第1章 难堪的过往

夜深,月色朦胧。

wuyilantanzaimianruandedachuangshang,shuangmuwushendedingzhetianhuaban,shentiweiweizhandouzhe,jifushanghaiyouneigenanrencanyudetiwen。

ruodadebieshuli,zhiyoulianggerenqingweidechuanxisheng。

qingbodecansibeituranbeiyizhidashouchekai,jihushixiayishide,taxianglazhubeizidanghaozijideshenti,danyixiangdaoneiren,queyoubuzijuedishengchuyisiqienuo。

“quxixiba。”dichenxinggandeshengyinxiangqi,zheigeshengyintayijingtingguohenduoci,danhaishijuedeyougusumadeganjuexishangshenti。

tadeyanmouqingqingzhuandong,shixianluozaitadeshenshang,jiantaduizijidehuayubingmeiyourenhefanying,bujinwendao:“buxiangquma?”

“ma……mashangqu……”wuyilanyouyuzhedadao。

jinwanduitamenlaishuo,yiyigewaibutongyixie,suiransheidoumeiyouzhudongshuoqineijianshi,haishixiangwangchangneiyang,dantamenxinlihenqingchu,youxieshiyijingbuyiyangle。

wuyilanjiannandezhiqishen,muguangchujidaoneigenanren,zongjuedeyouxienuobukaiyan。tadewuguanbenlaijiuduanzhengdexiangshidiaokechulaideyiban,xianzaizaimenglongdeguangliangli,gengxiandejunlangshenmi。

tayanshenweitai,gentademuguangchupengzaiyiqi,lianshanghaowubolan。

taxinjianyizhan,daolezuibiandehuayouyanlexiaqu。

“youshenmehuajiuzhishuoba。”takanchuanletadeyuyanyouzhi,zhijieshuodao。

wuyilanbuzijuediyanleyankoushui,xiangshiguqilehendadeyongqi,caiqingshengshuodao:“wo……jinwanjiubuzaizheibianguoyeleba?”

xiaoxinyiyideyuqiheshitandeyanshenbeitakanzaiyanli,xinlidaoshiyouguyiyangdeganjueshengqile,buguohenkuai,jiubeitazijifouren,zhidianlediantou,moxuletadexuanze。

dedaoletadetongyi,tazheicaizhuanshenjinleyushi,chongxizheshenshangdepibei,yuanbenxiyixiyinggainengrangxinqingqingsongbushaode,danbuzhidaoweishenme,taqueyuexiyuejuedejiaozao。

guolejinwan,tamenzhijiandeqiyuejiukeyizhongzhile,tabuyongzaijixuzheiyangdeshenghuo,tayinggaigandaogaoxingcaidui,queweishenme……xinxuzheimefuza?

huoxushiyinwei,qiyuezhongzhizhihou,weiyiyigeouerkeyifenxiangtadeqingxuderen,yejiubuzaileba。

suirantamenzhishiqiyueguanxi,dantaxinqinghaodeshihou,duoduoshaoshaoyuanyitingtashuoyishuotadeshide。

nei……neijianshiyaogaosutama?

duitalaishuoshijiandaxideshiqing,jiushibuzhidao,tahuibuhuiyuanyitingyitingle。

wuyilanzixidicaganshenshangdeshuizhu,huanshangganjingdeyifu,zouchuleyushi。

taxianxideshenyingchuxianzaitademianqian,faweihaixuanzheyaoyaoyuzhuideshuizhu,xuebaidejifushang,haiyiliuzhexiexuhuanyuguohoudehenji。

“haiyoushenmeyaoshuodema?”tadexiaoxinsizongshiqingyinengbeitakanchuan,haibudengtakaikou,tajiulvxianfawenle。

wuyilandeyuqizhinenyoubeiwei,zaitamianqian,tazongjuedezijimiaoxiaoqiewuli:“chengxiansheng,wojintianshoudaolemdadeluqutongzhishu,nenggouquneilinianshule……”

nanrendizhetou,jiaotakanbujiantadebiaoqing,ziranyefaxianbuletamouzhongyinyinliuludexiaoyi。

“祝贺你。”

jiuzaitayiweitabuhuishuohuadeshihou,taturankaikoule。

zheiyishunjian,wuyilanzaluandexinxuturanjiekailelai,jiandandesangezi,zuyiweijietale,qimayourenyuanyifenxiangtadexiyue,yourenyuanyizhufutademengxiang……

“nei,chengxiansheng,wojiuxianzoule。”shuochuleyizhixiangshuodeshiqing,tadeyuqiyebiandeshaoxianqingkuaileqilai。

“manzhe。”nanrenturanqishen,congyipangdejuzilinachuleshenme,dabuzoudaowuyilanqianmian。

kanzhetayibubukaojin,tadehuxibiandejicuqilai,tadelianrangrennuobukaiyan,dantashouzhongdedongxiquerangtazhibuzhudehaipa。

tazaitamianqianturanjiudunlexialai,taxiayishidehoutui,quebeitayibazhuazhulejiaohuai:“biedong。”

minglingdekouwenrangwuyilansihaobuganfankang,kongjurangtabuzhudizhandouzhe,yanjingjindingzheta,buzhidaotajiujingxiangzuoshenme,quezhinengrenyoutachuzhi。

tamizheyanjingdalianglepianke,mengdijuqishouzhongdedongxi,zaitadejiaohuaishanghuixiayibi。

“si——”turuqilaidetongganrangtarenbuzhudaoxiyikouliangqi,zaizheizhongshihou,tajuranhaijidetabuxihuantaichaodeshengyinerrenzhemeiyoutonghuchusheng。

jiaohuaichuyouxueyecongjifulishenlechulai,lianchengleyigexianhongguiyidezimu“c”。

tarengxiashouzhongdedaopian,songkailetadejiaowan:“niyaolaolaojizhu,nidiyigenanren,shiwo。”

kanzhetalengruobingshuangdeyanmou,taxindijingranyegenzheshengchuyisisihanyi,youzhongdehaiparangtashuobuchurenhefankangdehuayu,zhinengjinyaozhezuichun,zijiyanxiazheixietengtong。

taquemeiyouzaishuoshenme,zhishiqishencongsuiyidiuqizaiyibeishangdewaitaokoudailinachuleyizhangkapian,didaotadeshouzhong。

“zheishijinidushuyongde,mimaniyinggaicaidedao。”

shuowan,tabianzhuanshenzouxiangleyushi,tingjianshuiliudeshengyin,wuyilanzhidaozijiyinggailikaile。

zaiweiliangdetiansezhong,xianxishouruodeshenyingmanmandezouchulebieshu。

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三年后。

wshidingjideyinleguanguangcantingli,yiweidafubianbiandezhongniannanrenzhengzaiyancijiliedejiaoxunzheyigemianrongqingxiudenvhaier:“nishizenmebanshide?rangnidinggekefangdoudingbumingbai,haiyaowoqinzilaijinishoushilantanzi?zheicizhaodaidekeshishangjieyoutouyouliandedarenwu,zheidanshengyiyaoshitanbuxialai,wokannigongzuoyebieyaole!”

wuyilanweiquyouwunai:“jingli,wobushiyijingjieshiguolema,zheijianshiyuanbenshiyuanjiezaizuo,kefangyeshitafuzedingde,shitayoushicailinshirangwolaitile……”

“wozheiwangxingdadeyo!”lihuiyipaidatui,mengranfaxianzijizheishimacuorenle,mianzishangyouxieguabuzhu。

zheishiqueshishitadezhuliyuanyizaizuode,tajintianyoujishiqinglejia,zheicaibashiqingjiaodaolehaizaishixidewuyilanshoushang。xiangdaozheili,tayourenbuzhudaliangleyifanwuyilan,jintianyaozhaodaidekeshiguibinzhongdeguibin,zheigehaizaishixidexiaoyatoupianzinenggoushengrenma?