第5章
tagenlishaohexiangshiyudaerdeyicixiaoqinghuodong。
taduineigehuamianjidejiweiqingchu，zhijinshichanghaihuihuiyi。dangshidelishaohegangzaitaishangchangwanyishouge，wanzhongzhumuzhong，daizheguanghuanzoudaotashenbiansuoyaolianxifangshi。
mengliyibandechangjing，chuxianzaixianshi。
tajizhezijixinzangtiaodongdehenkuai，huxiangliuleweixin。
wanghoushunlichengzhangruputongpengyoubanzoudaoleyiqi，yuelaiyuejin。
ruguobushiyixiefengyanfengyudechuxian，rangtaduitayoulezhongmomingqimiaodejiexin。ruguobushifumufaxiantatanlianai，qiangxingdequganshe。huoxu，tabuhuilianfenshoudoumeitibiancongcishiqulexiaoxi......zhidao，zuowanshangdeouyu。
tazaikandaotabeirenzhongxingpengyuedeyishunjian，yijitakanguolaideneigeshuxiyanshen。
很恍惚，很恍惚。
tashenhuxi，jinlipingfuzheziji：“nizenmezhidaowodianhua。”
lishaoheqingxiao：“youxinzirannengdatingdedao。wobudanzhidaonidianhua，haizhidaonigongsipengdaolexiezhuangkuang。ni，zheixienianguodezenmeyang。”
yuweiliandileshixian：“jiuneiyangbei，aowanxueyeaoshiye。nini？”
“我还没结婚。”
yuweizhilexia，zhangzhangzui，wuhuakejie。
bushunchangdeliaotian，tabuxiguan，mianqiangxiaolexiao：“wonengwennigewentima。ni，weishenme，zaiyebulianxiwo，niyinggaiqingchudangshizanmenchaojiashuofenshou，zhishiqihuaeryi。”
“wenzheigemeibiedeyisi，buzhidaozhenxiangwoxinnanping。”
lingyibiandelishaohekacadianlezhiyan：“leile，yizhibuquedingnidaodixibuxihuanwo，yemeinenglidainiyuanzougaofei。jiashangnifuqindeyibazhang，chedibawojidaxingle。”
“他打过你？”
“buzhi，tashuoworuguozailianxiniyici，yaoshalewo。dangshiwobuguoshigeqiongxiaozi，rebuqi，suoxingzhijielikailewancheng。zaihoulaiwomayinbingqushi，wojiutoubenwobaqule，tajiaoliyunhai......”
yuweixinluanchengleyituanma。
tazenmedouxiangbudao，lishaohedeshizongjingshiyinweizijifuqindeweixie。gengxiangbudao，tajingshiliyunhaideerzi。
wanchengren，nayourenhuibuzhidaoliyunhaizheigecongwanchengzouchuqudedae。
yunchengyaoyedongshizhang，guoneiyiyaoxingyenengshudezhedegongsi。
nanguai，lishaohenianjiqingqingjiuchengleyunchengzigongsidezongjingli。yenanguaijiuhuishangneimeduozhimingrenwu，huiyitaweizhongxin。
tadanaoyoudianduanlu：“neinizheicihuiwanchengzhunbeizuoshenme。”
“tuozhanyewu，weijiaxianggdpzuodianlisuonengjidegongxian。bushuowole，shuoshuonixianzaipengdaodemafan，woyinggainengshangdianmang。”
“meishi，shengyibozheeryi。nizheimedakouqi，kanlaizaiwanchengyinggaitingshouzhongshi。”
tayangzuoqingsongdediaokan，naohaizhongturanchuxianleliusiyuanneijianren，yijijintianpengdaodemafan：“shao，shaohe......”
“youhuanizhijieshuo，zanmenzheiguanxi，nengbangshangdekendinghuijinlide。”
yuweizhengxiangshunkouwenwen，beiqiaomenshengjidaduanle。
jialibieshugongsanceng，fumuzhuzaidiyiceng，diercengdididanduzhu，tagenliusiyuanzhuzaidisanceng。erqiezheimewan，menkouduobanshiliusiyuan。
guoran，xiayimiaozhong，neigemanbujingxindeshengyinjiuchuanleguolai。
tacongcuguaduandianhua，touguomaoyanguancha。
jiujianchuanzhedakuchagenbeixindeliusiyuanzhengzhanzaimenkou，xianggangxiguozao，toufahaiyouxieshilulude。neizhangchongmanmihuoxing，lengjiaofenmingdelian，jinzaizhichi。
yougeboshangbeiwenshenmiji，duanfa，erduoshanghaiyoudaguodeerdinghenji。ruguobushizhangdesisiwenwentaihaokan，yiyanjiushiliumangbenzun。
tayouxiejingti，gezhemenwen：“niyoushia？”
“你把门打开。”
“taiwanle，bufangbian。youpikuaifang！”
liusiyuanfanlefanshou，nachuzhangyinxingkawanyaosaijinlemenfeng：“zheizanliangjiehundeshihoushuangfangliangbajiwodeqian，dagaiyibaiwanzuoyou。gongsibushipengdaodianshime？xiannazheyingyingji。”
yuweitaijiaobakayoutilehuiqu：“shaojiwojiaxingxingde，buyaonizheichouqian！nihaishixianxiangxiangzhaokundeshizenmejiejue。”
liusiyuanlengleleng，momojianqi，lianshangqingfuxiaosan：“worenweizanliangyoubiyaohaohaoliaoliao，zheiyangxiaqunibuleiya。fuqibushimianqiangdeshi，nishizaitaoyanwo......woyebuli。”
yuweigangbeitaxiaojideqingxujidaigouli，lengbudingyoujiantahuifuhunbulindeyangzi，yikouqichadianmeishanglai。
xiangcijiju，liusiyuanyizhuanshenlikai。
......
ye，wushengjingmi，kaizhedechuangziwaishuyesusu，yinyouchongming。
liusiyuanjingchangxiguanxingdeshimian，tangzaichuangshang，zhanzhuanfance。
buzhijidianshuizhe，gengfenbuqingchumenghexianshi。
xue，menglidaochudoushixue。
youmuqingulinglingtangzaimalushangde，tashaleyiyang，hunpoliti。youjishiweilaizigeguodepengyouyinweiqingbaoshiwu，beimaifu，beijibi。ertazheigegaisideren，beirenyongzuihouyifenliqipulechuqu......
tatoushangdehanyuelaiyueduo，zhouranyuheianzhongzuoqi。
laidaochuangbian，zhanlebangexiaoshi。xialou，zailingchensidianzhongdexiaoqudaolushangkaishipaobu。
zheixieemeng，congtahuiguojiubansuizheta。quzhibusan，ganzhibuzou。
运动能排解情绪。
dengpaodaohunshenshitou，yangguangzuanchu，xinqingsiyesuizheheianyuanlierminglangqilai。
“小思远，早。”
chuanzhebeixindezhangdaye，nazhegenbianzizhunbeiqupianyuandedifanglianxibianfa。
“siyuangege，woyaoqushangxuele，zaijian。”
beizheshubaodexiaolingling，beidarenqianzhe，guaiqiaodaleshengzhaohu。
liusiyuanyiyixiaozhehuiying，beixiaoguniangcuishengshengdeshengyinyindeyouxiexiangneigeyiyangkeaidewaishengnvle。
shuoqilaitaconghuiguo，zhiqulejiejiejiayitang。fengeliangdi，jiashangyinweijiehunjiediliangchaoleyijia，lianxidoushaohenduo，gengbieshuozouqinqichuanmen。
kankanshijian，kuaizaoshangbadian，tasuijiqishenwangjiazouqu。
yujia，pingshizaocanfenweijiubuhao，jintiangengcha，gujihaishiyinweitadazhaokunneijianshi。xiangzailiaoyixietabufangbiantingdehua，tayijinlai，canzhuoshangdouanjingleyishun。
tayemeidasuanchizaocan，xiangshanglouxizaozhishi，beiyuemujiaozhule。
“siyuan，niguolai，youhuagennishuo。”
shenyingzhilezhiyizi，shiyitazuoxia。
liusiyuanmanshenhanjinjinde，youyupianke，zuozailecanzhuolingyiduan：“ninshuo。”
shenyingkanleyanzhangfu：“wogennibazuoershangliangleyiwanshang，renweixuyaoquyiyuankankanzhaokundeshangshiruhe，keyihejiezuihaohejie......buran，niyeqingchujinrongxingyezheijinianbuhaozuo，kenengzhaoshenhesuibianyijuhua，jiushiyasiluotuodezuihouyigendaocao。haibuzhiyuci，zanmenjiayihoubijingyaozaiwanchengjixushenghuo。”
tashuozheshuozhejiuyouxiemaiyuan：“nixiashoushizaitaizhongle，zuowanjingfangderenshuo，zhaokunleiguduanlesangen，qianpaideyajihudiaoguang......”
yuweiyouxinfanbo，quebudebukaolvdaoxianshi，chenmenhelekouniunai。zhishi，xinlifenmingyoutuanhuo，kuaibatajishaomeile。
liusiyuandianlediantou：“woquma？”
yujinghaigangxiangshuowogenniyikuai，beiqizimuguangsisidingzaizuoweishang。tahuanlehuan，youxieneijiu：“siyuan，wozhaodeyougezhongjianren。nimenliangyiqiqu，haohaoshangliang，bienianqingqisheng。qishi，zuihaolianxilianxinijiegennijiefu，tamenzaidouchengmenluguang，zheishiduitamenlaishuoyinggaidoubusuanshi。”
liusiyuanhaishidiantou，helebeiniunai，shanglouxishu。
tajuedejiandandeshitingyuefumuzheimeyishuo，sihubujiandan，yinguoqiancheyoudianda。
linzheshui，liusiyuanananfansi。
tasihuyinweizaiguowaineihuanjinglishenghuotaijiu，hulveleguoneicuozongfuzadeluanqibazao。erqie，taqishijihumeizaiguoneishehuishangyoudangguo。
gaozhongkaishinuli，manxinxueye，mengxiangzherongzhuang。shiqisuikaojinlujunxueyuan，kaojinduizongheyaoqiuzuigaodeqingbaoke。dayimeishangwan，jiubeixuexiaojisongchuqule，yizhidaoxianzai。duiwaishuxiderenzhidaotashiliuxue，shijishang，tazaiguowaineisuoteshuxuexiaozhijiezheshangleyinian，zhenggeqingchunjiuchedijieshule。