyaoqian，erwozongshisuanqingjiage。
jitaganghaodeqian，buduoyifenyihao。
keyeqingdeliaotianjiluli，manmandoushiwozhudongdezhuanzhang，zuishaoyeyou5200，daduodoushishangwanzhuanzhang。
duibizhixia，shenshuangxiandeneimebeiweikelian。
wotankouqi，zhongjiuyuxinburen，youjishenshuangzhuanleliangqian。
bijingwojishenshuangdegongzitiao，zhiyouqiqian。
keshijishang，sannianqianwodegongziyijingshiyuexinliangwanle。
chuyuhuangyandekuijiu，woshengyinruanlexialai。
“haolelaopo，zheicishiwobuhao，xiacibuhuile，baqianshoulemaidianxihuande。
laogongfalejiangjin，jiniyiban。”
shenshuangmeiyoushouqian，ershitaitoukanwo，shengyinshaya。
“shinishuohuiyangwo，huizhaoguwo，nishuonihuinulizhengqian。
nishibushiwangle，yuanbenwokeyiquzongbu，wodeqiantuyipianguangming。
wohuichengweinideshangsi，huinianxinbaiwan，keshi，woweilenikouzhongyigexuwupiaomiaodejia。
fangqileqiantu，yushehuituojie，chengleyigeniyanzhongdehuanglianpo。
songzhe，niduideqiwoma？”