tadangzhezheimeduorendemiandoushizheiyangdedaiyu,zhenbuganxiangxianghuidaojiahuishizenyangdeduda。
woyangmianchaotian,yanleishunzheliandiaoxialai。
wojuedewokuaisile,queturanganshoudaoyizhenwennuan。
wobeirenfuqilai,baozaihuaili。
shilinchen,tayijiumianwubiaoqing。
zhangxusongle,songleshouwanghoutuilejibu,haishizuiyingleyiju,“woguanjiaowolaopo,guannishenmeshi?”
“woshuiguodenvren,yongyuandoushiwodenvren。”
zhangxuyangmoneiliangfugutongseqinghongjiaojiadelian,woyihenxin,zhijiebatoumaizailinchenhuaili,jixuexinzheiliangren。
womeixiangdaodeshi,linchenjingranbaozhewolikai。beihouzhishengxiayangmosixinliefeidekujiao。
linchenhuxipingwen,yilubaozhewoxialou,woyutaxinzhijiandejulicishizhigezheliangchengpi,qiangyoulidexintiaoganranwo。
woyigeyihunfunv,jingranlianhongle。
jiuzheiyang,wobeisaijinlefujindeyiliangjiazhangbanlaosilaisili,zheiyiqiedoufashengdetaikuai,rangwoyouxiemeiyoufanyingguolai。
kanzhelubianyipaipaiyouxuzhengqidaotuideshuying,xinzhongqueshizhibuzhudehuangluan。
“niyoushenmexiangshuode?”jiuzaiwozhenglisixudeshunjian,youyituwudeshengyinjiangworaoluan。
huiguomou,linchenzhengyouranzizaidixizheyan,yanzaineixianxiwenruodezhijianranshao,tazhenggeren,haishineimedanding。
yanwumili,danwobujindedaqileduosuo。
woturanyouyizhongganjue,zheigeren,bilixugengkepa!
“wobingmeiyoushenmexiangshuode,zheizhongshiqingniqingwoyuande。huozhenixiangrangwozenmeban?”
woshuodeyouxielizhiqizhuang,rangrentinglefandaojuedeshiduifangdecuo。
“nihenzhijie,bupawozhaonisuanzhang,huozheshizhuajinquzuolao?”
wojixuzuiying:“neizheiyang,nisuonixiangrangwozenmeban,zhiyaobushangtianhaili,wodoudayingni。”
woshituzhexiangjinliangdejianshaoduizijideshanghai。
“zheimeshuo,renheshi?”
linchenjixuxizheyan,manliandanran,rangrenzhuomobutou,fandaorangwoyoulexiebuan。
“sihoudaozhidaowomanyiweizhi。”
zheijuhuawoziranshizhidao,yaorangwojixupeitashangchuang,huoxushiyici,yehuoxushiyibeizi。
“nishenbianyebuquenvren。zhendeyaozheiyang?”wolengleyixia,pazijilijiecuowu。
“ruguozuobudao,wojiugaoni,xuyimijian。”
wodalegehanzhan,woyouyizhongyugan,zaizheigechengshi,kenengmeiyouzheigenanrenzuobudaodeshi。
naparucichedandeliyou。
tanhaojiaoyi,wolimajiuxialeche,fengyujiaojia。meiyouyiliangchuzuche。
zhongyuzaiwojialesanshiyuanqiandejichushang,sijicaidayinglewodeqingqiu-songwohuilixuhewodejia。
wobingbuxianghuiqu,danshiwodenashenfenzhengdengdongxi。
tuikaimenyipianlangjie,beidasuideboli,sichusisuideshishu,haiyouneiduimanleyandideyangang。
一如我此时的人生。