第一章

jiejiesuwantangaishangleyiyoujiashideguyanshen,yicicijiuchanquezhihuanlaitayanqidelengyan。

yushi,jiduchengkuangdeta,fengmodaobangjiatadeqizibaizhaozhao,zhemosantiansanye,zhizhibaizhaozhaozaijutongzhongyanleqi。

fuqinweilehujiejie,biwoguizherenxiasuoyouzui,zaibawotuijinguyanshendehuaili,jifeng:“hainiyigelaopo,goubugou?”

hunhou,guyanshenkanwoshi,yanlizhiyoukegudehen。

tazhemowo,yongzuixiazuodefangshixiuruwo,yaowoshengburusi。

woyaoyarenxiasuoyou,xiangtiaogouyiyangyaoweiqilian。

zaiwobaibantaohaoxia,tajianjianyunxu**jin,shenzhihuizaishenyeyongworumian。

wotianzhendiyiwei,tazhongyukenfangguowole。

houlai,wozhengzhayitianyiyeshengxiadehaizi,quezaitashouli

一点点失去生机,

“nigenbenbupeishengxiawodehaizi,nimensujiadexue,zang。”

tacazheshoushangdexue,xiaodecanren。

“zheicaijiaoxuezhaixuechang。”

他明知我没得选。

jiranzheiyang,worutasuoyuan,yixinqiusi。

ketaquefenglesideguizaiwobingchuangqian,zhandouzhezhuazhuwogewandeshou,sihouzhe:“suniannian,nibuzhunsi!”

wozhengzhazhecongchanchuangshangshuaixialai,fafengbanpadaotajiaobian,aiqiu:

“qiuqiuni,fangguotahaoma?zheiyeshinidehaizia!”

“suoyoudecuowoyirenchengdan,biezheimezaojianwodehaizi,nixiangweibaizhaozhaobaochou,wobamingpeijini。”

beishanghejuewangjihujiangwoyanmei。

wopazaidishang,hunshenzhandou。

guyanshenchuimoukanwo,yandiyipianbingleng。

“zhaozhaosideshihou,hunshendoushishang,lianduzilidehaiziyemeinenghuoxialai,nizheigesharenxiongshoupingshenmejuedeyouzigedangmuqin?”

我这才恍然大悟。

yuanlai,taguyirangwohuaiyun,jiushiweilerangwoyechangchangshiquhaizideziwei。

wotongkuzheaiqiuta,canbaizheyizhanglianguizaidishang。

“shiwocuole,nichongwolaihaoma?”

tameiyanjianjinshihenli,henhenyibazhangshanzaiwodelianshang。

haizibeitahedefachutiku。

zheirangwodexinhenhenjiuleqilai。

guyanshenyandihongdeshenren,qiazhutadebozi,shouzhiyidiandianshoujin。

wopuguoquxianglan,quebeitayijiaochuaizhongfubu。

gangshengwanhaizideshentigenbenshoubuzhuzheiyijiao,wotongdequansuozaidishang,lenghanzhiliu。

xiaofujiaotong,xiashenyongchuwenredexue。

yanzhengzhengkanzhehaizidelianyoutonghongbianchengqingzi,zuihou,chedimeileshengxi。

taxinshangzhewotongkudemoyang,xiaodecanren:

“sunianan,nixianzaichangdaozhaozhaodetongkulema?yaobushinixinhenshoula,tahehaiziyuanbenhuihuodehaohaode!”“pada。”

xiaoxiaodeshentibeirengzaiwomianqian。

我呆呆地抱住他。

guyanshenjugaolinxia,lengxiao:

“huanyinglaidaowomeitiandoushenchudediyu!”

“benbugai,zhiyouwoyigerentongku!”

tayaobawolaxiaqu,gentayiyangzaitongkuzhongjianao。

wokanzhehaiziqingzidexiaolian,qixuegongxin,erdudachuxue。

tadewangqibaizhaozhaosideshihou,hunshenshishang,lianduzililianggeyuedehaizidoumeinengbaozhu。

kehaisitaderen,bingbushiwo!

zheisannianli,tameicidouweiciertongku。

我又何尝不是呢?

womeiyoubanfagaosuta,wozhishitirendingzui,wodejiejiecaishizhenxiong。