第2章 为何执着

tahaiqingchudejide,tatonghunguoquyiciyouyici,zuihoubeitaixialaideshihou,zhenggeshoushutaidoubeitadehanshuidashile!tadezuichunyebeizijiyaopole,zhijiayinweizhuachuangdan,shenzhizhuachulexue。

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lingyidonghaohuabieshuli,lingyifanjingxiang。

nuanfengxiren,huoseshengxiang。

guanjianshike,nanrendenaohaizhongqueturanshanguoneipianbainidejibei,haiyouneixieqingqingzizideyinji。

gaisi,zenmehuizaizheizhongshihouxiangqineigemutouyiyang、manzuihuangyandenvren!

“zenmele,qinaide?”ganshoudaonanrenturuqilaidepiruan,nvrenrouroudewendao。

“zuijinyoudianlei……duibuqi,jiaqi。”censhaofengfanshentangdaoyibian,youxiekuijiudeshuodao。

sujiaqidunledun,yandihuaguoyimohuaiyi,henkuaiyouwenroudelouzhuleta,zaitachunshangyinshangyigeqianqiandewen,“gaishuoduibuqiderenshiwo,yaobushiwo,niyebuyongzheimexinkudezhouxuanzaiwomenjiemeizhijian。dengjiejiebahaizishengchulai,womenjiukeyiyongyongyuanyuandezaiyiqile。”

“jiaqi,cenjiadeqiannandaobugouniyibeizironghuafuguidema?weishenmeduisuzhanglindeyichanneimezhizhe?”censhaofengkanzhusujiaqideyanjing。

sujiaqilengleleng,xintoushengqiyimoweiji,censhaofengduitaconglaidoushiweimingshicong,jintianzenmehuiwenzheige?nandao……sujiayinneige**yougentashuoleshenme?

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“bu,woyaogaosuniweishenme。”sujiaqijiangtouyidaocenshaofengdehuaizhong。

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babasuiranshouyanglewo,keshizaisujia,jiayinxianggegongzhu,woliangebaomudouburu。

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sujiaqibaojincenshaofeng,zuijiaodaizheyimobuyichajuedexiao,“feng,niduiwozhenhao。”

“duile,sujiayinhaoxiangshengbingle,nidadianhuajiaozhangmadaitaqukankan。”censhaofengbishangyanjing,kuaiyaoshuizhedeshihou,turanxiangdoumeixiangjiuduisujiaqishuochuzheijuhua。

sujiaqilengleleng,“ni……danxinta?”