第一章
woanlianqiniandeduixianghewodeguimizaiyiqile，erwoyiranjuedingjianganlianjinxingdaodi。
1.
shuoqiwoduijiyangdexihuan，dagaishicongxiaoxuejiukaishile。neigeshihoutaleiruoshouxiaoyouguayanshaoyu，ganjuerensheidounengqifuta，ertabeiqifushi，yezhihuidizhetou，buhuihaishou。
woshizenmezhuyidaotadeni，dagaishiyinweijuedetagupiyoukelian，zongzaijiaoshidejiaoluoli，yiyanbufade，xiangyizhizangxixidexiaogou。
woxiaoshihouchangyintixingpianpangbeirendaxiao，duiyujiyangdejingyuwozirannenggantongshenshou。kewobingbuhuixiangtayiyangrenqitunsheng，woshiyouyuanbaoyuanderen，sheiyaoshiqifuwo，wobidinghuiqifuhuiqu，bijingtijibaizaineier。
suoyizaikandaojiyangbeiweigongbeiqifu，beimaxiaoyezhongdeshihou，woyiranjuerandizhanchulaidangzailetademianqian，weitajiaoxunleneiqunmeiyoujiaoyangdehaizi。
congneiyihouwohejiyangjiuchenglebiciweiyidepengyou，zaixiangchuzhihouwojingxifaxianjiyangsuiranbuaishuohua，dantaqishihenyouxiangfa。dagaishizaiwunianjideshihou，tajiuzaiqingnianzazhishangfabiaolezijidewenzhang，tashuotaweilaixiangchengweizuojia。yeshicongneigeshihouwokaishilewomanzhanganlian。
wocengjingyiweiwonengyizhipeizhejiyang，kexiaoxuebiyezhihou，tademuqinbingshi，jiyangbeitaturanmaochulaidefuqinjijiezoule，woshenzhibuzhidaotadaodiquleshenmedifang，tajiuneimeyishengbuhangdixiaoshizaiwodeshijieli。xianzaitaturanzhuanxuechuxianzaiwodemianqian，binggaosuwocongxiaoxuebiyedaoxianzai，womenqishicongweiduanguolianxi......
2.
dagaishizaichuyideshihou，wocaiyongyouleworenshengzhongdediyibushouji。nadaoshoujidediyitian，wojiukaishimouhuazheyaozaiwangluoshangfabiaozijidewenzhangzhuanxiexiaoqian，yinweijiyangtayeshizheimegande。
zaizheigeguochengzhongwojieshileyiweizaiquanneibijiaoyouzilidezuozhe，xianzaijiyanggaosuwotajiushiwozaiwangshangliaolesanwuniandeyuansheng（tadequanming）。gengweilipudeshi，tajingranchengweileyijiashangshigongsilaozongdeerzi。xianzaidetabulunshizhangxiang、jiashi、haishichengjidouchuleibacuidaoguangshizhanzaineidouyaoyandedibu。
bukefouren，jiyangbuzaishijiaoluolineikuaiandandeshitoule，tachenglekuaisezemeimandeyushi，ermeidedongxidajiadouhuixihuan，ziranwoyexihuan，erqiexihuandebirenherendouyaozao。
kejiuzaiyigeyueqian，jiyangdanfangmianjieshulewohaoshiqiniandeanlian。taxiangwobiaobaile，shalewogebinghuangmaluan。
wohaoxiangxiguananlian，wodanxiaodaoshenzhibuganhejiyangduishi，gengbieshuohetajianliyiduanqinmideguanxi。huaizheneiyangniuquyoudanqiedexintai，wojujueleta，tawenwoliyou，woshuozijiyaoyixueyeweizhongshibuhuizaoliande，qishishiwobugan，wozhiganhuiliuliuditaopao。
3.
wozhenshijiaoqinga，kewoqueshichajing。wobugoupiaoliang、jialiyemeiyouqian、chulechengji，wosihumeiyourenheyidiannenghejiyangbanpei。xianshizhuyizheshibuhuiyunxuzijizuomengde，woziranyebusheqiushenzhixiangxinjiyangnenggouxihuanwo。
yeruwosuoyuan，jiyangzaibangeyuedelajuhou，zhongyuduiwoshiqulenaixin。tahewodeguimiyuanxinyuezaiyiqile，xinyueshuotahejiyangshichuzhongshizaijiazujuhuishangrenshide，shuangfangjiazhangduiduifangdouhenmanyi，xiangshiyoulianyindedasuan。
xinyuezaiduiwoxuanluxinshengshi，yefenmianhanchundibiaoshiguozijihenxihuanjiyang，bingqiejuedetashiweilezijizhuanxuede。
zaiwokanlaixinyuehejiyangcaishitianzaodishedeyidui，woyedadingzhuyijiangzijiduijiyangdeanlianjinxingdaodi，zhidaowoyaozaicihetafenkai......
haosibusideshi，tianpianjuerenzhilu。zaizheizhonggangadeqingjingzhixia，jiyangchenglewodetongzhuo......
4.
ciketajiuzuozaiwodeshence，tadeshenshangyouhaowendezhizihuaxiang，wodenaozijinzaineizhenhuaxianglijuedehunhunchenchen。chuangwaifengmingdexiachanshizaiguozao，buduanboluanwodexintiao。
「罗小楠——」
jiyangshuhujiaowo，tayongtazhijiefenmingdeshouzhizhewodelian，dishengshuo：「nishibushichuantaiduole，nidelianhongle。」