第4章最残忍的温柔
夜，海悦蓝湾。
rongyuezhaolizhunbeilemanmanyizhuozidefancai。
tazaizheiliyijingzhulewunianle，wunianqian，helihengjiangtadaidaozheili，gaosuta：“congjintianqi，nijiushiwoderen。”
zheiwunian，helihenglaidebingbuduo，yizhouyici。
ouerlishuguolaitidaodejijuguanyutadekouwei，tadouyigegexixindiyongshoujijiluxialai，buzhibujuejian，jingyeyoulezheimeduo。
taxiaolexiao，nuanhuangdedengguangyingchenzaishangmian，xiandetebiewenxin。
jiuxiangshi......jiayiyang......
家、家吗？
xindituranjianyouxiehuanghu，rongyuetaitoukanlekan，yijingkuaishidianle，tahaimeilai。
zuozaishafashang，yifenyimiaodedengdai。
zhuozishangdecailengle，rongyuenaqureleliangbian。
buzhiguoleduojiu，jiuzaitayiweineigerenbuhuizailaideshihou，waitou，turanchuanlai“kaca”yishengqingxiang。
“阿珩！”
tamengdicongshafashangzhanqilai，zhangshijiandedengdai，rangtadetuiyouxiefama，zouzaidishang，xiangshizhenzhayiyangteng。
helihengtuimenjinlai，kandaota，liansehudiyouxienankan。
“sheiyunxunizheiyangjiaowode？”mengdiyibashuaikaita，nanrenshenshangmanshijiuwei。
“nihejiule？”rongyuejijidixiangguoquchanfu，hudixiangdaoshenme，youzhuanguoshen，qujitadaoshui、nabingqilaidexingjiutangjiare。
xingjiutangshitayizhibeihaode。helihengyingchouduo，shichanghuihejiu，meicitaheduoledouhuinanshou，tabianzhaorenxuezhezuolexiexingjiutangfenghaofangzhe。
nanrenxiekaozaishafashang，kanzhenvrenmangliudeshenying。
neishenying，huanhuandihejiyizhongdemougezhonghe。
霍地！
tazhanqishen，yibachekaishenshangdeyifu，dunshi，xizhuangdeniukoukekebenglie......
“阿珩！”
ganshoudaoshenhourenjipodedongzuo，rongyuehunshenyijiang。
脸上止不住的羞赧。
xiayike，nanrendeshouqueyijingshenleguolai：“jiwo、jiwo！”
“xiaoran，jiwo......”
轰！
yishunjian，rongyuezhijuedezijifangfoshibeirenrengjinbingku，yicuncundelengyifanjuanzhetengtong，congsizhibaihailishenchu、jiangtaconggangcaidexiunanqidaizhongmengdichechu！
ta、hande......shixiaoran......
taxiangyaodeneigeren......bushiziji！
“rongxiaojie，niyiweihelihengshizhendexihuanni？”
“rongxiaojie，zhaopianshangdezheigerenjiaohanluoran，tashihelihengdiyige、yeshiweiyiyigezaihudenvren。”
“xianzai，nizhidaotaweishenmehuixuanzenilema？”
“yinweinizhangdehetajihuyimoyiyang！”
不！
不是这样的！
guntangdetangshuiqingdaozaishenshang，rongyuexiangshituranbeijingxing，tabushihanluoran！tashirongyue！taaita、xianghetazaiyiqi、yirongyuedeshenfenhetazaiyiqi！erbushihanluoran！
juliedezhengzha、tuiju，quedibuguonanrendeliqi。
tashuangshouqianzhuta，jipodewenluozaishenshang，henkuai，tajifushangyipianqingzi......
zuichunbeiyaochuxue，hunshendesuantongdibuzhuxinzhongwanyi。
小染！小染！
yishengyisheng......fangruolijian，jianjianchuanxin！
为什么？
diyicihetajianmian，tabeijigexiaohunhunduzaixiangzizhong，weiguanderenhenduo，danzhiyoutabokairenqunchongguolai，yibajiangtalanruhuaizhong。
tadangshikanzijideyanshen，chongmanlehoupa、guanqie......xianzaixiangxiang，qishi......shiweilelingwaiyigerenba？
gunredeleishuicongyankuangzhongzhuixia，yuanlai......taaide、chenmideneigeren，zishizhizhong，doubucengjiangtafangzaixinshang......
rongyuedeyankuangyouxiefahong。
huangranjian，rongyuejuedezijiyijingbufucunzai，zhiyoutadeshenyingqixi、jiangzijibaowei。
“aheng......woaini”
“......zhende......zhendehaoaini......”
hudi，nvrendeshoubaozhutadetou，zhijianchajinfafeng，qiangpotakanxiangziji。
helihengxiayishidejiuyaoshuaikai，huangranjian、quekandaonvrenmanshileihendelian。tadeshengyindaizheyinya，butongwangridelingdong，zhifuyibianyibianhuaguotademeiyan、biliang：
“aheng，wobushita！woshirongyue......woshirongyue......woaini，zhende......wohaoaihaoaini......
aheng，nidaodi......aibuaiwo？”
爱不爱我！