第一章

biyehou,wochengweilexiaofupo。

meiyoubaoyang,meiyouzhongjiang,yemeiyouxianbingzazhongwo,jiushifengherilideyitianzhongwu,wobamianwubiaoqingdigaosuwo:

「qishinishigefuerdai。」

woyiweitazai**,zhengzhunbeichaoxiaoshi,tapapapadirengchulaiyipaifangchanzheng,yijiyizhangcunzhe。

wozhanweiweididakai,jurandoushizhende,woguoquyizhiyiweiwojiazuiduoshixiaokangjiating,meixiangdao,wobamashenzangbulua……houlaiwenqiyuanyin,weishamanlewozheimeduonianhuranjiujiaodaile?

wobahuidezhixiangzhuangqiang,「ai,neitianhedale……」

duokuilebamadezijinzhichi,womeilejingjiyali,kaileyijiaxihuandekafeiting,riziguodejiandanshushi,zhidao——youyitian,wozaiktvhualeqibaikuaidiandaoledangchuzhuilewuniandoumeizhuishangdenanshen。

nanshenxingfu,danmingyigesheng。

neitianshiguimixiaoningguoshengri,womenyiqunguniangzaiktvhedale,ranhou,yizhizuochuyigefengkuangdejueding——dianjigenanmopeiwomenhejiu。

ranhou,wobianzaiyiqunnanmozhongkanjianlefusheng。

liangnianmeijian,tabingmeiyoushenmebianhua,meiyanyijiuchuzhong,muguangyijiuchengche。

fushengzuiaichuanbaisechenyi,muguangjuao,zhanzairenqunzhongpoyouzhonghelijiqundeganjue。

womenwugeguniang,suanwozaineisangerendoubuyueertongdikanzhonglefusheng。

woquexianyibulanxialetamen,「jiemeimen,zheigerangjiwoba。」tamenjiezhejiujingdudunangnangshuobuxing,wozhishuoleyijuhua,tamenbianquandoumeidongjingle:

「他是傅声。」

「……」

tamentongshilengzhu,tongshimeiledongjing,yeshitongshimianmianxiangqu。

wobuzhiyicidijitamenjiangguowohefushengdegushi。

然后——

wobianruyuanyichangdidaizhefushengzuohuileshafashang,jiemeimenhenjiangyiqi,buyueertongdibazuihunanpijingdejiaoluorangjilewomen。

wozuozaitashenbian,zhijuezhehuxikunnan,xiongkoufamen。

wozhengjinweizuozhe,mingmingwoshihuaqiandejinzhu,queyigeziyebuganshuo。

guolehaojiu,wocaiqingshengwenta,「nizheiliangnian……haihaoma?」「ng」

tadidiyingsheng,shengxianquehaishichuantouyinle,chuanruwoerzhong。

yige「ng」zi,biansuanshihuidale。

zhihou,bianshiyizhenrongzhangdechenmo,zhidao——

guimimenjianwotaisong,youjiaolejitijiu。

fushengbushuohua,anjingdipeizhewohejiu,raner,jipingjiuxiadu,jiujingjianjianmabilewodeshenjing。

wojiujuezhe,woyoukeyile。

ganggangneigeyousongyoupadewoshunjianxiaoshibujian,zaiwogudududiganleyipingpijiuhou,wobakongpingziwangmianqiandechajishangzhongzhongyifang,zhuantoukanxiangfusheng。

tashouliwozhejiuping,shouzhixianzhang,gujiefenming,jiulianshou,doubichangrenyaohaokanyixie。

wojingjingdiwangzheta,banshang,jiuyishangtoudewodakaixiaobeibao,taochuyitaqianlaibuyoufenshuodisaijita。

ranhou,wokanzhezheiweibeiwoshiweinanshenduonianderen,dazheshetoushuodao:

「fusheng……niqinwoyixia,haobuhao?」

fushengkanlewobanshang,huranxiaole。

zhuitaduonian,woshihenshaojiantaxiaode,taxiaoshimeiyanweiweiwanqi,yandisiyousansuixingguang。

xiayike,tacongrongbupodisaoleyiyanqian,「duoqinjixiaba,buran,zheiqianwokenengnadexinbuan。」erwomianqiangcongtazheiyixiaozhonghuiguoshenlai,dingzhejiujingzhouzhoumei,「bieguangyongzuishuo,nidaoshi……」raner。

huahaimeishuowan,fushengbianzhendewenleguolai。

wonaozhongyipiankongbai,chunshangdewenrunchugan,shiwoduonianlaizuomengdoubuganxiangxiangdecunzai。