bukefouren，jiangranqueshishimeide。jishishizaizheibanlangbeibukandeqingkuangxia，yemeiderangrenjingtan。tangqideshixiancongtajiaohaodemianronghuanhuanxiayi，haosilianxueyedoufeitengyiqi，quanshenshangxiadexibaodouzaijiaoxiaozhe，rangtachidiaota。
bingliangdewenfengkuangdeluoxia，tajiangsuoyoulengjingyuzichidoupaozhinaohou，zheiyike，tazhixiangyaota！
jiangransisideyaozhexiachun，zhangzhangdezhijiazaizhangxinkexiayidaoshenshendeyinhenlai，kezheiyangdetengtongyeyuanbujitangqisuojide**。suoyouquru，suoyoulaizikongjudejiaohan，tadouzhinengqiangpozijiyanxia。
zheishitazijixuanzedelua。jiusuanzheitiaoluzaikanke，zainanzou，tayeyaoyiwufangudezaizheiheianlizouxiaqu。
为了子瑜。
youwenredeyetidiluoxialai，luozaitangqijianshang，chirede，xiangshiyaoshaoqilaiyiban。tangqidedongzuoyishunjiantinglexialai，lianlizhidoujianjianqingxiqilai。tataiqitou，kanzheqibuchengshengdejiangran，qingmieyixiao，haotingdesangyinqueshuochulezuikeboqinglengdehualai，“dangle**haixianglipaifang？”
“wo，wo，bushi。”jiangrannulixiangshuochuxieshenme，keyikaikou，jiushiqibuchengsheng。
tangqichenmozhekanletaxujiu，turanfangkaishouzoulechuqu，dandandiuxialianggezi，“saoxing。”
“bu，wokeyide！”jiangranzheicaihuanguoshenlai，liangqiangdepushangquzhuaizhutangqideshou，kudao：“wokeyidezhendekeyide，qiuni，jiujiuta。wozhidaocuolenibieshengqi，wokeyide！”
“keyide？”tangqijugaolinxiadekanzheta，xiuzhangdeshouzhimoqutayanjiaodelei，yiwaideyouxiewenrou，shuochudehuaqueyijiukebo，“neinikuchengzheiyangshixiangjisheikan？”
“我……我。”
“ruguoxiaci，nihaishizheiyang。”shuodaozheili，tangqihuayinyidun，ranhouyoudandankaikou，“woxiangniyinggaizhidaohouguo。”
haiyouxiaci——jiangransisideyaozhuxiachun，miansedoucangbaideyouxiehairen。haiyouxiacima？neishibushishuoming，zhishao，zhishaotangqiyuanyijiuziyuleni？
juanzhangdejiemaoweibukeweideqingzhanleyixia，tayidongbudongdetiezheqiangbi，zhidaomenwaichuanlaizheneryulongdeshuaimensheng，tacaichunbanmindejinjindetunyanleyikoutuomo，youxiewulidedunlexiaqu，yanjiaofanqileyicengshirun。
zheiyangderizi，shenmeshihoucaishigetouni。
zheiyangderizi，caiganggangkaishia。wunian……wunian。
yebuzhidaodaodiguoleduojiushijian，shenpangxiangqileyigedandandeshengyin，“jiangxiaojie。”
jiangranzhenglengdetaitoukanzhanzaiyipangdelima，zhalezhayan，caihuangmangdehuiguoshenhuzhuxiong，“ni，wo，wo。”
“jiangxiaojiebuyonghuangzhang。”limadandanxiaoqilai，dishangshoulinazhedeyifu，roushengdao：“shitangzongjiaodaide，rangwolaijijiangxiaojiesongyifu。”
songyifu。jiangranminleminchun，jieguo。shia，tadeyifuganggangyijingbeitasihuailea。keta，yuanlaiyehuizheimehaoxinma。
“fangjianhaimeiyouzhenglichulai，jiuzhinengmafanjiangxiaojiezaiyushilihuanyixiale。”limashuozhe，shenshouzhilegefangxiang，“jiuzaiqianmianzuoguai。”
“hao，xiexie。”jiangranshuozhe，dunledun，caiyouxiejingtidewendao：“shenmefangjian？”
“tangzongjiaodaile，jiangxiaojiezanqiejiuzhuzaizheibian。”limajieshidao：“ruguoqueshenme，jiangxiaojiehewoshuojiuhaole。denghuier，yehuiyourenbajiangxiaojiedexingliyiqisongguolaide，buyongdanxin。”
住在这边？
haizhenshi，yirujiwangdeduduanzhuanxinga。jiangranchuimou，quemeizaishuoshenme，nazheyifujiujinleyushi。
talaideshihoushihualedanzhuangde，daolexianzai，lianheiseyanxiandouhualekailai，zhengzhanglianbulunbuleideliantazijidouyouxiekanbuxia，yenanguaitangqishuosaoxingba。
dakaishuilongtou，tayonglixilebalian。jiershenxiyikouqi，duizhejingzinulijichuyigexiaolai，queshibikuhainankan。shia，douzheigeshihoule，zenmehainengxiaodechulaini。
“jiangran。”tahuanhuanbishangyanjing，dinandao：“nizheiyibeizi，pashidouyaohuilea……”
buguo，zhiyaonengjiuziyu，shenmedoushizhidedeba。
什么，都是值得的。
“jiangxiaojie，niquna？”
tingdaoshengyin，jiangrancaihuiguoshenlai，kanzhejiangtalanzaimenkoudesijixiaozhang，lenglehaojiucaishuo：“wo，woquyiyuan。”
xiaozhangmingmingshitangqidesiji，tangqidouzoule，tazenmehaihuizaizheili？
xiaozhangdianlediantouyingzhe，shuo：“wosongni。”
“bububu。”jiangranmengdibaishou，lianshuo：“wozijiqujiuhaole，buyongmafanle。gongjiaohenfangbiande！buyongmafanle。”
“zhei。”xiaozhangcuolecuoshou，youyulebanxiangcaishuochushiqing，“jiangxiaojie，zheishitangzongtedijiaodaide，nijiubierangwomenweinanle。”
tedi……jiaodaidema？weishenme？shixiangjianshita？jiangranminleminchun，zishenyixiao，tajiurangtazheimebufangxinma？bujinyaobatafangdaoyanpidixiakanzhe，lianchumendouyaoanpairenjianshizhema。
congci，jiuchedishiyigejianbudeguangdeqingrenleba。zuojinchelidejiangranxiangzhe，jiuxiangshineizhongbeiyangzailonglidejinsique，huaerbushi。haiyaorenshouzhezhurenhuranxingqidefeirennvedai。
keshuodaodi，zheibuguoshitazijixuanzedelu。
shiqingshizenmezoudaozheiyibudeni？
tabenlaiyiweitazheibeizi，doubuhuihetangqizaiyoujiaojile。jiangranpiantoukanchuangwai，sixuyuepiaoyueyuan。
tadiyicijiantangqi，shihenduohenduonianqianle。
tamenqishiyouguoyiduanhenganjing，henchuncuidelangman。zaitangqimeiyouhuijiufangjituanzhiqian。
taqishibutaidonghaomenzhijiandebianhuanmoce，boguiyunjue。tachujiantangqi，caishiwusui。
neishitamingzhumengchen，beiganchutangjia。ertashangbuzhidaotabeihoudeyiqie，zhijideneitianyangguangmingmei，qingjuanjunyideshaonianzhanzaiguanglihaokandeguofen，jidemantianyanhuo，tawozhetadeshoushuo，ranran，wohuiyongyuanxihuanni。
没有永远。
她没有九方重要。
yuansusulaizhaotadeshihou，tayijinghenjiuhenjiumeijiandaoguotangqile。mingyandongrendedamingxingshuochudehuayiwaikebo，tashuo：“tangqibuhaoyisihenishuofenshou，suoyiwolaihenishuo。”
“jiangxiaojie，daole。”xiaozhangshuozhe，jiangjiangranpiaoyuandesixulahuixianshi，tashuo：“wojiubujinqule，zaizheilidengni。”
“hao。”jiangrandianlediantou，“xiexiele。”
zoujinyiyuan，tayouqingcheshuludeshangleerlou，tuikaileneigeshuxidebingfangdemen。
shengxiadewuhou，zhilezaishushangjiaogebuting。toulandetianxuanguazhezhuoredetaiyang，yisifengyemeiyou，lianyuncaidouxiangshibeitaiyangronghualeyiban。
“ma。”tazoushangqian，qingpaileyixianeigezaijiaoluoanzimoleidenvren，roushengdao：“nileibulei，buranzheiliwolaishouzheba？”
“ranran。”jiangqingyuyouxiejingyadekanzheta，ranhoufeikuaidemodiaoyanlideleishui，“nizenmelaile，meishangbanma？mabulei，majiuzaizheikanzhe，nikuaiqushangbanba，kuaihuiqu！”
“meishidema，woqingguojiale。”jiangranzaitashenpangzuoxia，shixianqueluozailetangzaibingchuangshangdeziyushenshang，tawen：“yishengjintianlaiguolema，youmeiyoushuoxieshenme？”
“hainengshuoxieshenme。”jiangqingyutanlekouqi，“ziyuzheihaizi……daodizaodeshenmeniea，laotianyaozheimeduita！”