第4章 流产

qinghuyuan,shilanchunxiaheyehanshengdehunfang,chuguifengbohouyehanshengbianbanhuilecengjinghunqiandezhuchu。

tabuyuanyibanzou,bubanzou,jiuganjuehaiyouyigejia。

lanchunxiahuidaojiahou,gaoshaole,tatangzaichuangshang,youyigugudereliuyongchulai,xueshuiyongleyichuang,chenyihededajiao。

lanchunxiaquezhangxizhegankudechunpian,zhuazhuchenyideshou,“biejiao,biehezhedidi,tayinggaishuile。”

chenyikudewusheng,yanleicongbiqiangliliuchulai,“xiaojie,wojiguyedadianhua!”

“buyao!buyao!”lanchunxiayaozhezuichun,hongtouledeyanjinggunxiashuizhu,“biejitadadianhua,bierangtanankanle,wo……”

我,太脏了。

lanchunxiafutongnanren,ganjueyoudongxifenlizaitadeshentilisiche,xiangyaotuolitadeshenti。

tawulidedaozaichuangshang,chenyiliushenwuzhu,nazheshoujiboda120,meigejianenxia,tadeshoudouzaifadou。

jiuhuchezaishenyedapoxiaoqudeningjing,chenyibugandiuxiayijingshushuidehaizi,dengjiuhurenyuanbalanchunxiataishangdanjiayouganjinquertongfangbaoqisansuidehaizi,shengpazayinchaoxingleyouer,dalegechegenzhejiuhuchedaoleyiyuan。

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yiyuan,haitongdehuxishengjunyun,meiyourendaraotadeshuimian。

手术室。

lanchunxiatangzaishoushuchuangshang,tangzaishoushuchuangshangderen,shimeiyouzunyande。

yishengrangtuifenkai,tuijiuyaofenkai,rangpiguwangqiannuo,jiuyaowangqiannuo。

yishengjianyizuowutong,lanchunxiajujuele。

“wutongshaozaozui,guibuleduoshaoqian,erqienizheigebixuyaoqinggong,burannongbuganjing。”yishengshizaixiangbutong,huanzheyebuxiangmeiqianderen,juranbuyuanyizuowutong。

“shiwoxiangzhidao,youduotong。”lanchunxiakanzhetoudingdeshoushudeng,tailiangle,taxiwangzheizhandengkeyizhaoliangtaxinliheiandedifang。

jiuxiangdangchutanengjiajiyehanshengdeganjueyiyang,nengrangtakandaoxiwang。

她想知道,有多痛。

tadeshoujiaobeishufuzaichuangjiashang,yimiantengtongshitafankang,bingliangdeqixieshenjintadeshenti,fanjiao。

痛,是真的痛。

keshitameiheng,zhishiwojinquantou,yuanlairoutishangdetengtongshikeyirennaide,xinkouchuyeyebengfachulaidetongquerenbuzhu。

qishi,tabuzhidaoshenmeshiaiqing,juedemuqinhensha,beizhananfuqinpianle,shahuhudeshengleyigenver,jieguofaxianfuqinyoujiayoushi,zuihouyiyuzisha。

aiqingshihenshadedongxi,tacongxiaojiuxiangguo,bunenggenmuqinyiyang,tayidingyaotangtangzhengzhengdejiaren,shenmeqingaaia,doushifuyun,tabuxihan,yebuxuyao。

她只要婚姻。

tabunengrangzijidehaizichengweisishengzi。

meiyoubeishenghuobiantazhemoxiuruguoderen,caiyouzigezhuiqiuaiqing。

kexianzai,tahaoxiangdongleshenmeshiaiqingle,tazhongyumingbaiweishenmemuqindangnianhuixuanzezisha,zheizhongtongkutainanai,haobiririyeyedouyourenlaigerouguagu。

shentilineikeyinzhengtaangzangdepeitaibeiquchu,tayijingquanshenshitou。

“yaoburanhaishiwutongba?haiyaoqinggong……”

lanchunxiatengdeyachi“dede”dajia,queyaotou,yanleicongyanjiaogunluo,liujinfajixian,“bu,buyaowutong,rangwotongxiaqu。”

“neinirenbuzhuzenmeban?”yishengyeyoudiandanxin,huanzheshentitaishou,wanyikangbuzhu,shoushufengxianjiuhuihenda。

“ruguoworenbuzhule,jiu……rangwozishengzimieba。”