anranyileng,dingzhezijidexiejian,tuirankanzhelesijie,dierqingxidewen,
”nizheishishenmeyisi?”
buduanliudongderenqunshiguodaogengjiayongji,lianggerenzhulizainei,xiyinlezhouweidemuguang,lesijielaguotazoudaopijingdedifang,songkaita。
congkoudailitaochuyigenyan,wuzidianran。
zheixietianyanyinyuelaiyueda,yanwuliaoraodemibikongjian,lingqifengengjiajinbeng。
“xiaanrannishibushitaishanzizizhu,wolesijiexiangyaodedongxi,sheiyezulanbule。”tajiangyantouyinian,anzaidishang,yijiaocaimie。zhuanshennuqichongzhexiaanran。
tabiaoqingdanmodechuizhetou,lianshangbaifenbaideqianran,yanliqueshanzhemouzhongyinzangdejianding。
buyongshuoming,danlesijiejiushizhidao,tayizhidoumingbai,tajiushizheiyang,xiguanbabierendeshenghuogaodeluanqibazaoranhoubufuzerendelikai,biaomianwenshunqishifeichangguzhi,zisiyoutaoyan。
“xiaanran,bieyiweiwobuzhidaonizaixiangshenme,meiyoujingguowodeyunxu,nixiuxiangxiangdangnianyiyangshanzizuozhu,bucierbie。”lesijieyanlidishuo。
anranjinzhuazaiyizibeishangdeshouzhijiekaishifanbai,zhouzhemeitou。
dangnianbushitarangzijilikaidema?bushitashuoleneiyangjuejuedehua?
”xiaanran!nizou!wozaiyebuxiangjiandaoni!”
mengyuqingnazhehunqiantijiandehuayandan,neigeshihouyijingzhidaoziji……,mengyuqingxiangtatanpai,ruguozhendexihuanqinger,zenmeban?
xianzaihuixiangqilai,neizhongkutongxiaanrandoujuedeyourennazhebishouzaiwatadexin。
”suoyi,dangnianwoshuodehuarangniyougengchongzudeliyoubucierbie。”
sijiedehuaqingpiaopiaoshuochulai,yiziyidunwanruozhongchuizazaixintou。
yaozenmeshuo?shuoshihuama?bu。suanlesuanle。
anrandingdingdikaikou,guzuoyoueryanta:”wozhidao,shiyinweinihaijihenzhewofuqin。”
“shia,yaobushilingzundeyishoucijiao,wozoubudaojintiandeweizhi。”
sijieyuqitingqilaicier,anranlejietababayixiangqiaobuqiwumingshubei,yidingshishuolehenduo**tadehua。
“zheiliyouwushiwanlikaianranba。”jiuxiangesudeouxiangjuyiyangnaqianlaixiuruta,yibiyan,wangrihuamianlilizaimu。
taningkaichemen,lenglengdishuo,yituanxiaobaiyunzaipiao。
”wusuoweile,dangnian,woshiqiongxiaozi,xianzaiwoshishangshigongsishenjiashangyidezongcai,xianzailundaonilaiqiuwo。”
tadeyuanhenhenuyizaiyandibujinranshao,nizixizhushijiuhuifaxian,lesijiedetongrenhenda,limianwanlaijuji,youxieshenmixiangwangyeyouxienengjiangrentunshidebaqi。
fengshuilunliuzhuanxianzaihuanzhetaluopole。
”对不起。”
anranlayibaanquandai,dizhetou。
xiangbidangniansheiguodedouburongyi。
babayijingtanwushouhuijinlejianlao,shoudaochengfa,zijizheizhongzhuangkuang,wusuoweile。
”dakebubi。”qianfanglududeshuixiebutong,lesijiefennudikuanganzhelaba,liansenankan。
anranxinlingshenhuidibishanglezui,tazhidao,tahenta。
zhenggelucheng,lianggebaochijianmo,meirenshuorenhehua。
yixiache,lesijiejiushuaikaianrandeshou,buziyoujiyoukuai。
zouzaiqianmian,yinchenzheyizhanglian,etoushangxiezhe,“shengrenwukaojin”sigedazi,yongrenmenjianledoubuganchudaqier。
“congjintianqi,nimenmeitianderenwujiushikanzhexiaxiaojie,meiyouwodeyunxutabuzhunchufangmenbanbu,haiyou,jintiankaishi,yirisancanbixurangxiaxiaojiejinshi,fouzedoujiwogundanhuijia。”
lesijieburonghuijue,duizheyongrenmenminglingdao,hengmeilengdui。
zheishiyaobazijiruanjinma?tabunengmeiyoushouru,gengbunengdaizaizheili,yinweitaxuyaoqian,henduohenduodeqian。
“sijie,womingtian……haiyaogongzuo,si……”
lesijiezhuanguoshen,denglexiaanranyiyan,“nijiwotinghao,chulezheilinadoubuxuqu。”
”peng”diyiguanmen,jianganranguanzaimenli。
dengtayijuexinglai,jielianjitiandoushizheigezhuangkuang,taweicengjinshi,yongrensonglaidefanzhaolisongchuqu。
zhishidaidaidewangzhechuangkoudenglesijiehuilai。
jiejinbangwandeshihou,anranyiwaibuzhuodaoneizhangbinglengdelian。
“wozhidaohaizideshiqingshiwobudui,danniyebunengxianzhiwoderenshenziyou。”anrankaimenjianshan。
lesijieduozhebuzi,sicunzheshenme,mianduianrandefennu,tabingmeiyoufazuo。
waizhetoukanleyiyananran,jingguojitiandezhetengtadaoshixiaoshoulebushao,yifumaosiyoudaleyiquan。
kandechulai,tanuliyayiqingxu。“bafanchile。”yuqibuxianbudan,lengmousaoguoanranquanshen,neiyanshencongweiyouguodemosheng。
ruguobushiweilehaizi,tashibuhuiguanzijidesihuoba,anranbeiaidexiang,zheiruodadebieshufangfochaoxiaotadeyuchun。
yongyizhongjinhuzihuidefangshishouzheyigebuaitaderen。
anrandemobuzuoshengbiaoshikangju,lesijielengdanyichang,tabuguanbugulaqianran,jingzhizoudaozhuoqian,jiangtaqiangxinganzaiyizishang,lenglengdiuxiayiju。
“qingerweiaizhuyuanle,zheiduanshijianwoyaozhaoguta,meishengxiahaizizhiqian,nijiuguaiguaidaizaibieshuli,biezaijiwotianmafan。”
taqingpiaopiaodeyijuhuaquezaitadexinliguaqijufeng。
绝症?
anranzaixinlikuxiaoyisheng,haizhengouqiaode。
zijirenrufuzhong,momochengshoukutongtadoubuzhidao,wumieziji,zheigedangkou,jiusuanyouyongqihepantuchu,xiangbiyehuirenweishitaxiaanrandaoyandexima。
mengyuqinghezijishijiniandeguimi,tadeshouwanheshouduanxiaanranzheicaizhenzhendelingjiaole。
tazhuanshenzoudaoanranshenbian,danshoujiangkongyilaguanhenhendiyinie,yaoyaqiechidishuo:“xiaanran,bieyiweiandiligaodeneixieguimeirenzhidao,zhizhongjiubaobuzhuhuo,biezaiwomianqianzhuangcimurenxin。”
shuozheihuadeshihou,lesijiedexinrutongbeidongxizheleyixia,jiuliantayehennanchengren,taxiwangzijishinongcuole,kezhengjuquezao。
anranyitouwushui,quanranbuzhishishenmeyisi。
lesijiegouchunlengxiao:“zaiwodeyinxiangli,niyizhidanchun,shanliang,xianzaikanlaishiwocuole,nishuangmianjiaowadejiaosebanyandezhenshiweimiaoweixiao。”
lesijiecongbizililenghengyisheng,yuyinweiluo,tacongwenjianlitaochuyitaxiangpianshuaizaianrandelianshang。
lidubuyayuyijierguang,taerduobeidadewengwengzhixiang,yinyuetingdaolesijiewurudehua。
“neisannian,nizaimeiguodeshiguang,haizhenshixiaosa。”
piejianzhaopianshangneigetanxionglubeihenanrengoujiandabeiderenying,xiangziji,zheikongxuelaifengdezhikongshiqulizhidituokouerchu:“nidiaochawo?”
suiranzaoyoudinglun,jiananrandebiaoqing,lesijiechulefennugengduodeshixinliang。