第4章 违心的决定

anxinhuangkongdeyizaibingfangmenqian,naohailiyipiankongbai。

sangeyue,zhishengsangeyue……

anxinzhinengjinkenengderanganhaoshengxiadejigeyuehuodekaixinkuailexie,zheitianwanshangtamaileliyu,zhunbeijianhaozuotazuixihuanchideshuizhuyu。

kegangdaolouxia,jiukandaoyiliangaodir8tingzaimenkou。

zheigechepaihaotarenshi,shianhaodeqinshengmuqinzhangya。

dangchuanxinmuqinhaizaideshihou,zhangyashitazuihaodeguimi。

keshiyouyitian,zhangyaturanhuaiyunle,haizibushiweihunfude。

tatoutoushengxiahaizijiujiaruhaomen,haizirengjileanxindemuqinfuyang。qianjigeyuehaiouerlaikankan,houlaigancuijiuxiaoshile。

kanzhecongcheshangxialaidegaoguifuren,anxinbiaoqingyouxiejiangying:“nilaiganshenme……”

“anxin,xiaohaodeshiqingwotingshuole,niweishenmebulaizhaowo?”zhangyakaikouzebei。

anxinwunaidejieshidao:“ayi,nijuederuguoxiaohaozhidaoshinichudeyiyaofei,tahaihuizuoshoushuma?”

zheiyijuhuadudezhangyayakouwuyan,diaozhengpiankehoucaishuodao:“wozheiciguolai,shizhunbeidaizouxiaohaode。dangniandeshiqingwocuodetailipule,wobixuyaobuchangta。xianzaiwomenzaiguowaidejiyemeiyoujichengren,wohuiyongganerzideshenfendaixiaohaohuiqu。xuexiaowodouanpaihaole,tazaineikendinghuiguodehenhaode。”

anxinxianglexiangjuedezheiduianhaolaishuohuoxushigejihui,yushicongbaolibaneizhangjianchadandijilezhangya,shuodao:“ayi,xiaohaoshoushushibaile,woyizhimanzheta。nidaitaquguowaizhiba!”

zheigexiaoxiduiyuzhangyalaishuowuyiyuqingtianpili,tadangshijiubianlelianse,likedadianhuajizhushouanpaixiangguanshixiang。

taheanxinyuehaolemingzaoguolaijieanhao。

chiguowanfan,anxinjuedingbashixianggaosuanhao,meixiangdaoanhaoquejianjuebuzou。

“xiaohao,wolianxilezhangayi,tamingzaolaijieni,nigentazouba!”

anhaodunshiqidexianfanlezhuozi,basuoyoudedongxidoutuilexiaqu,dahoudao:“wobuzou!xiaoshihoutapaoqiwo,woshengbingyebuguanwo。xianzaiquerangwogentazou,bukeneng!”

anxinyizhidizhetou,tayebuxianggenxiaohaofenkai,keshinapayouyixianshengji,taxiangrangxiaohaohuoxiaqu,zuihouyihenxinshuodao:“xiaohao,nizouba!niduiwolaishuojiushigetuoyouping,nibingyangyangdetuoleiwozhaobudaonanyou,yebunenganxingongzuo。wozhendeleile……”

anhaobukezhixindekanzheanxin,lianseqingyizhen,baiyizhen,zuihouqishenqulewoshi。