01 活不过十个月

01活不过十个月

2017nian9yue5haozheiyitian,moshengdezhiyigeqingtianpilidexiaoxi。

“litaitai,niweiaiyidaowanqi,bujishizhiliao,kenenghuobuguoshigeyue,qingzuohaoxinlizhunbei。”

moshengbuganxiangxin,yicitijianbazijituidaoguishenshenbian。

tazheiyishengzhishengxiazuihoushigeyue。

moshengwenzhuhuxi,congkoudainachudianhua,anzhukuaijiejian。

“yunan,nizainali,wanshanghuibuhuilaichifan,ruguohuilai,woxianzaijiuqumaicai,wozhaoayixuezuonizuixihuandecai。”

liangjiu,meiyourenhehuixiang。

moshengyaozheganhedezuichun,shikongdeleizhugunluodaoshouxinli。

neibian,lengdandehuida,“bule,wanshangyouyingchou,kuangqieniyebuhuixiachu。”

dianhuadulejisheng,guaduanle。

moshengshouhuishiluo,shenhuxiyikouqi,zhendingdezouchuyiyuan。

buyinggaiqidailiyunanjitaduodadehuiying,jiehunwunian,moshenganshoubenfendezuohaoliyunandeqizi,keshitadexinsibingbuzaitashenshang。

zheiwunian,tagaimanzule,jiusuanliyunanbuaita,nengpeizhetazoudaoshengmingjintouyewuyihan,yinweitashenmedoubuhui,hairangliyunanzhaoguletawunian。

huidaojia,lengqingdekongqilingmoshengfazhan,tahaishixiangyiqianyiyangyigerenchifan,yigerenkandianshi,yigerenshuijue,zheigebieshushitaheliyunandejia,kedabufenshijianzhiyoutayigeren,xiguanle,zheizhongguduyejiubiandebukepa。

dancike,moshenghenkonghuang,tahaipashigeyueguohou,meiyourenzhaoguliyunan,haipazijisihou,liyunanhuiqubieren,zongyouyigerenhuiqudaitalitaitaideweizhi。

mimihuhuganjuedaochuangyiao,moshengzhidaozheigerenshiliyunan,limatoushenrutadehuaibao。

moshengyixiaziqingxingle,kanbujianliyunandelian,queganshoudaotadecunzai。

“yunan,woxiangyaogehaizi。”

shuozheihua,moshengdaizheyisishiran,zhishaotabuzaishi,yougehaizidaititapeizailiyunanshenbian。

“bushishuoguobuyaohaizi,zenmeturanyouxiangyaole。”liyunanlengdandedao。

moshengzhuanguotou,luoruyanliandeshiyizhanglengjiaofenmingdejunlian,shensuidemouzizhengtouguohunandedengguangzhishetadeyandi。

“我喜欢孩子。”

liyunandunshishiquxingqu,duimoshengbingmeiyouduoshaoganqing,“dangchuwoqunishinibadeyisi,danwocongweixiangguorangniliuxiawodehaizi,zheijianshiyihoubuyaozaiti,ananfenfendezuonidelitaitai,bierangwoduinishiquxingqu。”

moshengchuizhemouzi,xiangshixinkoulakaiyidaokouzi,liyunanbuaita,moshengxindiqingchu,ketaaileliyunanshisannian,zheifenaiyougaizenmeshouchang。

“是因为她吗?”

liyunandunzhujiaobu,yandiyipianbingleng。

“纪向晚。”