woyufujinyanjiehunsannian，shiquanneiyoumingdemofanfuqi。jintianshiwomenjiehunsanzhouniandejinianri，
taquecheyeweigui。tadezhulidadianhuaguolai，xiaoxinyiyi：“taitai，fuzongta……peilin**zaiyiyuan。
”lin**，linweiwei，tazangzaixinjianshangdebaiyueguang，santianqianhuiguole。
wodakailetashufangcongburangwopengdeneigebaoxianxiang，mimashiwodeshengri。limianmeiyoujimiwenjian，
zhiyouyigepingban，jiluzhetaxunzhaowodequanguocheng。shipinli，fujinyanzhizhewodezhaopian，duitapengyouxiao。
“nikanta，duoxiangweiwei，youqishineishuangyanjing。”“yigewanmeidetidaipin，bushima？”yuanlai，
wobushibeiai，wozhishigeyingzi。wotingjianlouxiachuanlaichesheng，fujinyanhuilaile，
shenbianhaigenzheyigeqiaoxiaoyanrandenvren。wozuozaifujinyandeshufangli，shoulizuanzheneigebinglengdepingban。
pingmudeguangzhaoliangwomeiyouxuesedelian。“nikanta，duoxiangweiwei。”“yigewanmeidetidaipin。
”fujinyandeshengyinzaikongkuangdefangjianlihuixiang，meiyigezidoubianchengyibadao，**wodexinzang。sanniandehunyin，
yuanlaishiyichangjingxincehuadepianju。woyiweideshenqingduishi，zhishitazaitouguowokanlingyigeren。
woyiweidezhuanshuwenrou，zhishiyinweiwozhangleyizhangxiangsidelian。wohuakaipingmu，diankailingyigeshipin。
shisantianqiandeluxiang。fujinyanzhanzailuodichuangqiandadianhua，beiyingtingba，shengyinshiwocongweitingguodewenrou。
“weiwei，nizhongyukenhuilaile。”“fangzi？dangranjiniliuzhe，zheiliyongyuanshinidejia。
”“neige……tidaipin？wohuichuliganjing，nifangxin。”chuliganjing。
wojiushineigexuyaobei“chuli”diaodelaji。xiongkouyizhenfanjiangdaohaideexin，wochongjinweishengjian，
fuzhematongganou。shenmedoutubuchulai，zhiyousuansededanzhizhuoshaozhehoulong。louxia，
xuanguandemensuochuanlai“kada”yisheng。tahuilaile。haidaihuiletadebaiyueguang。“jinyan，zheilihaishilaoyangzi，
yidiandoumeibian。”linweiweideshengyintiandefani，daizhezhurendeshuren。“nixihuanjiuhao。”fujinyandehuida，
shiwocongweidedaoguodechongni。wofuzheqiangbi，yibubuzouxialouti。tamenzhanzaiketingzhongyang，nanrenyingjun，
nvrenjiaoqiao，wanruyiduibiren。woxiangyigeduoyudechuangruzhe。linweiweidiyishijianfaxianlewo，
talianshangwanmeidexiaorongchuxianyisiliefeng，suijiyoubeitianzhenwuguqudai。talazhefujinyandeyixiu，
shentiqingqingkaoguoqu。“jinyan，zheiweishi？”fujinyandemuguangluozaiwoshenshang，meiyouyisiwendu。“suran，
wode……qizi。”tashuochu“qizi”lianggezideshihou，wokandaolinweiweideyandishanguoyisijiduheyuandu。
tahenkuaiyanshiguoqu，duiwoshenchushou，xiaoderenchuwuhai。“yuanlaishisu**，nihao，wojiaolinweiwei。
wohejinyanshihenduoniandepengyoule。”taguyiba“henduonian”sangeziyaodehenzhong。womeiyouquwoneizhishou。
wokanzhefujinyan：“tajintian，yaozhuzaizheili？”fujinyandemeitouzhouqi，shibuyuedexinhao。
“weiweiganghuiguo，meidifangzhu，zanshizhujiali。”“womenjia？”wozhongfuleyibian，juedekexiaozhiji。
“suran。”fujinyandeshengxianchenlexialai，daizhejinggao，“biebudongshi。
”linweiweilikedayuanchang：“jinyannibiexiongta，shiwobuhao，wobugailaide。wohaishizouba，
miandesu**wuhui。”tashuozheyaozou，jiaoxiaqueyibuweidong，yanjingliyijingxumanleleishui，
chuchukeliandikanzhefujinyan。zheilvchadeduanwei，buquyanxizhenshikexile。fujinyanguoranxintengle。
tayibajianglinweiweiladaoshenhouhuzhu，yongkanyigewuliqunaofengzideyanshenkanwo。“goule。
weiweizhuxiashiwodejueding，nimeiyouzigefandui。”tadunledun，rengxiagengshangrendeyijuhua。“suran，
renqingnizijideweizhi。”wodeweizhi？yigetidaipin，yigeyingzi，yigesuishikeyibeidiuqidelaji。
wokanzheta，huranjiuxiaole。fujinyanbeiwodexiaonongdeyileng。linweiweicongtashenhoutanchutou，
rouroudikaikou：“su**，nibiezheiyang，woyoudianhaipa。”fujinyanlikehuishen，anfudipaipaitadebei。
ranhou，takanxiangwo，rengxiayimeizhadan。“weiweizhuzhuwo，ni，banqukefang。”womeiyoudong。
wojiuzhanzailoutikou，kanzhefujinyan。tapingshenmerenweiwohuitingtadeanpai？pingtashiwofalvshangdezhangfu，
haishipingwoailetasannian？linweiweiyiweizaifujinyanshenbian，yongshenglizhedezitaidaliangzhewo。“su**，
nikuaiquba，bierangjinyanweinan。”tazhenshiyigetitiede“pengyou”。fujinyanduiwoshiqulenaixin。“suran，
wodehuanimeitingjian？yaowobangniban？”tadeshengyinliquanshiweixie。womanmanzouxialouti，meiyouzouxiangkefang，
ershizouxiangtamen。womeizouyibu，linweiweijiuwangfujinyanshenhousuoyifen。fujinyanjiangtawanquandangzhu，
yilianjiebei。“nixiangganshenme？”wotingzaitamenmianqian，muguangyueguota，
luozailinweiweineizhanghewoliuqifenxiangdelianshang。“lin**，huanyinghuijia。”wodeshengyinhenpingjing。
linweiweilengzhule，fujinyanyelengzhule。womeilihuitamendefanying，zhuanshenzouxiangchufang。“suran，
guolaijiweiweipaobeicha。”fujinyanzaiwoshenhoumingling。wojiaobubuting。“tashikeren，woshizhuren。
womenjiameiyouzhurenjikerenpaochadeguiju。”fujinyandenuhuojihuyaocongdianhuaxianlishaochulai。“ni！
”wodaoleyibeishui，yikouqihewan。binglengdeshuihuaguohoulong，yaxiaxinkoudezhuotong。
woxiangqiwomendiyicijianmiandeshihou。neishizaiyigehuazhan，wozhanzaiyifumingwei《dengdai》deyouhuaqian。
huashangshiyigegududenvhai，zuozaihaibiandejiaoshishang，wangzheyuanfang。“niyexihuanzheifuhua？
”yigedichendenanshengzaiwoshenbianxiangqi。wozhuantou，kanjianlefujinyan。tachuanzhejiancaidetidexizhuang，
yingjunderangrennuobukaiyan。tashuo，neishitazuixihuandeyifuhua。tashuo，hualidenvhairangtajuedexinteng。
tashuo，wodeyanjinghehualidenvhaihenxiang。xianzaiwocaimingbai，tabushixihuanneifuhua，
tazhishizaixunzhaoyigexianglinweiweideyanjing。neitianzhihou，taduiwozhankailefengkuangdezhuiqiu。songhua，qingchifan，
daiwochuxigezhongchanghe。woyigegangbiyedeputongnvhai，ruhedidangdezhuyigechengshuduojinnanrendewenrougongshi。
woyiweiwodenglailewodeaiqing。yuanlai，wozhishitaqinglaideyigeyanyuan。“suran！
”fujinyandenuhoubawoconghuiyililahuilai。tadabuzoujinchufang，zhuazhuwodeshouwan。
“nijintiandaodixiangzenmeyang？feiyaonaodedajiadoubuyukuai？”“buyukuaideren，zhiyouwoyigeba。
”woshuaikaitadeshou，“nimenbushitingyukuaidema？”linweiweiyegenlejinlai，rouruodikaozaimenkuangshang。
“jinyan，suanleba。wo……woqujiudianzhuhaole。”fujinyankantadeyanshenchongmanlexintenghekuijiu。
tazhuanhuitoukanwo，yanshenbianchengleyane。“nikankannixianzaizheigeyangzi，xianggeyuanfu。nizaikankanweiwei，
taduodongshi。”woxiaole。“shia，tazuidongshile。dongshidaozhujinbierenjiali，shuibierendechuang。”“pa！
”yigeqingcuideerguang，dazaiwodelianshang。wodetoubeidadepianxiangyibian，erduoliwengwengzuoxiang。
lianshang**laditeng。shitadade。fujinyan，dalewo。linweiweifachuyishengduancudejinghu，
suijiyongshouwuzhuzui，yanjingliqueshanshuozhedeyideguang。fujinyandeshouhaitingzaibankongzhong，tazijiyeyouxiecuoe。
dantameiyoudaoqian。takanzhewo，yiziyijudishuo。“suran，zheiyibazhangshijiaonidongguiju。
buxunizaiwuruweiwei。”wodexin，chedilengle。womanmanzhuanhuitou，kanzheta。“fujinyan，nijizhujintian。
”tameidongwodeyisi，zhijuedewozaishuohenhua。talenghengyisheng，zhuanshenquanweitashoujingdebaiyueguang。“weiwei，
biepa，wozaizheili。”wokanzhetamendebeiying，taishoumolemofatangdelianjia。ranhou，
wotingjianfujinyanduiwoshuo。“jinwan，nishuikefang。biezairangwoshuodisanbian。”wozuizhonghaishishuizailekefang。
bushiyinweiwoqufule，ershiyinweiwobuxiangzaikanjiantamen。binglengdechuang，binglengdebeizi，
xiangyigejudadebingjiao。wonengqingxiditingjianzhuwochuanlaideyinyuexiaosheng。fujinyanhelinweiwei，
tamenyidinghenkaixin。diertianyizao，wozouchufangjian。ketinglikongwuyiren。
canzhuoshangfangzhechishengdesanmingzhihekongniunaibei。tamenyiqichilezaocan，ranhouchumenle。
meiyoujiwoliurenhedongxi。wozoujinzhuwo，shuyuwodedongxibeiduizaijiaoluo，xiangyiduilaji。
chuangshangtangzheyitiaomoshengdenvshishuiqun。yijuli，woyibandeyifubeiqingkong，guashanglelinweiweidequnzi。
shuzhuangtaishang，wodehufupinbeijidaoyibian，querdaizhideshiyitaoangguidemoshengpinpai。linweiwei，
yiyizhongqiangshidezitai，qinzhanlewodesuoyoukongjian。wozoudaoyangtai。neiliyouyigexiaojiaoluo，
shiwozhuanmenyonglaizuotaoyidedifang。jiazishangbaizhewoyigegeniechulaidexiaowanyier。erxianzai，
wozuizhenshideneigezuopin，suile。neishiyizhizhanchiyufeideqingniao，
shiwozhaozhemuqinshengqianzuixihuandexiongzhenniede。taxianzaibianchengleyiduisuipian，anjingditangzaidishang。pangbian，
yizhangzhitiaoyazaisuipianxia。“shouhuale，baoqiane。”houmianhaihuazheyigetushetoudeqiaopibiaoqing。wodexue，
yishunjianchongshangtouding。wonazheneizhangzhitiao，chongxialou。fujinyanhelinweiweizhenghaojinmen，
tashoulilinzhehaojigeshechipingouwudai。“jinyan，niduiwozhenhao。”linweiweitianxiaozheshuo。
fujinyanbangtajieguodaizi，yuqichongni：“nixihuanjiuhao。”tamenkanjianwo，lianshangdexiaorongdoudanle。
wobashoulidezhitiaohesuipiantankaizaitamenmianqian。“zheishishenmeyisi？”linweiweikanleyiyan，
likeluchukuazhangdejingyabiaoqing。“aiya，zhenshibuhaoyisi。wozaoshangkanyangtaifengjing，buxiaoxinpengdiaole。
takanqilaibuzenmezhiqian，wohuitoupeiniyigehaole。”“pei？”woqidefadou，“niyongshenmepei？
”fujinyanbunaifandizouguolai。“bujiushiyigeponiaoma？zhiyuzheimedajingxiaoguai？weiweidoushuopeinile。
”“poniao？”wozhizheneixiesuipian，“fujinyan，niwangle？zheishiwoniejiwomade！
niwanglewomashizenmesidema？”wodemuqin，sannianqianweilejiuyigexiaonvhai，siyuchehuo。
fujinyandeliansebianlebian。tadangranjide。linweiweijianzhuang，yanleilikejiuxialaile。talazhefujinyandegebo，
kudelihuadaiyu。“jinyan，
wobushiguyide……wobuzhidaozheigedongxiduisu**zheimezhongyao……tashibushizaiguaiwo？
tashibushixiangrangwozou？”fujinyandexinlikejiupianle。talouzhulinweiwei，qingshenganwei：“buguannideshi，
biekule。”ranhou，tazhuanxiangwo，lianseyinchendenengdichushui。“suran，jiweiweidaoqian。
”wobuganxiangxinwodeerduo。“nishuoshenme？”“woshuo，jiweiweidaoqian。”tazhongfudao，
meiyigezidoudaizheburongzhihuidemingling，“tabeinihedaole。”wodexinxiangshibeiyizhidashouhenhenniezhu，
tengdewufahuxi。wodedongxibeihuile，womamaliujiwoweiyidenianxiangmeile。taquerangwojixiongshoudaoqian。
yinweixiongshoubeiwo“hedao”le。zheishishenmedaoli？“ruguowobuni？”wokanzhetadeyanjing，
yiziyijudiwen。fujinyandenaixinchedigaoqing。“suran，wobuxiangzaishuoyibian。daoqian。”“womeicuo。
”“hao，henhao。”fujinyanqijifanxiao，tasongkailinweiwei，chaowozoujinyibu。tajugaolinxiadikanzhewo，
yanshenliquanshishiwanghebingleng。“nizhenshiyuelaiyuebukeliyule。”tacongkoudailinachuqianbao，chouchuyizhangka，
rengzaiwomianqiandechajishang。“zheilimianyouwushiwan，mainibizui，goubugou？”tayongqian，
laihengliangwomuqindeyiwu，hengliangwodebeishang。wokanzheneizhangyinxingka，youkankanta。woturanjuede，
yanqianzheigenanren，moshengdekepa。womanmandi，qingxidi，duitashuo。“bu。”wodeneige“bu”zi，
xiangyigendianrandehuochai，rengjinlehuoyaotong。fujinyandeliansechediheile。“suran，nibiejilianbuyaolian。
”linweiweihaizaipangbianshanfengdianhuo，tachouqizheshuo：“jinyan，doushiwodecuo，nibieweiwogensu**chaojia。
wo……wohaishizouba……”tashuowan，jiuwuzhelian，yifushangxinyujuedeyangziwangwaipao。
fujinyanzenmekenengrangtazou。talikezhuishangqu，yibazhuazhulinweiweideshouwan，jiangtadaihuihuaili。
“ninalidoubunengqu！”tabaozhelinweiwei，huitouduiwonuhou：“suran，nimanyile？
feiyaobajialinaodejiquanbuningnicaikaixin？”wokanzhetahuailidenvren，kanzhetaduiwofennudelian。
wozhijuedeyizhenjianruidetengtongcongfubuchuanlai。shilaomaobingfanle。sannianqian，fujinyangongsi**bukai，
beijingzhengduishoueyizhuizhai。wozaiyulizhanleyiye，qiuwodedaoshi，yeshitaduishoudefuqin，
cairangtagaotaiguishou。neiwanzhihou，wojiuluoxialezheigebinggen。meicifazuo，doutengdeyaoming。
fujinyanshizhidaode。wodeetoushenchulenghan，lianseshunjianbiandecanbai。wofuzhushafa，shentiyaoyaoyuzhui。
“fujinyan……woduziteng……songwoquyiyuan……”wodeshengyinhenxiao，daizhezhandou。fujinyantingjianle。
takanlewoyiyan，meitouzhouqi。dantameiyoudong。yinweitahuailidelinweiweituranjinghuyisheng，
wuzhulezijidetou。“a……jinyan，wotouhaoyun……”tadeshengyinbiwoda，biwogengkelian。
fujinyanlikejinzhangqilai。“weiwei，nizenmele？nalibushufu？”“wo……wokenengshibeihedaole，
youdiandixuetang……touyun，xinhuang……”linweiweikaozaitahuaili，xuruodefangfoxiayimiaojiuyaoyundao。
fujinyandezhuyilibeitawanquanxiyinle。tadahengbaoqilinweiwei，jiuyaowangwaizou。wokanzhetadebeiying，
yongjinquanshenliqihanta。“fujinyan……jiuwo……”jutongrangwojihuyaohunjueguoqu。tatingxiajiaobu，
huitoukanwo。tadeyanshenlimeiyouguanxin，meiyoujiaoji，zhiyounongnongdebunaifanheyane。“suran，
ninengbunengbieyanle？”tashuo。“meicinixiangyaowoguanzhuni，jiuyongzheizhao。weiweishizhendebushufu，
nibiezaizheilitianluan。”tianluan。tashuowotianluan。wodexin，zaineiyike，chedisuile。
liantengtongdouganjuebudaole。zhishengxiawubianwujidemamuhehanleng。fujinyanbaozhelinweiwei，congwoshenbianzouguo。
tameiyouzaikanwoyiyan。“guai，wodainiquyiyuanjianchayixia，biepa。”tawenroudeshengyin，
piaojinwodeerduoli。neishiduilingyigenvrenshuode。wokanzhetamenxiaoshizaimenkou。fubudejiaotongzaicixilai，
birenheyicidouyaomenglie。wodeshixiankaishimohu。wofuzheshafadeliqiyejianjianxiaoshi。shenti，
shunzheshafahualuozaibinglengdedibanshang。woshenchushou，xiangqugouchajishangdeshouji。zhijianzhichayidiandianjiunengpengdao。
heian，quexianyibutunshilewo。woshoulijinjinzuanzhedeshouji，congwulidezhijianhualuo，“pa”diyisheng，
diaozaidishang。woxinglaideshihou，kandaodeshiyipianxuebaidetianhuaban。xiaodushuideweidaozuanjinbizili，
tixingwozheilishiyiyuan。yigechuanzhehushifudenianqingnvhaizhengzaijiwohuanyao。“nixingle？ganjuezenmeyang？
”wozhanglezhangzui，houlonggandefabuchushengyin。hushijiwodaoleyibeishui，fuwoqilaihexia。
“nijixinglanweiyanchuankong，zaiwanlaiyihuierjiuweixianle。”hushixinyouyujidishuo，
“haihaonilinjufaxiandezao，jinijiaolejiuhuche。”linju？bushifujinyan。wodexinkongdongdongde，
jingranmeiyouyisibolan。“nijiarenni？womendanishoujilidejinjilianxiren，yizhimeirenjie。”hushiwen。
jinjilianxiren，shifujinyan。tameijie。tadangranbuhuijie，tazhengpeizhetadexinshangren。“womeiyoujiaren。
”woqingshengshuo。hushitongqingdikanlewoyiyan，meizaiduowen。wozaiyiyuantanglesantian。santianli，
fujinyanyigedianhua，yitiaoxinxidoumeiyou。tadagaiyiweiwohaizaijialishengmenqi，huozhe，
tagenbenjiumeixiangqiwozheigeren。yehao。chuyuanneitian，womeiyouhuijia。woquleyinxing，
bawokalisuoyoudejixudouqulechulai。buduo，dangouwokaishixindeshenghuo。ranhou，