第1章 我怎么可以放你走?

yizhengyan,jiushihunanchaoshidedixiashi。

men‘zhiga’yishengbeirentuikai。waimianhunandedengguang,zhaozaichenyixicanbaidexiaolianshang。

pixieyudibanbuduandemoca,fachuhouzhongdemenxiang。

chenyiximorandetaitou,jiukandaojianshengyulengliedewuguan。

shashijian,tadeshenzidoudegengshilihaile。

“shengyu……”chenyixizuichunzhandou,kanzhetadeyishuangyanli,manshiqiqiu:“fangwozou……”

“fangnizou?”yanqiandenanrenshenxingdunshidunledun,tahuanhuanchaotakaojin。

chenyixideshoujiaodoubeisuoshangletielian,kandaotakaojinziji,tahedelimawanghounuolehaojibu。

tielianpengzhuangzaidishang,fachudingdangdexiangsheng。zaizheikongdangdedixiashi,xiandegewaidecier。

“chenyixi,nidedanzikezhenshidani?nizhidaonilikaidezheiliangnian,woshizenmeguodeme?”tadeshengyinhanzhechaofeng,zuijiaoshizhongdaizheqingtiaodexiao,shengyindichen:“wodexixia……”

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tamingbaitadexingqing,zhidaotashouduandehenla。xianzaizijibeitazhuahuilaile,kongpatasuohuanxiangdeyiqie,haoburongyidelaideanwen,douhuibianchenghuangliangyimeng。

“jianshengyu,nidaodixiangzenmeyang?”chenyixisisidekanzheta,tadexinlichongmanleyiwen。

zheiliangnian,tahaipahuibeitafaxianzijidezongji。tagaitouhuanmian,buganyongzijidexingming。

shenzhilianzijizuiaidesheji,tadouchedifangqile。

ta……daodishizenmezhaodaozijide?

“woxiangzenmeyang?nihaiganwenwo?!”jianshengyuturanehenhendeyibaqiazhutadebojing,yishuangyanjingbumanlexuesi。

tahenta,hentacehualeliangnianqiandeyichangtiaohai。

takezhidao,zijikanzhetadeshenyingchenrulehaidi,xiaoshidewuyingwuzongneizhongwunaifakuangdeganjuema?

liangnianle,tabucengshuiguoyigehaojue。zhiyaoyibiyan,naohaizhongmanshitadeshenying。

tadaohao,riziguodeyufadezirun,shenzhimashangjiuyaoherendinghunle!

chenyixi,nikezhenshihen,duoniandeganqing,daozuihounizoudeneimexiaosa,querangwoqianchangguaduneimeduonian。

tagainatazenmeban?gaizenmechengfata?

jianshengyuzheiyangxiangzhe,xinzhongdenuqigengshishenlejifen,shouzhongqiazhetabojingdedeshouweiweifali。

“jianshengyu,ni……fangshou!”chenyixiyinweiqueyang,miansedunshibiandetonghong,dengzheyanjingkanzheta。

tingdaochenyixideaiqiu,tazheicaituranhuiguoshenlai。lenglengdesongkaileshou,dedaoxinxiankongqidechenyixi,limadakoudechuanxizhe。

“wozenmekeyifangnizouni?wozheimeaini。”jianshengyudedashouqingqingfushangtadelian,yanzhongshanzheyiyangdeguang,xiangshidinanziyudao:“xixia……nizenmekeyilikaiwoni?”

jianshengyujiangtarouzaihuaizhong,chenyixishencaiqingshou,xianxideyaobuyingyiwo。

chenyixikanzheyanqiandenanren,tadeyanjingzhujianbeimengshang。

tahenkuaijiuyishidaotayaozuoxieshenme,hunshenzhandou,jingkongdexiangzhengtuotadeguqian:“buyao……”

“buyao?”jianshengyurouzhetadeshoufaneryijin,koujinletadeyaozhi。nongzhongdechuanxidazaitadelianshang,yuqiqueshiwenroujijin:“congnixiangzhelikaiwodeneiyitian,nijiumeiyouzigejujuewo。”