wofaxianzijibeixueyadetoufachanzhulebozi——zimianyiyishangdechanrao，xiangmouzhongrouruandejiasuo。
taquansuozaiwohuailishuidezhengxiang，jiemaozailianshangtouxiaxixiaodeyinying，zuijiaohaidaizheruoyouruowudexiaoyi。
shoujizhendongdapoleningjing，youshineigemoshenghaoma：「youxishengji。tayijudisancengyoujingxi。」
woqingqingnuokaixueyadeshoubei，tagunongleyisheng，fanshenjixushuiqu。zhanzaitadeyijuqian，woyouyulesanmiao，haishilakailedisancengchouti——limianzhengqidiefangzhejijiannanshichenshan，meijiandouxiuzhebutongderiqihemingzi：zhangyi2023.9、linyuan2024.3、zhoumo2024.11...
zuishangmianneijianshiwode，xiuzhe"adiao2025.7"，zhenjiaohaizhanxin。
"xihuanwodeshouzangma？"xueyadeshengyinturancongbeihouchuanlai，hedewochadianbachenshanrengchuqu。
tayizaimenkuangshang，shuiqunjiandaihualuoyibian，shoulibawanzheyibaxiuhuazhen："meigedoushiwoqinshouxiude。"
"zheishi...zhanlipin？"
"jinianpin。"tajiuzhengdao，zouguolaifumoneixiechenshan，"meijiandoudaibiaoyiduanmeihaohuiyi。"
wolinqineijianxiuzhe"zhoumo"dechenshan："zheiweijiushizhiliaoshi？"
xueyadexiaorongjiangleyishun："nizenmezhidao？"
"caide。"womeitiduanxindeshi，"tahoulaizenmele？"
"banjiale。"taqingmiaodanxiedishuo，turanqiangguochenshanrenghuichouti，"biepengbierendedongxi。"
kongqishunjianninggu。xueyadeyanjinganxialai，shouzhiwuyishidizhuandongzhexiuhuazhen。wojuedingzhuanyihuati："jintianyoushenmejihua？"
tadebiaoqinglikemingmeiqilai："dainiqujiangepengyou！"
yixiaoshihou，womenzhanzaiyidongpojiugongyulouxia。diantihuaile，paloutishixueyaturanshuo："zheigepengyouyoudiantebie。"
"多特别？"
"taheijinguowujiaodalou。"tazhazhayan，"xianzaishiwodejishuguwen。"
dingloudemenmeisuo，tuikaimenshi，yigechuankonglongshuiyideshougaonanshengzhengduizheliukuaipingmuqiaodaima。fangjianliduimanlingshidaihekeleping，qiangshangtiemanle《heikediguo》haibao。
"xueya？"nanshengtouyebuhui，"ninanpengyoubizhaopianshangshuai。"
xueyatikaidishangdeshupiandai："adiao，zheishikk，wofaxiao。"
kkzhongyuzhuanguoshen——cangbaidelian，heiyanquanshendexiangyanxunzhuang，bozishangguazhezhishaowugeupan。tadaliangwodeyanshenxiangzaisaomiaoerweima："nizhidaotashangyigenanpengyouzenmexiaoshidema？"
"kk！"xueyazhuaqiyigebaozhenzaguoqu。
kklinghuoduokai，dijiwoyigeupan："kankanzheige，zaijuedingyaobuyaojixuyuehui。"
xueyapuguoquqiang，liangrenniudachengyituan。wochenjibaupan**diannao——limianshiyigewenjianjia，biaozhuzhe"jiankongjilu"。diankaizuixinshipin，huamianlishixueyadewoshi，tazhengduizhewodezhaopianziyanziyu："zheiciyidingyaochijiuyidian..."
"biekanneige！"xueyazhengtuokk，yibabadiaoupan，"neishisirenshouzang！"
kksongsongjian："wojinggaoguonile。"
likaishi，xueyaqigugudizouzaiqianmian。kkzaimenkousaijiwoyizhangzhitiao："jinjiqingkuangdazheigehaoma。tafabingshihenweixian。"
"发病？"
"shuangxiangqingganzhangaijiapianzhixingrengezhangai。"kkyadishengyin，"dantabukenchiyao。"
huijiadeditieshang，xueyayizhibushuohua。zhidaochuzhanshi，taturanwen："nihuiyinweikkdehualikaiwoma？"
"buhui。"zheishishihua，"dannidegaosuwo'fabing'shizenmehuishi。"
xueyatizhelushangdexiaoshizi："jiushi...youshihouhuitebiexingfen，xiangzuoshenmejiuzuoshenme；youshihouyoutebiediluo，juedequanshijiedoutaoyanwo。"tataitoukanwo，"danwocongmeishanghaiguorenheren！"
"那些前男友呢？"
"tamenzijihepaode。"tapiezui，"wozhishi...aidebijiaorenzhen。"
luguoyijiayaodian，wolazhetajinqu："maidianweishengsu？"
xueyadingzhehuojiashangdeyaoping，turanxiaole："niyiweiwohuichinijideyao？"tacongbaolitaochuyigefenseyaohe，"wozijiyou，zhishiouerchi。"
wokanleyanchengfen——queshishiqingxuwendingji。xueyacoujinwoerbian："xianzaifangxinle？womeinixiangdeneimefeng。"
wanfanhou，xueyajianchiyaokanwoshouji。fandaoneitiaojinggaoduanxinshi，taliansezhoubian："zheishizhoumodehaoma！"
"那个治疗师？"
"tajianshiwo！"xueyatiaoqilaizaifangjianliduobu，"zheixiechenshan...kkdeheikejishu...doushitajiaowode！"taturanzhuazhuwodeshou，"nidebangwo。"
"怎么帮？"
"jiazhuangfenshou。"tayanjingliangdeheren，"yintachulai。"
wozhoumei："taiweixianle。"
"buhuide！"xueyapengzhuwodelian，"nizhiyaozaizhibojianshuowomenfenshoule，ranhou...a！"
taturanjianjiaozhetiaokai——yizhizhizhucongtianhuabanchuixialai。wosuishoupaidiaochongzi，zhuanshenshiquefaxianxueyasuozaiqiangjiaofadou，liansecanbai。
"nipazhizhu？"wonanyizhixin。
"bushipa..."tashengyinfadou，"shiexin。"
zheigefanchamengrangworenbuzhuxiaole。xueyanaoxiuchengnu，zhuaqibaozhenzawo："buxuxiao！"
wanshangtangzaichuangshang，xueyaturanshuo："woxiaoshihoubeiguanguodixiashi，neiliquanshizhizhu。"takaozaiwojianshang，"suoyixianzaikandaojiu..."
wolouzhuta："mingtianwomenqumaigequchongpenwu？"
"yaozuiguideneizhong。"tadunangzhe，turantaitou，"nibujuedewohenqiguaima？youshishouzangchenshanyoushipazhizhu..."
"meigerendouyouzijideguaipi。"woqinleqintaetou，"wojiuxihuannizheiyangde。"
xueyadeyanjingzaiheianzhongshanshanfaliang："zhende？"
"真的。"
taturanfanshenyazhuwo："neizhengmingjiwokan。"
diertianzhongwu，womenzuozaikafeiguancehua"jiafenshou"jihua。xueyaxingfendihuazheliuchengtu："shouxiannizaizhibojianxuanbufenshou，ranhouwojiazhuangbengkui，tayidinghuilianxiwo..."
tadeshoujituranxiangle。laidianxianshi"zhouyisheng"。
xueyaanxiamianti，yigewenhedenanshengchuanlai："xiaoxue，haojiubujian。"
"nixiangganshenme？"xueyashengyinbingleng。
"guanxinwodebingrena。"zhoumoqingxiao，"shunbiantixingni，xinnanyouzhidaonidequanbubingshima？biruneici'yiwaihuozai'？"
xueyadeshouzhiqiajinzhangxin："neishiyiwai！"
"fatingkebuzheimerenwei。"zhoumodunledun，"buguobiedanxin，wobuhuishuochuqude...zhiyaonijinwanbadianlailaodifang。"
dianhuaguaduanhou，xueyazhenggerenzaifadou。wowozhutadeshou："shenmehuozai？"
"bushiwofangde！"tamengditaitou，"neishiwojiadianluduanlu...dantamendoubuxinwo..."
woanfudipaizhetadebei："suoyizhoumoyongzheigeweixieni？"
xueyadiantou，yanleizaiyankuangdazhuan："tashuoruguowobutinghua，jiubazhenduanshuhehuozaibaogaofajiwosuoyoufensi。"
wocadiaotadeyanlei："jinwanwopeiniqu。"
"buxing！"tazhuazhuwodeshouwan，"tahuishanghainide..."
"neijiugengyaoqule。"woqinleqintazhandoudezhijian，"meirennengweixiewonvpengyou。"
xueyalenglejimiao，turanpushanglaiyaowobozi："sheishininvpengyou！"
"嘶——疼！"
"gaigezhang。"tamanyidikanzheyayin，"zheiyangbierenjiuzhidaonishiwoderenle。"
bangwanshifen，womenzhanzaijiaoquyidongfeiqizhensuoqian。xueyajinzhangdizuanzhewodeyijiao："tayiqianzaizheilijiwozuozhiliao。"
tuikaimenshi，huichenzaixiyangzhongfeiwu。zhoumozuozailunyishang，beiduizhewomen——zheijieshiletaweishenme"banjia"。
"zhenganren。"tameiyouzhuanshen，"xiaoxuedailebaobiao。"
wozheicaizhuyidaotadelunyifushoushangchanzhedianjitiepian，qiangshangtouyingzhexueyazhibojiandeshishihuamian。
"nixiangyaoshenme？"xueyashengyinzhandou。
"jixuwomendezhiliaoa。"zhoumozhongyuzhuanguolai——tabishipinliqiaocuixuduo，zuolianyouyanzhongdeshaoshangbahen，"kankannixianzai，youxianrubingtaiyilianle。"
xueyaturanxiaole："nizhidaoma？nizhenduanwoyoubing，qishizuibingdeshini。"taxiangqianyibu，"nijianshimeigebingren，caokongtamendeshenghuo，jiuyinweiniziji——"
zhoumomengdianxialunyianniu，touyingqiehuanchengyiduanshipin：nianyoudexueyazaizhensuolijianjiao，dafanjiujingdengyinfahuozai。
"zheicaishizhenshideni。"zhoumoqingshengshuo，"baoli、weixian、xuyaozhongshengjianhu。"
xueyaxiangbeileijizhongbanjiangzaiyuandi。wodangzaitaqianmian："goule。niweizaoshipinjiuweizheige？"
"weizao？"zhoumodaxiao，"wenwenxiaoxue，tajibujideneitianfashengleshenme？"
xueyaturancongwoshenhouchongchulai，zhuaqizhuoshangdezhenguanzhaxiangzhoumo。wojishilazhuta，zhenguandiaozaidishang。
"nikan！"zhoumojidongdizhizheta，"zheijiushiwoshuodebingtaixingwei！"
xueyazaiwohuailizhengzha，yanleihengliu："tahuilewoderensheng...xianzaiyouyaohuidiaowoheni..."
wojinjinbaozhuta："womenzou。"
likaishi，zhoumodeshengyinzhuizhewomen："tahuihuilenide！jiuxianghuilewoyiyang！"
huidaocheshang，xueyaquansuozaizuoweiliwushengkuqi。woqingfutadehoubei，zhidaotapingjingxialai。
"huozaishizhende。"taturanshuo，"danwobushiguyide。neitianta...duiwozuoleyixieshi，wofankangshidafanlejiujingdeng。"
wowojinfangxiangpan："taxingqinni？"
xueyayaotou："meineimezhijie...shimouzhong'baoluliaofa'，yaowotuoyifukefukongju..."takuxiao，"houlaitaqisuwozonghuo，fatingpanwojieshoutade'sirenzhiliao'zuoweibuchang。"
womengdicaixiachache："zheitamashifanzui！"
"meizhengju。"xueyapibeidikaozaichechuangshang，"suoyoujiludoubeitacuangaile。"
huidaojia，xueyazhijiejinleyushi。wotingdaoshuishengheyayidechuoqi。liangxiaoshihoutachulaishi，yanjinghongzhongdanbiaoqingpingjing。
"wojuedingle。"taguizuozaiwomianqian，"woyaozaizhibojiangongkaiyiqie。"
"你确定？"
"ng。"tayanshenjianding，"yuqibeitaweixieyibeizi，burusipolian。"