第1章放开我
sanbeiliangzhandanjiu，zendita、wanlaifengji？
zhijianzhanzhejiuye，qingqingxiexiazheiyiju，tangruwandemouzhongyijingxumanleleishui，yingchenzhechuangwaideyumuyipianmohu。
“kuanglang......kuanglang......”leishengxiangqi，zhendemenchuangyizhizaixiang。
taqueyouzibujue，zhizhengzhengdekanzheshoujilideshipinfadai。
shipinzhongjunmeiwuchoudenanziqinglouzhehuaizhongdenvzi，jiuzaidatingguangzhongzhixiawenlexiaqu......
“tangruwan，nizaikanshenme？”huer，yidaoheiyingzhaozhulezhuozishangdezi，shuxidenanxingqixipumianerlai。
budengtangruwanfanyingguolai，shoujiyijingbeishuaidaoleyingmiandeqiangbishang，shuaidesifenwulie。
“fangkaiwo......”tangruwanzhengzha，kehenkuaijiubeimuxiangnankangdaolejianshang，zhidaobeishuaidaoketingbingliangdechajishangdeshihou，tacaihuangranjingxing，“muxiangnan，nifangkaiwo......”
晚了。
什么都晚了。
banzheleishenghetadewuyan，zhidaotahunsiguoqu，muxiangnandoumeiyoubandianwenrou，meiyoubandianlianxi......
“taitai，nixingxing，kuaixingxing。”erbianchuanlaiwusaozhejidedihuan，tangruwanhuanhuanzhengkaileyanjing，caifaxianquanshenrutongsanlejiabandetong。
“jidianle？”tangruwanzhuanshenkanxiangchuangwai，yushengxilizaichuangqian，zheiyulongzhaodezhenggeshijiedoushiyinmai，yirutadexin。
“shidianduole，taitai，nifashaole，wosongniquyiyuanba。”
tangruwanminlemingansedechunban，“bule，niquyaoxianglinaganmaoyaohetuishaoyaojiwojiuhaole。”
“taitai，nicongqianconglaidoubuchiyaode，haishiquyiyuanrangyishengkanlehouzaijuedingchishenmeyaoba。”wusaoyitingshuotayaochiyao，bianyouxiehuangle。
tangruwanqingqingyaotou，“bubile。”tacongqianyizhibukenchiyao，shidanxinzijihuaishanglemuxiangnandehaizi，yingxianghaizidejiankang。
kejinglilezuowan，tazhendebuxiangzaiyaotadehaizile。
congjintiankaishi，tabuzhishiyaochiganmaoyaotuishaoyao，haiyaoduochiyizhongtacongqianzuibuxiangchideyao，neijiushibiyunyao。
tabuaimuxiangnanle，zaiyebuaile。
doushitabuhao，dangchujiubugaizhudongdequzhuiqiuta。
jieguo，neiyiwanzhijiebeihezuidetashiqulezijidediyici。
tayizhijideneitianqingchen，muxiangnanjingjingdezhulizaitadechuangqian，yiziyidundeshuo：“wokeyijinihunyin，quejibuleniaiqing，nijieshoujiujiehun，nibujieshouwohuijiniyizhangzhipiao，congci，fendaoyangbiao。”
taxiang，tajirandoushuokeyiqutale，jianglaijiushilianggerenchaoxixiangchuderizi，buguantaduobuaita，tazongnengwuretadexin，rangtaaishangta。
quemeixiangdao，zheiyiwujiushisannian，sannianyemeiyouwuretadexin。
sannianle，tachulemeigexingqilixinggongshibandeyutayouyicifuqizhishiwai，conglaidoumeiyouneizhongbenyinggaishuyufuqijiandehudong。
tachucha，shenbiandaizhedeshipangdenvren。
tacanjiayanhui，shenbiandaizhedeyeshipangdenvren。
shenzhiyutahuimujia，shenbiandaizhedehaishipangdenvren。
chulejiletayizhangjiehunzheng，rangtayishiwuyouyiwai，zaiyemeiyoushenmele。
tazongyiweitabuaita，yebuaipangdenvren，tajiuhaishiyouxiwangde，bijing，mushaoshitshigongrendehuannvrenrutonghuanyidenanren。
quebucengxiang，sannianle，tayiranbuaita。
neibian，tayebuaitahaole。