第1章
yiwaizhuangpolaogongdebaiyueguangyurensihun。
baiyueguangdanxinwogaomi,bianzaoyaowopairen**ta。
laogongweijitachuqi,jingyaojiangwosongdaoleerendaogaizao。
wokukujieshi,taquebuxin。
“dengnishenmeshihouzhidaocuole,zaichulai!”
houlai,dangtapeizhebaiyueguangzaibaliqingshengshi,wozhengbeidaoshangdeetumen......fenshidaijin!
xiaoxichuanhui,tafengleyiyangchongxiangerendao,fanbianmeiyicuntudi。
quezhizhaodaojikuaibianbuchurenxingdesuigu,hedaominkouzhongneichangshengyandekongbumiaoshu。
tabaozheneiduigutou,yibianbiandisihou:“wocuole!wocuole!nihuilaia!”
......
我死了。
sizaierendaobinglengangzangdetudishang。
wosideshihou,shentingzhengzaibalidesainahepanweitadebaiyueguanglinwanqingsheng。
erwo,zaidiqiudelingyiduan,manshenshanghen,yanxialezuihouyikouqi。
可我没能迎来安息。
wodelinghunpiaodaoleshentingshenbian。
shengrijieshuhou,tadaizhelinwanhuidaolewomencengjingneigemingyishangdejia。
ketingli,tazhengnaixindiweilinwanboxia,dongzuowenroudenengdichushuilai。
linwankaozaitajiantou,xiaoyeruhua,sajiaobaoyuanzhebalidecantingburutaqinshouzuodehaochi。
enaitianmidejingxiang,ciyanderangwozheilvguhundoujuedezhuotong。
linwantaiqishoubei,gouzhushentingdebozi,wuyijianluchushouwanneice。
neili,youyidaozaoyidandejihukanbujiandebahen。
“ating,douguaisunian,dangchuyaobushitajiduwo,zhaorenlaidawo,yebuhuiliuxiazheidaobale,xiangxiangdouhoupa。”
shentingwozhutadeshouwan,qingqingmosuozheneidaobahen,yuqilimanshixinteng:
“shiwodecuo,wanwan,dangshimeiyoubaohuhaoni。”
“yihoubuhuile,sheiyebiexiangzaishanghaini。”
linwanyiweijintahuaili,zuijiaogouqiyimobuyichajuededeyi。
wopiaozaibankongzhong,kanzhezheiyimu,zhijuedeyigulaizilinghunshenchudehenyi,jihuyaojiangwosilie。
beikeyiyiwangdejiyi,bushoukongzhidifanyongshanglai。
neitian,wonazhejishentingxinmaidechenshan,quletadesirengongyu。
tuikaimen,quezhuangjianlinwanheyigemoshengnanrenzaishafashangbukanrumudejiuchan。
takandaowo,xianshijinghuang,suijiehenhendijinggaowobuzhunluanshuo。
wolandelihuitamenzhijiandewochuo,rengxiadongxijiuzou。
kewozenmeyemeixiangdao,tajingneng**daozheizhongdibu。
zaiwolikaihou,tazaluanlegongyu,nongshangleziji,ranhoulihuadaiyudixiangshentingkusu,shuowoyinweijiduta,zhaolenanrenqugongyuli**ta,oudata。
shentingnubukeedichonghuijia。
taqiazhewodebozi,xinghongzheyanjingzhiwenwoweishenmeyaozhaorendalinwan?
wulunworuhejieshi,tayigezidoubuxin。
tazhixinlinwandeyanlei,zhixinneiduanbeijingxinjianjiguo,zhiliuxiawoheneigenanrenqianhoujiaolikaigongyudejiankong“zhengju”。
“sunian,wozhenmeixiangdaonishizheimeedudenvren!”
taqiangxingbawodaidaoyiyuan,biwoguizailinwandebingchuangqiandaoqian。
但我没错,我不认!
wodejueqiangchedijinuleshenting。
“jirannibuzhihuigai,neijiusongniqugegaiqudedifang,haohaofanshengfansheng!”tayanshenbinglengliaoxiayijuhua。
wopinmingzhengzha,sihan,quebeitaderensisianzhu。
zhidaohoujingchuanlaiyizhenjutong,woyanqianyihei,shiqulezhijue。
xinglaishi,yijingzaiquwangerendaodechuanshang。
neizuochuanshuozhongderenjiandiyu。
shile,zaozailinwanhuiguo,tayiciciwangtajiapaodeshihou,wojiuyinggaimingbai,tadexinzaojiubuzaiwozheilile。
zheiyici,tabushiyaowofansheng,shiyaowodeming。
huiyijieshu,wodelinghunxuanfuzaibankong,kanzheyanqianyijiunongqingmiyideliangren。
jiuzaizheishi,menwaiqiaomenshengdapoleshineidewenxin。
zhulijiangshoujidijileshenting,“guzong,shilaozhaidalaidedianhua。”
shentingnaguoshouji,youxiebunaifan,danhaishijietongledianhua。
shishennainaidalaide,tazheigeshijieshangweiyizhenxintengwoderenle。
“atinga,”nainaicixiangdeshengyintouguotingtongchuanlai,“zheigezhoumo,dainiannianyiqihuilaichidunfanba,nainaiyoudianxiangtale,haoxierizimeijianzhele。”
shentinglianshangmeishenmebiaoqing,yuqiquefanghuanlexie:“zhidaolenainai,wohuide。ninhaohaoxiuxi,biecaoxin。”
gualedianhua,tasuishoujiangshoujirengzaishafashang,duizhanzaiyipangdezhulifenfudao:
“zhoumozhiqian,quchengxikanshousuo,basunianjiehuilai。”
linwantingdaowodemingzi,yanzhongfeikuaidishanguoyisiyinmai,danhenkuaiyouhuifulerouruodemoyang,meiyouzuosheng。
助理领命而去。
danmeiguoduojiu,zhulijiuhuilaile,lianseyouxieqiguai:
“shenzong,chengxikanshousuoneibianchaguole,dantamenshuogenbenmeiyousuniannvshideruyujilu。”